 Hey y'all, welcome to the vlog. Today is Tuesday, April 30th, and I am three days away from graduation. It honestly has not hit me yet, and I don't think it's going to for a very long time. Like, even after graduation, I'm gonna just be like, oh, I'm going back to school. Or really, that's not the case. Um, I haven't really started packing. I've started, like, purging my stuff because I need to get rid of, like, half of my life because I just have so many clothes and just so much random shit. So I've given a lot to Play-Dohs. I went to both Play-Dohs, and I got $50 from each. And then, um, I need to put some stuff at Goodwill, and then I also need to sell, like, a lot of home decor to other sisters that are gonna be living in the Surrey House next year. So I need to do that today, and I'm also gonna get boxes after this, and start actually packing, which is gonna be so sad. My roommate Tiffany already started taking off her decor, off the walls and everything, and it looks so depressing. Like, we both woke up and were like, where are we? Like, it just, it's sad, you know? I wanted to wait as long as I could because I know I would just feel, like, more depressed if I was in an empty room that looked like a jail cell. So I'm trying to wait, but I also need to, like, sell most of my stuff. So I need to, like, see what I need to sell, if that makes sense. It's currently 10 a.m. I had a grad shoot this morning, and I have two later on tonight. So I'm really excited because I've been getting, like, a lot of people booking me more than I ever have before. I feel really honored when people pick me and, like, choose my work over other people. But actually, right now, I'm gonna head into Spa Bar because I'm getting my last facial here. Unfortunately, I'm moving away from Orlando, so I'm gonna have to find someone else to do my eyebrows, to do my facials, like, literally everything. Like, I'm gonna have to find new places, and that should just take so much time. Like, you kinda, like, test out different places, and it just, ugh, I just wish I could just take all my people, like, wherever I go. My friends actually got me a Spa Bar gift card for my birthday in November, and I'm just not using it. So shout out to my friends because they're just so thoughtful, and that's really smart. Like, obviously, I love facials, and I'm using it today. I got so dark because, literally, for all these grad shoots, I'm just out in the sun for, like, four, no, more than four hours, because each shoe is, like, an hour and a half, and sometimes I have four a day. So yeah, I'm getting really dark, but I kinda like it, kinda embracing it. Um, it's very different for me because usually I'm kinda pale. I just got out of my facial. I did a microderm abrasion. I get so excited when estheticians say my skin is good because then I really know it's good. Um, she just asked me if I have been in the sun a lot, and I was like, mmm, yeah, and she was like, do you put on sunscreen? I was like, mmm, no. So I need to be doing that because I literally bought the Super Goop sunscreen from Sephora, and it's not, like, white or anything. It's, like, really good, like, silicone kind of primer, sunscreen kind of thing. Um, and I need to start wearing that, but I always forget. So I need to do that tonight and tomorrow and the next day. Um, but I'm at Walmart right now, and I'm gonna get boxes. I really don't wanna do this because then this just means it's, like, closer to actually moving out, but, you know, there's just some things in life you just gotta do. So she's gonna be the first one that takes it off the wall. Go ahead, Hannah. You, you go, girl. It's a, it's a sentimental moment. Oh my gosh. I came in here, contacted the buyer. I know you did. Have fun with those things. Amazing. Oh, it's getting just depressing. And we have decided to go on the UCF rock climbing wall. Have you done it before? No. Okay, I've never done it. It's been my first and last time. Yeah. There, we have, like, a whole senior bucket list, and this was definitely one of the things that we're on it. So we're finally doing it. We're taking line bikes over to the gym because I've just been out so much in this hot, hot sun that I just can't deal with any more time. Everyone's moving out. And there's Charlotte just trying to get a line bike. One over there. I'm gonna forget my shit. Try, try. Oh, do you type it in? Yeah. Yeah, I haven't done this in a while. Yeah, the scanning never works. That's probably why. It's been closed. Wait a minute. We're sweating like this. Charlotte said we've earned $120. Anything. I'm sweaty. I'm tired, honestly. Me too. Let's go. First and last time at the gym this semester. God shoots later this afternoon. But I'm done now. I have two more to go for the whole season, which I'm really excited about just because like, I don't know, it gets kind of repetitive, honestly. And I'm just sick of being in the sun because I'm getting so frickin' dark and like, I think I'm getting a sunburn. But we're getting ready because we're going out for the last time ever. I'm so sad. It's the last time ever, but... Well, yeah, you get what I mean. The last time of our college, our undergrad. Yeah, not that I'm going to graduate school, but... But we are going out. We're gonna go to pub. We're probably gonna go to lib. It's gonna get crazy tonight, and it'll be fun, and I'm excited. We are ready. We're going out for our last time ever. So sad. That is not even phased. I'm so sad. I really shoulda been here on the way here. It's Diego actually saw it. It's t-shirt Tuesday, y'all. We're all in our t-shirts except for Tiff. Is this really a thing? No, it's not. Smelly's making this whole thing up. I literally said t-shirt Tuesday like 500 times. Yeah, I know, but it feels like you said a thing. No, we're not saying this. It's the muscle t-shirt. Muscle t-shirt, you gotta show them gains, you know? All right, we're going to lib. Pub, lib, whatever. Wherever life takes us, you know? Last night out. T-shirt Tuesday. Good day, guys. Officially. Officially packing. And yeah, it's kind of crazy up in here. It's depressing. And we have like one of the biggest rooms. So like, God bless everyone else. I don't know how they're doing it. Yeah, because I can barely walk. Yeah, but barely. Okay. I am starting to pull the stuff out from my bathroom, get all my makeup stuff out, kind of just get the ball rolling. I have like about like an hour before it got chute, so I'm trying to get as much as I can get done today. So this is the situation we have right now. Everything's, I mean, the walls are really empty, but everything's like on the ground, which is horrible. Can barely walk anywhere. And then I actually just pulled out everything from my drawer in the bathroom. It's all out on the counter what I want to keep for like the month of May, because, I don't know, it's complicated. I'm pretty much going to be living out of my car in a suitcase for the month of May. So this is probably what I want to take for that. And then I just put like all the other stuff in this plastic bag. And then, yeah, it's just a crazy mess. This is my shelf right here. So I still have like a lot of other stuff to go through. And then that's trash. So we shall see. So all my suitemates and my roommate is gone, so I thought I would take the moment to kind of give you like an update on my life and like where I'm at right now. Basically, I'm obviously so stressed. This past month has been really, really stressful because I should probably just take these out. My AirPods always fall out of my ears, so that's why I'm always like adjusting them to put them back in. I don't know why, but I think I just have like really small ears. Which is not normal, but whatever. So like I was saying, this month has been really stressful because I've had so many graduation shoots, which is so amazing. Like I have never booked this many people before in my life. And it makes me so excited that people look at my work and want to book me. Like that just makes me feel obviously so good. And so that's been happening. I have up to four shoots a day. So I started at 7.30, and then I have a slot open at 9.30, and then one at 4 p.m. and then another one at 6 p.m. Not that I've been booked every single slot, like every single day, but I mean there's a couple days that I had like all four slots booked. So that is so exhausting. And as you can tell, I'm super dark because I've been out in the sun for more than four hours a day. My body is hating me right now, but I know it's going to be worth it. And it's just so fun taking pictures of people and just being a part of like their big day. Like graduation pictures are like a big thing. Like that's when you announce you're graduating and stuff. So another thing that I've been really busy with this past month is doing the recruitment video for my chapter for the last time ever. It was definitely bittersweet. I won't lie because I feel like last year I put all my eggs in one basket and like I cranked out like my best video ideas ever. And because I didn't know I was going to be doing it another year. And then I ended up doing it another year. I was like shit, like what do I do differently for this video? But I think I did pretty good. And I had a little recruitment viewing party literally the other day and everyone loved it. So I'm really excited about that because that's off my shoulders and that was a very big project that I was like it's not all you have to get done before you leave from college because obviously if I needed a clip of my sisters I couldn't get it after I left. So that's checked off my list of things to do. Other things, I ended my job with UCF and ZUP. So that was really sad because I mean I've been with, well, I've worked with UCF for quite a while. I don't know if I started my junior year or sophomore year, kind of like collaborating with them on videos and then I became an intern for them my senior year. And then ZUP, I just started working with just this past semester but I mean it's such a fun job. I've been so blessed to have jobs that are not only fun but like I'm able to work with fun people. So I'm officially unemployed for now, well technically self-employed because I'm freelancing still. I've actually been wanting to announce where I'm going to end up after college and kind of do a more in-depth life update and Ryan actually came to visit early April and we filmed a whole video and I even vlogged that weekend and everything and we were doing so many fun things and it was like my last weekend to do fun things in Orlando. And guess what? The SD card like, I don't know what happened but the files were just like saying they had zero gigabytes or like kilobytes, I don't know. And they just like wouldn't open. It was just like the image of like the quick time button. Anyways, so yeah, that's all gone. So I guess we're all just going to have to wait because I definitely want to film it with Ryan since I won't give it away. But anyways, so the stress has not been relieved as you can tell by my messy ass room. This is probably like the most stressful move I've ever done. I've always moved myself out and in of places. The only time I had help with when I moved into college my freshman year for summer B, my mom helped me. But other than that, like usually I do it on my own and like honestly it's really not that bad because like I feel like if you do it yourself you know where you're going to put your stuff. Like if my mom came and helped, I may not have been able to find things when I like unpacked it. So I feel like it's just better to do it yourself because like in my mind, I only have half of a room and like how much stuff realistically can I fit in this half room? So I feel like I don't have that much stuff but it looks like I have like so much stuff. I mean compared to like if I had a house or if I had an apartment and like got furniture for it, that would have been worse because I bet in the marquee I had probably way more stuff like freshman and sophomore year I lived off campus in an apartment and it was a pretty big room and a big giant closet so I just like stuffed everything in there. But I have definitely purged a lot of my stuff gave it to a place closet. I'm going to give some stuff to Goodwill and I don't know just most of the stuff it's just hard because like I said I'm going to be living out of my car or a suitcase for like the month of May so I don't know what I'm going to need for like a whole month. Especially clothes wise. So we will see about that. But that's pretty much where I'm at right now. Tonight I have my last two grad shoots. I'm really excited to kind of just be done with grad shoot season just because like I said my body is kind of hating me right now. But also I know like once it's done I'm going to be like oh my god I want to shoot more photos of people and I want I will want to get into it more. So I don't know. Better sweet. But I'm going to get back to cleaning and packing because I have like 30 minutes more until my next shoot.