 So, yeah, this is our symbol for the new year of directus, direct communication. This time is such a waste of time. The mind makes it what it seems to be long, with everything's beating around the bush. There's no direct communication. And this one's really good because it applies direct communication and relationship together. So that's a good combination. Because communication really is never between people. It's between you and the source. And then your time is an attempt to block communion or true communication. So, when we see movies in which there's a much more direct symbol of communication, like cut the chase. Cut the chase. Let's get at it. Let's get really direct. Let's give them something to talk about. Talk about love. Let's not waste any time. Yeah, let's not waste any time. This is like direct, direct, direct. I know. Yeah, which is everything. So, I think it'll be a great movie and we'll have a great experience with it. Some of you have seen it. Some of us have not. Oh, really? Some have not. Who hasn't seen it? I don't think so. Oh, really? I haven't seen it. I'm not sure that I've seen it this place through. You see? Okay, very good. Okay, we have some movies. Enjoy. I don't want to have a long time. I ran an ambience here. It is. I ran ambience. That's why the title. Yes. So, direct. Okay, let's hit us with your best shot. Acting it out beautifully. He's dependent. He's confused. He's conflicted. He doesn't know what he wants. He doesn't have good communication or clear communication, but he's got a prayer underneath it all. Help me. I don't know how the Holy Spirit handles this. Human condition case. Plans of communication style. She's super direct and speaks everything, just comes right out of her mouth, but she's thinking he's... Mr. people, please compromise anything. So, he races out. Races out. He's afraid of direct communication. Thank you. Thank you. Thank God bless you. I thought you should know. Good luck, Ira. I hope there isn't a catch. Yeah. And so it begins. That's it. Did you have to... What? And so it begins. Yes, this is the depth of it. Doubt, thoughts, I couldn't come on. I hope there isn't a gap. A catch. A catch. It's the past. It's the past. But he's just going there from gratitude. He just had this bursting gratitude. He was like, he couldn't... He didn't want to leave the place, but yeah. But he's looking at his face. Yeah, that is the face like, what? What? He can't even fathom what that reaction is. Alma, please, large and large. Sure, what kind of story would you like with that? River. River face. Wasn't that great? Lisa and I saw it for the first time. We were like, oh. I was a no private thoughts movie. Great. You could see the healing. You could feel the healing going on. Please get moving. That was definitely direct. We watched two movies today. One was not so direct. Direct. That was the advantage of seeing them back to back. Yeah. What else did you watch? Timer. We watched Timer, then we watched Aaron and Evie back to back to see the value of the directness. They go up to a great momentum and then it kind of just carried over with all the meetings. And then that great therapy session. Kind of like in the family style or something. The family style? Family style. I don't know why it reminded me of that. Yeah, the same kind of thing. Everybody had to come clean at the end. Yeah. There's another movie that Jennifer Aniston did too called The Object of My Affection. Did you ever see that one? Where she starts off and she's with this guy Vinnie falls in love with a gay man, Paul Rudd. And then she has Vinnie's baby but she wants to have it with the gay man. And all the things are swirling around in it. It goes towards like the end of this one where they had to stop judging each other in all fall and love. In all inclusive love. Instead of categorizing and judging and pushing people away saying, you know, I don't want that. You know, just all the typical ego things. It was really beautiful at the end where it was like you could see that they were all in each other's lives in a loving, respectful way. But not judging. Not being so caught up in the roles. Not believing that the roles are who they are so that they can enjoy the dance. Feel the love and the appreciation and not get stuck into taking sides and live an intuitive life. A life inspired by spirit. Trusting that the spirit's got you. Spirit's taking you. This is the way the configuration looks right now but in a quantum way, you know, it's really the whole cosmos is with us. We are the whole cosmos and it just seems to be this configuration but there has to be a higher trust that everything is working together for the good, that there's nothing out of place and nothing's ever been out of place. Nothing's ever been really wrong. It was just the perspective of seeing it all fragmented that was insane. There's never anything wrong. There's no bringing into the therapy. It's the way the Course says, this holy instant would I give to you, be you in charge for I would but follow. It's like saying, I trust you God. I trust that everything happened for a reason and that as long as I believe in time then I need to just come back to the here and now and come back to the gratitude that it's all working. That's what you woke up with this morning. It's all in divine order and how glorious it felt to wake up with that thought. It's all in divine order. All is in divine order. I love these movies that kind of take you, take you, take you, take you, take you. That's a big one. It's all in divine order. It's all in divine order. Really? There were some big leaps. Let's get married. That was a big one. Wasn't that a big one? Yeah. Yeah, such like a contrast with the other movie. It's kind of like, you know, with the timer, it's all like, let's get together or not or what. So it's like, are we in purpose or not? Like, are we doing it or are we not? Are we committed to this or are we not committed to this? Yeah. So, yeah, and I was like... And we didn't even know at that point when they were in the health club thing and she said, let's get married. We didn't even know that she had two marriages and we didn't know any of that. We just see her and she goes, are we like your face? It was just, everything was coming out uncensored. Like I like your face and touched it and then very quickly after that, let's get married. It was like a leap of faith. It was like a huge leap of faith. It was against all convention, you know. That was a huge leap. So that seems to be a key towards that it's all in divine order. Like there seems to be some kind of leap of faith that's required. It goes against everything. It goes against everything we've ever learned. That went against all kind of conventions. Say that. Like they had this spent six hours together talking in the gym, you know, health thing and then it just rapidly, that's the clip that was pulled out for the teaching clip. We've seen that clip a lot of this but I hadn't seen the movie but that was good. We have our few revolver moments we pulled out but we see the movie revolver gives a larger context to the whole thing. This movie really gave a whole broader context to that leap. Isn't that amazing? That was very miraculous. That was like a catalyst. Something came through her in that moment and let's get married and then just prices to watch his reaction just squirming all over the place and then for him to say yes and go wreck his parents and getting married that was a pretty big leap because all things considered after 12 years of therapy and nine years with what's the name, Leah and all things considered for him to dive in and there was some kind of presence underneath there for her to say let's get married and some kind of presence under there for him to say yes and then the movie showed it wasn't really about the marriage. That really wasn't what the leap was about. It was something more important underneath than the marriage. Marriage was just the mechanism of healing. They touched on all kinds of topics like jealousy and envy. He'll think about old flames. Boy, they ran the gamut of those things. That was good. Forgiving old flames. Yeah, forgiving. Making amends for going and having going to meet him to make amends and then that brought up all of her stuff. Meeting somebody. There was a famous theologian in Europe some of you might have heard of St. Augustine. It goes back quite a few centuries but St. Augustine had a famous line that came out of his mouth and the line was love and do what you will. To really live that. Lisa and I have been talking about how this, astrologically this is the year of love. We've crossed over to the year of love. 2016 is the year of love. It's about time. It's about time. It's in the numbers. Are you ready for the year of love, huh? Little stars, everything's alive. And what would the year of love be? Full gratitude and appreciation. When somebody says something to you and announces something to just rejoice and celebrate with them, you can see, you know, that was a problem. Everybody was hiding the private thoughts but we're talking about letting them be openly revealed with why, with a trust underneath that the private thoughts can't hold you back from love. They can't. They can't. They can't hold you back. That's a reason to not hide them and protect them. The only reason to try to push them down is the belief that they can sabotage your mind but they don't have the power to do that. That's really good news. Lisa was saying today, too, even with the expressions, it's like, come on, come on! Nothing else. And the therapist opens up. He's sitting there for all those years there. It's time we end this. But what you would end the theater of private thoughts with love it's the only way that the theater of private thoughts could end is in love. It's not ending any other way. It reveals the love that's underneath all of it. It does. It really reveals it. It's precious. It's interesting for me because I just had this feeling earlier tonight and I guess you guys were already watching this but I had this feeling like, did I want to contact Ola? Because I had that... I was like Abby last year with him. It didn't work out that way but I couldn't stop talking and it was so helpful for me. I had all these feelings I never had before and all these things and then even had feelings of jealousy things that I never really experienced before and really high feelings and then also that jumping in feeling really just jumping in and I couldn't stop and everyone was like, yeah, go for it. Just keep saying things. I was like a little strung out at the end. I had this belief that I freaked him out and I was just telling Eric like about two weeks ago, I said it was so strange the whole time I could just keep seeing these things that I would do with him or that we would live out. I did the same compulsion. I wanted to run home and bring him home to my family. It was the exact same thing instantly. We were in Ireland and everything. It was cocaine and I had these feelings and then he got together with this girl and I was just showing Eric exactly like me and in every scene that I pictured there's like literally like I'm literally there. Like it's her face, everything and it was just so strange but I just taught him all this evening and like this whole thing, experience and just that I had this feeling like there was something I need to sort of clear for myself with it like some idea that it was terrible that I felt all those things and that I just was so free so I can't believe that we're sitting here and we watched this so like I don't know what it is but I just, I can hold against myself that thought like I did something wrong with it tumbling and tumbling and tumbling out like and as I watched this movie I thought like I'd love that like I just love that feeling of completely being freed up that's what I felt like and I didn't even mind I wasn't even able to judge myself in the moment because it was so happening all happening so fast like it was overcoming all these things instantaneously yeah and I just, you know I'm not saying that I don't have it because I'm here or something I'm just saying I would really love that more and more and more that just tumbling forth tumbling forth out of it rolling out of all ideas of myself or others or I would just like it more and more yeah but I think that's why we watched Timer first because I hadn't seen it then we watched this because the contrast is just the speed up imagine that there was such a thing of past lives and future lives imagine that you could go like in a viewing booth like defending your life and your past life pavilion you could watch not only all of your past lives but all your future lives in fast motion right and you could hear everything and you would watch these patterns repeat over and over it would be fascinating to see these characters instead of parallel universes it's multiple universes like in Mr. Nobody but you would get to see it because that very thing like you felt with and then all and seeing oh he's with another and look at her face and this and this you can see it spinning around it's all mined doing these games with slight little tweaks and variations that seem to make them different but then you would start to see the patterns and you would go oh my goodness like a Nemo nobody saw and that's what the benefit in Mr. Nobody he saw all these things playing and playing and playing and playing and he was like because he was trying to make sense of it and then when he saw how pointless and how impossible the original thing was the original choice of a little boy having to decide between the love of a mother and father then he started laughing laughing laughing uncontrollably what a trip what a trip is time and space imagine if you could see all of those lifetimes played out as fast as you seem to be playing that out you know because that's what you like the feeling of it there's something impaling you to to just to not hold back I was jumping through things that I've been stuck with for years like instantly and I was like whoa I'm not for this just you know because I don't know it was like being detangled or what's it he keeps saying the the agreement yes you know it was like the agreement and it was on a roll it had its own momentum and so I didn't even feel like I was doing anything the torturous aspect of healing as I've experienced it before was not there you know just yeah so I learned so much even just even as it was like as it was like kind of being but yeah I'm up for that now and I think like what you're inviting us into is that trust and I want to trust like that I don't want to have to keep the safety catch on to try and make it safe because it doesn't work like that like the trust in that movie and the family stone was everything got cash and then the trust was that it wasn't really cash like it was in divine order so like I want I want safety in that in the role of it rather than in the control yeah yeah you can see like it was beautiful that scene in there where he was sleeping and dreaming and then he started dreaming about that scene in the train the subway train or whatever which was just a miraculous scene where she just you know the guy had a gun she got up the spirit just worked through her in the most loving way as Ira just watched in astonishment and then after when they finally got off when they got home he was super attracted to her like oh my god I'm I'm gonna marry a miracle worker like you know it was Abby was suddenly more than Abby she was like it was stunning to him and yet when he's later on in the movie when he was falling asleep and he had all of his unconscious fears and suspicions came up the ego hijacked the miracle scene and turned it entirely for its own purposes for fear and doubt her kissing all the people then her two exes showing up there and then her going out and him going no no you know that was his fear the fear is always that the ego is just going to hijack the interpretation and take what's totally miraculous absolutely miraculous and just hijack it for its own purposes and he had to forgive that in the end all that just triggered him big time when he got up you know he went out he was wandering he was seeking he was searching back again after he just married her the second time and taking his vows one unconscious thing from the ego trying to hijack the whole thing so that just shows you you know the devotion it takes to the mind training to stay open to the miraculous interpretation because that's the only thing that matters the spirit's interpretation showing us a world that is is beautiful and helpful truly helpful I am here only to be truly helpful in how the ego will try to take the same scene the same scenario and completely hijack it just for itself for its own death wish purposes guilt shame I did it with him when you saw the photographs of the two former husbands did it in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind when she comes home late and says well that's what you do to get people to like you you fucked them then those egoic attack thoughts then the barrage of both of them with the ego attack thoughts but then in the end the spirit pulls the rug on that thing they could hear them like playing and they're like wait a minute this is like a sabotage attempt then they could feel the love again when they all got delivered the packages and the tapes got exposed in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind yeah it exposed the ego yeah that's all we're here to do is to expose the lie it's like say no we're not going to buy that interpretation somebody is doing something to get somebody else but that ties into the roles and it doesn't so much matter the roles themselves aren't the problem it's the identification with them we're fine with fake dead just don't lie about it it's like can we not be here to nurture to support to cheer each other on in a blessing way like oh I bless you in what your guidance is I bless you in hearing what feels intuitive for you instead of judging oh that's wrong that's wrong something wrong with that that tendency of the ego to just point out wrong wrong wrong wrong instead of just being present listening and trusting and seeing nothing can be threatened and being faith yeah and experiencing that and the peace of exposing it's huge it is it is very huge that was a very good movie an amazing movie for that to come to that that's our choice Jesus calls it faith or faithlessness but faithlessness is murder and guilt and death they were helpful about faithlessness and there's everything wonderful about faith because faith has to take you beyond the body's eyes it has to take you beyond the five senses beyond the memories even the memories of bodies who did what who said what I couldn't find any truth and sticking to the bodies sticking to the memories of bodies no truth to be found there so the messages really have faith and be direct and if you have that moment that comes up like Aaron Abbey had or like Sarah was taking Carpe Diem seize the day go for it throw caution to the wind throw caution to the wind don't miss it don't miss that opportunity it's just trust she just was in a moment of strong trust like even though her other relationships had ended in divorce she just felt like no there's something really here there's something really here there's something really valuable she was intuitive and she she didn't hold back you might say that faith just triggered the whole movie it triggered everything that followed like a rapid undoing a rapid dismantling I mean her innocence was just the catalyst yeah that was it it's that powerful and when she said it you know at some point he just said is this a joke no it's no joke waiting is a joke but not this kind of faith it's no joke that's like the innocence that frees the mind so we watched this first movie Timer it was just this mechanism on people's wrist of knowing when you met your soulmate and all the waiting and all the game playing and everything that went on and this was more then you kind of if you're not gonna just settle for timers then go for it Carpe Diem do you remember the Robin Williams movie Captain My Captain stand up on your desk Carpe Diem sees the day and watch all the people in the room Captain My Captain line up just like in that scene with Robin Williams they all gave their allegiance even though he's getting fired the students didn't stop they gave him their total allegiance at the end he could see how powerful his mind was for him to see the day was everything the whole world lined up the whole classroom lined up back with that that's powerful that scene from Goodwill Hunting with Robin Williams it's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault over and over and over Holy Spirit boom boom boom it's not your fault and they made humor of that in the circle there Holy Serapis it's the mother's fault I was like it's all good we're blaming her it's like it's like you're looking for something to hit it on too much of a leap for a therapist not to blame not to blame at all, no blame that's the end of the therapist's role there's no blame, there's no game that was good it was fun it popped out I haven't seen that movie I think I might have let's just start I think I saw it I don't know if I'll watch it to the end you got the full read