 Mmm, I know that looked like a giant carton of Oreo ice cream. It was like a healthy unsweetened Greek yogurt I just I put it in the Oreo ice cream container. See there's no it's not ice cream Hello, my beautiful friends and welcome back So I definitely have some news for you guys Yesterday my lovely husband and I went up to Denver to get a second opinion from a surgeon recap If you don't know what's going on off side note if they're like Oreo specks in my teeth I'm really sorry not that I was eating Oreo ice cream I'm just saying like hypothetically if there were I apologize long story short I had surgery back in March to fix my amputation I had an amputation revision surgery to fix some issues that were going on it didn't fix it It fixed the problem, but somehow new ones came up that I was having lots of pain lots of issues I couldn't use my prosthetic leg at all we're now at month seven post amputation where I can't walk I Decided to go ahead and get a second opinion from a second surgeon after seeing my initial surgeon for the issues that I was Having and that didn't come to anything. It was a great appointment to be honest with you I was really nervous and really hesitant heading in that whole learned helplessness thing that we talked about It was really really plaguing my mind, but I felt more aware of it I felt more aware of the fact that like okay, you feel like you have no control You feel like nothing's gonna work out But that doesn't have to be reality like we can only have control over the things that we have control over The only thing I control is my actions and my reactions And so I tried to be as put together as I could be for that appointment and long story short love my surgeon My new surgeon. I think he's great He's a very talented guy who's come highly recommended by a lot of people a lot of people He took a look at things and he is someone who is very hesitant to do surgery Because you never know what's really gonna fix things right what has happened since my last surgery is that there is bone growth Where there shouldn't be bone growth at the very end of my leg I'll pop an X-ray up on screen You can kind of see where on the one side It comes down past the other bone and kind of goes like this right well It's kind of sharp in there and it shouldn't come down like that And one of the biggest issues is there's no soft tissue surrounding it There's like no muscle and so it's kind of bone grinding on Whatever and considering how the bone growth is it's also kind of sharp and uncomfortable And so what we're gonna do we have a course of action if nothing else I am super grateful for a course of action at least I know how to move forward I'm frightened for what the future holds, but I can't control that we are gonna spend the next two Four weeks slavering my leg in CBD oil in high quality just the best Colorado has to offer I'm headed down to a dispensary actually later today. That's right a dispensary not any grocery store stuff And we are going to see if that works considering other things happened There isn't necessarily a high probability that it will and considering that I have tried CBD oil in the past for my neck Not oil cream. That's the difference. I've tried the cream before I don't know that it'll work But hey it could and if that works great and I'll be walking, but if it doesn't I'll be head back in for surgery In about a month and they will fix things up. They'll shave down that bone there They'll put bone wax on it to hopefully stop that growth from happening again A plastic surgeon will be involved to fix the crease down the middle of my leg not for cosmetic purposes at all It can actually cause issues and they are going to stretch my leg Like stretch the skin the the muscle and and everything to try to get more Tissue to support that that bone so that it's not right at the surface We'll talk a little bit more about that, but let's head out and get some cvd oil We are gonna go to a pot shop to a dispensary. I always feel weird going into one which is so silly I was just like raised to think that all drugs are terrible So even though I've tried marijuana before for pain. I just it like didn't work for me I still feel weird still feel weird going. So I'll take you guys with me. You'll keep me company. I'll feel safer We have arrived just like homeschool. Joe is like this isn't this isn't sorry. This isn't right There's weed here. That was my impression of 13 year old me. Let's give it a shot guys I'm just gonna keep my fingers crossed cvd oil is the cure success guys This is really freaking expensive So let's hope it works. It does come in pretty packaging though. So this is restore by kodak lemon lavender and frankincense Should smell nice and I'm gonna go ahead home and give this a shot and see if it works Fingers crossed that it does that was actually a really nice place. They were super nice in there We're here. We're home. We have our crafted for luxury relief cpd oil I'm gonna need you guys do something for me real quick and uh, no It's not hit like and subscribe on this video Like you thought I was about to say though if you want to do that that'd be cool too Cross your fingers for me guys. This actually works It'd be really cool if it was effective and it is time to give this a shot I don't expect this to like work immediately or anything like that. I'm not sure what your experiences are Let me know in the comment section down below if you've tried cpd oil and if it helps you But um from my understanding it can it can take a little while sometimes So my surgeons that I should know within two three weeks tops if it's really working or not if I have to have surgery It's gonna be great I'm gonna get through it and side. No if I did have to have surgery my little heart or peach or butt Like most people call it like that line that goes down the middle of my leg Would actually be gone um because of the the plastic surgery that they would do again It's not at all for cosmetic reasons There's other reasons but a byproduct would be that that crease is gone and I I don't I don't love it If nothing else that'd be something to be happy about so let's get this started Let's get this process started tonight And I'm gonna stay consistent with it give it a solid shot to work and gosh darn it. I hope it does Sorry for the weird lighting guys. That's just how it is right now. How do we do this? It smells really nice actually massage this emollient rich Solve onto any area of the body that needs softening and enjoy. I don't need softening guys I need pain relief. Is that cool? Definitely definitely smells like weed. I actually expected it not to I don't know if you've ever like walked into a room and been like someone is someone is definitely smoking Something that is not a cigarette nearby. That's what it smells like I talked to the people at the store about this and they said that this was like the strongest best relief that I could find I may experiment with some some other ones and we'll see what happens cross your fingers for me guys Uh, if you like this video, I'd love it if you'd hit like and subscribe. I'm a youtuber I gotta say that right uh brain just got home So I'm gonna hit stop recording on this video and hang out with my lovely husband But I love you guys. I am thinking about you and I'll see you in the next video Bye guys. Have an awesome night. It makes my fingers feel weird. I don't know that's supposed to happen or not We'll we'll see. Hopefully it'll be fine