 Well, there was a part of the garden which was a mound with the moat surrounding it very kind of secretive part And then my childhood fantasy. I think I was probably about five six seven to that point this God figure lived and I used to have kind of mystical experiences with him I think a lot of children slip in and out of mystical like experiences much more easily than we think kind of thing And so I was always fascinated by the mystical experience. It was always my passion