 What lies on the other side of addiction, that's what's interesting, what lies on the other side of the compulsion. See this, when you want to look at social media and you don't, what happens to you? You start to get anxious, you start to get nervous, you want to have sex with someone and you don't, what happens? You start to get nervous, you start to get anxious. Well you have to go through that pain at some point, because if you live constantly confined by your unwillingness to go through pain, you do not develop into who you are supposed to be. You know like I lived in that cycle and then when I couldn't, it meant I became kind of stagnant spiritually. So if you mean that you have to go through that that cycle of pain in order to get through the addiction, did the addiction, this sounds dumb now that I'm verbalizing it, but did then the addiction start because of pain? Yes, addiction isn't really not dumb, it's the most perhaps the most important observation that can be made about addiction is that addiction begins with pain and ends with pain.