 He was like who do you think I am you're not about to be driving me around Um, sir Another video if you're new here, my name is Cara do not forget to like comment and subscribe And i'm gonna wait for you to subscribe because half y'all aren't even subscribed So make sure you hit that red button So today we are just going to be doing like a little chit chat You're ready with me and I just want to talk about things that I just want to share with you guys And also just things in life that's going on in general I'm just gonna do like a flawless effortless beat that I love to do on an everyday basis speaking of effortless Let's get into this hoodie Such an effortless piece. 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I'm just going to do like my everyday no foundation Tensive moisturizer clean girl and steady just kidding My everyday no foundation So yeah for oily skin because I've really been taking the time out to find steps that work Burn me and my face. We're going to talk We're going to chat because I haven't talked to y'all in a minute and I'm just going to You know talk about some things that's been going on in my life and then other things that's just been happening in the world So we are just going to get started because I got a flight to catch so let's get to going So we're going to prep our skin and I'm just going to take this Laura Mercer This is their new translucent powder before I even go in with anything. Actually, no I'm going to color correct first because I've been in to color correct now because girl I've been suffering from post So I've been obsessed with Me I'm just going to color correct first and then I'm going to set my face. I'm just going in with this Color correct because I had got a treatment done. My face is getting back to normal Um, as far as like the scarring goes in the post hyperpigmentation There was a mark on my face and it looked like I had sunscreen girl. It was really traumatizing I'm not gonna lie because I've never had something so drastically Scarred my face and I don't like wearing makeup every single day So I have to do a little bit of concealer all the time. I didn't want to I just wanted to just wear my skin But I just felt like if I was going somewhere Important or meeting somebody I would have to put a little bit of foundation or something on but it's okay because It's coming back together Now I'm just going to take some of this Laura Mercer and I'm just going to Set my face put the powder on first and this is from my oily girls. This is what I like to do I like to put a powder on my face before I even apply my tinted moisturizer Because I get so oily and this just locks everything in the key to No makeup makeup looks are your skin. So I just really like to focus on my skin. I really don't do too much to my eyes So this is going to be like skin base. I've really been loving this is the matte Matte fix plus stay over. This is their new formula. Y'all when I tell you My makeup when I said my makeup with this When I'm going out my makeup is 16 I need to get that. I'm just going to go in with the rare beauty Mist Normally, I will go in with the Fenty liquid kilowatt, but y'all I'm so irresponsible. I don't know Oh, it might come out But I don't want it to splash everywhere. I just got this ruffine gloss highlighter in tops Topaz Because I really just like to have a liquid highlight under my um tinted moisturizer Y'all I forgot to put my second light on because it was really like I'm like, what is missing? What is missing? So now I'm just going to go in with the Chanel and the Laura mercier Mixed together. This is in the color 20 and this is in the color What the shade b 70 these come in there's like two different kinds of the Chanel labias um Water skin tint. So yeah, how are y'all? How is everything going? Are y'all okay? It is mercury retro gray right now, bro Everything is just going in shambles right now. Everything is just exposing itself The universe is definitely giving us a wake up call But it's okay though because guess what your crawl is in therapy And yes, I started therapy because I just needed to take a professional approach when it comes to my mental health And mental health is so important. Do not Brush off your mental health. If you are not, okay You need to take care of that. You need to take a step back And take care of your mental health. It's just so important And that's where I'm at in my life right now. My mental health is so important to me I don't really care about anything else or anybody else I just care about me and where I want to be mentally it's going great so far I'm still it's still a work in progress. This is not overnight I just told her all the goals that I want to accomplish You know, I want to be able to let go of things that no longer serve me I'm up the type of person that I will give a person Chance after chance after chance I just can't let that person go because that's what I'm familiar with It's so hard for me to let go of things I'm familiar with even though it hurts me It's toxic, but this is familiar and it's so hard for me to let things go that no longer serve me So I'm like, listen I don't want to be this person. I need to get control over my mental health and who Is coming in and out of my life. I need to get into control This is my life and I'm not about to keep compromising my happiness for other people Of course, I have my moments where I'm like on a happy high But then I get these moves where I'm not happy They ask you how you are. You just have to say that you're fine When you're not really fine and you just can't get into it because they would never I'm not happy. What is going wrong? And I just get these feelings and emotions I just can't. I can't function. I can't work and I don't want to live like that I don't want to live like that I want to be in control and I want to know the steps to take when I do feel In those moments, of course, I do like self-care and stuff when I do get myself down But I need to learn how to let go of things that no longer serve me because that's a really The biggest toe that's really making me feel the type of way I've been feeling Now that this is all blended out, I'm just gonna go in with the costus concealer In the color zero five w. Um, that's what we're working on. I'm obviously still out here in a I'm still new I'm still learning. I'm familiar things and it's so hard for me to just change is so hard Change is so hard. Especially for me. I'm very I'm a very loyal person So I just feel like I gotta be loyal to people who don't Even give a fuck about me and it's so fucked up like it's so fucked up and I hate that I do that to myself That's why us women we tend to go back to toxic things because we're familiar It's the familiar feeling. It's scary. You change is scary talking to a new person is scary letting go of toxic things are scary Even though of course it's supposed to we're supposed to let go of toxic It's not healthy, but it just gives us that familiar feeling a little comfort of Just a warmness inside that it's just unexplainable And with my therapy sessions, I would literally reschedule all the time. I'm like, I don't know Cause I know she's going to tell me like, listen, you can't be acting like this You can't and I know she was going to make me change And me changing the thought of me changing was scaring me But it's something I needed to do change is so scary So we can't live in fear. We have to Fight this feeling of change being a scary feeling and we have to do it And I I have to do it like this. I have to be better. Like I want kids. I want to teach them shit I want kids. I want to I want a husband I want a mature husband and I cannot be playing these childish ass games with him So basically with all this being said, I really just want to take control over my life and disrupt my happiness And if they are disrupting my happiness, I should be able to cut them off I am not that type of person yet, but I will get there. It's not even about the end goal. It's just about the journey There was a lot of things that I told her I wanted to work on especially when it comes to communicating Where I'm from has influenced me on how I communicated with others when coming out here It'll be bad. I wouldn't It would be bad communication. I just had to self reflect and be like that is not okay It's not cute because I would give up this masculine energy where I had to be Tough just not giving the approach that I wanted to be in this current moment because it's not cute. It's not healthy It's not attractive. I just want to come be softer more delicate and I want my reactions to be better I'm going to give you all a little short time. So I had the worst Uber driver the other day It was so bad the worst Uber driver. I've ever had experience so far in Atlanta Um, I was coming from I think my hair appointment because I don't drive there. Anyways, that's besides the point I'm in the uber and I'm like, hey, um, can you stop by Starbucks any Any person any uber driver that I had I've always asked them hey, can you stop at Starbucks? It's literally if I'm craving it and now I'm in a mood to ask I will ask and they'll gladly, you know, take me Leave them a tip on the app or I'll cash up from the tip So this person was so evil y'all. He was like, who do you think I am? Um, sir, that's why you're on the app That's why you're on the app sir And I was just like, you know what? Have a good day. I'm gonna pray for you because normally I'll be like But now I'm just like I hope you have a better day. I'm gonna pray for you That's just how I want to react in this current moment and also I had a Encounter at the apple store and y'all know if y'all see my previous vlog My phone was so shattered. It was broken. I couldn't receive any text. Nothing blacked out screen Go to the apple store, right? She's like, oh, we said to a text a long time ago with a little attitude Something in me who I always get this feeling y'all know y'all get that defensive feeling inside when somebody just Come to you and talk to you like they got you Don't talk to me like that. I'm a grown woman. You're a grown woman. I don't know why you have an attitude This is the job that you chose So don't come at me at such, you know what I'm saying? Oh, she had the worst attitude, but I'm like, you know, I was like Oh, um, my phone shattered I I wasn't able to get your text And I said it nice, but I still had that feeling inside that I wanted to like I wanted to react like that so bad I had a feeling but I'm like What's up? I need to work on breathing practices or something But yeah, I had to take a step back and I was like, oh, your nails are cute Just like, oh, thank you Just stuff like that. It's just like a different it's just a different approach that I want to keep taking You know, sometimes people do be having you effed up But you know what you just got to simply you don't have to respond with masculine energy attitude and like I said Where I'm from was influenced on how I reacted because sometimes I would have to be on the defense sometimes I just want to show up for myself every single day and put effort into changing Because we want all these people to show up for us We want everybody to show up for us But how can we attract that energy from other people if we don't even give it to ourselves? You know what I'm saying? I have I really had to talk to myself like Haru You want this call for you, but you're not even doing it yourself. You're not so Make it make sense I do get in my feelings sometimes I do have to take a step back when it comes to my mental health Um, I say off the internet. I just get in tune to what makes me happy I know I say this a lot, but mental health is so important People are taking their lives because they just feel like their life their life is worthless And it's so heartbreaking to literally think about why do I keep crying on fucking camera? No, I'm getting emotional because I know it's somebody watching this video not okay Because I have so many moments of not being okay But I'm thankful that I have friends that you know reach out to me and I'm like, hey, I haven't heard from you. What's going on? Or I'm obviously my mind won't check on me and stuff like that But it's the people out here that really don't have anybody and I get in my moments where I just feel like I don't have anybody here I'm by myself. Like I just get in my head But I know I have people that love and care about me But I just get in my head like nobody gives a fuck and sometimes I would get in my feelings that I'm not valued As a person and you think like damn, what's what's wrong with me? Like nobody values me Like nobody cares Hold on I gotta fix this I just got a little emotional because I think That we get in our feelings Well, I get in my feelings that I don't feel valued because it's not coming from the person that I Want to feel valued from so that's why I get these Emotions it just in the moments you think that it's not going to get better, but it's nothing going to be I'm so sorry I'm so happy. I didn't say my makeup yet For contour I just went in with my so very contour one That's the journey that I'm on right now. I'm just working on things for myself I do believe in god I do believe he is watching over us and you know giving us our blessings sometimes I question like why like why hasn't Certain things happen to me or Anything like that, but and then I've lost a lot of people too. I lost a lot of people that Obviously, I thought would be in my life forever and they're just not Sometimes we have to let that part of our life go God is like, I'm not I'm not giving you this until you let this go I'm not giving it to you until you let this go. Did I get my fucking lashes wet? Y'all the rich are great You So I just did nose contour with amending to use by I'm gonna blend that in with my beauty blender So then I'm gonna go in with the Nars orgasm and then also the rare beauty Liquid blush and happy next subject. I just want y'all to be okay Take care of your mental health because It's important. This is so pretty. I love blush Y'all I'm so excited for the little mermaid I'm so excited How you gonna kill it? I seen the leaked little preview they had On tiktok somebody leaked like a cup a little clip. She's gonna do so good And I don't I've never seen any negative like actual comments on tiktok or anything like that like oh area It's black area. It's gonna be black. Hello. It's 2022. Give with the program. We are we matter To it's important for the youth at this day and age to know that they Are attainable of being a princess magical They should know that it's attainable because obviously us we grew up watching, you know The original area, you know pale skin It wasn't anything dark about any of the princesses in the disney fairy tale world So looking back it's just like yeah, I did think that life like that was unreachable unattainable I wasn't able to attain a fairy tale disney princess royalty lifestyle, you know, I'm saying I think her plane area is a great message And I think it's going to be a great movie and I cannot wait to see I'm so excited I'm I wish it wasn't so far away But y'all know what the time right now time is going so bad when it hits one o'clock I swear to you the day is over the day is over like please I'll see you tomorrow because I didn't get nothing done. Time is just going so past So cherish it Cherish time because you cannot get it back That's why I don't waste time on Be completely transparent I have not filmed at what we're going to do because How can I sit here and tell y'all You know that it is dirty leave him alone. You don't need me to tell you that You don't need me to tell you that you're gonna leave when you're ready. I cannot sit here and tell you To leave this thing alone when I'm not even doing it. You know what I'm saying? I can't I can't do that. That would be fake. I can give you any other advice, but that No, and that's like majority of the questions that are asked like how do you get over our breakup? You'll leave when you're ready. You know when you're ready. You know what steps to take Don't answer that phone when you don't know color it is calling Everything is on my face liquid up. So now what I'm just going to start setting the face and I'm going to take this Sephora Micro smooth powder and this is the key y'all So what I'm going to do is well in daytime. I really don't like to look that cakey So I'm not really going to bake my face, but I kind of need to a little bit on my t-zone Um, so I'm just going to apply this first And I do this as well when I'm like actually beating my face, you know be I put this on first and then I'll go in with my setting powder, which I'm going to mix I'm going to mix with a Givenchy um prism in the color Um rose is the pink one. This is called on camera because my camera stopped recording But um, so I mixed the Givenchy with the Laura Mercier translucent and I'm just gonna Put a thin layer And that this Not too much. Not too much Not too much Oh my god, my neighbor just let a purple Yeah, going back to the aerial comments We do everything 10 times up better anyways because that's why that's why they're really bad. That's really why they're bad She said I'm putting my blinds up And I'm gonna just put a little bit of bronzer on my lid. Um, but like I said, not too much because cute nice and subtle Now I'm gonna go in with a liquid highlighter and I'm gonna take the pillow talk Charlotte Tilbury wand But I kind of want to see which one I want to do because I kind of want to try out this raffae It doesn't really have shimmer to it. It's like a It's like a a shine. Yeah, I like this I like I like a Picasso comment below your favorite looks from a new york fashion week y'all Lori Harvey eight Lori Harvey snatched. She literally ate every single look. I don't I don't know how I feel about The pink skirt like all the way up by her boobs because I'm just you know, but she looks good But I just that was the only one that was the only outfit that I was questionable about but everything else eating How would you wonder I can say experience something like that I'm gonna finish up with the lip I've been really liking the red beauty Lip liner in the color. It's a dark brown. I believe this is a world But it's the brown one and I got y'all I went out last night. Uh-oh The club scene is not from me anymore I like a good lounge. I love a good lounge with The club please I'm going home. I I can't I can't do it I got like 30 minutes The pressure is getting worse. I'm gonna go in with the fancy Poor kisser and uh, yeah last night lips yo Your mom is so old. She breathed me like this I don't know what maybe My face is kind of sitting Not kind of she is What am I saying? Frazes The other day I'm gonna do because I'm going for a cozy vibe So I'm gonna do ebony woods mixed with the tobacco vanillie So good. Uh, I know I'm gonna be having this On all the time for the fall. I just have on my jenny cane fisherman cashmere hoodie. It's so soft I know I'm gonna be living in this for a fall time So make sure you guys check out jenny cane and then I just paired it with my gold jewelry as always And yeah, and then also my gold hoop earrings. So And that is it for this video. I hope you guys enjoyed Please take care of your mental health because it takes a lot of strength to acknowledge that you need You know You need to change and that you're not okay, and it's okay. It takes a lot of strength You are not weak for that You are very much a strong person and it will get better. Trust me. That is it for this video I hope you guys enjoyed do not forget to like comment subscribe And I love y'all so much and I'll see y'all next video