 How are you? Tuanze na Salamu kwaanza Ladies first, how are you? You look splendid Kwa ni mili yambia na ma guest water wa in the morning lewam shayin Siya tami mi mi mi gini yambia me mo What's your good name? Mi name is Mary Auma I'm a teacher, pure teacher I teach classics Soile, SIARE, social studies So you knew barako wa ni mask kablasi situ kujuku juwa? Mi mili juwa na COVID-19 Welcome Thank you Good morning sir Good morning How are you? I'm fine What is your good name? My name is Matthew Aornyan I'm a lawyer I'm a policy student Finally at Kenyatta University I'm also an administrator By nature Oh, I see that Ya, what's up? Admin Admin? Okay, I see you What I want us to do is We're going to go through a couple of things That we've seen on social media But what you don't know Fun fact is this topic was generated Because of this gentleman here On the set today And he's going to give us a bit of his story As we chip in And see what's happening And maybe even give our two cents If it was us Mi na jingi kwa mi mi singi Kwa mi mi jari bui bovi ote Just know Okay, so tell us about your story What happened? Why are we talking about giving up today Or not giving up? Ya, giving up is not in my vocabulary Because my story is just about determination And perseverance So I am Mr. Passaviarets Well, well Ya So it happened that I sat for KCP nine times In different primary school In different years Because of lack of heat I started doing KCP I came when I was 13 Then completing when I was in I came when I was 13 And completing when I was 27 In a period of 14 good years What? Eh, ati? Just come again Let me repeat I sat for KCP nine times In different primary school In different years Because of lack of heat And completing when I was in 27 And in a period of 14 good years Joining from one at 28 years And we talk to me How are you feeling about the story? It's very sad Eh, what? Wait, ati? Have you had that story? Okay, let's just highlight Key words Allianzakus I'm even lost for words Okay, let's try English He started sitting for KCP At 13 years old 14 years later Even one more than when he started Apondya limalizia How did you find even the courage? I love to eat on yato When you do something a little bit out of the ordinary People will talk They'll come for you They'll say wo na wu yusas Kusama yae Pasua na smokimi mi personally Fiyu asmi But that's not what you did and why? My determination Sorry, let's use the mic The determination I had To accomplish the eight purposes At least to have something in hand To be able to give back to the community And uplift my background Since I was coming from Very poor background So I happened to be introduced to manual work When I was Casual work Casual labor When I was in class 3 So at class 3 you can know the age Minus repeating anything So I started doing manual work In Bomets So now I speak two languages I speak the language I speak Kepseges fluently So you are this official one Like Kiswendi and English So My determination here We worked out in life Living in some Grasta house A family of 13 I was the ninth born And introduced to Casual labor at class 3 So that one Cited me a lot Elini Saiki and I'm quite sure you became very responsible At a very young age Ima cha I told you I'm an administrator I can see Aki Let me ask you to cha And maybe if we are just going to derive From his story How do you feel Teaching someone We told the kawida to We told this child One plus one is two A kind of home A kind of treasure One plus one is now five How do you find the patience To keep explaining to someone One thing That patience Ima kwaangangumi It's very hard Keep on repeating One plus one is two Ima say ma one plus one is two Keep on repeating I don't feel like You're going to give up But it's on your hands It's on your hands If we ask anyone to share I can give up If you want to share I can give up But you can't It doesn't matter If you don't hand it to anyone I can give up I feel like it's on our hands I need to teach them I need to teach them If we want to give up It's next year But to go and give up heный mokinii hana ko kw Eliotia yama scorpio hii kidestot uu aki na na mazo niwa a n-arifili tنا in Director Kani biha uu Rila clip 12 ala hatabumizu haוכumizi hanyi yamabudcu na kwa hayu yubado kwa yue niwa barkadi hana m discover niwa barkadi mivinga icatcha denti na, nqia ote smoking But there is someone who is sitting for KCPE 9 times in almost 14 years. How would you speak life into such a child? Like usi give up maybe. Siya tiya tiya, wanim jinga, it's just that circumstances zime kata. But how would you be encouraging him or her? That situation, I've never been in that situation but if kata kwa nukatu kata. Siya naumtoa na me liya joa miha kuka exama. They cannot imagine. And then imagine keeping, maybe that's one, that one subject. Maybe kaka kusweli, maybe na npigachenga. Maybe kusweli I'm always the last, always the last, always the last. But na jaribu jama, na jaribu. So how would you talk to someone about that? Be just teaching them. Nga humya tu ilayu fi na midi tumwe liye liye liye liye tu. Bona ni indelie kama na pratuma zero sufuri. Sosa demu kuka ribu naiae umuwa chili. Nkushin na tu naiae unamaungi eleisha. Then na tu ona ticha na sema, the right thing. Hocha tu ni indelie wajitisha na sema. And na ona, mi ticha increging mi alot, let me just follow what she's saying. Na ona. So for me, I'm teaching what to do in Gato and you understand Gato vilea ko. Ako na munyata ia raku baliku ribit Kwa sema fadalata nende nihuze Adha fudu sayu kuna izi gengeton Kiki na umtemi develop talent Tata wale hawa yuki imba Ana sema tu Now I can see Now I can see Na umtru from 4 Class 4 Ana joku imba dosi gengeton So yuki twitam Discaja seme Ani ambe na meneza imba po gengeton Nini pate tu Nini pate Nini pate Nani nge lake Youtube nipate lake So yuki tunao They feel lake We're working here at Youtube Waterpate lake, sopate peza So ata ona ah Mister ki kusiki za iticha So ni hard You have to talk to them Talk you talk You talk some sins to them It's very hard Kabisa But you'd try There's mwo o niga lisha Is there someone who encouraged you When you were sitting for KACP Nine Times Kunamtu alikushi kama kona kame Iba posi give up Yes Yes, I used to read a story like this of Reverend Koske who started class one at the age of 20 years old, the father to Amy Koske. Also besides that also the teachers, the primary teachers they are loving, I can say that they have that kind of relationship of which they advise you that gentleman you have a brain, you can do better than us, so don't give up. God will open the doors for you. So most of the time, most of my friends used to be the primary teachers, my teachers actually because the friends, my friends were fading away. You have passed, you have been admitted to a national school, you have not attended that national school, they go find other friends somewhere, you are left alone. So I was going to those people who encouraged me. Siko ana ndakwa wene wa tani chekelewa, because unajiwa kwa society bida kama izos na patikana wa tuka maho piawa na patikana because sikila mutohana elewa wu Wil wa narudia kwa sababugana. ni kwa narudia kwa sababu ya kwa kwa sakaar nili salewa kwa jami fukar awangewa isa hataku kutulaya because tulipa wa totoengizana nukwa biya tulipa wa tu kumina tatu na nimi nili kwa umutoto wa tiza kwa familiya etu so ile katika arakati ya kutaguzana na watu ni kwa ona nigeri nifumiliya nifike maali kwa ilimu ju mimi nili kwa ni nili ailewa ya kwa mbu ilimu ni ya kiba ni kusapata ilimu nisa fanyaki tu na nisa sidia wini ya wajee vise katika jami so ihondu20 kwa changa motroyanga tatu was watu was economic keeping me going Amy, i'm good even to draw a diagram guys are you ready, ok, you won't see it but it was just going to be for me to understand what's happening here in the story. So here you are, working very hard trying your best to pass this KCSE and continue with your life. Aya, forces, outside forces ni maybe challenges apu kwa karo sentio. And then you have members of society also another challenge juo onaku judge na onaku sengenya na onaku cheka. Sasa IOPA li nifanya nifanya KCP kwa suule tafauti tafauti. Yuyakwa nsa li nifanya abomit. Niki ni ya pili ni ka fanya ronko, ya tatu ni kaenda kitare, ya hi nene ni taenda soni suga, ya tanu ni kaenda rangwe junia akademi, ya sita ni kaenda agorosare, Alda Rebi Junior agafia akademi, alafu, finali nikaenda oriri primary. Nini fanya kwa emaeni utafauti, kwa sababu ilia katika ali ya kuchekalia kwa katika jamiada. Oto ona kwa unawe mi kumu na ana kagwa ni nini jinga ni ni ni ni ni ni ni ni. So chu avoid that immigration. It was making me to go to a new environment in such a way that when they try to learn about you you have already gone. Confuse your enemies, help me understand. Kwa? I'm teaching class 6. There are some pupils who are not doing work. They are just there. I gave them social study homework. The two didn't do their notorious. So I decided to punish these pupils. Let me take them to class 5. Wow! So they will be working in class 5 for the whole of one week. Wow! And they were like, so I took them to class 5. One day they were there with the class 5 pupils, but I don't know what to say. I don't know if they are going to be in class 5 or if they are going to repeat. I didn't tell them that they are going to be there for one week. No. I said, you will repeat class 5 for not doing my work. I said, you will repeat class 5 for not doing my work. The next day, they were there with the class 5 pupils, but they were not doing their work. So they started working like that. They were very smart. So they started working like that. They were very smart. So they started working like that. They were not doing their work. I felt him. He can't repeat in class 8. Then I was in the same school and I was in class 8. It was very embarrassing. I was in class 7. I said, you will repeat class 5. I said, you will repeat class 5. So I am not just a teacher. I don't understand. I felt that I was going to be down. So I was in class 7. Then I was in class 6. I said, I will be in class 7. I said, you will be in class 7. So I was in class 7. You need to move in another school in a new environment. Why are you supporting yourself when you are in school? All these times you will repeat? Many a times I was supporting myself. Many a times I was supporting myself because I had no one who could support me. I could work Saturday and Sunday. Go do kashual work or go do nijengo. Then when I go back to weekdays, lunchtime, I go to sugar plantation. I take sugar pen. Evening I can take one donut and strong tea. Because by then nijengo was 100 per day. So you get 200 for the whole one week. You are also using this to buy exercise book or a pen. What were you telling God? Let me just tell you this. Once life slapped me, I had things to tell the most high. I had things. What were you telling God? I can say that gospel music also inspired me. And you still stayed faithful to your faith? Yes, gospel music because I used to listen to Mariateno numbers. It is inspiring because it was also reducing stress and depression. I just got to my workman. I put that cassette. I listened. Then I said tears. I refreshed myself. I go back to class. I study. I used to be the best because as early as 2000 I was in Kanga High School for one month. I dropped in 2002 because no one akuna manja hali ni support nipo karu. After that, kafanya KACP 22, 23, 24, I went to Mariateno school with 434 months. 25, I was in Mariateno school and 26. That was impressive. I dropped again. 27, I walk around. I move around. I was doing, I was staying in those side of my mother. I was staying in Madari. Madari Bane, Adar, Ajip. Those side. Sometime I went and stayed with my cousin in Dandora. So I could move right from Tembea to kufanya Mijengo Industrial Area. So I went to Kufanya Mijengo and I went to Mzito. I went to Pelaika to see what was going on. I went to Enzakom and I was already there. I went to University and went to pursue medicine and I went to Kusawa. So I went to Pana and went to Rudi Shulia. I went to Rudi Agorosa. I went to Maranda, Sikwena. In 2010, I went to Maranda, Sikwena. In 2011, I went to Nairobi school. It was just a luck. Wings to fly. So I went to Kufanya Mijengo. So I went to Wings to fly. So I went to Pelaika. So I went to Pana and I saw who was the student. So I went to Pana and I saw who was the student. So I went to Pana and I said I am the student. So I narrated all my stories. I said, I will follow your story. I went through a lot. So I went to Moro. I went to Nairobi school. I went to Pachu. I went to the tribuna. I went to Fanya. I went to Soma. I went to Umelea. I went to Uko Pia. I went to the BOM teachers. I went to Waya. You are being taught by your junior. Junior? And some of them couldn't understand why you were in that case. And they could treat you abnormally. Ignorance is a terrible thing. Ineza fanyamu tukiyana tukiyuwe. Wei is tori na ninguza maali. Guys, I have goosebumps. I don't know if the camera can show you. But I have goosebumps. And I am feeling like a lot of times also comparison is the thief of joy. Wei ngejiye mbe wukai ufkirea watu wote wanyem lianza naaw maali wako sayi na maali wei wukos. Wei ngejiye mbe atu amani tulietu. Amani relaxedu. Have you ever had a situation where you compared yourself or as a teacher you've seen someone comparing themselves with someone else. Na nachokatu immediately. Because our seasons are different. Maali mefkana kumoka nawe maali mefkana kumoka ya ko. It's very different. There's nothing we can do about it. So give me an instance of comparison. And let me start by giving you social media. Kumge kwa na ma Facebook na Instagram is of this. Is on this kuna hard time. Hard time, hard time. Wei. You see now technology has made it so easy to connect with people. Because kenya teka po, si kenya ina ndelene. They'll only put happy moments, happy instances. Kiki tu poimefa nika. Miss Johnna post is a kuleya. Oh my gosh, this has happened, this and this and this. So maybe we stop comparing. How did you stop comparing? How did you not compare? We ran miracle bro. According to cancelling you should not compare yourself with another person. You went through cancelling? No, I didn't went through cancelling, but now I know. You don't have to compare yourself with another person. Because you are unique in your own. Me, I am unique, I am fearfully and wonderfully made by God. I am mature. If I compare myself with a certain person who is lucky when you read the prayers of Jabez in the Bible. I love that prayer. The prayers of Jabez. Jabez went through difficulties because he was born in pain. Jabez means pain. So because he prayed to God to expand his territory. So it was encouraging me to see that wu ni jamlori mimi. In future, I will establish my own family. Mutu, let's say, unakujakuni temple. Una say ma naenda kwa jamlori. Si naenda kwa brother ni jamlori mimi. So I was saying that this is my problem. This is the problem. So nijukumulangu nio nebili na tatoa hiki tu. Watu wa mefanya na e mtiyani wa mehenda. Because their parents are working or their relatives are rei. Io ni jamu njakadizao. Wakati wangu piya utafika na nita fawu ni. Had that encouragement. Siku taka ni compare myself with other person. Because the moment I start comparing myself with another person I get depressed. I get stressed. I get mental problem. So I kept off comparing myself. I kept off checking my friend who ran away from me. Because I was unable to get scholarship or to get somebody to sponsor me or to pay for me school fee in time. Even now, there are those who have been laid off because of COVID. There are those who are working and there are managers in big hotels big restaurants and they are doing well and now they can even sell out their fees to get something to eat. So at their point of time, God will rescue those people. Don't compare yourself with another person. Just look for something you can do and trust in God. Utabari kiawa. Now, later on, when they outsmile usi jaribu kuonam gina at the air nini, nini, nini. Once they could embrace, once they could think about suicide. No, you are very special. Very special. In front of God. God has his timing. At their point of time you will get delivered. I don't understand. I don't understand where your faith is coming from. It makes no sense. It makes no sense that someone has spent 14 years trying to finish KCPE. It makes no sense that that person is all encouraging you right now. Nia ku choka, nia ku give up. It makes absolutely no sense. Mi niki kumbeve tu nimi give up just this morning alone. Ataw na zani. Just, siji yenda jana. This morning niki amkani nushkwansha give up kitu ngi nia po. But look at him. Look at him. Let's just discuss this faith. Let's discuss this faith. And let's talk about sanasana kenyumese maa apokwa suicidal thoughts. It's very easy to want to take away your own life because your purpose is not happening. Maybe it's not even meant to be. Ataw na choka and all those things. Ibu, help me. Just talk kido goju. Because akuna mtu akuna spirit kameyo yako. Muso una repeat, keep on repeating akuna. For example, even you can see in life someone had scored a 360 and he didn't expect that. He wanted 400 marks. What next? He'll commit suicide single. I mean, that's determination. That's perseverance. Akuna mtu akuna yo. One house nani wa chacha. Kupata mtu, all those pain. Even me, I can't. I just didn't know what to do. Me na kuna. Ya ni misu jitu kupe leke wa api ake. How? Science dictates that if I have had it a bit easier in my primary school, because I sat for KCTV once. I should be now the one telling people not to give up. Not the one who's had such hard life. How did you feel when you actually finished and got admitted and finally finished school? Tell me that feeling. How are you feeling? I'm telling you, in fact first of all I used to avoid taking IED because you know the minister Professor Sam Munkeri introduced that you have to use bad certificate while registering. So you know by taking my IED it shows that I used to change some, change hedge whatever when I'm registering because to avoid struggling, friction with the ministry policy. So the day I was taken by Ikpiti, let's say during that panel I was given 2000 to go use for lunch. And the following day I used that money to rush to my home to apply for National IED. I was very excited. I feel this is a blessing from God. It was a blessing. I was and when I went to Nairobi school luckily enough it seemed that somebody who had informed the principal Mr. T. Robb and I was when I just joined there being admitted many teachers came and greeted me. And they were saying how am I going to tell them I'm here and I'm just reporting to Fomuna. Already the information was in Nairobi school where I was being admitted. And I felt at home. I was attached to getting a counseling teacher and most of them are mothers. Mothers who have taken care of many, many, many students even their own children. So they were close monitoring between me, performance and my psychological stability of my psychological my psychology. Talk to me one woman, mother and son they were calling me my son. I lacked that kind of love in my life because I was left, I told you I started doing at class 3 and I was left in those in Driftival when I was in class 4. So I started staying alone right when I was in class 4 to death alone where one time I used to I spent in someone's bathroom. I reside in someone's bathroom. I'm going doing mujango coming back with my clothes in polythene pack spreading some of them sleeping. Very early in the morning I move out, move to the site wait for mujango time to reach to do mujango. And you still had that chance to continue with your KCPC By then I was still struggling with KCPC to get scholarship. So I'm saying no, don't give up in life, be determined persevere, trust in God at the appointed time God will reward you, abundance. A kuna temu le kai wuka jambia maybe education is not for me maybe I can be a business person maybe I can do other ventures Did you ever sit and say maybe education is not that important? No, because I started doing KCPC in 1998 my first thing. I struggled, I went to Kanga and I did also in 99 I was admitted to Kanga high school I went to Kanga high school and I dropped So by then the people who were in 1998 while me dropping which means they did KCPC in 2002 and that is when I dropped in 2001 So I could not drop because the people who joined artisan job like mujango started doing their life some of them were already married and I have struggled and I have the brain and that person was already carrying on his life because they had no hard to go to proceed with education you see I will be a psychology candidate because I have said I want this education and I have faith that let me get this education because when I was in 1998 because I understood I was gettingШinDwa and I am already Shindwa but now I am getting Sentwa so my experience is getting Sastaro and no one knows about me all this national school I was being at that is one time I told one of my relative He was well loved. Kindly. So ni saidiye unili pietu hii fongo. Alafu, the time, awa totu wakubadu ni wa dogo wakifika hii mi, atami futa saidiya ni. Hakuna manya ni kuba ni kusia. These are saying that's been going around. Nothing is going to happen to those people who did not help you. Don't be bitter. You see there he's very calm. No, I'm telling them because we want to imagine kusia saidiya atachomega. They won't succeed in life. They'll fail. They'll sleep hungry. Nothing is going to happen to those people who do not support you. Not now, not tomorrow, not next week. Nothing is going to happen to them. And your peace is fantastic. And maybe if I ask you, is it okay to ask for help? Is it okay because when we want to give up and we feel like we're so close but so far away, is it okay to ask for help because he asks for help? Do you think it's okay? Yeah, it's okay to ask for help. Yeah, sometimes in life you feel like I want to give up. For me this time I felt like I want to give up. Then I decided no. I need to ask for help. When you ask someone for help, there's something that they're not even money, leave alone money. The words, there's something they will tell you. Maybe if, for example, someone was going to give up, they've heard from history. That's help. I don't think they will give up. Because history is touching. What are you going to do with this education? Now you're at university level. What are you studying? I'm doing battle of public policy and administration. Why that in particular? I already know you're administrator. But why that in particular? You see, in Kenya, in most of the ministry, they are doing bad because of poor policy. When you do good policy in education, there's no child who will lack fee in the village. When you do good, policy is dealing with problem. When you do policy with Kenya power, they will start realizing the profit, not negative, the one I'm seeing. When you do good policy in the ministry of health, there will be no fake, tender, awarding. We have a project called Adam, but 12 million has been used on towels. You see, when you do good policy, everything will be management. So I went for policy because my life was composed of a lot of challenges and problems. So I wanted to solve problems with the society. Yes. I'm having a difficult time trying to... Hey. Histories overwhelming me a little bit, but I also kind of want to translate it to you, to your situation, to whatever kind of circumstance that you're in, if you're about to give up. Even if it's not as serious as what we're discussing today, I don't think giving up is... When someone decides to give up, let me use it as a question. When someone decides to give up, what do you think is going through their mind? Like suicide. What they want is to kill themselves. Mostly that's what's happening. When someone has decided, no, I'm not going to do this anymore. This is my end. The next thing is there. They're going to kill themselves. And I have this understanding that mental health is very important, and I'm really glad that you've known about mental health for a very long time. Mental health derives you who and all these things. And just the other day we were celebrating Suicide Prevention Day. How do you... When you call yourself for waiting, let the people come. Let's talk. Why are you waking up in the morning? Why are you working so hard for this call? Is this call better? Should we change goals altogether? How do you speak to yourself? Because the person you spend the most time with is yourself. So what did you tell yourself during this journey, this 14, 15-year journey? First of all, I wanted to change the narrative because most of our health and siblings they never stepped in high school. So it was the top of the village, you see. So I wanted to change that narrative. So I was speaking to myself that one time the society will know that from nothing there is something, faith manifests. That faith overseas you are planting and manifest and grow and have the branches where the birds, you are immune and dead when I awaken yourself. So one time, or sooner, I'll be supporting the religious student. Wow, look at you. I'm working to start a process when we will be launching it. It is concerning education fund and incubation. So I think this one also I will be giving back to the society. You see. But to yani my whatever, my tag, I don't want anybody to go through what I went through. To go through what I went through. It was very terrible. I faced a lot of humiliation. I was abused. I was accused of doing this and this falsely because I am poor. I was done so many bad things. I was I was profiled because of age, because of poverty. I don't have good uniform. I don't have good clothing to maintain myself. My friend ran away from me because I had nothing to offer. I am repeating people are running going forward except I have stagnated in one direction protecting in my own haksis. So what are you saying that ah no, I will change this narrative and I have changed. I have one exam around me. Look at you. So because I have graduated this year just because of corona now I am just waiting upon the Lord for that time to come and I hope it will come soon. Not even COVID-19 can stop you again. Yes it can because I have been through a lot. This COVID-19 was just from much to this time. I like that. Teenies. You always got my hope. It's going to rub off a lie. Imagine if he was a girl. Imagine if he was a girl. Imagine if he was a girl. Repeating. So he was a girl. Imagine if he was a girl. Imagine if he was a girl. All those challenges. A girl just kept it here. Alright. So one more time I will tell you what is going on. I will ask a question which I think is the root is the root of all these giving up things or thinking about committing suicide or having suicidal thoughts is finding your purpose. Where are you? Like you found your purpose. That is a gift that not many people have. I have also quite struggled finding your purpose. How do you start finding your purpose and how do you know that you found it? Because once you find it on a journey for you you know that's why you put on this here. Where are you going? Why are you running? How do you look for your purpose? Alright. Have a meeting. You may behave out to toi you may ask and you may say let's just look at each other you may say you will do everything not answer the question Maybe we can start with you. Having your purpose My story was different with these other people I know there are some people and I have seen some of my friends even committed suicide I want one thing I want to say one thing for you Think of that needy person in the street begging for food You were not begging for food God has blessed you you have gone to school or you have some skill somewhere you can do something God will manifest that one and it will expand that one Never give up Don't think of suicide Your life is very precious Publically we should live 70 plus years Your life is very precious There is no condition which is permanent The bigger the challenge the bigger the blessing When you are challenged by being laid off you will be the manager of that person who will sell you away from the world Establish something to do have something to do because God is blessing what is in your heart This is what we really call to say that God helps those who help themselves No, I am not for that What I know, try and do something in your heart God will manifest that one and it will be a blessing to somebody It will be a blessing to a weed It will be a blessing to a orphan It will be a blessing to a gentleman and he has just been laid off because of corona So have that courage and God will lead you up And don't isolate yourself I mean talk with people talk share your problems and find the help A problem a problem shared is a problem actually share your problem mental illness mental stress depression when you share your problem and two also soft gospel music in your mind and it will encourage you that is a breaker it is a canceler and it was a canceler to be I have a testimony and I can attest that if not for gospel music soft gospel music I would have given that long time Alright so if I may just read a couple more of your thoughts from our facebook page that's at 254 facebook but also again at 254 channel on twitter the hashtag is one the morning we have a Ritchie WCB Amenita to Valentine Yes Ritchie good morning and we have Janet good morning Janet relationships you mess with me you have to be patient with what you see or hear please not today we have not talked about relationships boy girl relationship it was part of the question yes but I think we had a bit more a heavy thing to discuss Alice Winders says Alice from radio one should not give up you should try many many times for instance prayers you can pray for years even if you see god is not answering excuse me god is wanting wanting to see your faith and also the best time to give you what you pray for for years also or giving up means losing we have Ryder county is watching and we have another message that came to me private imagine giving back to a society which didn't give you but denied you this is the meaning of selflessness I wish there was a good book ah nini world book of Guinness records I am doing a book documentaries of my life I am writing a books and I think I will launch it soon I will launch it soon I am so happy about my life I am so happy this story has a happy ending I am really really glad and I am only I am guessing I don't know I am guessing it has a happy ending because you waited you persevered although again I don't see myself doing all that but I hope we can manage only what you can manage so maybe in conclusion tell us what you think about giving up or encouraging someone who will give up a line of your COVID-19 is doing what or maybe you lost a loved one or maybe it's just hard to live a day at a time please encourage someone okay when you want to give up okay what I can just say remember where you've come from always remember where you started you started with this one now you are here you don't have job in the past you had that job remember where you came from when you always want to give up remember your background that's what I can say always remember your background and how would you put it in summation in summary why should they not give up even when it looks like they probably should what I can tell somebody is that you are a blessing to yourself you are fearfully and wonderfully made God has a good plans for everybody at their point of time that time will come and it will be accomplished you will be a blessing to society don't give up pray, work hard and God will bless I always say that God do bless what you are you cannot keep on waiting for manas not heaven but try doing something I was repeating try doing something that was what I had and God lifted me through that way when you do something God will lift you up when you sit down and start being depressed the certain will steal you we love you, we don't want you to be stolen we want you to excel we want you to be a blessing to the society we want you to be a blessing to that to that weed to that old person who has no one to support we don't give up be a blessing to the society do something and God will manifest in that I hope you felt that anointing I really hope you felt it Babayasir good morning how are you doing it is good to have you on the show at 354 Facebook, 244 channel on Twitter hashtag is wide the morning kutza give up akisi na na get after wisdom we need you around and be nice to yourself be kind to yourself there are people who will not be kind to you for free, you might as well be nice to yourself we'll see you when you see us or in case we see you first I don't know what I said but what you should remember is at 2pm we have a repeat of the show in case you missed an interview or you just wanted a kapat you can go to atwifi4 channel on YouTube again it has been amazing it is all the way Monday through Friday so we have sauce for you today tomorrow the next we are just full of surprises you have yourself a fantastic day bye