 When I grew up, I wanted to be a hunter and a fisherman, and I could do both of them. I don't think any of us said that we were going to be soldiers when we grew up. Colonel, come over here. How come you're so tough on the Indians? You said, I know these Indians, they're from my hometown. They're tough, and they could take it. Most of the kids that were my age didn't speak clinkett. They wanted them to speak only English. You wrote about who you were, what your clinkett name was. Not about Vietnam. We used to admire these great big lawn jets with long wings, and it had a cloud going behind all of them. We didn't know it was the Indian War. Your dreams were bad, dreams were bad. We weren't made to kill. We weren't made to kill humans. They're fishermen, they use nets, like we use nets. They go to Vietnam, they close the down, so we lost the Huna Fleet then. Time to slip, so we got over lost. My wife is tough. She slam you against the wall and say, you talk about it. When I was in Vietnam, I told myself, if I ever make it out of here, I'm going back home and I'm staying there until the day I die. We know that a big percentage of the guys took their own lives, and a lot of us climbed back out.