 So when my son started being disrespectful, I had to take that because I'm like, he's only doing what he thought was okay. The difference is I'm not my mama. So I'm not going to tolerate what my mom tolerated. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one. Yeah, we gonna talk. Did you put any male figures in his life so that he could, you know, learn to be a man, so to say? Not really. I was kind of like, I don't tell him nothing. Like I didn't really, you know, I didn't really play them games like you, not his daddy. And you just can't tell him nothing. I didn't really let nobody too much tell him nothing. That's probably what the, he, my mommy's like, oh, he's running game on you. I'm gonna be like, don't tell him nothing. Not even his grandma. Like don't tell him nothing. That's how I feel. Like I got him, I'm gonna handle it. Wow. So, and it's funny cause then I hate to bring this up, but you sound, your story sounds like what a two lives mom exactly. Whereas he was spoiled. He was off the chain when he first was born. And all this sound the same. He ended up, you know, getting killed at 21. Have you heard of 42 lives? No, I talked to him about it, but same thing. If I put the interview right here, right now it'd be the same boy. That's how she felt about it. And he would run game, and he would run game to it. Yeah, she, yeah, she, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. He knew exactly how to play you. Yeah, like anytime it's to us to do something, what he don't want to go back. So he was like, mama, she hit me. Would talk to her and do. Oh man. That was, that was a, that was our heart. You know what I mean? So it's the same thing. And it's crazy. But at the end of the day, I understand because when you got someone that's special like that and they, that, that, that character, that, that, that, that person is special and it can affect the world. Then I could understand why you would, you know what I mean? I could understand why you would even, the chemistry would be like that. Right. You know what I mean? And I mean, he tried me, but I have to be real with myself. My son tried me because I was a disrespectful kid to my mom because her being on drugs, I felt like that was okay. Right. So I didn't, wasn't mature enough to realize the respect that that's supposed to been given. So when my son started being disrespectful, I had to take that because I'm like, he's only doing what he thought was okay. The difference is I'm not my mama. So I'm not going to tolerate what my mom tolerated from me. Yeah. So that's where the, you know, the difference came in like, no, you trying it, but you know not to play with me either. I could used to look at Snoop across the room and he would get right. We would be at church and he wanna see where he wanna see that church, but when it's off the call time to come, I look across this church, you know, let's get up here. And I remember just always taking him because I just knew God had to be the answer, right? And so when I would go to church, I remember the pastor telling me, he said, ma'am, he said, you come up here every Sunday with your son. He said, but God told me to tell you if he wants you, and if you would come in here, bring your son in. I would have break down and start crying right then. I knew I'd been had a calling on my life, right? And I just thought that my little praise was enough, but God have something so deep inside of me that needs to come out and my son had to go for me to kid it. Because you are his example, you don't have to tell somebody what to do. You lead by example, and by you following in God's footsteps and where he needed you to be, he would have just followed right behind. You see what I mean? Yeah, it's just, it's something else when you, to have a son, the only son. You know what I mean? I can't imagine going through what you went through.