 Hi, it's Fritjit. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope. Today's channeling is something that I was just invited into and you may consider it coincidence or synchronicity and for me, it is something that I don't enter into lightly but that I respectfully honor the energy and the way in which it was presented and shown to me tonight. So I'm going to be emotional for sure. This will be an emotional channeling, no doubt. For any of you who are parents, for any of you that are connected to this human rights issue, again, I respectfully honor the energy here and I usually do not channel in these kinds of situations or circumstances when there is a traumatic death or a very high-profile case, a murder. I personally tend to stay away from those types of tragic energies as a medium and a psychic. But in this case, I'm going to tell you how this happened. So I'm cold right now. By the way, it's chilly. It's June and I'm recording this, but it's cold and it's hard to do this. A bit. I'm getting ready to go to College Registration Day with my soon-to-be college freshman, my first time doing that. Tomorrow. I'm already emotional. Emotions are at the surface and this channeling has to do that a bit. I was online and printing out some information. I popped over to Facebook to just kind of see things, you know, to check some things out and get some positive inputs, post some stuff, you know. It'd been a while since I'd been there, so. And I saw a post from a friend because it's Pride Month. It's June is Pride Month. Shout out to all my friends and there was a post about Matthew Shepard. The college student who was murdered, tortured and killed because he was gay. This happened way back, right, in 1998. And just a couple of years after I graduated from college myself. I remembered the case and hearing his name. Associated with being gay and being killed because of who he was. I'm shaking because I'm polled and not because I'm upset. I'm gonna tell you that. I have tissue because I know this channeling will be a little different. He's here. I tried to ignore. So after I saw this post, I was like, oh, I could feel it. His sweet face, sweet face, child's face that a mother could connect to and recognize. And for me, I felt that connection. So I left the kitchen where it was on the computer and I went back to the bedroom and I thought I would just lay down and maybe it would just kind of pass, you know, the energy of all that. Intense connection. And I stood beside my bed and I looked at my phone and I looked at the bed and thought I should just lay down. I should just lay down. And I said something out loud and Matt responded. So I said, okay, let's talk a little bit. I would be, it would be my honor to talk with you. I can't even remember what he said in the moment and right now I can't, my head isn't even clear. So Matt, would you please come close? And let us all feel your energy. There's an overwhelming sense of forgiveness that comes in with you and I want to share that with others. So for those of you who are a Claricentiant, the incredible emotion that comes right to my surface is one of forgiveness. He has an energy of forgiveness. He represents so much power through peace. There's a gentleness about him. He's funny. He's so sweet. He's so cute. And you look like you could be one of my kids. And now I'm a mom and it's so kind of surreal because you were murdered, you died. I want to use the term you died because that's how I think about transition is death. Not the cause of the death. But I want to respect the fact that your life was taken from you and I want to honor that when the people who are watching this, the viewers, are going to feel that part. So I want to honor and respect that for them. But I recognize that you refer to it as your death, the ending of my life. He says yes. And I was thinking about how when I saw that post with a beautiful face, how sweet you felt and feel now here as we're connected and how young even though when you left this planet, you and I weren't that far apart in age. Really? Not that far. So had you lived, you could have seen marriage, adopted your own children. And he said, he's saying, I can hear him. I can hear him very well, actually, which is interesting because Clare audience isn't my first channel, but I can hear him very well. It's easy to connect with you, Matt. You have such a nice personality, very gentle and funny, kind of funny, you know, funny, cute. I would say cute personality and you're sharing with me. So he's saying it's not about what hasn't been or what I didn't make of my life. There wasn't much. There wasn't much to go on at that point. There really wasn't much there. I served as a, he's saying a marker and I want to use the word milestone, but he's saying I served as a marker. He says a very bloody one that could not be ignored. And before you ask, he says, I didn't expect that. I didn't expect for my life to be defined, my legacy, because that's what I asked him. So when I was standing at this bedside, I was thinking something about how when we do these channels, it's there's always like something inspiring and hope filled about them. And there's always some messages and insights that really help us live and be better people. And I thought, well, what is the legacy here? It's there's just so much. It's so sad when I feel it, I'm so sad personally about it. So many levels. I'm so sad right now about it. I'm connecting to the sadness, not the anger, the sadness. And I know that that's not because you said right away when I asked, I'm like, well, what's the legacy? You know, what's what's the purpose here? And and I thought how your legacy can't be the death, the moment of your death, the the gruesomeness of your death, it can't be that. That can't be all that there is to your life. And your lifetime, as short as it was, he says, before you ask, yes, he says, yes, I didn't know that this would be my, as you would, you would say a purpose. I didn't know that this would be my purpose. And he says, does anyone really know or understand even what that means? I don't I don't think so. He says, I don't think so. I don't I don't think anyone could have believed that is what it could have been. I feel like lawyers are involved. I don't know if there's lawsuits. I mean, obviously, there's lawyers involved, right? Because of criminal stuff, the criminal cases and all that, you know. But he's showing me like law. I don't know if that's what he wanted to study. I don't know. I don't know. But changing the law. Oh, he's talking about the law, changing the laws, changing the laws. And he says, you shouldn't have to there shouldn't have to be a death and be something so shocking to change things. But that's what needed to happen. And it did and he's acknowledging his parents. He's saying because my parents are so brave, they are the strong ones. They are the ones that had to carry on. And relive this nightmare. My mom, he says, my mother had nightmares and she probably still does. He says, but there's a piece in. Understanding that there is a bigger plan, but I don't want people to believe that bad things have to happen in order for. There to be meaning or understanding in a life that your life is. Just as important as mine was and is and continues to be, which really is an afterlife and the expression of the afterlife is. Grounded somewhat in your version of reality. I know that sounds kind of philosophical. He says, you you might think I've taken some philosophy classes. He says, it kind of feels like math that you're kind of stuck at that age. Like energetically, I feel you as a college student, like you're frozen in time. Is that true? Like when I'm feeling, is that true? Is that accurate? He says, yes, because that's where you're connecting to me at that place, at that state. So it's it's he says it's the way that you are connecting. It's how you are connecting. So if others connected, it could be different for them. Is that that what you're saying? Yeah, it could be. It could be there could be projections or imagery about me as an older person, as an older man or even as a little boy, you know, even as a little boy. What kind of message would you like to share with people during this month? It's Pride Month. Like we now this is celebrated and in many states. Oh, gosh, I don't even right now. I don't the policies are so everything and the politics are so messed up right now. And there's so much turbulence and turmoil and things politically that is scary right now for a lot of people for human rights issues. And there's just so much mad. I don't know that you'd even want to even see this any of this. But he says, oh, I'd give anything to be a person, you know, to to have a life. Again, so you're not are you not reincarnated? He says, that's kind of a personal question. He says, that's kind of a personal question. But yet then there's an emotion that's attached with you, like you'd give anything to be a person again. And I haven't heard that necessarily from other spirit a little bit with one of the spirit that I've talked to that was kind of in between state, not fully crossed over in the afterlife, but that travels from from earth and and is earthbound at times. And also it's afterlife accessible at times. That's when I've heard that. But so you feeling this desire to want to be a person or to want to give to give anything to to have a life, a full life, a fullness of life. Can't you just do that? Can't you just jump right back in and come back and be a person? And can you do that? Or why is there a desire for that? I'm a little bit confused about that because it seems like afterlife, you're pure spirit. But yet you're not. Why is that? Can you describe that? He says there's a distinction between the energy of a collective soul space. He's saying he's showing me. So he's like, he's showing me images like a big circle, like a sphere with multi-leveled connecting points inside of it. And where there are many people that hold this this vision expectation, kind of so to speak, of his life, his humanness. And that because of that point in time and that that his exit was such a mark, a marker for our society for change that he still holds that. So part of the energy that is his essence, his spirit, which is pure light and love energy, holds that space and this beautiful sphere and with the interconnection points inside of it. And yet he feels connected to finish out that purpose because he's still serving the purpose because of the memory of his human life that he had. So he is connected to it. He is also showing me that he is also expansion, universe, consciousness, that he is light, that he is pure positive. He said you would say pure positivity. That's what I am. And so it's not as though I am stuck as a spirit or a ghost and I want to be very clear on that. I am not stuck because of death or the point of death or the trauma and no one is keeping me anywhere. But I, because of the purpose that has been chosen for me with me in coordination and agreement with me that as a spirit I am serving out this purpose. But it sure would be fun to be back in a body. That's what he says. And to really live that life out. He says it's kind of like being part of a play or a big production or a big famous movie. But you're the person behind the scenes so that nobody really, you don't actually get to come and be part of the big parties and the big fun part of it or really the celebratory parts of it. You're like making things happen and you're seeing it and part of it and you're an integral part of it but you're not the main, you don't get to like actually have to experience yourself or go to the party yourself kind of a thing. He says it's hard. It's very difficult to translate this. He says oh my gosh and there are like gnats all around here so I keep grabbing at bugs. Just saying no I'm not trying to be rude. I'm not trying to be rude. So as you all know above life channel viewers I am talking with Matthew Shepard. And I wasn't sure Matt because I didn't know about. I wanted to be very respectful and respect your family and respect the difficulty that they've been through and honor your memory but at the same time I want to be able to share your message. So are there other, what else do you want to say or share in human context? He says be yourself. You shouldn't have to be brave to be yourself. You should just get to be yourself. You should just get to be yourself. And he says there's always going to be people that don't agree with you, that disagree with you, that don't understand you and that's just the way it is always going to be like that. He says but that can't distract you from pursuing your goals. You cannot let other people limit you in any way, in any way. So what do you feel about, like it's Pride Month right now. Like there's a celebration you know of LGBTQ, did I say all the letters, the acronyms? I don't know. I hope so, I hope so. For human rights for all of us, love is love you know. How do you feel about that? He did show me the image of the pulse shooting, the nightclub, the gay nightclub in Orlando a few years ago. He showed me that when he was talking about people are going to you know, there is always going to be people who have different views and who hate, who don't understand and they're afraid or threatened and there is always going to be violence. You know it's what he's saying and I don't want to say that because that doesn't feel like it should be true but it's part of this incredible misunderstanding and misguided definition and trying to define and label what love is and relationships and how things should be and what God thinks and that's a good one. So God talked to us a little bit about God. He says I believe in God. He says and you should too. There definitely is a prime source and a creator. He said there definitely is. Now I know I don't need to tell you that but some of you who are watching might question that and that's natural to do that and you should question and explore your belief systems and what your values and what that relationship is for you and he says I encourage you to cultivate that for yourself, your connection to whatever is your higher power. But yes there is God, yes. He says yes. He says and I'm not angry at God. And he says confusion is how you would describe my thoughts about what happened to me or the experience that I had at the time of my death. He says I know you're not comfortable talking about this subject but this is important. I questioned why, why is this happening to me? Why me, why me? He says after a while I just couldn't speak anymore. I couldn't talk. There was no voice coming out. It was so hoarse and dry and there was just nothing coming out. He says I should be thankful that I blacked out. I really don't, I should be thankful that I, and he says I was held. Oh this is so beautiful. This is why I don't like to do the tragic stuff. Very yellow angel. Reminds me of Gabriel. He says Archangel Gabriel is an angel of diversity. Did you not, did you not realize that Bridget? Isn't that how you see Archangel Gabriel? That's right I do. I see him that way. He says I wasn't alone and Archangel was, Archangel Gabriel yes and Michael was with me helping me to feel protected, to feel God's love, to transcend the human experience that I was having. It's beyond words. It's hard to describe or define the peace that can come in a moment of surrender of allowing God to just be with you, completely surrounding you and in the most difficult of times of circumstances. You can transcend. And I would like people to know that this is what happened to me. You're very brave. Your family is very brave. And I know that there's a higher purpose for sharing this video because there is someone that is watching, that has been criticized, ridiculed, bullied, mistreated, abused because of who they are, just naturally who you are. And I want you to understand that not everybody in the world feels that way. There are so many more people who are loving and kind and who will respect you and honor you, find these people, find us and we will remind you of how beautiful you are, just exactly the way you are and we will honor you and respect you and call you our friends and our family because you matter. There is hate, yes there's a lot of hate in the world but there's also a lot of kindness and wonderful people and together we can make change. We can create a better life through our own individual examples. You are not alone. If you are suffering from depression or anxiety if you are so stressed out or if you feel so alone like people do not understand you please reach out for help. There are so many resources, free resources, online, helplines, hotlines, websites that you can call and be anonymous but don't leave. Don't give up, hold on to hope. Let's light the fire of hope together. Let's be the light in the colors of all of the colors of the rainbow. Let us together, everybody who's watching, let us be the light. Thank you Matthew Shepherd for allowing me to have this conversation with you today. I am thankful for this connection. This is Bridget at Above Life Channel. Thank you so much for watching. Remember the purpose here is to inspire you as a spirit. To help you to feel and to find hope. If you don't have it right now, seek it out. Seek hope because this is your life. This is your life and you are a gift. So please live it. Just live it. Thank you for watching.