 If I would have kept that lead, that was going to die, because you know what I'm saying? I almost died. I died twice. I remember you text me that. I died twice outside. You wouldn't even see that. I stopped breathing. Stop breathing. Two times. Even with the fifth, late one, boom, boom. My boy JB kept rubbing my heart, boom, boom, boom, hit me on my heart during the whole process. CPR. CPR. That made me come back. Yeah, we on Boss Talk 101. 101. Yeah, we going to talk. Boom. I got a murder charge. This self-defense. Man, I'm risking my life and freedom to live for a bunch of years. Let me ask you, I didn't know you got a murder charge before? Yeah. I got my murder charge. How old was you when that happened? I was like 19. And you got a murder charge? Yeah. Some niggas broke my heart. You know we had all the things to cause. Yeah, yeah, for sure. So this chick set us up. What we would do is, we had a big ad-lib for you. Oh, this swank, ocean swank of the bank. Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Got a fish tank in the wall. Told you had them TVs in that damn car. Yeah, you don't know if we get that. We got the fish tank in the wall. And all that. We lied. So for example, if you had the crib and you finna go, you grab the key off the counter, you go to the burglar boy. You don't like the burglar boy. Go outside. You like it. And you just throw the key back down the hall. Yeah. That was the way we did it. Mm-hmm. That particular chick that was over there. She kept the key. Mm-hmm. We backed out in my room, jamming beats, listening beats. It's me, Steve, Big Pip. And I want to say, Will. Yeah, Will. So all of a sudden, you know, we get in the house with Marlon anyway. When you come through the hallway, if you don't know, this ladder is holding up that. Mm-hmm. That added door. But if you don't know that, you just... So next thing we know, we are boo-boom. Damn. Somebody hit that added door. I got the AK, but the AK is in the next room. Yeah. Ain't nothing in this room, but the radio swishers. You know what I'm saying? Of course. So all of a sudden we're like, man, what the fuck is that? So by the time I get up, we go through the door. Then they come through the door. Skip man. You feel me? Three-fifths of them. Wow. So we're like, niggas, y'all give it up. Pow! He shoot my roommate in the head. That ain't killed him? Uh-uh. He survived. Wow. But when he shot him, he looked like he did. Of course. You know what I'm saying? Because he just... He looked at my other partner. He looked at me. Niggas, pow! That nigga took all right. You know what I'm saying? In the show. He shot the show. Word upon the run. It's just me and him and y'all. You know what I'm saying? He's like, nigga, lay down, nigga. He laid it down. He laid it down. I laid it down. Four minutes? Four minutes. Then that motherfucker, that same nigga who blacked out, that nigga kicked in. Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. So he killed that nigga. And I said, yeah. Pow! Took the whole pistol. Took the pistol from him. Took the pistol. He turned and tried to run. Ran right to the wall. I lit his ass up. So you shot him with his pistol. Shot him with his pistol. You see what I'm saying? The police come. They see me watch their lives. They're like, oh, this is a drill deal going bad. I said, man, I don't even know what he's doing. There ain't no drug deal going bad. There ain't no black cop. Of course. I used to see him for years after that. I used to see him for years after that. So, you know what I'm saying? Did he ever change? Hell, I don't know. I didn't want to know. I just seeded it. I just seeded it. I didn't want to know if he changed. You know what I'm saying? So, so, so. Yeah, they took me to jail. Grand jury. They died on a truck. They died on a truck. On the back, it was so crazy. Every time I went to court, like for like tickets and shit after that, they would always bring that. It's like, they would say, oh, how can they say that? You know what I'm saying? They know it was a self-dependent. Yeah. So, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. I never knew that. I never knew that. It was all on the news and everything and everything. Man, that's crazy, man. So, after that, bro, when I would go somewhere, I swang it up. I ain't blowing up. I ain't blowing up on screw tapes. It's blowing up on radio. Yeah. And everybody running up to me. What's up, EZ? Yeah. I'm like, yeah, because you're Larry. I'm Larry. That AD told me something like that. I found out who they were, though. But let me just say this, man. Like, you never know, man. Like I said, your legacy is, like I said on that card, we wrote, your legacy can't be denied, man. You are the culture, man. And just the things that you've been through, man. How do you manage to keep your spirits up? Even after losing your league? What? I talk to you and your spirits are so high. You make me have to be like, man, I can't be. The way EZ, Greg, you give everybody spirit and life. Baby Sam's in the building, man. And I think he got ESG on the phone. Hey, he got ESG on the phone. Hey, it's my birthday. It's my, it's my nigga's birthday, man. Man, ESG, man. Hey, man, I just turned, I caught myself a big photo. Man, I'm glad to see you in good spirits, man. Everybody who I was calling and talking to, they the ones that started crying. I bet. I was like, let me get that ass up out of the phone. You know what I'm saying? Hey, man, because the glass is half into half full, right? If I would have kept that lead. That was going to die, because you know what I'm saying? Correct, yeah. I almost died, I died twice. I remember you touched me that. I died twice outside. I stopped breathing. Stop breathing. Two times. Even with the fifth lady, one, boom, boom. And my boy JB kept with my heart, boom, boom, boom. Hit me on my heart. During the whole process. Yeah, CPR, that made me come back. Then when I was in the hospital, I didn't know nothing about bleeding out at night. Yeah, yeah. So I'm in the business. I say, ooh, this motherfucker, this motherfucker don't hurt real. Something ain't right. I call the nurse. The nurse comes. Man, they were like, cold, red, cold, red. They coming over like eight, nine deep. And what happened, the arteries was popping. Yeah. Because they had put them in place. And the girls were trying to say, Say, lean. Boy, it's just popping, pop, pop, pop. So blood, your whole bed full of blood, blood out on the floor. Wow. So I didn't know, my mama could see it. So I just see her. I just see her. Hey, she put a little hood on her head, like, get me out of here. There's a good deal with it. Yeah, they rolled out here. They're my brother. My brother, retired chief. Okay. Yeah, in the Navy. Yeah. Secret service. Wow. Little brothers, gangsters, gangsters. You know everything. You know what I'm saying? He, he, he, he by the body. So he was like, you know, he had been there with me. He came in town. I put the town on my lap. So as I got through, you know, they told me, like, nigga, you for the doc. You for the doc. Yeah, we ain't. That was the third time. That was the third time. They had to turn it. They had to turn it. So two nights later, it happened again. Like, ain't no wrong this late. But the blood coming on this side, right? Yeah. But it's not the same kind. Oh, you tripped. But I don't know it though. Oh, you, oh, it don't matter. Right. So I'm like, yeah. Yeah. Get in here. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know what I'm saying? That calm down, miss me. I said, uh-uh-uh-uh-uh. So by nine, they all know me. Of course. Yeah. So he and Dr. Southside still holdin'. Oh, they do it. Yeah, everybody know me by nine. Yeah. So they told me that first, you know what I'm saying, like the third, like the third night, you know what I'm saying? Like, hey, we have to amputate it. What you want to do. And I say, well, if it's going to save my life, just cut it off. That's real. Yeah. Now my hopes are so high, because every day they tellin' me, they say leave. So they're tryin' to save you. No, they were tellin' me I was good. They were tellin' me we not gonna have to cut it off. They say, miss here, you good? We not gonna have to cut it off? So I'm like, ooh, thank you Jesus. Yeah, yeah. I'm in the good. Lord, that's so life. You know what I'm sayin'? So that went on for days and days. I had all those surgeries. And that last one, when they cleaned it up, it just was painful. It just ain't feel right. And once they got the little thing, like, it's not a problem. And that was the picture you showed on, when they were workin' on it. When you showed it on IG. No, see, the picture I showed, the picture I showed is the pictures that they got on my file when I first come in. Oh, when you first came in. That's why I was out of there.