 Don't let me drown As of now, um, it's a nice hour, I think you've got the answer, but yes. This is day one of my anxiety, it's ridiculous. I wrote down today twice, one because of my neck, two because of my friend, three because of my body image, the body image won't be in the worst. I want to rip out all the chubbiness, and that's what I was thinking, and it's horrible, and I know they're looking to get a medication for me. I've already had no other answer from today, so I don't really know. This is the only device I can use here. It's the one I've been wanting to do, I'm trying to just watch more videos of it in the long run, um, watch more videos. So you've got the chubbiness. I'm sorry, I'm just trying to give you an update as to what's going on, what is happening, why I am, why I'm here, because you haven't seen my, like, video where I've wrote down crying about losing someone. That is a big key factor as to why I came in taking. My, my friend committed to a life, it was a big, big nail, and it did some inspiring, following that my moods just decreased and got worse over the last few days. I just washed my hair for the first time, like, since I died there, and it feels good. So the big update of today is they've taken me off Trazador. Let's begin the metaphor thing, shall we? They stopped Trazador and I don't really understand why, like no one's explaining to me why that stopped them after us. You'll find out why they've crossed Trazador just now. It was complete chaos out there, so I didn't end up asking them, I'm not on that. I asked later on when I have my evening mat, which is the good time here, why the Trazador got stopped when it was working. I'm going to go through the mesh window. I'm having a really bad body age, so I do. I'm going to block all the foam, I'm going to let these all out but then if I'm different from that, I'm going to end the vlog after I have my mat. So we'll probably be at the tomorrow's, where this is kind of introduction to the world. So I'm much more real, really low on it. Thank you for watching my love vlog. This is the end of a vlog. I started early and now I've got the end of this vlog and my You may know it's not, but from what I was scratching my neck I did some scratch, but I was pacing around, just moving it up my neck, and I was doing it all. I'm really bad right now, I'm trying to get help. There's two of you, don't like me.