 5. Tuesday, 17. This morning I found some peace and life in my soul but want more retirement. My desire is to be ever before the Lord. Many people attended the preaching, both in the forenoon and in the evening, when the congregation was much affected. The next morning I went to friend Esses and found his family well. Here we had Dr. Warfold and several polite people to dine with us. I spoke to the ladies about headdresses but the doctor vindicated them, observing that religion did not consist in dress. I quoted the words of St. Peter. I stayed about an hour and then departed. We then rode to friend Dees and spent some time with his family. Thursday, 19. Friend Dees and I set off for Frederica. We came to G. Esses where I expected to have preached but there was a disappointment so he pursued our way, though my little horse was unwell and very weary. A poor unhappy man abused me much on the road. He cursed, swore, and threw stones at me. But I found it my duty to talk to him and show him his danger. Frederica is the neat little town, having one main street and three cross streets. It contains about a thousand houses and the inhabitants are chiefly Germans. There are two German churches, one Calvinist and one Lutheran. There is also one English church and one Roman chapel. Many people came to hear me in this town. Friday, 20. Found some peace of mind in the morning but was sorely buffeted by Satan in the course of the day. I hid but few people in the evening and but little power. Saturday, 21. My mind was greatly depressed, not on account of any outward known sin, but partly from the state of my body and partly from a deep sense of the great work in which I am employed. I do not know when I sunk into deeper distress, though thank God there was no condemnation. Lord's Day After preaching in the morning Brother J.H., Friend B. and myself set off to a place where I had to preach at two o'clock. Friend B. was awakened by the instrumentality of Friend S. and he told me that he'd been much opposed. I heard him give an exhortation greatly to the purpose and gave him a note of recommendation to do all the good he could. I heard in the company of an old stupid Quaker woman who supposed me to be half Quaker and thought the friends were the only people in the world and that they were not fallen from their former lively and spiritual state. A man came twenty miles from me to go and preach a funeral sermon. I accordingly complied and had many people to hear me. Then went about two miles to preach at Mr. D.'s and met with the German minister at Mr. Benedict Swope who heard me preach at both places. We had some conversation about the ordinances administered by Mr. S. He advanced some reasons to urge the necessity of them and said Mr. W. did not do well to hinder us from the administration of them. I told him they did not appear to me as essential to salvation. Thursday twenty-four. Preached at Winchester in an unfinished house, and while the rain beat in upon me many people looked and wondered at the stranger. However I delivered my message with some energy and then rode three miles to Richard Owings where the Lord enabled me to preach with much feeling to a great number of people. Thursday twenty-five. We rode about twenty miles to my old friend Joshua Owings, the forest home of the Methodist at that time, and found a very agreeable house and family. The old man is, quote, an Israelite indeed, end quote. He was once a serious churchman who sought for the truth, and now God has revealed it to him. The Lord has also begun to bless his family. He has once on a preacher and the rest of his children are very thoughtful. Though it was a rainy day there were many people and my heart was greatly enlarged towards them in preaching. Thursday twenty-six. The congregation was also large at Mr. Samuel Merrimans, and the Lord was with me, but on Friday at Mr. Ease the congregation was small and I was much straightened. The same evening I rode to Baltimore. Saturday twenty-eight. Preached at the point the first time. Lord's Day twenty-nine. It was a rainy day but I rode to the point, and after preaching to a large congregation returned to town and dined at W. M.'s. I preached in town both at three and at six o'clock. Monday November thirty. Rode in company with Mrs. Rachel Hollings, Mrs. R., and the widow W., to Nathaniel Parigs, and preached to a large number of people. Then I rode to William Lynch's, to whom I was introduced by Mrs. H., and had many to hear the word of truth. The next day at Joppa there were many people from the country and some from the town. Thursday December three. Preached at James Presbury's to many people who could feel the word and with much power in my own soul. Then rode three miles into the neck and had a solemn heart-affecting time while preaching from Revelations two eleven, a passage which, it seems, just suited their case. Afterward returned to J.P.'s. Friday four. After preaching Joseph Dallam conducted me to his house and treated me with great kindness. Preached at his house at three o'clock and on Saturday at M.B.'s about three miles off. Lord's Day Six. Went about five miles to preach in our first preaching house. The house had no window or doors. The weather was very cold, so that my heart pitied the people when I saw them so exposed. Putting a handkerchief over my head, I preached and after an hour's intermission the people waiting all the time in the cold I preached again. Monday Seven. J.K. and I went about five miles to Lodge, and the next morning set off for Bohemia. We passed through Charlestown and dined at the head of the Elk. We lodged at R.T.'s where I spoke closely to the poor Negroes who took some notice of what was said. Since I went from here last my travels have been perhaps as much as three hundred miles in about six weeks, and glory to God I have been favored with the presence of the Lord and with zeal and power in my public exercises. Rode to B.'s tavern for my trunk and box of books, and received a letter from Mr. P., which surpassed everything I ever had met with from a Methodist preacher, the Lord Judge between him and me. Then I went to S.H.'s, and after preaching to a few people I spoke to them one by one concerning the state of their souls. Tuesday Eight. I had intended to preach at Georgetown, but in my way found a large house belonging to a certain Mr. B., in which Mr. Whitefield had preached some years ago to some Hollander's who were eminent for religion. But the old people are now dead. Then I proceeded on my way to Georgetown and lodged at the house of a Quaker. He treated me with great kindness and appeared to be an understanding man. His wife was somewhat tender in religious conversation. In the evening the Negroes were collected and I spoke to them in exhortation. In the morning three or four white people also attended a prayer, to whom I spoke about their souls. The friend went with me in the morning and when I asked him what satisfaction he required he told me no more than what he had received. Wednesday Nine. I preached to many people, rich and poor, at J.R.'s, and at another place in the evening. Friday Eleven. Went twelve miles into Kent County and had many great people to hear me. But before preaching one Mr. R., a church minister came to me and desired to know who I was and whether I was licensed. I told him who I was. He spoke great swelling words and told me he had authority over the people and was charged with the care of their souls. He also told me that I could not and should not preach, and if I did he would proceed against me according to law. I let him know that I came to preach and preach I would, and further asked him if he had authority to bind the consciousnesses of the people or if he was a justice of the peace, and told him I thought he had nothing to do with me. He charged me with making a schism. I told him that I did not draw the people from the church and asked him if his church was then open. He told me that I hindered people from their work and I asked him if fares and horseraces did not hinder them, and further told him that I came to help him. He said he had not hired me for an assistant and did not want my help. I told him if there were no swearers or other sinners he was sufficient. But he said what did you come for? I replied to turn sinners to God. He said cannot I do that as well as you? I told him that I had authority from God. He then laughed at me and said you are a fine fellow indeed. I told him I did not do this to invalidate his authority, and also gave him to understand that I did not wish to dispute with him. But he said he had business with me and came into the house in a great rage. I began to preach and urged people to repent and turn from all their transgression so iniquity would not prove their ruin. After preaching the parson went out and told the people they did wrong in coming to hear me and said I spoke against learning. Whereas I only spoke to this purpose. When a man turned from all sin he would adorn every character in life, both in church and state. I left him and preached at John R's at seven o'clock. Lord's Day 13. Preached twice with very little intermission to many people collected at a schoolhouse near our tees and then rode to SH's and found a comfortable time while preaching at six o'clock. On Monday I rode to Newcastle and preached to a large company. My soul has lately been much bowed down. Tuesday 15. There were but few people attended preaching at Mr. S's, and as the next day was wet I stayed and had a family meeting. On Thursday I went to Mr. T's. My mind has been much affected lately. May the Lord's support and teach me. After preaching at Mr. T's I went to hear a new light minister and found but little satisfaction. Lord's Day 20. Though it rained much yet many people attended preaching at SH's. Then I preached at a place about five miles off and rode thence to Newcastle where many people attended at night. The Lord favored me. My mind is now full of divine peace. Monday 21. I set out for Bohemia and though my body was much fatigued with my ride and my head ached violently yet in the evening I enforced these words quote be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace without spot and blameless end quote and endeavor to show them that in justification we have peace in sanctification we are without spot and in perfect love we are blameless and then proceeded to show them wherein we must be diligent. Tuesday 22. On my way to Susquehanna a person came for me to visit Mrs. T in a dropsy. I then proceeded to JD's and the next day set off for JP's to attend our quarterly meeting. Many people attended and several friends came many miles. I preached from Acts 20 28 quote take heed therefore unto yourselves end quote etc. After showing to whom the charge was given I proceeded to enforce the subject thus. One take heed to your spirits. Two take heed to your practice. Three take heed to your doctrine. Four take heed to the flock. Four one those that are under deep conviction. Four two those that are true believers. Four three those that are sorely tempted. Four four those that are groaning for full redemption. Four five those that have backslidden. I then urged the motives to this duty. We afterward proceeded to our temporal business and considered the following propositions. One what are our collections? We found them sufficient to defray our expenses. Two how are the preachers stationed? Brother S and Brother O in Frederick County. Brother K, Brother W and I are on the other side of the bay and myself in Baltimore. Three shall we be strict in our society meetings and not admit strangers. Agreed. Four shall we drop preaching in the daytime through the week. Not agreed to. Five will the people be contented without our administering the sacrament. J.K. was neutral. Brother S pleaded much for the ordinances and so did the people who appeared to be much biased by him. I told them I would not agree to it at that time and insisted on our abiding by our rules. But Mr. B. had given them their way at the quarterly meeting held here before and I was obliged to connive at some things for the sake of peace. Six shall we make collections weekly to pay the preacher's board and expenses. This was not agreed to. We then inquired into the moral character of the preachers and exorters. Only one exorter was found anyway doubtful and we have great hopes of him. Brother S received eight pounds quarterage. Brother K and myself six pounds each. Great love subsisted among us in the meeting and we parted in peace. I then went to Joseph Dallams and on Christmas Day attended the church and heard Parson West preach a plain, useful sermon which contained much truth and afterward received the sacrament. Then rode five miles to Bush but as Mr. S did not give public notice, few people attended and the preaching was late. The next day I rode to B.P.'s where we had a large congregation and a very comfortable meeting. On the same day at the house of H.W. Nicholas Waters spoke with great care but with little depth. He may improve and make a useful preacher in time. Lord's Day 27. Rowed to the widow Bonds and preached twice with very little intermission to a great number of people. According to a meeting in the evening I had an opportunity of hearing Isaac Rawling exhort. His exhortation was coarse and loud enough, though with some depth. I gave him a little advice which he seemed willing to take. Monday 28. Many people of various kinds attended at A.S.'s. Preached afterward at I.M.'s in the evening and went fence to I.B.'s and met the class. Tuesday 29. At Mr. S.'s I found great peace of mind and, thanks be to God, had power in preaching, though the people were dead and stupid. The next day at Mr. S.'s I had many people and preached with freedom, then went to G.'s where we had great consolation. January 1, 1773. My body has been weak for some time but my mind has enjoyed a good degree of peace and I have a strong desire to be kept in the meekness of Jesus Christ. My heart has been affected by reading lately part of Sewell's history of the Quakers. How great was the spirit of persecution in New England when some were imprisoned, some had their ears cut off and some were hanged. O, that our God would arise and bow the nations to himself. January 2. After preaching to several people at J.M.'s, a new place, I then rode back to Mr. S.'s and preached in the evening. January 3. Road to Baltimore and had a large congregation at the House of Captain Patton at the Point. Many of the principal people were there and the Lord enabled me to speak with power. At night I preached in town. The House was well filled with people and we have a comfortable hope the work of the Lord will revive in this place. Bless the Lord, O ye saints. Holiness is the element of my soul. My earnest prayer is that nothing contrary to holiness may live in me. Monday 4. Road to S.s's and was much affected in preaching to the people. I then met and regulated the class. Tuesday 5. They were kind enough to offer me the courthouse in town, but judging it unfit I preached in another house and then met the society and settled a class of men. Wednesday 6. We had a pretty good gathering at N. Parigs about six miles from town. I then rode back to town and after preaching with comfort in the evening I formed a class of women. Thursday 7. Rows with a determination to live more to God. Preach twice in the country, met two classes, and settled them as well as I could. The class at Mr. S's were lively and had the power of God among them. They were the fruit of N.P.'s labors and many of them could give a good account of their experience. Friday 8. My mind is fixed on God. I both desire and purpose to exercise fasting, prayer, and faith. After some exercise of mine the Lord enabled me to preach with warmth at Mr. M's from these words, quote, be not ye partakers with them, end quote. I showed, first, whom the words were spoken to, secondly, with whom they were not to be partakers, thirdly, how they were not to partake with them, namely in spirit, in judgment, in practice. Lord's Day, January 10. Many people attended at J.P.'s to whom I preached twice with some life and then went three miles into the neck and felt much power while preaching on perfect love. The more I speak on this subject, the more my soul is filled and drawn out in love. This doctrine has a great tendency to prevent people from settling on their Lees. Monday 11. Preached with great plainness to many people at D.R.'s and then rode to Mr. D.'s. Tuesday 12. Rode to M.B.'s, but as they had no previous notice we collected but few. However I preached and afterward returned to Mr. D.'s and preached to his family. Thursday 14. It was late before I reached S.L.'s and as there was much rain and snow the company was small. Young Dr. Andrews took me home with him. The young man and his sister and mother seemed tender, but his father appeared to be a stiff old man, and I did by no means like his spirit. Friday 15. Many people attended preaching at S.F.'s. I was shut up in speaking and afterward rode home with F.P. Saturday 16. This morning arose to glorify God with the determination to do his will and that only, to be wholly devoted to the Lord in spirit, soul, and body. Many people came to hear the word of life today, though it was very cold. Lord's Day 17. Preaching today at F.P.'s on the barren fig tree, I first showed that it was applicable to the Jews and secondly to the Protestant Church. At the same time described the barren fig tree as one without leaves, or one without blossoms, or one without fruit, or one that did not bear so much fruit as another might bear. I then rode to Joseph Dallam's and preached to his family with a few others. On Monday but few people attended at B's and in the evening I preached at Mr. D's and was shut up. The next day many country people came to hear the word at Joppa, though but few came from the town. There are about forty houses in this town and it stands on a neck of land near the water, but the people seemed to be buried in trade, sensuality, and superstition. Wednesday 20. The weather being cold there were but few at J.B.'s. Nevertheless I preached. If Israel be not gathered yet I hope to be the Lord's. Thursday 22. After preaching with Liberty at Mr. C.'s I went to A.G.'s and found life in preaching there. The next day at J.M.'s I preached to a stupid company and then rode to J.C.'s. I was favored with Liberty in dispensing the blessed word in the evening at J.O.'s. How pleasant and profitable it is to feel divine power in public exercises. Saturday I rode to Baltimore and had a large congregation. Lord's Day 24. I preached twice at the point and once in town. On Monday my heart felt great sorrow. This day I rode to my mother and in the evening found great consolation. End of Section 5. Tuesday 26. My mind was wholly given up to God and I have a great hope that the gospel will yet spread in this town. On Wednesday there was a moving among the people while I preached at N.P.'s and afterward returning to town preached in the evening. On Thursday I felt power and life in my soul while preaching to a large number of people at Mr. G.'s. On Friday I preached in the neck and at J.P.'s. Saturday 30. Perceiving the great wickedness of the people who were swearing and drinking in a tavern great struggles arose in my mind about preaching there. However I broke through every difficulty and felt both life and power in dispensing the word among them. Lord's Day 31. This was a day of power and comfort. I rode to Joseph Presbury's, preached three times, and met the classes. Many of the people through Grace were able to give a good account of their experience. February 1. Was favored in preaching to a number of people at D.R.'s, and my mind has been kept by the Grace of God. Tuesday 2. Was greatly assisted in preaching today both at Swan Creek and Mr. Dallam's. This morning I breakfasted with Richard Dallam and found that he was very fond of Mr. Law's works. He treated me with great kindness. After preaching and meeting the society at the ferry I went to Jacob Jouses, a man much talked of, but what he is I know not. In principle he appeared to be a Quaker. He was much troubled with the gout which he told me his father had before him. He said his father cured himself of the gout by milk and moderate diet, but threw himself into a dropsy. On Thursday after preaching at D.R. Creek I rode to P.B.'s. My present purpose is to put all the people who are fit for it into bands. Friday 5. Many people attended at F's and my soul was enlarged in preaching to them. I then rode back to P.B.'s and put the people into bands as I had designed. Saturday 6. My mind was calm and serene this morning. I preached with some power and we had a comfortable meeting. W.D., a lad about sixteen or seventeen years of age, exhorted the people. He appeared to be a promising youth and I gave him a license to exhort. Lord's Day 7. Some great critics attended at the preaching house today, but I preached twice and spoke freely. Monday 8. Though the weather was very cold I went to W.B.'s and enforced on a dull congregation these awful words of our Lord, quote, What shall it profit a man if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul, end quote. I went afterward to the widow-bonds and spoke closely to the girls who appeared to be somewhat serious. Tuesday 9. After preaching to more people than usual at A.S.'s I went to B.'s in the evening and both met the class and formed some bands. I also gave them a copy of the proper deed for securing their preaching house. Wednesday 10. I went to C.s. and preached. This will be perhaps for the last time, for it is a disorderly house. I then went to Aquila Galloway's and preached with some comfort. There is room to hope that the Lord will do something for the people there. Thursday 11. The congregation was large at J.M.'s and I preached with plainness so that the sleepy people seemed to awake. I then went back to C.s. and preached with some satisfaction. But Satan was close at my heels. However, the Lord gave me power to resist him. Friday 12. The Lord enables me to stand fast in the midst of temptations. My soul possesses inward and spiritual power. Many people attended preaching today at J.O.'s. I afterward met the class and then gave an exhortation in the evening. Lord's Day 14. Many country people came to hear the word of God at the point. Some came twelve miles before those of the town had left their houses. Perhaps before some of them had left their beds. I found some life and power in preaching both at the point and in Baltimore. Monday 15. Rose this morning with holy thoughts of God and we had a good time in public worship. Wednesday 17. I preached and met the society and employed Mr. M. to draw up a deed for the house and gunpowder neck. Thursday 18. Preached with power both at N.P.'s and Mr. Galloway's. Friday 19. A few people attended at Mr. M.'s. Going afterward about four miles to Mr. D.'s I preached and met the society. Most of them appeared to be under a good work of grace. Lord's Day 21. The weather was excessively severe, yet many people came to hear the word at J.P.'s. I wrote about six or seven miles to preach in the neck, but never felt colder weather. The water froze as it ran from the horse's nostrils, and a friend said the water froze as it came from his eyes. However, after preaching to a few people, I returned. Monday 22. I had sixteen miles to ride to preach to a few people and five more to J.D.'s to get my dinner. I have suffered a little by lodging in open houses this cold weather, but this is a very small thing when compared to what the dear Redeemer suffered for the salvation of precious souls. Tuesday 23. Glory to God! I had peace. Wednesday 24. After preaching with plainness to a considerable number of people, I then went to J.D.'s where many people attended and we had a comfortable time. My old opponent, Mr. E., met me here, but he did not appear to be so forward as he had been. I rode fence to Rocky Run and preached there with satisfaction. Mr. G. and his wife treated me with great kindness. Thursday 25. I had a good time in many people at Mr. L.'s. Two letters came to hand today, one from York and one from Philadelphia. They entreat me to return and inform me that trouble is at hand, but I cannot fear while my heart is upright with God. I seek nothing but him, and fear nothing but his displeasure. Lord's Day 28. After preaching yesterday at S.F.'s, I returned to Friend Pease and preached twice today, then rode to Mr. D.'s and spent the evening comfortably. Monday, March 1. Mr. D. and myself rode to B.'s where I spoke with great plainness of speech. There appears to be some reason to doubt of the people in general here, though the young women seemed to be deeply serious and thoughtful. I then went to Captain S.'s but found very little satisfaction. The man and his wife are, I fear, too fond of their own opinions. After preaching here, I went to B.'s again and spent some time in serious conversation. I afterward prayed and gave an exhortation. I then rode to M.'s and preached, and returned to C.'s and preached there, but found the old man too much of a Quaker in principle. He objects against prayer in his family and greatly discourages his daughter, who strives to live in the fear of God. Friday, March 5. Went to J.O.'s where we had a melting time, and the people seemed much affected both in the day and in the evening. Satan has assaulted me very much of late, but hitherto the Lord hath helped and delivered me. I came next to Baltimore and had many to hear the word. Saturday, 6. Went to the point, but the people seemed very hard in their minds. In the evening at Baltimore we had a moving, melting season. I humbly believe the labor was not in vain. Monday, 8. Rows this morning with a determination to fight or die and spend an hour in earnest prayer. Lord, keep me ever watchful. I was also much comforted by a letter which I lately received from R.O., part of which is as follows. I know not what it will come to. Almost every person seems to be under a religious concern. There are about twenty-two persons already joined in society at Seneca. At Georgetown, four have been lately enabled to rejoice in God, and one at Rocky Creek. Blessed be to God, who hath not forgotten to be gracious. Thursday, 9. This was a day of sweet peace to my soul. I went to dine with one Mr. L., and found him and his wife both serious. Preached in the evening with power. Wednesday, 10. I went to N.P.'s. It was a rainy morning, but a time of power to those who were present. In going fence to Mr. G.'s it was with great difficulty we crossed the water. The next morning I set off for Gunpowder Neck, but found the great falls very high. However I got there about one o'clock, and found it a good time while preaching the word of God. Friday, 12. Preached a funeral sermon at J.W.'s from Isaiah 57.1.2. The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth at the heart. And the merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come. He shall enter into peace. They shall rest in their beds, each one walking in his uprightness. This was a solemn time indeed. What melting and weeping there appeared among the people, there was scarce a dry eye to be seen. O, that it may not be as seed sown by the wayside. After preaching I rode to Mr. D.'s, and met with Brother K. and Brother W. and found myself abundantly comforted in their company. Lord's Day, 14. Preached at Bohemia. There were but few people though it was a melting time. Road then to S.H.'s, but was much shut up in preaching. Monday, 15. Found my mind this morning free to do the will of God, and was more than ever strengthened in prayer. But set out for Wharton to-day, with my mind depressed in such a manner as I hardly ever felt it before. In my journey my heart sunk within me, and I knew not why. At a certain Mr. D.'s, at the crossroads, many people who appeared to be strangers to the truth were waiting to hear the word. I stood at the door and declared, quote, The time is fulfilled, the kingdom of God is at hand, end quote. I spoke with great feeling, and exerted myself much, but could not get my spirit free. They persuaded me to stay all night, but it was as if I had been bound in chains. Tuesday, 16. Went to Ours, and found myself delivered from my shackles. But still my spirit is not altogether at home. It longs for God. I do humbly and confidently hope to live more to God than ever. Lord, keep me every moment. Wednesday, 17. Went down to the lower church, but with some backwardness of mind. However, there were many people here who were still and attentive, and I felt a melting sense of God in my own soul. Friday, 19. I spoke with power to many people at Newcastle. Went fenced to Wilmington, and spoke to a few people with great feeling. Lord, say, 21. But few attended at IHs because of the rain, but I felt myself greatly assisted. Went thence through the rain to Newport, where many people attended in the evening. They appeared to have very little sense of religious things. Monday, 22. Being a rainy day, we set out late for Marlboro. There was notwithstanding a large congregation waiting. Though unwell, I gave them an exhortation at night, and I.R. preached. He has been of some use to the people here. Tuesday, 23. My mind was serene, and I felt a nearness to God, a determination to live to him alone. Went to T.E.s, and felt much life while preaching to a large company there, but was afflicted with a violent pain in the head. Wednesday, 24. Many great people attended the preaching at Ws, and we had a comfortable time. Road tense to S.H.s. Many Quakers were present, and it was a moving season. I then went about twenty miles through wet weather and bad roads to Mr. T.E.s. The night was very dark. The road was through the woods, and it was late before we reached the place, but by the help of a good guide I got there safe at last. In all my ways thy hand I own, thy ruling providence I see, assist me still my course to run, and still direct my paths to thee. I was somewhat troubled to hear of Mr. W., who had printed some of Mr. Wesley's books for the sake of gain. This will not do. It does by no means look well. Friday, 26. Many young people attended, among others, at Christine Bridge, while I preached from Ecclesiastes 119. Rejoice, O young man, and thy youth, and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth. And walk in the ways of thy heart, and in the sight of thine eyes. But know thou, that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment." Deep seriousness sat on the faces of all, and the mouths of many gainsayers were, in a great measure, stopped. Saturday, 29. Road to Bohemia enlarged with a Presbyterian elder. The next day I preached in the schoolhouse, but these people who profess religion could scarce be serious during the time of preaching. Mr. B., and some other great opposers of our doctrine, were present at SHs at three o'clock. I therefore changed my purpose, and preached from 1 John 3, 23. And this is his commandment, that we should believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and love one another, as he gave us commandment. And I had a great hope that this was well received. Monday, 29. Road twenty miles to Susquehanna, and just got in, almost spent, time enough to preach at three o'clock. Hitherto the Lord hath helped me. Praised forever be his dear and blessed name. Tuesday, 30. A quarterly meeting began. After I had preached, we proceeded to business, and in our little conference the following queries were propounded, namely, 1. Are there no disorderly persons in our classes? It was thought not. 2. Does not dram drinking too much prevail among our people? 3. Do none contract debts without due care to pay them? We found that this evil is much avoided among our people. 4. Are the banned meetings kept up? 5. Is there nothing immoral in any of our preachers? 6. What preachers travel now, and where are they stationed? It was then urged that none must break our rules under the penalty of being excluded from our connection. All was settled in the most amicable manner. Mr. S. preached a good and useful sermon from Joel 2.17, Quote, Let the priests, the ministers of the Lord, Weep between the porch and the altar, end quote, etc. Many people were present at our love-feast, among whom were some strangers. But all were deeply serious, and the power of God was present indeed. Brother O. preached a very alarming sermon, and Brother S. gave a moving exhortation. The whole ended in great peace, and we all went in the strength of the Lord to our several appointments. Saturday 3. Preached at Baltimore, where we had a comfortable meeting. Lord's Day 4. I delivered a funeral discourse, but was much shut up in my mind. Went thence to the forest, and preached at seven o'clock with great comfort. Several rich people attended preaching the last three days, and did not seem displeased with the plain truths of the gospel. One or two persons here seem to be groaning for full redemption. My heart is grieved that I have not been entirely devoted to God, but have great reason to be thankful that I feel more and more desire after God. Thursday 8. I left Baltimore. J.K. and three exorters being present, we held a watch-night at peace, and the Lord was powerfully with us. Friday 9. Preached at Elz with power, but found it a heavy cross while preaching at Mr. G's. Lord's Day 11. Preached at Bohemia, but the people there seemed to be but little affected. Road-thence to S.H.'s, where many people attended, and I was enabled to speak with solemnity from Deuteronomy 3019. Quote, I have set before you life and death, end quote, etc. Went fence to Newcastle, but found them out of order. Then rode to Red Clay Creek, where I preached with power. Thursday 19. Many people came to hear the word at Mount Pleasant. Wednesday 14. Came very weary to Philadelphia, but the sight of my friends greatly revived me, and all seemed to be in peace. Tuesday proved to be a day of peace to my soul, part of which I spent in visiting the people. The next day I was employed in writing to England, and after preaching in the evening with power, I went to rest in sweet peace, and awoke in the morning in the same frame of mind. May this day be spent to the glory of God, and may my soul yet praise him more and more. On Wednesday, after spending part of the day in visiting, I preached in the evening from these words. Quote, So we see that they could not enter in, because of unbelief, end quote. And humbly hope it was not labor in vain. While unbelief, that destructive root of all other sin, was exposed to the people. On Thursday there was an appointment for me to preach in Newtown. Brother S and myself crossed the East River, but it was with difficulty that we obtained horses. We then attempted to proceed on our way, but it was a severe morning, with much snow and wind. The snow came full in our faces, so that after riding a few miles, we were lost in the storm, and imperceptibly turned our course back toward New York, which we never discovered till we overtook some people on the road. We then crossed the river back to the city, where I continued till Monday. Friday I preached at New York with these words. Quote, The Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble, end quote, and felt life and power in dispensing the word. On Saturday I visited the sick, and gave an exhortation to the people. Lord's Day 4 After preaching in the morning on Hebrews 12-15, I went in the afternoon to church, and heard Mr. E. preach a useful sermon. In the evening I preached with much freedom on Ecclesiastes 11-9. Quote, Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth, end quote, etc. The young people appeared deeply serious, made the blessing of the Lord attend it, and great fruit appeared in the time to come. The next day I rode to Bloomingdale and preached with satisfaction. I then returned home, and founded a blessing to labor in the vineyard of the Lord, both in season and out of season. On Tuesday morning my mind was clear, my heart was fixed on God, and Christ was precious. Bless the Lord, O my soul. New York is a large city and well situated for trade, but the streets and buildings are very irregular. The inhabitants are of various denominations, but nevertheless of a courteous and sociable disposition. There are several places of divine worship. The Episcopalians have three, the High Dutch one, the Low Dutch three, the Lutherans two, the French Protestants one, the Presbyterians two, the Ciceters one, the Baptists one, the Moravians one, the Methodists one, and the Jews one. The city abounds with inhabitants, but the exact number I could not ascertain. End of Section 6 Section 7 Wednesday the 7th My soul enjoyed great peace, and the day was partly spent in religious visits. The next day my mind was in the same comfortable frame, and holy thoughts of God, with strong desires to do all the things, with a single eye to his glory, as well as to follow his divine precepts, possessed my peaceful heart. Friday the 9th This day was, as yesterday, a day of peace, and it was with great satisfaction I preached in the evening, no cold, to a considerable number of people, on the much neglected duty of self-denial. Lord's Day the 11th I went through my morning exercises in church as usual, and in the afternoon heard Mr. C. preach a good sermon. But a more gay and undevout congregation I have seldom seen. They were talking, laughing, bowing, and trifling both with God and their minister, as well as with their own unawakened souls. On Tuesday I took my leave of New York, after preaching from Philippians 1-9, with an intention to spend some time on Staten Island, on my way to Philadelphia. During my stay on the island I preached several times, with power and satisfaction, but was sometimes greatly assaulted by Satan. Hitherto the Lord hath helped me. Glory to his name. He preserves and blesses my soul. He supplies me with all things necessary for the preservation and health of my body. May I be ever careful to please him, and devote all the powers of body and soul to his service. Thursday the 15th I preached for the first time on this visit in Philadelphia on Ruth 2-4. Many people attended, and the Lord filled my heart with holy gladness. All things are in peace here. From Saturday the 17th till Thursday the 22nd was spent in the jerseys, where I preached at different places, and often to large congregations. The Lord was frequently with me in mercy and power, and my heart was greatly enlarged. How I longed to be more holy, to live more with God and for God. Troubles encompass me about, but the Lord is my helper. Before my return to Philadelphia I had the pleasure of seeing the foundation laid of a new preaching house, 35 feet by 30. Then I returned and preached on Thursday evening, the Lord being with me. Friday the 23rd This morning my mind was in a calm and even frame, sweetly fixed on God as its prime object. But I greatly longed for more grace to receive esteem or disesteem with equal cheerfulness, to be something or nothing, as God would have me to be. My heart was at liberty while employed in speaking for God this evening. Tuesday the 27th The Lord has graciously assisted me in preaching every day, and my desires to be entirely devoted do still increase. But alas, what cause have I to mourn the want of life and zeal, both in public and private duties? Nevertheless, it is my determination to offer all I have to God. May He give me more to offer, and graciously accept the offering made. Had much conversation with A.W., but found Him unwilling to spend all His time in traveling. However, He agreed to take a part with I.K. So my intention is to send them to the upper part of the jerseys, where they may labor alternately, a fortnight at a time. Thursday the 29th Mr. S. has just come from England with strange accounts of their Calvinistic disputes. My mind is rather low, but serene and spiritual, and determined to follow Christ. How greatly do I long to die to every object which does not lead me to God! Blessed Master, hasten the time when I shall love Thee according to the full extent of that desire which Thou hast given me. Saturday the 31st This was a day of delightful rest to my soul. After preaching in the morning, I spent part of the day in visiting some souls in distress. In the evening I preached again on these words, cut it down, why combereth it the ground? My mind was much enlarged, perhaps to the offence of some, while showing the particular marks of such as do but cumber the ground in the Lord's vineyard. Lord's Day, May 2nd My soul was favoured, both yesterday and this morning, with delightful and intimate accesses to God. In preaching this morning from these words, try the spirits whether they be of God. I took occasion to show, first, that this is the duty of all that profess religion, and secondly, that they should bring their experience and practice to the word of God, to know if they be genuine. After preaching to a large congregation in the evening, I met the society, and thought it necessary to deal closely with the members. Thursday, the 6th After spending a few days in a country tour, preaching to many people at Goshen, Marlborough, and other places, with some assistance, I returned and preached in Philadelphia this evening, on the subject of the stony ground hearers. Some perhaps were displeased with me, but I must declare the whole council of God, and leave the event to him. This day a letter from Mr. Weasley came to hand, dated March 2nd, in which he informs me that the time of his coming over to America is not yet, being detained by the building of the new chapel. Lord's Day, the 9th My heart was much affected last evening, while many of the people felt the power of God, and this day my soul was filled with sweet peace. I had also the pleasure of hearing Mr. T. preach with great sensibility. Monday, the 10th Visiting several families today afforded me great comfort of mind, and in preaching this evening, with close application to those who pursue carefully more than heavenly pleasures, my soul was filled with peace. Travelling through the jerseys I met with W.B., a man who has a great regard for us, but seems to be too much taken up with worldly cares. But speaking faithfully and closely to him, I showed him the deceitfulness of riches, in producing a spirit of independence towards God, hardness of heart, and pride in its various forms, while they promise us safety and happiness. Thursday, the 13th Through much rain I returned, wet and weary, to Philadelphia, after having preached at several places in the jerseys, and sometimes with much freedom and power. Many people attended this evening, while I described an honest and good heart, under the similitude of the good ground which perceived the seed and brought forth fruit. This was free from the hardness of the wayside, from the shallowness of the stony ground, and from the obstructions of the thorny ground. The honesty of the heart appears in its conduct towards God, towards all mankind, and towards itself. As our Lord is pleased to denominate such a heart good, as well as honest, is it not very wrong for a Christian to say he has a bad heart? Is not all that the Holy Ghost produces good? And so far as that blessed spirit has changed the heart of a believer, is it not good? Through the unmerited grace of God, I have no desire to seek anything but him, and that which may lead me to him. Lord's Day, the 16th In preaching this morning from Genesis 18-19, I strongly enforced the great necessity of relative duties, and very pointedly pressed the same in meeting the society at night. Monday, the 17th All this day I was very unwell with a sore throat, and violent pain in my head. But I, k, providentially came in and supplied my place. My indisposition continued also on Tuesday, so that I had but little power to read or think. But on Wednesday I found myself, through mercy, much better. Although my body is weak, my soul is strong in the grace of God. May my heart, my lips, my hands, my life, my strength, my all be constantly devoted to God. Monday, the 24th Sweet peace pervaded my soul, and my whole heart desired, prayed, longed, and panted to live a more spiritual life by faith in the blessed Son of God. In the evening I preached from Isaiah 62-6. I have set watchmen, etc., and took occasion, first, to show that the Lord calls, authorizes, and qualifies all faithful ministers. Secondly, delineated their character as watchmen. Thirdly, observed that they were to keep watch on the walls. Fourthly, the duties enjoined, they shall not hold their peace, keep not silence. While opening this passage, the Lord greatly comforted my soul. The next morning I expatiated on Canticles 1-7, and considered, first, the address, Tell me, O thou whom my soul loveth. Secondly, the request, where thou fetest, etc. This denotes the sincere desire of a true believer, in the time of division or persecution, or general declension of true piety. Thirdly, the humble query, Why should I be as one that turneth aside by the flocks of thy companions? This indicates a fear of being exposed to false teachers, who name the name of Christ, but deny him in experience, doctrine, and practice. How fearful is a pious soul of turning aside as a forlorn neglected creature, exposed to the malice and designs of devils and ungodly men. Glory to God! Notwithstanding all the assaults of Satan, my soul is preserved in peace, and my heart is fixed, trusting in the Lord. My chief desire is to be found obedient and faithful at all times, and all occasions. Thursday, the 27th. My text was Isaiah 23, 16. He shall dwell on high, his place of defense shall be the munition of rocks, etc. First, I inquired to whom this promise is made. Secondly, how he shall dwell on high, high in faith, love, and church privileges, above the power of Satan, the world, and all dangers, so that none of them shall injure his soul. Thirdly, his defense shall be the munition of rocks. Christ shall be the rock of his defense, and the love, truth, faithfulness, mercy, and power of God shall enclose him on every side. Fourthly, his bread shall be given him. All things needful for life and godliness. Friday, the 28th. It was a gracious season at intercession today. My soul was favored with love and power. Monday, the 31st. I went to Germantown and preached with the freedom and comfort to a large congregation assembled in the Dutch Presbyterian Church. I take God from my sufficient portion, and Christ is all in all to me. Tuesday, June 1st. This day my soul was under gracious exercises, and went out in ardent desires after God. He has engrossed all my affections, and my heart is taken up with him. Thursday, the 3rd. To my great comfort arrived Mr. R., Mr. S., Mr. Y., and Captain W. Mr. R. preached a good sermon on these words. I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it. He will not be admired as a preacher, but as a disciplinarian. He will fill his place. Lord's Day, the 6th. After preaching both yesterday and this morning at Burlington, I went to church in order to receive the sacrament. But the parson gave us a strange discourse full of inconsistency and railery. Leaving him to answer for his own conduct, I took no further notice of it, but preached at night from these words, the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God, etc., and showed, first, what the things of the Spirit of God are. Secondly, described the natural man. And thirdly, showed how they appear to be foolishness to him, and that he cannot know them by the strength of his natural or acquired abilities. The little society in Burlington appears to be in a comfortable and prosperous state. On my way to Trenton, I met AW on the road. We stopped at a house, and in the course of conversation, I found he was much dejected in his mind. But before we parted, he appeared to be somewhat comforted. Many people attending the preaching at Trenton, though the notice was but short. Thursday, the 10th. My soul has been much assaulted lately by Satan, but by the grace of God it is filled with divine peace. My heart thirsteth for God, even for the living God. I wrote to Mr. Wesley today, and in the evening addressed my discourse chiefly to the young people. May the Lord apply it to their hearts. Friday, the 11th. Mr. R came to Trenton. After dinner and prayer, we set off together for Princeton. On Saturday we reached New York, and our friends there having previous notice of our coming kindly met us on the dock where we landed. The sight of Mr. W, with some other concurring circumstances, affected Mr. R so that he appeared to be rather cast down in his mind. Lord's Day, the 13th. I preached this morning to a considerable number of people. Mr. R found his spirits raised and was much comforted. In the afternoon Mr. R, Captain W, Mr. W and myself went to St. Paul's Church and received the sacrament. At night Mr. R dispensed the word of truth with power. It reached the hearts of many, and they appeared to be much quickened. Monday, the 14th. Many were present while I preached from 2 John 4. I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in truth. The Lord favours me with great discoveries of my defects and unfaithfulness. But, blessed be God, my soul is humbled under these discoveries. My soul panteth for more of the divine nature. When shall I be fully conformed to his blessed will? I received a letter this day from that venerable Father in Christ, Mr. Wesley. Wednesday, the 16th. Captain W set out for Albany, an eye for New Rochelle. On Thursday Mr. L preached at Mr. D's, on these words, To them that have obtained like precious faith with us. He spoke plainly and much to the purpose, though he did not show the necessity of assurance. We had some free and friendly conversation afterward, in which I gave him to understand how we hold this point, that as assurance is suspended on an evangelical act of faith by which we apply the merits of Jesus Christ for the removal of our guilt, and that we then receive the testimony of the Spirit. Romans 8, 16. Lord's Day, the 20th. Satan, that malicious enemy of mankind, is frequently striving to break my peace. And the Lord graciously shows me all my involuntary defects, so that my soul is bowed down as in the dust. But Christ is precious, and the Spirit of all grace comforts my heart. This day I preached three times at Mr. D's. The word reached the hearts of many, with divine power. Our labors here have not been in vain. Many have a relish for religious exercises, and experience the spiritual benefit of frequently meeting together in the name of the Lord. My intention is to form a society here. Monday, the 21st. While preaching at Mr. B's, the Lord favored me with sweet liberty, and there was no small moving amongst the people. Several seemed willing to meet in society here also. Tuesday, the 22nd. I received an account of the case of S.D. She is about sixteen years of age, and has been lately brought under serious and deep concern for the salvation of her soul. A few days after, she was taken ill, and was frequently troubled with fits, which, while they were on her, deprived her of her reason. About three days after she was taken ill, she was justified by faith, and had peace with God. She continued weakly in body about five weeks, but fasted, prayed, and sang to the astonishment of all about her. After her recovery, she manifested a sound conversion. She had a settled peace, was conscientiously serious, meek, and patient in all her conduct, and the Word of God was precious food to her soul. Wednesday, the 23rd. After preaching with some power on these words, blessed are they that hear the words of God, and keep it. I joined a few in society, and then set off for New York. I called on Mr. B. in my way, who renewed his former kindness, and treated me with great cordiality. On my return to New York, I found Mr. R. had been well employed in settling matters pertaining to the society. This afforded me great satisfaction, and more especially the revival of religion, which has lately taken place in this city. Saturday, the 26th. Having preached a few times in New York, since my return, I set off for Staten Island. But the heat was so extremely powerful that I stopped at my old friend J.W.'s, and on the Lord's Day heard Mr. P., a Presbyterian minister, preach twice, but thought he was too metaphysical and superficial. In the evening I preached in Mr. W.'s yard, from Hebrews 5.12, ye have need that one teach you again, which be the first principles and the oracles of God. My mind is filled with the peace of God, and is drawn out in love to him and all mankind. Blessed be the Lord. Monday, the 28th. While preaching today on Isaiah 62.6, Mr. P., the minister, made one of the congregation. After service we had some conversation on religious subjects. He had imbibed that absurd scheme of Mr. B.'s, namely that we are born again before we repent and believe. How strange that any man should suppose the effect is produced before the instrumental causes exist. But, by the grace of God, none of these things shall move me from the gospel plan of salvation. Glory to God. He blesses me with the graces and comforts of his Holy Spirit in my own soul. The next day Mr. P. attended preaching again. I had lent him Mr. Fletcher's second check. He approved the latter part, though not of the first. He made the truth of God spread here and in every place. He had some serious conversation with Mr. D. and his wife. They both seemed to have desires to be instructed in the ways of God, but the people in these parts appear in general to be ignorant of their own hearts, and are in danger of resting in the superficial knowledge of religion without the power. Wednesday, the 30th. Preached at the house of A.W., to more people than were expected, and my soul had near and sweet access to God, being filled with that peace which passeth all understanding. Thursday, July 1st. Set off for New York, and having a tedious passage over the North River, I spent some time in serious conversation with two men in the boat, and hope it was not in vain. Then I came safe to York, and preached from Habakkuk III, too. O Lord, revive thy work in the midst of the years. On Friday arrived the sorrowful news of the destruction of Mr. Whitefield's orphan house. As there was no fire in the house, it was supposed to have been set on fire by lightning, which had been in the morning, as some say, accompanied with a sulfurous smell. It broke out in a rapid flame, about seven or eight o'clock at night, and consumed the whole building, except the two wings. Lord's Day, the 4th. Many people attended preaching both morning and night. In our love feast today, many were touched to the heart, and some were greatly comforted. Lord, let it not be as the morning dew. On Monday, my soul was in a delightful frame. My peace flowed as a river. I had power to resist every temptation of Satan before it could disturb my mind, and my heart was sweetly drawn out in love to all men. Tuesday, the 6th. Having reason to fear that I had been rather too much elevated, my heart was humbled before the Lord, and was now fixed on him as its all-sufficient good. When shall I appear before him? Wednesday, the 7th. My soul is happy under a comfortable sense of God. May his grace always enable me to devote myself without reserve to him. The power of God was present while I preached today, behind the barracks, to a number of soldiers and others. Afterward, I met a class. And preached again in the evening. But my spirit has been grieved by the faults and deceitful do-ings of some particular persons. Blessed be God. All are not so. Some are faithful. But what is the chaff to the wheat? One undertook to reprove me, because I went in at a quarter after eight, and came out at twenty minutes after nine. What reason have I to be thankful? That this is the worst man can reprove me for. Oh, that I had more zeal to preach the word in season and out of season. Friday, the 9th. After intercession, I went to see Mr. L. Mr. S., Mr. W., and myself were charged with winking at the follies of some. We had a little debate on the subject, and Mr. L. was pleased to say, he did not know, but the church door would be shut against me, and that some persons would not suffer matters to go on so. He moreover told me, the preacher's gifts were taken away. How dangerous it is to be addicted to pride and passion, going from house to house, speaking perverse things. Saturday, the 10th. After preaching this evening, I enjoyed reading a book. I was blessed with a lively sense of God's gracious presence. On the Lord's Day, I preached twice with great plainness to a large number of people, and then set off in company with Mr. J. towards Philadelphia. Came safe to the city on Thursday, but did not find such perfect harmony as I could wish for. On the evening of Saturday, I went to see Mr. J., Mr. S., Mr. W., and myself were charged with winking at the follies of some. Wednesday, the 14th. Our general conference began, in which the following propositions were agreed to. One. The old Methodist doctrine and discipline shall be enforced and maintained amongst all our societies in America. Two. Any preacher who acts otherwise cannot be retained amongst us as a fellow laborer in the vineyard. Three. No preacher in our connection shall be permitted to administer the ordinances at this time, except Mr. S., and he under the particular direction of the assistant. Four. No person shall be admitted, more than once or twice, to our love feasts or society meetings without becoming a member. Five. No preacher shall be permitted to reprint our books without the approbation of Mr. Wesley and the consent of his brethren, and that R.W. shall be allowed to sell what he has but reprint no more. Six. Every assistant is to send an account of the work of God in his circuit to the general assistant. There were some debates amongst the preachers in this conference relative to the conduct of some who had manifested a desire to abide in the cities and live like gentlemen. Three years out of four have been already spent in the cities. It was also found that money had been wasted, improper leaders appointed, and many of our rules broken. Friday. The sixteenth. I set off for Chester and had a comfortable time in preaching. Mrs. W. and two young women in her house appeared to be under some religious concern. May the Lord make bare his holy arm and revive his glorious work. I understand that some dissatisfied persons in New York threatened to shut the church door against Mr. R. If they should be bold enough to take this step, we shall see what the consequence will be and no doubt but the Lord will bring all their evil deeds to light. Oh, that it may be for the salvation of their precious souls. End of Section 7 Recording by Jordan Hazelrig Section 8 of Journal of the Reverend Francis Asbury Volume 1 This is a LibriVox recording. While LibriVox recordings are in the public domain, for more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org Recording by Kathleen Journal of the Reverend Francis Asbury Volume 1 Section 8 Lord's Day 18 My soul has enjoyed great peace this week, in which I have rode near 100 miles since my departure from Philadelphia and have preached often and sometimes great salinity has rested on the congregation. On Monday, Brother Y rode in company with me to Mr. S's, where I preached with sweet freedom and of people. We took friendly counsel together, and our time was profitably and comfortably spent. On Tuesday morning my heart was still with the Lord and my peace flowed as a river. Glory be given to God. On Wednesday, at Newcastle the company was but small though great power attended the word. Perhaps the Lord will yet visit this people, though at present too many of them appear to be devoted to pride, vanity and folly. But through abundant mercy my heart is devoted to God and to his work, all that it may never depart from him. I received a letter from my dear brother, W, written in Ireland with his usual plainness and honesty of heart. Thursday I came to our teas when the Lord enabled me to press home the word on the consciences of the people many of whom had never heard us before. Set off the next day for Susquehanna and met with I.R., who gave me an account of considerable prospect of the work of God in Kent. In the evening we came, very wet and weary, to I.D.'s. We were kindly entertained and soon forgot our fatigue and pains. Lord's Day 25, I first preached in this neighborhood and then rode hard to reach the year Creek in time was very unwell with a violent headache, but after preaching to many people and meeting a large class, I felt myself much recovered. Thus the Lord graciously helped me. My soul is filled with peace and drawn out in love to God and man. Monday 26, my heart is fixed, trusting in the Lord and fully bent through grace to obey his holy will. How sweet is the peace and how great is the power with which the Lord blessed me. Part of the forenoon was spent in settling the class. Then Brother W rode with me to S.L.'s, where I met two more classes and found them in a prosperous way. Then rode back to H.W.'s in great peace and the next day I found the class increased in number at S.L.'s. Preached also in the evening and found it a comfortable time, the young women in the house seemed determined to seek the salvation of their souls. Wednesday 28, R.W. set off with me for his house, but before we rode far a violent clap of thunder which appeared to be just over my head shook every limb in my body and frightened my horse so much that I found it fatal, but my body and mind soon recovered the shock and my soul was comforted. Thus we see, dangers stand thick through all the ground to push us to the tomb, but the Lord is the preserver of all that put their trust in him. Glory be given to God for ever. Thursday 29 met the class at J.P.'s in gunpowder neck and found the enemy had attempted to get in amongst them but through their vigilance and the grace of God he was repelled and could gain no admittance. On Thursday I intended to go to Baltimore but was prevented by a lameness in one of my feet so my time was spent at J.P.'s. The Lord hath done great things for the people in this neighborhood. Many of them are very happy in religion and so thirsting for full salvation. On Saturday, J.K. met me. I attempted to speak a little in public but was afterward very unwell and had a troublesome pain in my head. However, I was unable to preach the next day with some clergy. Monday, August 2 we began our quarterly meeting. After our temporal business was done, I read a part of our minutes to see if Brother S would conform but he appeared to be inflexible. He would not administer the ordinances under our direction at all. Many things were said on the subject and a few of the people took part with him. At the conclusion of our quarterly meeting on Tuesday we had a comfortable season and many were refreshed especially in the love feast. On Wednesday I set out for Baltimore but was taken very sick on the road. However, I pursued my way sometimes through hard rain and heavy thunder and preached in Baltimore on Thursday in Mrs. Tribulet's New House which she freely lent for that purpose. There appeared to be a considerable moving under the word after preaching the next morning at the point. I went to see a woman once happy in several respects but now under distressing circumstances. Her husband was driven from her and she was left with four children for three months. Many people in general attend the preaching in Baltimore especially after we have been long enough in town for the inhabitants to receive full knowledge of our being there. And I have a great hope that the Lord will do something for the souls in this place. Though the little society has been rather neglected for want of proper persons to lead them. I rode to Patapsco Knack and after preaching the class to some order Nathan Burraig told me he had been grieved by some who had manifested to great affordedness to speak in public. I then returned to Baltimore and went then to Black River Neck where I found contention in the class but through grace was unable to bring them to peace and order. Then I went to Charles Herrimans and settled two classes in that neighborhood while preaching there. The Lord favored us with a lively and profitable season. My mind has lately been much tortured with temptations but the Lord has stood by and delivered me. Oh my God when will my trials end? At death Lord be ever with me and save me or my soul must perish at last but my trust is still in God that he will ever help me to conquer all my foes. Preached and met the society on Wednesday at Joseph Pressberry's and on Thursday set off for Kent County but was troubled with a very uncommon pain in my head. In public worship at Mr. G's a serious negro was powerfully struck and though he made but little noise yet he trembled so exceedingly that the very house shook. I then rode to Mr. H and was kindly entertained. Here we saw a little woman with neither hands nor feet yet she could walk, card, spin, sew, and knit. And her heart rejoiced in God her Savior but what is she at this time? Friday, 13 the Spirit of Holy Peace reigns in my heart. Glory be given to God. I received information today of WF who had threatened stone one of our preachers but was taken sick and died in a few days also of another person who had been under conviction for sin but resisting and shaking it off he left the house and died in the dark speaking evil of the ways of God likewise of Mrs. H who was under conviction from the Spirit of God but going from the house and indulging a trifling spirit she soon after died. Thus it seems when men slight the mercies of God he visits them with his judgments. The congregation today at Mr. G was very large but they looked like fat bulls of Bushan though they sat pretty still while I endeavored to prove that the Spirit doctrine, sufferings and practice of the Holy Apostles are exemplified in the people of God at this time. The Lord favored me with freedom and power as also in the evening at Mr. H on Saturday a multitude of people attended the preaching of the word and the Lord was with us of a truth. Lord's Day 15 for some time past the Lord has blessed me with abundant peace and love but my soul longs for all the fullness of God as far as it is attainable by man oh when shall it once be shall my soul be absorbed in purity and love. The congregation assembled under a tree at Mr. G and in the time of the first prayer a woman fell down and lay there all the time of the sermon. The people here appear to be much affected with prejudice against I are. They will not bear with his rough address but I know not what to do with him. If some other preacher could visit them in his dead perhaps the work of God would prosper much better but most of the society appear to be under a genuine work of grace though a few of their cases are doubtful. The clerk of the church desired to be present in the class meeting and was considerably affected. Tuesday 17 After preaching to a number of people at Mr. H I was much delighted with the simple account of the work of God related and experienced by T L who I believe is saved from indwelling sin. He was born at Thornsbury near Bristol in England and came over to America about 19 or 20 years ago. He was first brought to God in gunpowder neck and was soon after in great distress for purity of heart. He said he prayed and wept till his tears lay in small lakes on the floor but was at last suddenly filled with spiritual glory. He was blessed with wonderful communications of peace and love. He appeared to be a holy, serious, happy man and artless without coloring so that there is no room to doubt but it is a genuine work of God. Wednesday 18 Several friends both men and women accompanied me to the bay and when we came to the water side we kneeled down and prayed recommending each other to the grace of God. Thursday 19 I felt myself unwell but my heart longs to overflow with love to God. My resolution is through grace to make a total and perpetual surrender of myself to him and his service. At DR on Friday many people attended to hear the word which was dispensed with some power but my soul longs and pants for more of God. My heart rejoices in God but I am troubled with too much freedom of temper which may proceed from a great flow of animal spirits but it has the appearance of levity. I longed to be so guarded as to have a solemn constant sense of the omnipresent God resting on my mind. Saturday 21 F H invited me home with him and called to CRD but found him too wise for me to do him much good. Road to HW and preached with life and power from the first Psalm and afterward met the class, preached on the Lord's Day at HW in the morning at 5 at SL at 10 and at SF in the evening. My soul has been kept in tranquility and peace. Tuesday 24 my heart swells with strong desire to live to God and to trust constantly in him that he may direct my paths. I, I, an honest old friend, came to hear me. Oh, that names and parties were done away, that Christians were all but one body, that pure love might reign alone in every heart. Lord, hasten the happy and desirable period. Wednesday 25 my body was very weak but my soul was strengthened and blessed with a delightful sense of God while preaching to a large congregation at Mr. B and I afterward met the class. God is the portion of my soul and to do his will is my constant desire and determination. I spoke with two exorters at Mr. C and gave them license to act in that character. Friday 27 at Mr. C we had a comfortable time and the work of God seems to be reviving there. St. is still haunting my mind but the Lord gives me power to resist him and keeps me in constant peace. On Saturday all my soul was love no desire for anything but God had place in my heart keep me, oh Lord in this delightful blessed frame. This day I met he, E, who has set out to preach but I am doubtful of his call. D, R who lodged with me tonight is under great exercises of mind from a conviction that it is his duty to preach he ventured to open his mind to me on the subject after he was in bed and so exceedingly was he agitated that the bed shook under him while he was relating the exercises of his mind. Lord's day, after preaching at Mr. O's in the morning and at Mr. E's in the afternoon I rode thence to town under heavy exercises of mind. Surely there will be good done here or the place must be given up. On Monday I spent part of my time in reading Poole's account of the downfall of antichrist. Lord, hasten the time while preaching this evening in town there was a gracious moving amongst the people. On Tuesday I rode to Mr. D's where a few attended and I trust not in vain then returned to town groaning in spirit. I was in company with Brother W and Brother S on Wednesday but was much distressed on account of so few preachers well qualified for the work and so many who are forward to preach without due qualifications. My foolish mind felt rather disposed to murmuring pride and discontent Lord pardon me and grant me more grace. The next day my conscience checked me for the appearance of levity. How seriously should we consider the presence of the deity and ever remember that we must render an account of all our conduct. Friday, September 3 after enjoying a comfortable season with a few friends at Mr. H's about 12 miles from Baltimore I preached at 4 o'clock at Mr. A's in Middle River Neck where there is a good prospect and lodged with M.A whose heart the Lord hath touched and on Saturday returned to town Lord's Day 5 in the morning I preached to town and then at the point where the people seemed more attentive the Lord returned to town and preached at night to a large congregation It is a matter of great grief to me to see the inhabitants of this town so much devoted to pride, spiritual idolatry and almost every species of sin. Lord visit them yet in tender mercy to reform and save their souls On Monday I went to visit W.L. in Patapsco Neck How is the scene changed there? He is no more ashamed of the truth as it is in Jesus His wife has lately experienced great agonies of soul and was, in a wonderful manner, delivered being filled with the peace and love of God. This, by the mercy of God, has produced a gracious effect on his heart The next day he accompanied me to G.P.'s and thence to Gunpowder Neck where we had a comfortable time hitherto the Lord hath helped. Wednesday, 8 I crossed Bush River and then rode to I.D. My heart was filled with peace and power, but what sore conflicts have attended me I am weary of all that is wrong within me Lord purify my heart make me holy thine and fill me with all the fullness of thy love. The next day I visited F.H. who treated me kindly. We entered into a close conversation on religious subjects, but I found he had been reading Mr. M. Mystery of Errors more than the Gospel. He has some good qualities, but how weighty is his charge. He has a family of not less than 80 souls under his care. They were collected in the evening to join in prayer and receive a word of exhortation I rode to Deer Creek on Friday and had a refreshing season as also at Henry Waters in the evening at 4 o'clock. The Lord is still my friend and fills me with peace and pure desire. Monday, 13 found it necessary on a particular occasion to go to Pipe Creek and while preaching to a large number of people at Richard O. Wings the power of the Lord was present. My mind has been much stayed on God for some time past and my body has fell but little weariness, though on some days I have preached four times came to William Lynch's and found Mr. L. in spiritual trouble, but I hope the Lord will soon deliver him and give him the oil of joy for mourning. Glory to God my mind is kept in sweet peace and deeply engaged in every duty. Preached on Thursday at Mr. L's and there appeared to be some little awakenings amongst the people. Thence rode to Nathan Barriggs. He appears to be a man that fears God in some degree but is very stiff and in some things full of self-will my mind was as it were in chains while preaching at Mr. H's but my soul was greatly blessed while dispensing the word to a large congregation at Mr. A's in Middle River Neck. There is a prospect of good being done by the grace of God in this place after preaching on Saturday with freedom and satisfaction to a number of people in gunpowder neck I was taken very unwell and after a very restless night with much profuse sweating I rose in the morning exceedingly indisposed and in much weakness of body went through the public duties of the day but the Lord was graciously with me both in preaching and society meeting Monday 20 my soul was refreshed with the love of God how do I long for a mind thoroughly refined filled with perfect purity and constantly devoted to God the prospect and hope of this frequently transports my soul Lord hasten the blessed period let all my soul be swallowed up in love I have lately been to Mr. W on the ruin and recovery of man he is a judicious writer in the main and generally illustrates his subjects well but some of his sentiments relative to infants I think are very exceptional Tuesday 21 I crossed the bay in company with a few friends to Kent County after a good passage we reached the shore sat down to rest and refresh ourselves and then joined in prayer we walked to John Randalls where we were informed of the opposition which one of our preachers met with but the work is the Lord's and they that oppose his work oppose his omnipotence on Tuesday my soul was kept in peace and rest after preaching with some comfort I was seized with a quartan ague which was attended with much pain in my back Mr. Kennard asked me home and treated me with much civility and kindness I now read Smollett's description of the Methodists and cannot wonder that his readers who have no personal knowledge of them should treat the Methodists with contempt but the day is coming when everyone will appear in his true colors and be constrained to render an account of all his conduct to God the high fever and heavy sweats were my companions in the night and the next morning I was too unwell to speak in prayer but I ventured to ride in a carriage as far as Mr. Henson's in the afternoon Thursday 23 at Mr. Henson's the Lord was with me while preaching from Acts 14 10 observing in JR the odious appearance of speaking to freely of absent persons I felt a sense of my own imprudence and saw both the propriety and necessity of retaining every such matter in my own breast till an opportunity may offer of conversing with the person immediately concerned face to face Lord pardon me in everything that is wrong in the least degree and grant me more fortitude and evangelical wisdom may come Friday 24 my trials and exercises have been somewhat peculiar may the God of mercy communicate more abundant power and love though this was the day in course for my agoo to return I preached to a small, serious congregation with inward power my agoo came on afterward with a severe pain in my back I drove off the cold fit by walking and running to bed in a high fever the next morning my frame felt weak but my heart was sweetly resigned Saturday 25 while preaching to a large company at Mr. Gibbs we had a moving, melting time after preaching at 9 o'clock the next morning at the same place I went to church and thought the minister intended to point at me by speaking against idleness and people who follow an unwarrantable employment and doing what they have no business with but can any employment be more unwarrantable than the charge of souls without any real concern for their salvation and bad as idleness is it is far preferable to leading immortal souls astray the world can judge whether he is most like an idle man who reads a dry meringue every lord's day or he who toils and labors both day and night to save the souls of men but these things I leave with the lord many people attended my preaching in the evening while I took occasion from 2nd Corinthians 5 20 to show amongst other things the evangelical mission and life of a true ambassador of Christ Monday we crossed the bay on the shores of crespberries my agoo coming on I went to bed in great torture and thought my frame could not long endure it my body is greatly weakened by this disorder and perhaps I shall be dumb for a season either for my own unfaithfulness or the unfaithfulness of the people may the lord fortify my soul with patience Thursday 30 though very weak and low with a good opportunity life and liberty at Daniel roughs Friday October 1 I was exceedingly ill at Mr.D's and now began to think my traveling would be interrupted this is my greatest trouble and pain to forsake the work of God and to neglect the people with spiritual interest and salvation I seek with my whole soul the next day finding myself too weak to travel I sent brother E in my place and must content myself to abide here a while where they treat me with the greatest care and kindness my present purpose is if the Lord spares and raises me up to be more watchful and circumspect in all my ways oh lord remember me in mercy and brace up my feeble soul end of section 8