 I've told Kirsty about me and Stee's sleeping together and I've asked them both to come round. What a day, say what a day, take the dummy out and say what a day. I need an answer. Does Stee want to be with me or with her? It's really awkward because I've never met Kirsty properly and Stee's having the day from hell. He's already got a black eye from football. I just want, like I'm sure you do as well, but I just want an end to all this. I'm fed up of it. I feel like I literally should have grey hair. It is stressful. It is isn't it? Yeah. I'm not being awful but it's like, it's like, you want us both, you can't have us both. It's not that I want yous both. I'm not saying it is but I'm saying it, that's what it comes across like. Are you used to going to work things out? Because if that is okay, Stee, not Kirsty, Stee, I am going to go my own way and go do what I need to do. Right. But at the same point, if you want to get, if you want to sort things with Amber then I'm not going to stay. Just like, Kirsty will go her own way. Part of me wants to sort it out and part of me wants to be friends. I don't know where I stand. This girl's the best thing that's happened to me, like, literally apart from Brooklyn, yeah, and apart from not being in an happy relationship but literally having a kid with someone. You can't say that to me, that she's the best, sorry, but you can't say to me that she's the best thing that happened to you because you told me I was the best thing that happened to you. People, when they're with people, say things, you know what I mean? And then when they realise they're not part of their lives. I know, but you don't say that to the person, you had a baby. I tell her, you say, you could fit the world to me. You could go with me. I don't fit the world to that. I don't think I'm nothing. I can't walk away from a girl that's nothing to me. Yeah. Right. Minding your relationship, yeah? Was it good? Well, you partly said it was good, but I was the one that said it. I used to say to you, remember the good memories and you used to say what good memories? Yeah, exactly. That's how good it was then, yeah? Right? I literally hate you still. You hate me, yeah? Right, I want to be someone with you. You don't want to be someone with me, yeah? Genuinely, right? It's sound. Right, so then you and I just hate on each other. You know, you're going to last another year because I don't want him in the middle of it. Do you know what I think? What me and her want is nothing to do with you then. That's absolutely fine then. That's so right. Right. So it's sorted between us. We sort of have all problems then, yeah? You're winding yourself up. You're winding yourself up. You're walking around like in a bloody merry-go-round, winding yourself up. You're boiling your own blood. Making me want to be asked. You're thinking, thinking, yeah? Making me want to be asked. I'm not. I don't have to do that. You have to do it yourself. You have to do it yourself. You have to do it yourself. You have to do it yourself. You have to do it yourself. Look at all the situations called. Can you keep doing that, mate? Just chill out. She just wants me to. I want you to chill out. We're not doing nothing. Mate, that's going. Like, gone. Like, see your way? They're gone. Like, literally. Come on, we'll go watch fireworks, Mummy and son. Yeah. It's bonfire night tonight and I was planning to go and watch the fireworks with Brooklyn and Steve. But it's just me and Brooklyn now. I suppose that's something I'm going to have to get used to. From now on, I'm going to concentrate on my number one priority, which is Brooklyn. And then I'm going to concentrate on my number two priority, which is myself. Because this whole situation has made me stronger as a person and it's made me realise what exactly I want and what I want is not him.