 I think I just realized more that I can live without a lot of different things that obviously the day to day when you're able to go a lot of different places and stuff like that you kind of realize that hey maybe I don't need this right now or maybe the flashy cars or stuff like that you know it can wait a little minute you whatever so patience you know we don't control um you know everything like like we think you know things that are out of out of our control you just have to let it happen have to stay patient just continue to grow in your own way um when things don't go your way what I've learned through spending time with quarantine this year is just you know it's great to have family time great to be able to come together and it's a lot of time to think to yourself and get to work I probably needed a little bit of this a little bit of time to sit learn reflect and um just be more comfortable with myself to appreciate life itself and what you have in front of you and the people that you have around you feeling quality time with yourself getting to know yourself and being able to adapt to the new normal to make it better for yourself and anyone else too never take any time you know for granting you know every every every day we step on on this earth and every every moment that we have you want to take full advantage of because you don't know when is your life value your loved ones spend the most time that you can with your loved ones because you know that no day is promised I got a lot of family time and it was unbelievable spending time with my daughter my first daughter win is just indescribable it's unbelievable man I think I became a better dad and husband let's go fishing or something like that I like to ride a tv like I'm the type of guy you know I don't need no one else to you know to do something fun I'm really like a documentary type of guy like to watch a lot of documentaries but I start picking up more books and actually reading more books uh that's something I'm very interested in right if it's you know financial education uh spiritual growth books and different things like that well I went fishing for like seven days in a row and I didn't catch anything you know I'm a competitive so I say I'm gonna try this uh this eighth day and I went out there and caught too bad so 2020 has been crazy I mean I think no one really saw a lot of these things coming especially COVID so everyone has been able to take a step back and learn what's truly important the people around you was truly important and be ready for anything you never know what life's gonna throw your way it's not a matter about what happens it's how you handle it and how you push through and learn from it so I wish everyone the best as we finish out 2020