That Within Blood Ill-Tempered (2003)
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This is not my true nature.
I was not born as what I have come to be.
To be gentle again...
~
An angel's heart given flight by demons' wings faces certain death.
~
Do not let this exterior deceive you.
I can easily crush your spirit.
My wounds bleed truth,
Their voices are caustic,
And with the words...
A nasty sting from aim and precision of fact.
"How can you be so cruel?"
It is not who I am,
As it is the hate I feel.
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I am a demon,
A vicious fiend.
Let me alone.
I am a demon with a penchant
For others' misery.
I am a demon,
A vicious fiend.
Let me alone
In peace
To be the beast of a man
The world has made me.
~
I am prepared to fight humanity every day
For the rest of my life.
Albeit, my mind and body
Yearn for tranquility.
People that should earn my love
Consistently warrant my hate.
I truly resent this.
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Breathe easy, friend.
Let not bitter fruit sour your breath.
You were once a gentleman.
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When friends fail,
And mother is gone;
When god is silent,
And mates fall out of love...
I still wake to confrontation,
Alone, and unflinching.
I am not simply strong,
I may very well be the strongest man
That ever lived.