 It's about a big stretch. Good boy. Oh So cute question guys. What do you think of this bread winning housewife blanket for like a winter drop? To another week in my life vlog my Uber has just arrived. I like hate making people wait for me and granted I mean he's early and it's a two minute wait, but like I hate it. So anyways, I'm in a rush Hacking my carry-on. I have my bags packed much of bringing two suitcases Which is actually the first one I've ever done that by the way. I just set is Zara So cute my first time ever doing that, but I just had a lot of looks that I need to do I'm a Nashville for work for the week and then I have some friends meeting me this weekend It drama is actually one of them and then it's bunch of Dallas girls So I probably will vlog only cuz drama is there. I normally don't really vlog my like Dallas social life But I think I might that might be another vlog I'm going to Nashville one of my favorite cities the only place that I would live besides Dallas and honestly like New York These way face masks are the best thing ever. I have my cute. Oh kind. Hope these will be available When we launch which is an April which is so crazy. Anyways, I'm off to the airport. We're going to Nashville for the week Subscribe. Okay. Bye. All right guys. I finally got to my hotel room. This music needs to stop playing There's not a closet or like any storage at all though. I'm about to walk to get food I'm so hungry, but there is not a closet or anything which is Unfortunate because I like to be really organized especially when I'm here for work So I'll have to free that I want to get back, but I'm staying at the boat here. I am off the flight I'm really hot in the south that honestly, but like I don't know if I'm gonna change this is not a closet This just opens to look another door that's blocked off for the next unit then over here The bathroom is really it nice and cute here. I am that's gonna be nice to have all my stuff laid out here And then the actual tub itself is so cute has little bowed products here love this for me So anyways, I'm just gonna have to get organized unpack and work when I get home But I'm gonna go get some barbecue and read my Kindle and eat by myself and begin a marg or something It was actually a long travel day. My flight got delayed a bit, but this is the look currently I just wish I had a closet. I know that's like not a big deal, but I just have to be organized Or I'll get stressed so we figured that out tonight like how cute is this place the sidebars open on weekends? My food is arrived. I got it for a sandwich fries pie Margarita, I forgot my Kindle so not as fun. All right. I had it two outfits delivered here This one is so beautiful. They brought from Zara. The problem is it's just kind of hot here It's good in quarter this weekend and I realized it was gonna be hot during the week So we'll see I'm gonna try them on and then I have this blue like a suit set I just love a good suit set. I mean nothing makes you feel better So I guess we'll see I'm only recording two tomorrow I don't know. This is so cute and I have like the perfect shoes for it too. Okay, so I love this I don't know which top for sure. I'm gonna wear underneath it. I just have the skims bra on I wear these every day I'll link them below the best bras ever. I mean, it's just so cute Also, I will say like the actual inside of these pants is so cozy like these pants as a whole just fit So well, I mean I love them. I just cannot believe how well they fit so cute also Incredible pants beautiful color. I love it. I thought it was gonna be more of like an electric blue It's definitely more of like a deep navy, but I still love it. It's so cute I just showered and I have a sheet mask on I've been using this one from finish I cannot take myself seriously and my skin has been really acting up I have some breakouts, which is fine. Like obviously happens to everyone but just on camera all week So kind of annoying so I'm just gonna do this and then probably for the next six hours So continue to episode prop and just make sure everything is set We're good to go I'm also gonna put natural on because I haven't rewatching it I know that's probably really cheesy because I'm a national but like it really is probably my favorite show of all time So besides Friday night lights and one tree hell all of it kind of some sort of similar vibe Actually, what do you guys think is a similar vibe between those three shows? They almost just like feel like home almost I don't really know how to describe it other than like they give you kind of similar vibes a little bit And it's not that Connie Britain isn't Friday night lights in Nashville I mean one tree help up more so in Friday night lights to now show it still all right Anyway, it's my skim swajamas, of course Good morning guys. I'm about to head off to dry bar. My Uber is on the way I'm staying in an area. That's like pretty walkable. The only thing that is it is my dry bar. So it's like seven I'm currently downloading videos and stuff. Obviously. I'm still working But I think my kind of I was gonna work there this morning But I kind of just want to read and maybe I'll work on my phone I just don't want to carry stuff right now. So that's what we have here I'm wearing a year of ours set like Nike's that I love all linked them because I wear them all the time And this is actually an ancient of sweater. I'm a magic said and then obviously my bloating on the bag And we are off. Let's get my breakouts. I think they have gotten better Like they definitely went down a little bit over the night like those are kind of chicken pox It's the weirdest thing ever. I need to go back to when I had glowing clear skin. I missed those days I have my hair blown out and let me just tell you do I feel like a different woman getting your hair done It's truly the best feeling in the entire world. So anyways, it's 930. I'm getting my makeup done in 11 So I'm actually going to get some work done and I'll catch up with you guys then But let me just tell you I get the Cosmo tie by the way when I blow up to blow up to dry bar It's my fave the last the longest for me to I have my outfit for today picked out I think I'm gonna wear this Zara suit. The thing is like I can't steam this because it's like pleather, right? I think it's gonna be fine And then I'm gonna wear that skim stop this material of this t-shirt It's just like the best thing ever I'm obviously the biggest like skims fan in general, but this t-shirt specifically is like incredible It's really interesting like now that I have clothing around I'm always checking what it is But whatever it is, it is incredible my favorite heels and right now To just pump myself up. I'm about to play Taylor Swift's reputation stadium tour Which just always puts me in the best mood. How do I do that? This is like my favorite makeup ever really Love it guys. I know I keep getting my makeup done I'm just been busy few weeks, but I just got my makeup done by makeup by back You can't even tell on camera like how incredible she did. She's so nice because you're ever in Nashville or really I mean it gets anywhere probably you could hire her. I will have her Instagram linked below I also just got more hairspray Delivered to the hotel because I felt like my curls were kind of falling a little bit too fast Like I love this makeup look there's nothing that makes you feel better than getting your hair and makeup done You know I'm gonna eat lunch. I just got Kaba delivered. I'm by myself now I think I'm going to eat my food and then get dressed and then I'm heading over to the studio in about an hour Just to get there a little bit early today. We're recording with Jason Tardik and Riley Irvin So excited for that. I've got I think like seven for sure recordings this week Sometimes things are just up in the air just love my makeup truly I got like a really random order because I don't know I've only been here once it was so good We have it in Dallas I just like never go and I don't know if it's gonna be good because I got the most random thing ever I just like clicked on stuff. Okay, honestly, that looks incredible. So love that for me. I also got some lemonade I love lemonade. This is my outfit. The lighting in this room is not the best So I feel like I'm not giving you the best outfit of the day I have my Zara suit on my skims t-shirt revolve heels. These are amazing. Last I checked. They were out of style I'll see if I can link them. Here's an overview for whatever reason. I got really anxious sometimes if I eat food That's like a little bit spicy even though I love spicy food and I'm like kind of stressed or something I don't know like I just get anxious. So I did a 10-minute medication medication Meditation it actually really helped. I'm not the biggest meditator, but I'm going to be now. All right So here's my outfit I'm actually about to walk over to the studio and get going. I'm getting there a little bit early today Cuz I want to like show me around first. I have two recordings and then I'm done today Wow guys, okay, we need to chat a little bit of an update today was a shit show Honestly, so I get to the studio our first recording was pushed back a little bit and then long story short We're like ready to record and then they had to cancel there We just go to for tomorrow so I get ended up working out and like things happen whatever but we're there And I'm like, okay fine whatever like it sucks obviously when I like fly out here like it is a pain But it's like, you know things happen that are out of my control out of their control Whatever it's not a big deal and it got reached out to tomorrow. It's like totally fine. And then the next recording we had Again, it was just like a mistake miss communication I guess they thought it was like virtual and it obviously is like in studio So then they ended up it was Mallory Irving who literally is an angel. It was just miss communication She got up and drove like 30 minutes and like has so much going on has like a flight at 5 a.m Tomorrow and just like an angel kicked it out of the park an incredible episode So it's at the studio for like three extra hours that I needed to be but it's okay Things like that happened at the next two days. I have three episodes each So in Mallory's episode was absolutely incredible. So anyways, I'm back I changed I'm wearing jeans and my revolve heels In Julia and Hunter made us a dinner rise. So I'm gonna go meet them for dinner. I'm so excited to see them I haven't seen them since they moved to Mashville to Nashville. I'm also really hungry and I just like I need it You know gonna listen to some Taylor Swift again It wasn't like anyone's fault It was just that like when the whole day just tumbled and there was a lot of other like back-in stuff Um seven for the podcast that was like not great news today, but here we are we are pushing through it is all good It was no one's fault the episodes are gonna be great I'm really excited to record with Jason tomorrow, and we're doing three tomorrow and then three the next day and then Dom arrives and the girls arrive and Don't I gonna get a bluebird cafe and I don't care if I get ripped apart for that because like I Need to be there because I love the show Nashville. You know what I mean? I'm gonna stop talking I'll talk to you guys later. All right. I just changed last minute into boots because it started pouring and I'm not wearing heels I'm leaving. I'm so hungry. We're off. Good morning. Happy Wednesday. This is my outfit for the morning I'm actually going to a sauna which I want to share with you guys. I'm not working out this week I thought I was gonna go on more walks. Maybe I still will and I have I actually had I don't know Maybe this afternoon because I had a podcast recording get moved up So I have them at one two and three today, but anyways boards brought us that active these I think her Amazon. I want to say I'm wearing the okay and top I'm gonna go get some coffee and then head off to the sauna Which I think will be good for my skin. Hopefully and it's just gonna be nice to sit in there for a little bit Like do something good for me this week, you know All right guys, I'm at the sauna. It's an infrared sauna. I want one of these from my house. I'm not kidding I'm like actually considering buying one, but it is so nice. Also. It's convenient because blue. I want to say blues for Wait, yeah, see skin cells. It's normal. It's good for like your acne essentially But I love infrared and then engineers because you're coming to Nashville highly recommend Especially if you're here for like a girls weekend or bachelor weekend or whatever and you like come in here They have a IVs. I'm going this weekend for a hangover IV. I mean, it's really cute guys. Oh my god I just had the most incredible Experience that sauna has like a screen little TV in there. You can watch YouTube spotify. I think you do I watch spotify the podcast. It was so incredible. I'm so glad this isn't greenhouse by the way So it's like 15 minutes outside downtown, which is where I'm staying But I really want an infrared sauna at my house I haven't really actually talking about it to a lot of friends recently. So let me know if you guys have good wrecks But anyways, you guys are in Nashville or you're doing like natural girl shirts or you live in Nashville come here It's incredible. It's like a whole wellness place. We need one of these in Dallas I really hope they open because I will literally come every week But I'm hoping that helps when I break out sorry that I keep talking about it guys I just I'm not feeling good about my skin this week and take for granted when my skin is so clear And I'll never do that again after this week. No, no, no not at all I think I have the chicken box, but um, we're always harder on ourselves and we aren't other people too Like obviously my skin is fine and like I will live and I feel good, but it's just interesting I don't know such a vulnerable thing like acne and breakouts and things like that And I think it's from traveling and probably like where my mask because that's where it is But I mean like whatever it's fine. Obviously. I don't care about that But it's also crazy like wearing your own clothing pieces places like this is my clothing brand Someone was like I like your top and I was like, thank you, but it's literally my clothing brand But it just feels good. All right guys, I'm currently listening to probably a podcast with Shannon Ford I just had some like brunch, I guess delivered because I'll be recording during lunchtime I ordered from first watch which we have in Texas and I love they have this kale tonic, which is so good I know it doesn't look good. I'm sure but it's actually like really inexpensive for a green juice as well I'm craving like vegetables and stuff because I just been eating so poorly, but I got salmon last night But I got like a healthier option just because you know when you've been eating horribly it gets to the point where like you're actually craving a carrot Like that's where I'm at right now. All right guys, so I'm back. I've gotten ready. I had my green juice You know, I need light in here. Dom and I FaceTime I cannot wait to take myself Tanner off like it really needs to be scrubbed off But you know when you're just in that in between time and you have to like wait and you know Schedule it with the rest of your life I would do anything to just be able to naturally tan even though I know that would be bad for my skin But like I just can't anyways. I am putting my shoes on we are about to head over to the studio It's about like a six seven minute walk. So I'm gonna head over there I think I might get another at matcha before just to have a drink I've been trying to like just be a matcha girl in these days I've obviously still been drinking coffee, but I just I'm trying to incorporate more matcha also these shoes by the way are Some of my best purchases or one of my best purchases of 2022 so good. So yesterday I was really anxious that I really didn't know why and these jeans by the way need to be like Washed because they're definitely like, you know, they just stretch out too much But I only wore them last night and I just don't want to ruin like another pair of jeans not ruin But you know what I'm saying? This is the luck I'm bringing a pink blazer and a blue blazer a recording three episodes today Just so I'm not wearing with the exact same thing in three episodes, which like literally doesn't matter But it matters to me. Okay, and then I'm also bringing a bit okay I tried not to bring it back yesterday, but like what a mistake so I have this toe It is the best toe ever comes out next month. Um, we're gonna get some Masha and then we're gonna go I did my own makeup today. I won't be doing it tomorrow I have another makeup artist coming tomorrow, but I think I did like a fine job I'm not a makeup artist by any means and once I realized that I could just get my makeup done by other people And it would look so much better. I just said, you know what that's a price I'm willing to pay. So today is Carter faith Jason Tardik and Justin Anderson. We're off Hi guys, okay, I am always not the best at vlogging during recording weeks today was incredible It was a way better day than yesterday I feel like for whatever reason like my interviews with Mallory and Jason I just like was it fully me, but I was just like I think like Flustered almost like I don't know like yeah Interviewing the coasting in general is kind of like a weird thing and I feel like I'm like in my flow state when I do it But I didn't feel in my flow state with them Which I think is now making me be like really hard on myself I just posted stories talking about this and probably take talk I mean dramatic But it's so crazy how like one day you feel like you're on top of the world and killing it and the next day You're like, okay, I talked too much I suck like even going to dinner last night with Julian Hunter who I adore and I know that they're not saying this or thinking It's really whatever it's all at me thing you leave and you're like maybe I talked too much Maybe I did this maybe I did that I'm like it's just so weird How I will rain on my feel that way and it doesn't happen that often Ironically actually Carter faith that I recorded today and we talked about how like the content of both and like you can be a very Confident person still have off days and I would say I'm a very confident person and I'm having it off today But I think especially with recording because it is recorded and like everyone can hear it Then you just get really like critical It's hard for me to listen to my own episodes because I will get very critical Which is like a shame because I need to listen to then get better kind of thing Anyways, I'm just like being hard on myself and I don't really know why that I know I'm gonna end up loving these episodes And it's great and it's gonna be fine. We better and like whatever also I would say I am a good host like that isn't something that like I'm confident in with myself So I don't know I mean whatever, but I really love today's episode I love the episodes too. That's what's weird about it. I think I just like I don't love me in episodes But I do and also I just like afraid to like I just like we live in a world where like things are taking out of contact in Really, um, like people are just like cancel so easily and like I'm pretty like I don't have any Any opinions or thoughts or things or whatever that I would ever cancel. I'm a pretty progressive person So like it's weird because it's like this weird fears But like there would be no reason like it's just this like weird like self-induced Like maybe weird like people pleasing thing of like feeling like I don't want people to dislike me on the internet because like I say Maybe I like don't really love LA anymore. I don't know what it is It is so weird or people thinking like oh like ignorant or like I really don't know But anyways, I need to get over that because like it's just pulling you back and like I'm being stupid And also I love the episode because I'm confident that you guys love the episode so anyways I'm going to dinner with Sarah about tonight I'm just through on the okay and set which this one if you only have samples I am a size actually when you guys go to order just you know, I'm wearing right now. I'm wearing it says media large I'm actually going to be an extra small small because these are oversized sets So it's getting to the point where like it actually is just too big Honestly, like this is the only thing that I feel like wearing right now And it's so comfortable and it's so easy to throw on and whatever ordered food Those must be like an hour ago because I was like I didn't really have like a lunch lunch And it's getting here in like five minutes and so I'm basically having to dinner. So anyways, I'm excited This is Sarah Bell tonight. I'm gonna do a little cleanup of my hotel room because tomorrow are there's earlier It's an earlier start to my day make up is coming at 7.45. We have Christian Cole. I'm very excited to meet him But yeah, anyway, it's just I feel like it's normal to feel this way sometimes and then to just leave something and be like What the fuck is wrong with me? But like there's nothing wrong with me I just wow the way I just sounded was so like HRE guys. That was really something and there's nothing wrong with me I'm just being hard on myself for no reason and also Hosting and podcasting is a difficult thing. People think it's easy. It's not and also There's so many podcasts out in the world and only some of them like really like achieve success or whatever look well I love that. I mean anyways with that being said I should be proud of myself for where I am at and I'm reframing and I am being hard on myself in a way that No one else probably be hard on myself, but that's actually not true because podcast reviews are how so anyways, we are going I'm wearing again. Okay. Let me show you guys a little black set little brown tank I also need to like self-tanned tonight. So I just feel off and boots I know this is like been a hotel vlog, but don't get here tomorrow guys So don't even worry okay, and then I'll be out of the studio and they'll be like ready to go And it's gonna be a good a good time guys made it to dinner one of those outfits I showed it in a vlog by the way guys. I got the chop. It doesn't fit So unfortunately, I can't be it's the cutest outfit ever those was our love it But it was worth it it's a cute itself that Absolutely not now. I'm on the wait list for just get like size up big time in the top big time Yeah, there's just no way that's actually probably what it is, but anyways, we just got marks. We're gonna eat now. Goodbye It looks so good Good morning guys make us almost here. It's like 730 drinking coffee. I'm so excited. It's got up showered I self-tanned last night dinner was there was great. She's just such a good person like such a fun girl to get dinner with I'm always so excited to see her because she just has like crazy stories and I don't know like I don't she's just a Good conversationalist, you know anyways make us almost here and my last three recordings today Really excited Julianne Hunter Shannon Anna Ford and Anna Grace. I'm tired Shannon Ford and Anna Grace and then we had Callistic on this morning. Here we are. Am I showing my face tonight two marks last night, so it's gotta be done You know, oh, also, I'm watching a video to that guy did said back to me to post I am like such a diva these days. I have another make-up artist here. Do you want to introduce yourself? my name is Christian. I'm from Nashville and I mean I just kind of influence on Instagram and stuff and try to Get my work out. So if you're in Nashville, let me know and I can hit you up. So yay We're already besties. So anyway, it's very exciting. Also. He brought me coffee. So like I'm 15 points from All right guys, I'm in a rush going to the studio. I love Christian I'm hoping that we get our makeup done by him as well tomorrow. Um, I have three recordings today So we're off to the studio. I might actually vlog there, you know, I'm gonna get there with like one minute to spare I'm just like never late. So it all worked out like perfectly. So anyways Here's my fan. I'm wearing Prada loafers. I've given up on like trying to dress up, you know, guys I truly just love this city I don't speak about many places the way that I speak about Texas and I feel very similarly about Nashville I love it here Prada loafers for the day because I just couldn't bother wearing heels. I'll just walk. There's a hill here We are In the studio guys. I ran here over here guys. Okay, um honestly I just had a little freak out and cried so I had to take my eyelashes off My makeup is like really obviously intense because I was on camera all day I just had the best of recordings like I feel so good about my natural episodes And I just been getting so much good feedback and I feel so incredible and I spent some time with Julian Hunter And they just made me feel so good like a million bucks, you know, John just landed. She's on her way Kava is on its way. We have some plans today. We'll take you with us This is like the last day of the vlog but loving the makeup except for my face is like peeling too So don't mind that but I also cried and kind of ruined it. Um, but I'm feeling great There's a new solo episode tonight. We just got the photos back from the okay I haven't been able to look at them fully yet. Oh my gosh, you know, just a working gal truly But I'm really really excited for the episodes coming. I think you guys are gonna love them Like I know for a fact you guys will love them. So I'm very happy Guys we're gonna go get done You don't have you say you don't hug me or I don't hug you know, but I don't need to hear from you Wow, she looks so official. I mean like her as a president of the United States. It's a ride to my hotel pink Uggs too. I need people to understand. This is very my handsome and wealthy Mmm, got it, but she copied me guys. Look at me. God. I mean influencers. Like what are you gonna do? They're the worst me with two cameras By the way, Tom got here about, you know, 15 seconds ago. This is cute I already got some that I think are good by the way. Okay. Thank you handsome and wealthy Guys, let me tell you something that is like beyond fucked up Obviously, I'm like the biggest Uggs fan that there's ever been I never stopped wearing them Whatever I get Dom into them. I like forced her to get them after I literally made her It took me like two years to get to her Uggs and now Uggs loves her and emails her and sent her She's they sent her those pink Uggs. They send me the pink Uggs Cuz it's actually pretty funny I Posted a reel about something and the person was like you sold me on the sweater about to add to cart Look what we're best friends. They're like, what's your email though? One in your bio looks different Wanted to double check XX so happy you like and it's an absolute pleasure. I'm happy for you. I am I can sell it to my friends Even though they got it for me. So it's trying no really is okay I need to tell you I'm all you hated my new besties that I've told everyone I've come into contact with hi besties It's Kenzie I love them and they were the most incredible people and they actually is telling Dom this have like Completely inspired how I want to build a team for the Oak Rhine like they are just the greatest people ever Anyways, I made besties with people who are working at the studio and now we're gonna do a trench with them So I'm just do a meeting for a live show truly. I'm working out I'm currently checking in a vlog at it and then pretty soon I'll be done and off to the bars we go because that is where I need to be at around 4 I'm assuming we'll leave it's 221. I feel like the whole vlog is one in the hotel. So thank God you're here, you know Guys Dom just asked me what Broadway was. We're Nashville right now I just started listening to country music last year She literally thought they met Broadway like theater when they were talking about it in country music until about two seconds ago Why did you think that those two would they talk about DJ in the club and the DJ playing my favorite song come on come on Baby They were talking about Broadway in New York. So I think about country music. I think about DJs. So Broadway in New York doesn't have DJs either. So have you seen a Broadway show before? Yes, have you seen Broadway a show on Broadway before? Yes, like many times I have Okay, she's like gaslighting me she's Oh, you thought we were gonna see Broadway shows in Nashville, Tennessee Oh, we were saying Broadway in the group chat. Did you think we met shows? No, it's the bars So this amazing company I've been lying love them so much sent me this custom necklace That says Dom they sent me to and I just don't think they realized it was a little cruel because I'm single and none Of my friends want to take the other one that says Dom. It's a little hurtful It doesn't feel the best kind of a constant reminder Knowing that I have two of these breaking news in the book world Netflix sets Liz something to adopt New York Times Best seller the seven husbands of Evelyn Higo film. Have you read that book yet? No, of course you don't you have it's like the best book ever Okay, I will read it. Maybe if I could get one of her seven husbands to wear this necklace then just I'll wear the necklace Almost me I was so hungry and I just like Okay, we will we will we will I've been waiting on you No, I've actually been waiting on Dom to eat and now she's acting like what do you mean? No, okay, you just ordered Cabo without me an hour before Dom got here I ordered it because I hadn't eaten all day I don't have one bite of food and then I what I'm saying is that I have been no way shape or form been holding you back from Us leaving to get food. You have just been getting ready. You keep saying I need to work I need to work. No, you had to get ready before you was What's gonna happen? I don't know but what did I do to me for it? We're about to head out to get Dominique her food by the way I ordered my food way before she was landing is came at like an hour and a half late Which has been like a theme I mean, I do think there's something a little evil about Kenzie Not waiting for me, but that's okay. Why do I like Dom before I said, but hey, sorry I have food like we can split it and she like didn't want to It's cameras come on diva no, I can't eat it because I have braces now also the life update I have braces second life update Can you believe that can they got me a Balenciaga bag? I just like don't remember you put that in the title buying my best friend of Valencia Here's our Nashville fits Who looks more country? Actually, if you show me your boots, I'm wearing your top is Princess Polly jeans or Abercrombie Boots are idol and we're ready to go. All right guys We're going to get drinks with my besties and Dom, you know my new besties that I just met this week Are you excited to meet my best friend? Yeah Guys I am losing my voice. I'm Dom's not coming to recap the night, but Long story short we said we're not really going to do much and I lost my voice It's actually kind of bad Like I know I'll wake up with it, but I'm gonna need a lot of hot tea tomorrow. It's really scary I feel like I'm on love is blind, you know after you know love is blind like after their first night together And they're like doing the like couples vlog. I've never seen that. Well, they vlog in it. Yeah, they vlog And I feel like that's what's happening right now. Oh well guys once I get I would take talk to show Can you make sure it's focused? That's so cute POV your mom takes hosting book club is serious as kids Okay, it's a lot of Wait, that's so cute. Um, I'm a host of book club as serious as Kenzie Elizabeth. I'll never do that though Okay, so tonight was so freaking fun I was trying to stress out the vibes of Nashville, you know, and I wasn't sure what it was gonna be like So much freaking fun food that we ate so far Places that we drank so far. Um, the first part that we went to Was a little You know because like I didn't know that natural is all about life music The first part would have been better if like the Music was like here's my here. It wasn't really the bar itself. It wasn't the bar itself. Actually, you know what? I take back everything I say that would have been fine I take back everything I say and this is this is why I was thrown off I wasn't expecting walking up eight floors to get to a rooftop No, it was eight and it was very disturbing for me. Next place. We went to was a karaoke bar best like wannabes wannabes Literally if we'll be back if you yeah, we will 100% be back Like I was I was not even at all like feeling the alcohol and I felt inclined to sing on stage So I did and I'll give you a little preview of what it sounded like I saw the light I've been baptized by the fire And the flame in their eyes I'm born to love the game I'm a brand new mind So that was essentially what happened And from there we go to another bar that one of our friends roommates was performing at tootsies And that was very like ugly wild coyote like ugly coyote. Is that the music? Yeah, I was cool. It was so sick. It was very packed. We start walking downstairs They start playing dick down in Dallas shout out tree louis And it just felt like a sign and then we ended the night at this place mine if you will It was very divine like literally it was just very cool Then we go to mama's ruin That was that bar is sick. It definitely was like I feel like I could have like met some baddies Chatted like really worked the room, you know because it wasn't too packed but like It was there were a lot of people there So I feel really good about my first time in Nashville and I think that it's going to be a night full of debauchery I think a lot of debauchery is gonna happen and now I'm glowing like glazed doughnut because I have about I don't know nine products on my face because I've really upped my skincare routine And I gave Kenzie some of those products too. Yeah, because I'm like out of my skincare now So I'm enough to actually be using those this weekend by the way It's funny. They hate you until they need you to have the tables of turn Oh, do you guys want to see my shirt? It says my personality trait is my dyson Shout out sandbergini Sandbergini Love you guys so much on the most fab week in nashville So excited for the podcast recordings love my life. Love you guys I'm gonna go to bed and oh oxen. I'm gonna read. I've been reading josh peck's memoir this weekend. It's been really really good I'm not gonna lie. I'm not dying with life. I don't know. We love you josh peck. Um And I'm not gonna read. I'm gonna watch tv. Okay. Bye. Love you. Love you more than kenzie I'm your favorite I mean, this is like something I love about my relationship with my mom Her and I are really close and she'll call me out up for anything, you know And so are my friends, but I just remember that I was so unhappy and I couldn't figure out Really why and like I didn't even know what I was doing with my life But I was trying to not really let my friends know like what was going on and It was such a such an insecure time And I just remember my mom like randomly calling me and just being like she's just like I'm worried Hi guys So after this week and honestly, I've been thinking about this since the first time I went to Nashville I'm really really really really really highly considering getting a second place at national I don't want to leave dialysis. I love dialysis. There's nothing new with me not wanting to be here I just think if I don't do it now, I never will I'm turning 25 this summer Like I might as well just do it and like I'm not gonna regret getting a year lease somewhere I don't think you know I'm gonna try like short-term rental first like later this year and then if I were to get a lease it'd probably be 2023 Um, but if you guys have recs or anything or let me know or if you have thoughts. I don't know. Let me know