 CHAPTER 17 At dinner that evening, Madame de Chantel's slender monologue was thrown out over gulfs of silence. Owen was still in the same state of moody abstraction as when Darrow had left him at the piano, and even Anna's face, to her friend's vigilant eye, revealed not perhaps a personal preoccupation, but a vague sense of impending disturbance. She smiled, she bore a part in the talk, her eyes dwelt on Darrow's with their usual deep reliance, but beneath the surface of her serenity his tense perceptions detected a hidden stir. He was sufficiently self-possessed to tell himself that it was doubtless due to causes with which he was not directly concerned. He knew the question of Owen's marriage was soon to be raised, and the abrupt alteration in the young man's mood made it seem probable that he was himself the center of the atmospheric disturbance. For a moment it occurred to Darrow that Anna might have employed her afternoon in preparing Madame de Chantel for her grandson's impending announcement, but a glance at the elder lady's unclouded brow showed that he must seek elsewhere the clue to Owen's taciturnity and his stepmother's concern. Possibly Anna had found reason to change her own attitude in the matter, and had made the change known to Owen. But this, again, was negative by the fact that, during the afternoon's shooting, young Leith had been in a mood of almost extravagant expansiveness, and that from the moment of his late return to the house till just before dinner there had been to Darrow's certain knowledge no possibility of a private talk between himself and his stepmother. This obscured, if it narrowed, the field of conjecture, and Darrow's gropings threw him back on the conclusion that he was probably reading too much significance into the moods of a lad he hardly knew, and who had been described to him as subject to sudden changes of humor. As to Anna's fancied perturbation, it might simply be due to the fact that she had decided to plead Owen's cause the next day, and had perhaps already had a glimpse of the difficulties awaiting her. But Darrow knew that he was too deep in his own perplexities to judge the mental state of those about him. It might be, after all, that the variations he felt in the currents of communication were caused by his own inward tremor. Such, at any rate, was the conclusion he had reached when, shortly after the two ladies left the drawing-room, he bade Owen good-night and went up to his room. Ever since the rapid self-colloquy which had followed on his first sight of Sophie Weiner, he had known there were other questions to be faced behind the one immediately confronting him. On the score of that one, at least, his mind, if not easy, was relieved. He had done what was possible to reassure the girl, and she had apparently recognized the sincerity of his intention. He had patched up as decent a conclusion as he could to an incident that should obviously have had no sequel. But he had known all along that with the securing of Miss Weiner's peace of mind only a part of his obligation was discharged, and that with that part his remaining duty was in conflict. It had been his first business to convince the girl that their secret was safe with him. But it was far from easy to square this with the equally urgent obligation of safeguarding Anna's responsibility toward her child. Daryl was not much afraid of accidental disclosures. Both he and Sophie Weiner had too much at stake not to be on their guard. The fear that beset him was of another kind, and had a profounder source. He wanted to do all he could for the girl, but the fact of having had to urge Anna to confide Effie to her was particularly repugnant to him. His own ideas about Sophie Weiner were too mixed and indeterminate for him not to feel the risk of such an experiment. Yet he found himself in the intolerable position of appearing to press it on the woman he desired above all others to protect. Till late in the night his thoughts revolved in a turmoil of indecision. His pride was humbled by the discrepancy between what Sophie Weiner had been to him, and what he had thought of her. This discrepancy, which at the time had seemed to simplify the incident, now turned out to be its most galling complication. The bare truth indeed was that he had hardly thought of her at all, either at the time or since, and that he was ashamed to base his judgment of her on his meager memory of their adventure. The essential cheapness of the whole affair, as far as his share in it was concerned, came home to him with humiliating distinctness. He would have liked to be able to feel that, at the time at least, he had staked something more on it, and had somehow, in the sequel, had a more palpable loss to show. But the plain fact was that he hadn't spent a penny on it, which was no doubt the reason of the prodigious score it had since been rolling up. At any rate, beat about the case as he would, it was clear that he owed it to Anna, and incidentally, to his own peace of mind, to find some way of securing Sophie Weiner's future without leaving her in stall at Gire when he and his wife should depart for their new post. The night brought no aid to the solving of this problem, but it gave him, at any rate, the clear conviction that no time was to be lost. His first step must be to obtain from Miss Weiner the chance of another and calmer talk, and he resolved to seek it at the earliest hour. He had gathered that Effie's lessons were preceded by an early scamper in the park, and conjecturing that her governess might be with her, he betook himself the next morning to the terrace, whence he wandered on to the gardens and the walks beyond. The atmosphere was still and pale. The muffled sunlight gleamed like gold tissue through gray gauze, and the beach alleys tapered away to a blue haze blunt of sky and forest. It was one of those elusive days when the familiar forms of things seemed about to dissolve in a prismatic shimmer. The stillness was presently broken by joyful barks, and Darrow, tracking the sound, overtook Effie flying down one of the long alleys at the head of her pack. Beyond her he saw Miss Weiner seated near the stone-rimmed basin beside which he and Anna had paused on their first walk to the river. The girl coming forward at his approach returned his greeting almost gaily. His first glance showed him that she had regained her composure, and the change in her appearance gave him the measure of her fears. For the first time he saw in her again the side-long grace that had charmed his eyes in Paris, but he saw it now as in a painted picture. "'Shall we sit down a minute?' he asked, as Effie trotted off. The girl looked away from him. "'I'm afraid there's not much time. We must be back at lessons at half-past nine. But it's barely ten minutes past. Let's at least walk a little way toward the river.' She glanced down the long walk ahead of them and then back in the direction of the house. "'If you like,' she said in a low voice, with one of her quick fluctuations of color. But instead of taking the way he proposed, she turned toward a narrow path which branched off obliquely through the trees. Darrell was struck and vaguely troubled by the change in her look and tone. There was in them an undefinable appeal, whether for help or forbearance he could not tell. Then it occurred to him that there might have been something misleading in his so pointedly seeking her, and he felt a momentary constraint. To ease it he made an abrupt dash at the truth. "'I came out to look for you because our talk of yesterday was so unsatisfactory. I want to hear more about you, about your plans and prospects. I've been wondering ever since why you've so completely given up the theatre.' Her face instantly sharpened to distrust. "'I had to live,' she said in an offhand tone. "'I understand perfectly that you should like it here for a time.' His glance strayed down the gold-roofed windings ahead of them. It's delightful. You couldn't be better placed. Only I wonder a little that you're having so completely given up any idea of a different future.' She waited for a moment before answering. "'I suppose I'm less restless than I used to be.' "'It's certainly natural that you should be less restless here than at Mrs. Muretz. Yet somehow I don't seem to see you permanently given up to forming the young. "'What exactly do you seem to see me permanently given up to? You know you warned me rather emphatically against the theatre.' She threw off the statement without impatience, as though they were discussing together the fate of a third person in whom both were benevolently interested. Darrow considered his reply. "'If I did, it was because you so emphatically refused to let me help you to a start. She stopped short and faced him. And you think I may let you now?' Darrow felt the blood in his cheek. He could not understand her attitude if, indeed, she had consciously taken one, and her changes of tone did not merely reflect the involuntary alternations of her mood. It humbled him to perceive once more how little he had to guide him in his judgment of her. He said to himself, "'If I'd ever cared a straw for her, I should know how to avoid hurting her now.' And his insensibility struck him as no better than a vulgar obtuseness. But he had a fixed purpose ahead and could only push on to it. I hope, at any rate, you'll listen to my reasons. There's been time on both sides to think them over since. He caught himself back and hung helpless on the since. Whatever words he chose, he seemed to stumble among reminders of their past. She walked on beside him, her eyes on the ground. Then I'm to understand, definitely, that you do renew your offer, she asked. With all my heart, if you'll only let me, she raised a hand as though to check him. It's extremely friendly of you, I do believe you mean it as a friend. But I don't quite understand why, finding me, as you say, so well placed here, you should show more anxiety about my future than at a time when I was actually, and rather desperately, adrift. Oh no, not more. If you show any at all, it must, at any rate, be for different reasons. In fact, it can only be, she went on, with one of her disconcerting flashes of astuteness, for one of two reasons. Either because you feel you ought to help me, or because, for some reason, you think you owe it to Mrs. Leith to let her know what you know of me. Darrow stood still in the path. Behind him he heard Effie's call, and at the child's voice he saw Sophie turn her head with the alertness of one who is obscurely on the watch. The look was so fugitive that he could not have said wherein it differed from her normal, professional air of having her pupil on her mind. Effie sprang past them, and Darrow took up the girl's challenge. What you suggest about Mrs. Leith is hardly worth answering. As to my reasons for wanting to help you, a good deal depends on the words one uses to define rather indefinite things. It's true enough that I want to help you. But the wish isn't due to any past kindness on your part, but simply to my own interest in you. Why not put it that our friendship gives me the right to intervene for what I believe to be your benefit? She took a few hesitating steps, and then paused again. Darrow noticed that she had grown pale, and that there were rings of shade about her eyes. You've known Mrs. Leith a long time, she asked him suddenly. He paused with a sense of approaching peril. A long time, yes. She told me you were friends, great friends. Yes, he admitted, we're great friends. Then you might naturally feel yourself justified in telling her that you don't think I'm the right person for Effie. He uttered a sound of protest, but she disregarded it. I don't say you'd like to do it. You wouldn't, you'd hate it. And the natural alternative would be to try to persuade me that I'd be better off somewhere else than here. But supposing that failed, and you saw I was determined to stay, then you might think at your duty to tell Mrs. Leith. She laid the case before him with a cold lucidity. I should, in your place, I believe, she ended with a little laugh. I shouldn't feel justified in telling her behind your back if I thought you unsuited for the place. But I should certainly feel justified, he rejoined after a pause, in telling you if I thought the place unsuited to you. And that's what you're trying to tell me now? Yes, but not for the reasons you imagine. What then are your reasons, if you please? I've already implied them in advising you not to give up all idea of the theater. You're too various, too gifted, too personal to tie yourself down at your age to the dismal drudgery of teaching. And is that what you've told Mrs. Leith? She rushed the question out at him as if she expected to trip him up over it. He was moved by the simplicity of the stratagem. I've told her exactly nothing, he replied. And what exactly do you mean by nothing? You and she were talking about me when I came into her sitting room yesterday. Darrow felt his blood rise at the thrust. I've told her simply that I'd seen you once or twice at Mrs. Muretz. And not that you've ever seen me since. And not that I've ever seen you since. And she believes you, she completely believes you. He uttered a protesting exclamation, and his flush reflected itself in the girl's cheek. Oh, I beg your pardon. I didn't mean to ask you that. She halted and again cast a rapid glance behind and ahead of her. Then she held out her hand. Well then, thank you. And let me relieve your fears. I shan't be Effie's governess much longer. At the announcement Darrow tried to merge his look of relief into the expression of friendly interest with which he grasped her hand. You really do agree with me then. And you'll give me a chance to talk things over with you. She shook her head with a faint smile. I'm not thinking of the stage. I've had another offer, that's all. The relief was hardly less great. After all, his personal responsibility ceased with her departure from Jeev. You'll tell me about that then, won't you? Her smile flickered up. Oh, you'll hear about it soon. I must catch Effie now and drag her back to the blackboard. She walked on for a few yards and then paused again and confronted him. I've been odious to you and not quite honest she broke out suddenly. Not quite honest, he repeated, caught in a fresh wave of wonder. I mean, in seeming not to trust you. It's come over me again as we talked that, at heart, I've always known I could. Her color rose in a bright wave and her eyes clung to his for a swift instant of reminder and appeal. For the same space of time the past surged up in him confusedly, then a veil dropped between them. Here's Effie now, she exclaimed. He turned and saw the little girl trotting back to them, her hand in own leaps. Even through the air of his subsiding excitement, Dara was at once aware of the change affected by the young man's approach. For a moment Sophie Viner's cheeks burned redder, then they faded to the paleness of white petals. She lost, however, nothing of the bright bravery which it was her way to turn on the unexpected. Perhaps no one less familiar with her face than Dara would have discerned the tension of the smile she transferred from himself to Owen Leith, or have remarked that her eyes had hardened from misty gray to a shining darkness. But her observer was less struck by this than by the corresponding change in Owen Leith. The latter, when he came in sight, had been laughing and talking unconcernedly with Effie. But as his eye fell on Miss Viner, his expression altered as suddenly as hers. The change for Dara was less definable, but perhaps for that reason it struck him as more sharply significant. Only just what did it signify? Owen, like Sophie Viner, had the kind of face which seems less the stage on which emotions move than the very stuff they work in. In moments of excitement, his odd irregular features seem to grow fluid, to unmake and remake themselves like the shadows of clouds on a stream. Dara, through the rapid flight of the shadows, could not seize on any specific indication of feeling. He merely perceived that the young man was unaccountably surprised at finding him with Miss Viner, and that the extent of his surprise might cover all manner of implications. Dara's first idea was that Owen, if he suspected that the conversation was not the result of an accidental encounter, might wonder at his stepmother's suitor being engaged, at such an hour, in private talk with her little girl's governess. The thought was so disturbing that, as the three turned back to the house, he was on the point of saying to Owen, I came out to look for your mother. But in the contingency that he feared, even so simple a phrase might seem like an awkward attempt at explanation, and he walked on in silence at Miss Viner's side. Presently he was struck by the fact that Owen Leith and the girl were silent also, and this gave a new turn to his thoughts. Silence may be as variously shaded as speech, and that which unfolded Dara and his two companions seemed to his watchful perceptions to be quivering with cross threads of communication. At first he was aware only of those that centered in his own troubled consciousness. Then it occurred to him that an equal activity of intercourse was going on outside of it. Something was in fact passing mutely and rapidly between young Leith and Sophie Viner. But what it was, and wither it tended, Dara when they reached the house, was but just beginning to divine. down on them as they advanced across the garden from the serene height of her unassailable happiness. There they were coming toward her in the mild morning light, her child, her stepson, her promised husband, the three beings who filled her life. She smiled a little at the happy picture they presented, Effie's gambles and circling it in a moving frame within which the two men came slowly forward in the silence of friendly understanding. It seemed part of the deep intimacy of the scene that they should not be talking to each other, and it did not till afterwards strike her as odd that neither of them apparently felt it necessary to address a word to Sophie Viner. Anna herself at the moment was floating in the midcurrent of felicity, on a tide so bright and buoyant that she seemed to be one with its warm waves. The first rush of bliss had stunned and dazzled her, but now that each morning she woke to the calm certainty of its recurrence, she was growing used to the sense of security it gave. I feel as if I could trust my happiness to carry me, as if it had grown out of me like wings. So she phrased it to Dara as later in the morning they paced the garden paths together. His answering look gave her the same assurance of safety. The evening before he had seemed preoccupied, and the shadow of his mood had faintly encroached on the great golden orb of their blessedness. But now it was uneclipsed again, and hung above them high and bright as the sun at noon. Upstairs in her sitting-room that afternoon she was thinking of these things. The morning mists had turned to rain, compelling the postponement of an excursion in which the whole party were to have joined. Effie, with her governess, had been dispatched in the motor to do some shopping at Franchois, and Anna had promised Dara to join him later in the afternoon for a quick walk in the rain. He had gone to his room after luncheon to get some belated letters off his conscience, and when he had left her she had continued to sit in the same place, her hands crossed on her knees, her head slightly bent in an attitude of brooding retrospection. As she looked back at her past life it seemed to her to have consisted of one ceaseless effort to pack into each hour, enough to fill out its slack folds. But now each moment was like a miser's bag stretched to bursting with pure gold. She was roused by the sound of Owen's step in the gallery outside her room. It paused at her door, and in answer to his knock she called out, come in. As the door closed behind him she was struck by his look of pale excitement, and an impulse of compunction made her say, You've come to ask me why I haven't spoken to your grandmother. He sent about him a glance vaguely reminding her of the strange look with which Sophie Weiner had swept the room the night before. Then his brilliant eyes came back to her. I've spoken to her myself, he said. Anna started up incredulous. You've spoken to her? When? Now I left her to come here. Anna's first feeling was one of annoyance. There was really something comically incongruous in this boyish surrender to impulse on the part of a young man so eager to assume the responsibilities of life. She looked at him with a faintly veiled amusement. You asked me to help you and I promised you I would. It was hardly worthwhile to work out such an elaborate plan of action if you intended to take the matter out of my hands without telling me. Oh don't take that tone with me, he broke out almost angrily. That tone? What tone? She stared at his quivering face. I might, she pursued, still half laughing, more properly make that request of you. Owen reddened and his vehemence suddenly subsided. I meant that I had to speak, that's all. You don't give me a chance to explain. She looked at him gently, wondering a little at her own impatience. Owen, don't I always give you every chance? It's because I do that I wanted to talk to your grandmother first, that I was waiting and watching for the right moment. The right moment? So was I, that's why I've spoken. His voice rose again and took the sharp edge it had in moments of high pressure. His stepmother turned away and seated herself in her sofa corner. Oh my dear, it's not a privilege to quarrel over. You've taken a load off my shoulders. Sit down and tell me all about it. He stood before her, irresolute. I can't sit down, he said. Walk about then. Only tell me, I'm impatient. His immediate response was to throw himself into the armchair at her side, where he lounged for a moment without speaking. His legs stretched out, his arms locked behind his thrown back head. Anna, her eyes on his face, waited quietly for him to speak. Well, of course it was just what one expected. She takes it so badly, you mean? All the heavy batteries were brought up. My father, Giv, Monsieur de Chantel, the throne and the altar. Even my poor mother was dragged out of oblivion and armed with imaginary protests. Anna sighed out her sympathy. Well, you were prepared for all that. I thought I was till I began to hear her say it. Then it sounded so incredibly silly that I told her so. Oh, Owen! Owen! Yes, I know, I was a fool, but I couldn't help it. And you've mortally offended her, I suppose? That's exactly what I wanted to prevent. She laid a hand on his shoulder. You tiresome boy, not to wait and let me speak for you. He moved slightly away so that her hand slipped from its place. You don't understand, he said, frowning. I don't see how I can till you explain. If you thought the time had come to tell your grandmother, why not have asked me to do it? I had my reasons for waiting, but if you told me to speak I should have done so naturally. He evaded her appeal by a sudden turn. What were your reasons for waiting? Anna did not immediately answer. Her stepson's eyes were on her face, and under his gaze she felt a faint disquietude. I was feeling my way. I wanted to be absolutely sure. Absolutely sure of what? She delayed again for just a perceptible instant. Why, simply of our side of the case. But you told me you were the other day when we talked it over before they came back from Ushi. Oh my dear, if you think that in such a complicated matter, every day, every hour, doesn't more or less modify one's surest sureness. That's just what I'm driving at. I want to know what has modified yours. She made a slight gesture of impatience. What does it matter now the things done? I don't know that I could give any clear reason. He got to his feet and stood looking down on her with a tormented brow. But it's absolutely necessary that you should. At his tone her impatience flared up. It's not necessary that I should give you any explanation whatever since you've taken the matter out of my hands. All I can say is that I was trying to help you, that no other thought ever entered my mind. She paused a moment and then added, If you doubted it, you were right to do what you've done. Oh, I never doubted you, he retorted, with a fugitive stress on the pronoun. His face had cleared to its old look of trust. Don't be offended if I've seemed to, he went on. I can't quite explain myself, either. It's all kind of a tangle, isn't it? That's why I thought I'd better speak at once, or rather why I didn't think at all but just suddenly blurted the thing out. Anna gave him back his look of conciliation. Well, the how and why don't matter much now. The point is how to deal with your grandmother. You've not told me what she means to do. Oh, she means to send for Adelaide painter. The name drew a faint note of mirth from him and relaxed both their faces to a smile. Perhaps Anna added it's really the best thing for us all. Owen shrugged his shoulders. It's too preposterous and humiliating, dragging that woman into our secrets. This could hardly be a secret much longer. He had moved to the hearth where he stood pushing about the small ornaments on the mantle shelf, but at her answer he turned back to her. You haven't, of course, spoken of it to any one. No, but I intend to now. She paused for his reply, and as it did not come she continued, if Adelaide painters to be told there's no possible reason why I shouldn't tell Mr. Darrow. Owen abruptly set down the little statuette between his fingers. None whatever, I want everyone to know. She smiled a little at his overemphasis and was about to meet it with a word of banter when he continued, facing her. You haven't as yet said a word to him? I've told him nothing except what the discussion of our own plans, his and mine, obliged me to, that you were thinking of marrying, and that I wasn't willing to leave France till I'd done what I could to see you through. At her first words the colour had rushed to his forehead, but as she continued she saw his face compose itself and his blood subside. You're a brick, my dear, he exclaimed. You had my word, you know. Yes, yes, I know, his face had clouded again, and that's all, positively all, you've ever said to him? Positively all. But why do you ask? He had a moment's embarrassed hesitation. It was understood, wasn't it, that my grandmother was to be the first to know. Well, and so she has been, hasn't she, since you've told her? He turned back to his restless shifting of the knickknacks. And you're sure that nothing you've said to Darrow could possibly have given him a hint? Nothing I've said to him, certainly. He swung about on her. Why do you put it in that way? In what way? Why as if you thought someone else might have spoken. Someone else? Who else? She rose to her feet. What on earth, my dear boy, can you be driving at? I'm trying to find out whether you think he knows anything definitive. Why should I think so, do you? I don't know, I want to find out. She laughed at his obstinate insistence, to test my veracity, I suppose. At the sound of a step in the gallery she added, here he is, you can ask him yourself. She met Darrow's knock with an invitation to enter, and he came into the room and paused between herself and Owen. She was struck as he stood there by the contrast between his happy careless good looks and her stepson's frowning agitation. Darrow met her eyes with a smile. Am I too soon, or is our walk given up? No, I was just going to get ready. She continued to linger between the two, looking slowly from one to the other. But there's something we want to tell you first. Owen is engaged to Miss Viner. The sense of an indefinable interrogation in Owen's mind made her, as she spoke, fix her eyes steadily on Darrow. He had paused just opposite the window, so that even in the rainy afternoon light his face was clearly open to her scrutiny. For a second immense surprise was alone visible on it, so visible that she half turned to her stepson with a faint smile for his refuted suspicions. Why, she wondered, should Owen have thought that Darrow had already guessed his secret, and what, after all, could be so disturbing to him in this not improbable contingency? At any rate his doubt must have been dispelled. There was nothing feigned about Darrow's astonishment. When her eyes turned back to him he was already crossing to Owen without stretched hand, and she had, through an unaccountable faint flutter of misgiving, a mere confused sense of their exchanging the customary phrases. Her next perception was of Owen's tranquilized look, and of his smiling return of Darrow's congratulatory grasp. She had the eerie feeling of having been over-swept by a shadow which there had been no cloud to cast. A moment later Owen had left the room and she and Darrow were alone. He had turned away to the window and stood staring out into the downpour. Your surprise did Owen's news, she asked. Yes, I am surprised, he answered. You hadn't thought of its being Miss Viner? Why should I have thought of Miss Viner? You see now why I wanted so much to find out what you knew about her. He made no comment and she pursued. Now that you do know it's she, if there's anything. He moved back into the room and went up to her. His face was serious with a slight shade of annoyance. What on earth should there be? As I told you, I've never in my life heard anyone say two words about Miss Viner. Anna made no answer and they continued to face each other without moving. For the moment she had ceased to think about Sophie Viner and Owen. The only thought in her mind was that Darrow was alone with her, close to her, and that for the first time their hands and lips had not met. He glanced back doubtfully at the window. It's pouring, perhaps you'd rather not go out. She hesitated as if waiting for him to urge her. I suppose I'd better not. I ought to go at once to my mother-in-law. Owen's just been telling her, she said. Ah, Darrow hazarded a smile. That accounts for my having on the way up, heard someone telephoning for Miss Painter. At the illusion they laughed together vaguely and Anna moved toward the door. He held it open for her and followed her out. Edith Wharton Chapter 19 He left her at the door of Madame Deschantel's sitting-room and plunged out alone into the rain. The wind flung about the stripped treetops of the avenue and dashed the stinging streams into his face. He walked to the gate and then turned into the high road and strode along in the open, buffeted by slanting gusts. The evenly ridged fields were a blurred waste of mud and the russet coverts which he and Owen had shot through the day before shivered desolately against a driving sky. Darrow walked on and on, indifferent to the direction he was taking. His thoughts were tossing like the treetops. Anna's announcement had not come to him as a complete surprise. That morning, as he strolled back to the house with Owen Leith and Miss Viner, he had had a momentary intuition of the truth. But it had been no more than an intuition, the merest faint cloud puff of surmise, and now it was an attested fact darkening over the whole sky. In respect of his own attitude he saw at once that the discovery made no appreciable change. If he had been bound to silence before, he was no less bound to it now. The only difference lay in the fact that what he had just learned had rendered his bondage more intolerable. Hitherto he had felt for Sophie Viner's defenceless state a sympathy profoundly tinged with compunction. But now he was half-conscious of an obscure indignation against her, superior as he had fancied himself to ready-made judgments. He was aware of cherishing the common doubt as to the disinterestedness of the woman who tries to rise above her past. No wonder she had been sick with fear on meeting him. It was in his power to do her more harm than he had dreamed. Assuredly he did not want to harm her, but he did desperately want to prevent her marrying Owen Leith. He tried to get away from the feeling to isolate and exteriorize it sufficiently to see what motives it was made of. But it remained a mere blind motion of his blood, the instinctive recoil from the thing that no amount of arguing can make straight. His tramp, prolonged as it was, carried him no nearer to enlightenment, and after trudging through two or three sallow mud-stained villages, he turned about and weirdly made his way back to Givre. As he walked up the Black Avenue making for the lights that twinkled through its pitching branches, he had a sudden realization of his utter helplessness. He might think and combine as he would, but there was nothing, absolutely nothing, that he could do. He dropped his wet coat in the vestibule and began to mount the stairs to his room, but on the landing he was overtaken by a sober-faced maid who, in tones discreetly lowered, begged him to be so kind as to step for a moment into the Marquis's sitting-room. Somewhat disconcerted by the summons, he followed its bearer to the door, at which, a couple of hours earlier, he had taken leave of Mrs. Leith. It opened to admit him to a large, lamp-lit room which he immediately perceived to be empty, and the fact gave him time to note, even through his disturbance of mind, the interesting degree to which Madame de Chantel's apartment dated and completed her. Its looped and corded curtains, its purple satin upholstery, the sev jardinières, the rosewood fire-screen, the little velvet tables edged with lace and crowded with silver knickknacks and simpering miniatures, reconstituted an almost perfect setting for the blonde beauty of the sixties. Darrow wondered that Fraser Leith's filial respect should have prevailed over his aesthetic scruples to the extent of permitting such an anachronism among the eighteenth-century graces of Givre. But a moment's reflection made it clear that, to its late owner, the attitude would have seemed exactly in the traditions of the place. Madame de Chantel's emergence from an inner room snatched Darrow from these irrelevant musings. She was already beaded and bugled for the evening, and save for a slight pinkness of the eyelids, her elaborate appearance revealed no mark of agitation. But Darrow noticed that, in recognition of the solemnity of the occasion, she pinched a lace handkerchief between her thumb and forefinger. She plunged at once into the centre of the difficulty, appealing to him in the name of all the Everards, to descend there with her to the rescue of her darling. She wasn't, she was sure, addressing herself in vain to one whose person, whose tone, whose traditions, so brilliantly declared his indebtedness to the principles she besought him to defend. Her own reception of Darrow, the confidence she had at once accorded him, must have shown him that she had instinctively felt their unanimity of sentiment on these fundamental questions. She had in fact recognized in him the one person whom, without pain to her maternal piety, she could welcome as her son's successor, and it was almost as to Owen's father that she now appealed to Darrow to aid in rescuing the wretched boy. Don't think, please, that I'm casting the least reflection on Anna or showing any want of sympathy for her when I say that I consider her partly responsible for what's happened. Anna is modern. I believe that's what it's called when you read unsettling books and admire hideous pictures. Indeed, Madame Duchantel continued leaning confidentially forward. I myself have always more or less lived in that atmosphere. My son, you know, was very revolutionary. Only he didn't, of course, apply his ideas. They were purely intellectual. That's what dear Anna has always failed to understand, and I'm afraid she's created the same kind of confusion in Owen's mind, led him to mix up things you read about with things you do. You know, of course, that she sides with him in this wretched business. Developing at length upon this theme, she finally narrowed down to the point of Darrow's intervention. My grandson, Mr. Darrow, calls me illogical and uncharitable because my feelings toward Miss Viner have changed since I've heard this news. Well, you've known her, it appears, for some years. Anna tells me you used to see her when she was a companion or secretary or something to a dreadfully vulgar Mrs. Murrett. And I ask you as a friend, I ask you as one of us, to tell me if you think a girl who has had to knock about in the world in that kind of position and at the orders of all kinds of people is fitted to be Owen's wife. I'm not implying anything against her. I liked the girl, Mr. Darrow. But what's that got to do with it? I don't want her to marry my grandson. If I'd been looking for a wife for Owen, I shouldn't have applied to the Farlows to find me one. That's what Anna won't understand and what you must help me to make her see. Darrow, to this appeal, could oppose only the repeated assurance of his inability to interfere. He tried to make Madame de Chantel see that the very position he hoped to take in the household made his intervention the more hazardous. He brought up the usual arguments and sounded the expected note of sympathy. But Madame de Chantel's alarm had dispelled her habitual imprecision, and though she had not many reasons to advance, her argument clung to its point like a frightened, sharp-clawed animal. Well then she summed up in response to his repeated assertions that he saw no way of helping her. You can, at least, even if you won't say a word to the others, tell me, frankly and fairly, and quite between ourselves, your personal opinion of Miss Viner, since you've known her so much longer than we have. He protested that if he had known her longer he had known her much less well, and that he had already on this point convinced Anna of his inability to pronounce an opinion. Madame de Chantel drew a deep sigh of intelligence. Your opinion of Mrs. Murrett is enough. I don't suppose you pretend to conceal that. And Heaven knows what other unspeakable people she's been mixed up with. The only friends she can produce are called Hoke. Don't try to reason with me, Mr. Darrow. There are feelings that go deeper than facts, and I know she thought of studying for the stage. Madame de Chantel raised the corner of her lace handkerchief to her eyes. I'm old-fashioned, like my furniture, she murmured, and I thought I could count on you, Mr. Darrow. When Darrow that night regained his room he reflected with a flash of irony that each time he entered it he brought a fresh troupe of perplexities to trouble its serene seclusion. Since the day after his arrival only forty-eight hours before, when he had set his window open to the night and his hopes had seemed as many as its stars, each evening had brought its new problems and its renewed distress. But nothing as yet had approached the blank misery of mind with which he now set himself to face the fresh questions confronting him. Sophie Weiner had not shown herself at dinner, so that he had had no glimpse of her in her new character, and no means of divining the real nature of the tie between herself and Owen Leith. One thing, however, was clear. Whatever her real feelings were, and however much or little she had at stake, if she had made up her mind to marry Owen, she had more than enough skill and tenacity to defeat any arts that poor Madame de Chantel could oppose to her. Darrow himself was, in fact, the only person who might possibly turn her from her purpose. Madame de Chantel at haphazard had hit on the surest means of saving Owen if to prevent his marriage were to save him. Darrow, on this point, did not pretend to any fixed opinion. One feeling alone was clear and insistent in him. He did not mean if he could help it to let the marriage take place. How he was to prevent it he did not know. To his tormented imagination every issue seemed closed. For a fantastic instant he was moved to follow Madame de Chantel's suggestion and urge Anna to withdraw her approval. If his reticence, his efforts to avoid the subject had not escaped her, she had doubtless set them down to the fact of his knowing more and thinking less of Sophie Weiner than he had been willing to admit. And he might take advantage of this to turn her mind gradually from the project. Yet how to do so without betraying his insincerity? If he had had nothing to hide he could easily have said, It's one thing to know nothing against the girl, it's another to pretend that I think her a good match for Owen. But could he say even so much without betraying more? It was not Anna's questions or his answers to him that he feared, but what might cry aloud in the intervals between them. He understood now that ever since Sophie Weiner's arrival at Jivre he had felt in Anna the lurking sense of something unexpressed and perhaps inexpressible between the girl and himself. When at last he fell asleep he had fatalistically committed his next step to the chances of the morrow. The first that offered itself was an encounter with Mrs. Leith as he descended the stairs the next morning. She had come down already hatted and shod for a dash to the park lodge where one of the gatekeeper's children had had an accident. In her compact dark dress she looked more than usually straight and slim and her face wore the pale glow it took on at any call on her energy, a kind of warrior brightness that made her small head with its strong chin and close bound hair like that of an Amazon in a freeze. It was their first moment alone since she had left him the afternoon before at her mother-in-law's door, and after a few words about the injured child their talk inevitably reverted to Owen. Anna spoke with a smile of her scene with Madame de Chantel, who belonged, poor dear, to a generation when scenes in the ladylike and lacrimal sense of the term were the tribute which sensibility was expected to pay to the unusual. Their conversation had been in every detail so exactly what Anna had foreseen that it had clearly not made much impression on her, but she was eager to know the result of Darrow's encounter with her mother-in-law. She told me she'd sent for you. She always sends for people in emergencies. That again, I suppose, is de l'époque, and failing Adelaide painter who can't get here till this afternoon there was no one but poor you to turn to. She put it all lightly with the lightness that seemed to his tight strong nerves slightly undefinably overdone, but he was so aware of his own tension that he wondered the next moment whether anything would ever again seem to him quite usual and insignificant and in the common order of things. As they hastened on through the drizzle in which the storm of the night was weeping itself out, Anna drew close under his umbrella, and at the pressure of her arm against his he recalled his walk up the Dover pier with Sophie Weiner. The memory gave him a startled vision of the inevitable occasions of contact, confidence, familiarity, which his future relationship to the girl would entail, and the countless chances of betrayal that every one of them involved. Do tell me just what you said, he heard Anna pleading, and with sudden resolution he affirmed, I quite understand your mother-in-law's feeling as she does. The words, when uttered, seemed a good deal less significant than they had sounded to his inner ear, and Anna replied without surprise, Of course, it's inevitable that she should. But we shall bring her round in time. Under the dripping dome she raised her face to his. Don't you remember what you said the day before yesterday? Together we can't fail to pull it off for him. I've told Owen that, so you're pledged and there's no going back. The day before yesterday. Was it possible that no longer ago life had seemed a sufficiently simple business for a sane man to hazard such assurances? Anna he questioned her abruptly. Why are you so anxious for this marriage? She stopped short to face him. Why? But surely I've explained to you, or rather I've hardly had to, you seemed so in sympathy with my reasons. I didn't know then who it was that Owen wanted to marry. The words were out with a spring and he felt a clearer air in his brain, but her logic hemmed him in. You knew yesterday and you assured me then that you hadn't a word to say. Against Miss Weiner? The name once uttered sounded on and on in his ears. Of course not, but that doesn't necessarily imply that I think her a good match for Owen. Anna made no immediate answer. When she spoke it was to question, why don't you think her a good match for Owen? Well, Madame de Chantel's reasons seem to me not quite as negligible as you think. You mean the fact that she's been Mrs. Murrett's secretary and that the people who employed her before were called hoak? For as far as Owen and I can make out, these are the gravest charges against her. Still one can understand that the match is not what Madame de Chantel had dreamed of. Oh, perfectly, if that's all you mean. The lodge was in sight and she hastened her step. He strode on beside her in silence, but at the gate she checked him with the question, is it really all you mean? Of course he heard himself declare. Oh, then I think I shall convince you, even if I can't, like Madame de Chantel, summon all the Everards to my aid. She lifted to him the look of happy laughter that sometimes brushed her with a gleam of spring. Darrow watched her hasten along the path between the dripping chrysanthemums and enter the lodge. After she had gone in he paced up and down outside in the drizzle, waiting to learn if she had any message to send back to the house. And after the lapse of a few minutes she came out again. The child, she said, was badly, though not dangerously hurt, and the village doctor, who was already on hand, had asked that the surgeon, already summoned from Franchoy, should be told to bring with him certain needful appliances. Owen had started by motor to fetch the surgeon, but there was still time to communicate with the latter by telephone. The doctor furthermore begged for an immediate provision of such bandages and disinfectants as Giver itself could furnish, and Anna Bad Darrow addressed himself to Miss Weiner, who knew where to find the necessary things, and would direct one of the servants to bicycle with them to the lodge. Darrow, as he hurried off on this errand, had at once perceived the opportunity it offered of a word with Sophie Weiner. What that word was to be he did not know, but now, if ever, was the moment to make it urgent and conclusive. It was unlikely that he would again have such a chance of unobserved talk with her. He had supposed he should find her with her pupil in the school room, but he learned from a servant that Effie had gone to Franchoy with her stepbrother and that Miss Weiner was still in her room. Darrow sent her word that he was the bearer of a message from the lodge, and a moment later he heard her coming down the stairs. CHAPTER XXI For a second as she approached him, the quick tremor of her glance showed her all intent on the same thought as himself. He transmitted his instructions with mechanical precision, and she answered in the same tone, repeating his words with the intensity of attention of a child not quite sure of understanding. Then she disappeared up the stairs. Darrow lingered on in the hall, not knowing if she meant to return, yet inwardly sure she would. At length he saw her coming down in her hat and jacket. The rain still streaked the window-panes, and in order to say something he said, you're not going to the lodge yourself. I've sent one of the men ahead with the things, but I thought Mrs. Leith might need me. She didn't ask for you, he returned, wondering how he could detain her, but she answered decidedly, I'd better go. He held open the door, picked up his umbrella, and followed her out. As they went down the steps she glanced back at him. You've forgotten your Macintosh. I shan't need it. She had no umbrella, and he opened his and held it out to her. She rejected it with a murmur of thanks and walked on through the thin drizzle, and he kept the umbrella over his own head without offering to shelter her. Rapidly and in silence they crossed the court and began to walk down the avenue. They had traversed a third of its length before Darrow set abruptly. Wouldn't it have been fairer when we talked together yesterday to tell me what I've just heard from Mrs. Leith? Fairer! She stopped short with a startled look. If I'd known that your future was already settled I should have spared you my gratuitous suggestions. She walked on more slowly for a yard or two. I couldn't speak yesterday. I meant to have told you today. Oh, I'm not reproaching you for your lack of confidence. Only if you had told me I should have been more sure of your really meaning what you said to me yesterday. She did not ask him to what he referred, and he saw that her parting words to him lived as vividly in her memory as in his. Is it so important that you should be sure, she finally questioned? Not to you, naturally, he returned with involuntary asperity. It was incredible yet it was a fact that for the moment his immediate purpose in seeking to speak to her was lost under a rush of resentment at counting for so little in her fate. Of what stuff, then, was his feeling for her maid? A few hours earlier she had touched his thoughts as little as his senses, but now he felt old sleeping instincts stir in him. A rush of rain dashed against his face and catching Sophie's hat strained it back from her loosened hair. She put her hands to her head with a familiar gesture. He came closer and held his umbrella over her. At the lodge he waited while she went in. The rain continued to stream down on him and he shivered in the dampness and stamped his feet on the flags. It seemed to him that a long time elapsed before the door opened and she reappeared. He glanced into the house for a glimpse of Anna but obtained none. Yet the mere sense of her nearness had completely altered his mood. The child Sophie told him was doing well, but Mrs. Leith had decided to wait till the surgeon came. Darrow, as they turned away, looked through the gates and saw the doctor's old-fashioned carriage by the roadside. Let me tell the doctor's boy to drive you back, he suggested, but Sophie answered, No, I'll walk. And he moved on toward the house at her side. She expressed no surprise at his not remaining at the lodge and again they walked on in silence through the rain. She had accepted the shelter of his umbrella, but she kept herself at such a carefully measured distance that even the slight swaying movements produced by their quick pace did not once bring her arm in touch with his. And noticing this he perceived that every drop of her blood must be alive to his nearness. What I meant just now, he began, was that you ought to have been sure of my good wishes. She seemed to weigh the words, sure enough for what? To trust me a little farther than you did. I've told you that yesterday I wasn't free to speak. Well, since you are now, may I say a word to you? She paused perceptibly, and when she spoke it was in so low a tone that he had to bend his head to catch her answer. I can't think what you have to say. It's not easy to say here at any rate, and indoors I shan't know where to say it. He glanced about him in the rain. Let's walk over to the spring house for a minute. To the right of the drive under a clump of trees a little stucco pavilion crowned by a balustrade rose to arches of moldering brick over a flight of steps that led down to a spring. Other steps curved up to a door above. Darrow mounted these and opening the door entered a small circular room hung with loosened strips of painted paper whereon spectrally faded mandarins executed elongated gestures. Some black and gold chairs with straw seats and an unsteady table of cracked lacquer stood on the floor of red-glazed tile. Sophie had followed him without comment. He closed the door after her and she stood motionless as though waiting for him to speak. Now we can talk quietly, he said, looking at her with a smile into which he tried to put an intention of the frankest friendliness. She merely repeated, I can't think what you have to say. Her voice had lost the note of half-wistful confidence on which their talk of the previous day had closed, and she looked at him with a kind of pale hostility. Her tone made it evident that his task would be difficult, but it did not shake his resolve to go on. He sat down and mechanically she followed his example. The table was between them and she rested her arms on its cracked edge and her chin on her interlocked hands. He looked at her and she gave him back his look. Have you nothing to say to me? he asked at length. A faint smile lifted in the remembered way the left corner of her narrowed lips. About my marriage? About your marriage? She continued to consider him between half-drawn lids. What can I say that Mrs. Leith has not already told you? Mrs. Leith has told me nothing whatever but the fact and her pleasure in it. Well, aren't those the two essential points? The essential points to you? I should have thought. Oh, to you I meant, she put in keenly. He flushed at the retort but steadied himself and rejoined. The essential point to me is, of course, that you should be doing what's really best for you. She sat silent with lowered lashes. At length she stretched out her arm and took up from the table a little threadbare Chinese handscreen. She turned its ebony stem once or twice between her fingers, and as she did so, Darrow was whimsically struck by the way in which their ebony essence, slight romance, was symbolized by the fading lines on the frail silk. Do you think my engagement to Mr. Leith not really best for me, she asked at length? Darrow, before answering, waited long enough to get his words into the tercest shape, not without a sense as he did so of his likeness to the surgeon deliberately poising his lancet for a clean incision. I'm not sure he replied of its being the best thing for either of you. She took the stroke steadily, but a faint red swept her face like the reflection of a blush. She continued to keep her lowered eyes on the screen. From whose point of view do you speak? Naturally that of the person's most concerned. From Owen's, then, of course. You don't think me a good match for him? From yours, first of all. I don't think him a good match for you. He brought the answer out abruptly, his eyes on her face. It had grown extremely pale, but as the meaning of his words shaped itself in her mind he saw a curious inner light dawn through her set look. She lifted her lids just far enough for a veiled glance at him, and a smile slipped through them to her trembling lips. For a moment the change merely bewildered him. Then it pulled him up with a sharp jerk of apprehension. I don't think him a good match for you, he stammered, groping for the lost thread of his words. She threw a vague look about the chilly rain-dimmed room. And you've brought me here to tell me why? The question roused him to the sense that their minutes were numbered, and that if he did not immediately get to his point there might be no other chance of making it. My chief reason is that I believe he's too young and inexperienced to give you the kind of support you need. At his words her face changed again, freezing to a tragic coldness. She stared straight ahead of her, perceptibly struggling with the tremor of her muscles, and when she had controlled it she flung out a pale-lipped pleasantry. But you see I've always had to support myself. He's a boy, Darrow pushed on, a charming, wonderful boy, but with no more notion than a boy how to deal with the inevitable daily problems, the trivial, stupid, unimportant things that life is chiefly made up of. I'll deal with them for him, she rejoined. They'll be more than ordinarily difficult. She shot a challenging glance at him. You must have some special reason for saying so. Only my clear perception of the facts. What facts do you mean? Darrow hesitated. You must know better than I he returned at length that the way won't be made easy to you. Mrs. Leith at any rate has made it so. Madame de Chantel will not. How do you know that, she flung back. He paused again, not sure how far it was prudent to reveal himself in the confidence of the household. Then to avoid involving Anna, he answered, Madame de Chantel sent for me yesterday. Sent for you? To talk to you about me? The color rose to her forehead and her eyes burned black under lowered brows. By what right I should like to know? What have you to do with me or with anything in the world that concerns me? Darrow instantly perceived what dread suspicion again possessed her and the sense that it was not wholly unjustified caused him a passing pang of shame. But it did not turn him from his purpose. I'm an old friend of Mrs. Leith's. It's not unnatural that Madame de Chantel should talk to me. She dropped the screen on the table and stood up, turning on him the same small mask of wrath and scorn which had glared at him in Paris when he had confessed to his suppression of her letter. She walked away a step or two and then came back. May I ask what Madame de Chantel said to you? She made it clear that she should not encourage the marriage. And what was her object in making that clear to you? Darrow hesitated. I suppose she thought that she could persuade you to turn Mrs. Leith against me? He was silent and she suppressed him. Was that it? That was it. But if you don't, if you keep your promise, my promise, to say nothing, nothing whatever, her strained look through a haggard light along the pause. As she spoke the whole odiousness of the scene rushed over him. Of course I shall say nothing. You know that. He leaned to her and laid his hand on hers. She drew back and hid her face with a sob. Then she sank again into her seat, stretched her arms across the table and laid her face upon them. He sat still, overwhelmed with compunction. After a long interval in which he had painfully measured the seconds by her hard drawn breathing, she looked up at him with a face washed clear of bitterness. Don't suppose I don't know what you must have thought of me. The Christ struck him down to a lower depth of self-abasement. My poor child he felt like answering. The shame of it is that I've never thought of you at all. But he could only uselessly repeat, I'll do anything I can to help you. She sat silent drumming the table with her hand. He saw that her doubt of him was allayed and the perception made him more ashamed as if her trust had first revealed to him how near he had come to not deserving it. Suddenly she began to speak. You think then I've no right to marry him. No right, God forbid, I only meant that you'd rather I didn't marry any friend of yours. She brought it out deliberately, not as a question, but as a mere dispassionate statement of fact. Darrow in turn stood up and wandered away helplessly to the window. He stood staring out through its small discolored panes at the dim brown distances. Then he moved back to the table. I'll tell you exactly what I meant. You'll be wretched if you marry a man you're not in love with. He knew the risk of misapprehension that he ran, but he estimated his chances of success as precisely in proportion to his peril. If certain signs meant what he thought they did, he might yet, at what cost he would not stop to think, make his past pay for his future. The girl at his words had lifted her head with a movement of surprise. Her eyes slowly reached his face and rested there in a gaze of deep interrogation. He held the look for a moment then his own eyes dropped and he waited. At length she began to speak. You're mistaken. You're quite mistaken. He waited a moment longer. Mistaken? In thinking what you think. I'm as happy as if I deserved it. She suddenly proclaimed with a laugh. She stood up and moved toward the door. Now are you satisfied? She asked, turning her vividest face to him from the threshold. CHAPTER XXI. Down the avenue there came to them with the opening of the door the voice of Owen's motor. It was the signal which had interrupted their first talk and again instinctively they drew apart at the sound. Without a word Darrow turned back into the room while Sophie Weiner went down the steps and walked back alone toward the court. At luncheon the presence of the surgeon and the non-appearance of Madame de Chantel, who had excused herself on the plea of a headache, combined to shift the conversational center of gravity, and Darrow under shelter of the necessarily impersonal talk, had time to adjust his disguise and to perceive that the others were engaged in the same rearrangement. It was the first time that he had seen young Leith and Sophie Weiner together since he had learned of their engagement, but neither revealed more emotion than befitted the occasion. It was evident that Owen was deeply under the girl's charm, and that at the least sign from her his bliss would have broken bounds. But her reticence was justified by the tacitly recognized fact of Madame de Chantel's disapproval. This also visibly weighed on Anna's mind, making her manner to Sophie, if no less kind, yet a trifle more constrained than if the moment of final understanding had been reached. So Darrow interpreted the tension perceptible under the fluent exchange of common places in which he was diligently sharing. But he was more and more aware of his inability to test the moral atmosphere about him. He was like a man in fever testing another's temperature by the touch. After luncheon, Anna, who was to motor the surgeon home, suggested to Darrow that he should accompany them. Effie was also of the party, and Darrow inferred that Anna wished to give her stepson a chance to be alone with his betrothed. On the way back, after the surgeon had been left at his door, the little girl sat between her mother and Darrow, and her presence kept their talk from taking a personal turn. Darrow knew that Mrs. Leith had not yet told Effie of the relation in which he was to stand to her. The premature divulging of Owen's plans had thrown their own into the background, and by common consent they continued in the little girl's presence on terms of an informal friendliness. The sky had cleared after luncheon, and to prolong their excursion they returned by way of the ivy mantled ruin which was to have been the scene of the projected picnic. This circuit brought them back to the park gates not long before sunset, and as Anna wished to stop at the lodge for news of the injured child, Darrow left her there with Effie and walked on alone to the house. He had the impression that she was slightly surprised at his not waiting for her, but his inner restlessness vented itself in an intense desire for bodily movement. He would have liked to walk himself into a state of torpor, to tramp on for hours through the moist winds and the healing darkness and come back staggering with fatigue and sleep. But he had no pretext for such a flight, and he feared that at such a moment his prolonged absence might seem singular to Anna. As he approached the house, the thought of her nearness produced a swift reaction of mood. It was as if an intense vision of her had scattered his perplexities like morning mists. At this moment wherever she was he knew he was safely shut away in her thoughts, and the knowledge made every other fact dwindle away to a shadow. He and she loved each other, and their love arched over them open and ample as the day. In all its sunlit spaces there was no cranny for a fear to lurk. In a few minutes he would be in her presence and would read his reassurance in her eyes. And presently, before dinner, she would contrive that they should have an hour by themselves in her sitting-room, and he would sit by the hearth and watch her quiet movements and the way the bluish luster on her hair purpled a little as she bent above the fire. A carriage drove out of the court as he entered it, and in the hall his vision was dispelled by the exceedingly substantial presence of a lady in a waterproof and a tweed hat who stood firmly planted in the center of a pile of luggage, as to which she was giving involved but lucid directions to the footmen who had just admitted her. She went on with these directions regardless of Darrow's entrance, merely fixing her small pale eyes on him while she proceeded in a deep contralto voice and a fluent French pronounced with the purest Boston accent to specify the destination of her bags. And this enabled Darrow to give her back a gaze protracted enough to take in all the details of her plain thick-set person, from the square, shallow face beneath bands of gray hair to the blunt boot-toes protruding under her wide walking skirt. She submitted to this scrutiny with no more evidence of surprise than a monument examined by a tourist. But when the fate of her luggage had been settled she turned suddenly to Darrow and dropping her eyes from his face to his feet, and asked in trenchant accents, what sort of boots have you got on? Before he could summon his wits to the consideration of this question she continued in a tone of suppressed indignation, until Americans get used to the fact that France is under water for half the year they're perpetually risking their lives by not being properly protected. I suppose you've been tramping through all this nasty clammy mud as if you'd been taking a stroll on Boston Common. Darrow with a laugh affirmed his previous experience of French dampness and the degree to which he was on his guard against it. But the lady with a contemptuous snort rejoined, you young men are all alike, to which she appended after another hard look at him. I suppose you're George Darrow. I used to know one of your mother's cousins who married a tonsill of Mount Vernon Street. My name is Adelaide Painter. Have you been in Boston lately? No. I'm sorry for that. I hear there have been several new houses built at the lower end of Common Wealth Avenue and I hoped you could tell me about them. I haven't been there for thirty years myself. Miss Painter's arrival at Jeeve produced the same effect as the winds hauling around to the north after days of languid weather. When Darrow joined the group about the tea-table she had already given a tingle to the air. Madame de Chantel still remained invisible above stairs but Darrow had the impression that even through her drawn curtains and bolted doors a stimulating whiff must have entered. Anna was in her usual seat behind the tea-tray and Sophie Weiner presently led in her pupil. Owen was also there, seated as usual a little apart from the others and following Miss Painter's massive movements and equally substantial utterances with a smile of secret intelligence which gave Darrow the idea of his having been in clandestine parlay with the enemy. Darrow further took note that the girl and her suitor perceptibly avoided each other but this might be a natural result of the tension Miss Painter had been summoned to relieve. Sophie Weiner would evidently permit no recognition of the situation save that which it lay with Madame de Chantel to accord. But meanwhile Miss Painter had proclaimed her tacit sense of it by summoning the girl to a seat at her side. Darrow as he continued to observe the newcomer who was perched on her armchair like a granite image on the edge of a cliff was aware that in a more detached frame of mind he would have found an extreme interest in studying and classifying Miss Painter. It was not that she said anything remarkable or betrayed any of those unspoken perceptions which gave significance to the most commonplace utterances. She talked of the lateness of her train of an impending crisis in international politics of the difficulty of buying English tea in Paris and of the enormities of which French servants were capable. And her views on these subjects were enunciated with a uniformity of emphasis implying complete unconsciousness of any difference in their interest and importance. She always applied to the French race the distant epithet of those people. But she betrayed an intimate acquaintance with many of its members and an encyclopedic knowledge of the domestic habits, financial difficulties and private complications of various persons of social importance. Yet as she evidently felt no incongruity in her attitude so she revealed no desire to parade her familiarity with the fashionable or indeed any sense of it as a fact to be paraded. It was evident that the titled ladies whom she spoke of as Mimi or Simone or Odette were as much those people to her as the Bun who tampered with her tea and steamed the stamps off her letters when by a miracle I don't put them in the box myself. Her whole attitude was of a vast grim tolerance of things as they came as though she had been some wonderful automatic machine which recorded facts but had not yet been perfected to the point of sorting or labeling them. All this as Darrow was aware still fell short of accounting for the influence she obviously exerted on the persons in contact with her. It brought a slight relief to his state of tension to go on wondering while he watched and listened just where the mystery lurked. Perhaps after all it was in the fact of her blank insensibility, an insensibility so devoid of egotism that it had no hardness and no grimaces but rather the freshness of a simpler mental state. After living as he had, as they all had for the last few days, in an atmosphere perpetually tremulous with echoes and implications, it was restful and fortifying merely to walk into the big blank area of Miss Painter's mind so vacuous for all its accumulated items, so ecolous for all its vacuity. His hope of a word with Anna before dinner was dispelled by her rising to take Miss Painter up to Madame de Chantel and he wandered away to his own room leaving Owen and Miss Painter working out a picture puzzle for Effie. Madame de Chantel, possibly as the result of her friend's administrations, was able to appear at the dinner table rather pale and pink-nosed and casting tenderly reproachful glances at her grandson who faced them with impervious serenity and the situation was relieved by the fact that Miss Viner, as usual, had remained in the schoolroom not take place till the morrow and wishing to leave the field open to the contestants, he set out early on a solitary walk. It was nearly luncheon time when he returned from it and came upon Anna just emerging from the house. She had on her hat and jacket and was apparently coming forth to seek him, for she said at once, Madame de Chantel wants you to go up to her. To go up to her, now? On you to do something? She added with a smile. Whatever it is, let's have it over. Darrow, through his rising sense of apprehension, wondered why, instead of merely going for a walk, he had not jumped into the first train and got out of the way till Owen's affairs were finally settled. But what in the name of goodness can I do, he protested following Anna back into the house. Owen, is he to be there? No, but you know I told him he could count on you. But I've said to your mother-in-law all I could. Well, then you can only repeat it. This did not seem to Darrow to simplify his case as much as she appeared to think, and once more he had a movement of recoil. There's no possible reason for my being mixed up in this affair. Anna gave him a reproachful glance. She glanced at him, but even this only stiffened his resistance. Why should you be either, to this extent? The question made her pause. She glanced about the hall as if to be sure they had it to themselves, and then in a lowered voice. I don't know, she suddenly confessed, but somehow, if they're not happy, I feel as if we shouldn't be. Oh, well, Darrow acquiesced in the tone of a man who perforce so lovely and unreasonable-ness. Escape was, after all, impossible, and he could only resign himself to being led to Madame de Chantel's door. Within, among the brick-a-brack and furblows, he found Miss Painter seated in a redundant purple-arm chair with the incongruous air of a horseman bestriding a heavy mount. Madame de Chantel sat opposite, still a little wand and disordered under her elaborate hair, and clasping the horseman, whose visibility symbolized her distress. On the young man's entrance, she sighed out a plaintive welcome to which she immediately appended, Mr. Darrow, I can't help feeling that at heart you're with me. The directness of the challenge made it easier for Darrow to protest, and he reiterated his inability to give an opinion on either side. But Anna declares you have, on hers. Every evidence of feminine inconsequence in Anna seemed to attest her deeper subjection to the most inconsequent of passions. He had certainly promised her his help, but before he knew what he was promising. He met Madame de Chantel's appeal by replying, if there were anything I could possibly say I should want it to be in Miss Viner's favour. You'd want it to be yes, as far as facts go I don't see how I could make it either for or against her. I've already said that I know nothing of her except that she's charming. As if that weren't enough, weren't all there ought to be, Miss Painter put in impatiently. She seemed to address herself to Darrow, though her small eyes were fixed on her friend. Madame de Chantel seems to imagine she pursued that a young American girl ought to have a dossier, a police record, or whatever you call it, what those awful women in the streets have here. In our country it's enough to know that a young girl's pure and lovely, people don't immediately ask her to show her bank account and her visiting list. Madame de Chantel looked plaintively at her sturdy monitress. You don't expect me not to ask if she's got a family? No, nor to think the worse of her if she hasn't. The fact that she's an orphan ought with your ideas to be a merit. You won't have to invite her father to jive. Adelaide, Adelaide, the mistress of jive, lamented. Lucretia married the other returned, and Darrow spared an instant amusement to the quaint incongruity of the name. You know you sent for Mr. Darrow to refute me, and how can he till he knows what I think? You think it's perfectly simple to let Owen marry a girl we know nothing about? No, but I don't think it's perfectly simple to prevent him. The shrewdness of the answer increased Darrow's interest in Miss Painter. She had not hitherto struck him as being a person of much penetration, but he now felt sure that her gimlet gaze might bore to the heart of any practical problem. Madame de Chantel sighed out her recognition of the difficulty. I haven't a word to say against Miss Viner, but she's knocked about so, as it's called, that she must have been mixed up with some rather dreadful people, only Owen could be made to see that. If one could get a few facts, I mean. She says, for instance, that she has a sister, but it seems she doesn't even know her address. If she does, she may not want to give it to you. I dare say the sister is one of the dreadful people. I've no doubt that with a little time you could rake up dozens of them, have her traced as they call it in detective stories. I don't think you'd frighten Owen, but you might. It's natural enough to be corrupted by those foreign ideas. You might even manage to part him from the girl, but you couldn't keep him from being in love with her. I saw that when I looked them over last evening. I said to myself, it's a real old-fashioned American case, as sweet and sound as homemade bread. Well, if you take his loaf away from him, what are you going to feed him with instead? Which of your nasty Paris poisons do you think he'll turn to? Keeping him out of a really bad mess. And knowing the young man as I do, I'd rather think that at this crisis the only way to do it would be to marry him slap off to somebody else. Well, then who may I ask would you pick out? One of your sweet French ingenues, I suppose, with as much mind as a minnow and as much snap as a soft-boiled egg? You might hustle him into that kind of marriage. I dare say you could. But if I know Owen, the natural thing would happen when the baby was weaned. I don't know why you insinuate such odious things against Owen. Do you think it would be odious of him to return to his real love when he's been forcibly parted from her? At any rate, it's what your French friends do, every one of them. Only they don't generally have the grace to go back to an old love. And I believe upon my word, Owen would. Madame de Chantel looked at her with a mixture of awe and exaltation. Of course you realize, Adelaide, that in suggesting this you're insinuating the most shocking things against Miss Viner. When I say that if you part two young things who are dying to be happy in the lawful way, it's ten to one they'll come together in an unlawful one. I'm insinuating shocking things against you, Lucretia Mary, in suggesting for a moment that you'll care to assume such a responsibility before your maker. And you wouldn't if you talked things straight out with him instead of merely sending a little sinner like yourself. Darrow expected this assault on her adopted creed to provoke in Madame de Chantel an explosion of pious indignation, but to his surprise she merely murmured, I don't know what Mr. Darrow will think of you. Mr. Darrow probably knows his Bible as well as I do, Miss Painter calmly rejoined, adding a moment later without the least perceptible change of voice or expression. I suppose you've heard that Giselle de Bray's husband accuses her of being mixed up with the Duke d'Arcachon in that business of trying to sell a lot of imitation pearls to Mrs. Homer Pond, the Chicago woman the dukes engaged to. It seems the jeweler says Giselle brought Mrs. Pond there and got twenty-five percent, which of course she passed on to d'Arcachon. The poor old Duchess is in a fearful state, so afraid her son will lose Mrs. Pond. When I think that Giselle is old Bradford Wagstaff's granddaughter, I'm thankful he's safe in Mount Auburn. End of Chapter 21 Chapter 22 of The Reef This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer please visit LibriVox.org The Reef by Edith Wharton Chapter 22 It was not until late that afternoon that Darrow could claim his postponed hour with Anna. When at last he found her alone in her sitting-room, it was with a sense of liberation so great that he sought no logical justification of it. He simply felt that all their destinies were in Miss Painter's grasp and that resistance being useless he could only enjoy the sweets of surrender. Anna herself seemed as happy and for more explicable reasons. She had assisted after luncheon at another debate between Madame Duchantel and her confidante and had surmised when she withdrew from it that victory was permanently perched on Miss Painter's banners. I don't know how she does it unless it's by the dead weight of her convictions. She detests the French so that she'd back up Owen even if she knew nothing or knew too much of Miss Finer. She somehow regards the match as a protest against the corruption of European morals. I told Owen that was his great chance and he's made the most of it. What a tactician you are! You make me feel that I hardly know the rudiments of diplomacy, Darrow smiled at her, abandoning himself to a perilous sense of well-being. She gave him back his smile. I'm afraid I think nothing short of my own happiness is worth wasting any diplomacy on. That's why I mean to resign from the service of my country joined with a laugh of deep content. The feeling that both resistance and apprehension were vain was working like wine in his veins. He had done what he could to deflect the course of events, now he could only stand aside and take his chance of safety. Underneath this fatalistic feeling was the deep sense of relief that he had after all said and done nothing that could in the least degree affect the welfare of Sophie that fact took a millstone off his neck. Meanwhile he gave himself up once more to the joy of Anna's presence. They had not been alone together for two long days and he had the lover's sense that he had forgotten, or at least underestimated, the strength of the spell she cast. Once more her eyes and her smile seemed to bound his world. He felt that their light would always move with him as the set moves before a ship at sea. The next day his sense of security was increased by a decisive incident. It became known to the expectant household that Madame de Chantel had yielded to the tremendous impact of Miss Painter's determination and that Sophie Weiner had been sent for to the purple satin sitting-room. At luncheon Owen's radiant countenance proclaimed the happy sequel and Darrow, when the lady had moved back to the oak-room for coffee, deemed it discreet to wander out alone to the terrace with his cigar. The conclusion of Owen's romance brought his own plans once more to the front. Anna had promised that she would consider dates and subtle details as soon as Madame de Chantel and her grandson had been reconciled. And Darrow was eager to go into the question at once since it was necessary that the preparations for his marriage should be as forward as rapidly as possible. Anna, he knew, would not seek any further pretext for delay, and he strolled up and down contentedly in the sunshine, certain that she would come out and reassure him as soon as the reunited family had claimed its due share of her attention. But when she finally joined him her first word was for the younger lovers. I want to thank you for what you've done for Owen, she began, with her eye, he laughed. Are you confusing me with Miss Painter? Perhaps I ought to say for me, she corrected herself. You've been even more of a help to us than Adelaide. My dear child, what on earth have I done? You've managed to hide from Madame de Chantel that you don't really like poor Sophie. Darrow felt the pallor in his cheek. Not like her. What put such an idea into your head? Oh, it's more than an idea, it's a feeling. But what difference does it make after all? You saw her in such a different setting that it's natural you should be a little doubtful. But when you know her better, I'm sure you'll feel about her as I do. It's going to be hard for me not to feel about everything as you do. Well then, please begin with my daughter-in-law. He gave her back in the same tone of banter, agreed, if you'll agree to feel as I do about the pressing necessity of our getting married. I want to talk to you about that, too. You don't know what a weight is off my mind. With Sophie here for good, I shall feel so differently about leaving Ethie. I've seen much more accomplished governesses to my cost, but I've never seen a young thing more gay and kind and human. You must have noticed though you've seen them so little together how Ethie expands when she's with her. And that, you know, is what I want. Madame de Chantel will provide the necessary restraint. She clasped her hands on his arm. Yes, I'm ready to go with you now. But first of all, this very moment, you must come with me to Ethie. She knows of course nothing of what's been happening, and I want her to be told first about you. Ethie, sought throughout the house, was presently traced to the school room, and thither Darrow left. He had never seen her so alight with happiness, and he had caught her buoyancy of mood. He kept repeating to himself, it's over, it's over, as if some monstrous midnight hallucination had been routed by the return of day. As they approached the school room door, the terriers' barks came to them through laughing remonstrances. She's giving him his dinner, Anna whispered, her hand in Darrow's. Don't forget the goldfish they heard another voice call out. Darrow halted on the threshold. Oh, not now. Not now? I mean she'd rather have you tell her first. I'll wait for you both downstairs. He was aware that she glanced at him intently. As you please, I'll bring her down at once. She opened the door, and as she went in he heard her say, no Sophie, don't go, I want to go. The rest of Darrow's day was a succession of empty and agitating scenes. On his way down to Jeeve before he had seen Effie Leith he had pictured somewhat sentimentally the joy of the moment when he should take her in his arms and receive her first filial kiss. Everything in him that egotistically craved for rest, stability, a comfortably organized middle age, all the food and wandered, combined to throw a charm about the figure of the child who might, who should, have been his. Effie came to him trailing the cloud of glory of his first romance, giving him back the magic hour he had missed and mourned, and how different the realization of his dream had been. The child's radiant welcome, her unquestioning acceptance of this new figure in the family group had been all that he had hoped to conceive. If mother was so awfully happy about it and Owen and Granny too, how nice and cozy and comfortable it was going to be for all of them, her beaming look seemed to say. And then suddenly the small pink fingers he had been kissing were laid on the one flaw in the circle, on the one point which must be settled before Effie could, with complete unqualified assurance, admit the newcomer to full equality with the other gods of her Olympus. And is Sophie awfully happy about it too, she had asked, loosening her hold on Darrow's neck to tilt back her head and include her mother in her questioning look? Why, dearest, didn't you see she was? Anna had exclaimed, leaning to the group with radiant eyes. I think I should like to ask her the child rejoined after a minute's shy consideration, and as Darrow set her down, her mother laughed, do, darling, do, run off at once and tell her we expect her to be awfully happy too. The scene had been succeeded by others less poignant but almost as trying. Darrow cursed his luck in having at such a moment to run the gauntlet of a household of interested observers. The state of being engaged in itself an absurd enough predicament, even to a man only intermittently exposed became intolerable under the continuous scrutiny of a small circle quivering with participation. Darrow was further more aware that, though the case of the other couple ought to have made his own less conspicuous, it was rather they who found a refuge in the shadow of his prominence. Madame de Chantel, though she had consented to Owen's engagement and formerly welcomed his betrothed, was nevertheless not sorry to show by her reception of Darrow of what finely shaded degrees of cordiality she was capable. Miss Painter, having won the day for Owen, was also free to turn her attention to the newer candidate for her sympathy, and Darrow and Anna found themselves immersed in a warm bath of sentimental curiosity. It was a relief to Darrow that he was under a positive obligation to end his visit within the next forty-eight hours. When he left London, his ambassador had accorded him a ten-days leave. His fate being definitely settled and openly published, he had no reason for asking to have the time prolonged, and when it was over he was to return to his post till the time fixed for taking up his new duties. Anna and he had therefore decided to be married in Paris a day or two before the departure of the steamer which was to take them to South America, and Anna, shortly after his return to England, was to go up to Paris and begin her own preparations. In honour of the double betrothal, Effie and Miss Viner were to appear that evening at dinner, and Darrow, on leaving his room, met the little girl springing down the stairs, her white ruffles and coral-coloured bows, making her look like a daisy with her yellow hair for its centre. Sophie Viner was behind her pupil, and as she came into the light Darrow noticed a change in her appearance, and wondered vaguely why she looked suddenly younger, more vivid, more like the little luminous ghost of his Paris memories. Then it occurred to him that it was the first time she had appeared at dinner since his arrival at Chivre, and the first time consequently that he had seen her in evening-dress. She was still at the age when the least adornment embellishes, and no doubt the mere uncovering of her young throat and neck in her back her former brightness. But a second glance showed a more precise reason for his impression. Vaguely though he retained such details he felt sure she was wearing the dress he had seen her in every evening in Paris. It was a simple enough dress, black and transparent on the arms and shoulders, and he would probably not have recognised it if she had not called his attention to it in Paris by confessing that she hadn't any other. The same dress, that proof she's forgotten, was his first half-ironic thought. But the next moment with a pang of compunction he said to himself that she had probably put it on for the same reason as before, simply because she hadn't any other. He looked at her in silence and for an instant above Effie's bobbing head she gave him back his look in a full bright gaze. There's Owen Effie cried and whirled away down the gallery to the door from which her step-brother was emerging. As Owen bent to catch her Sophie Viner turned abruptly back to Darrow. You too, she said with a quick laugh. I didn't know. And as Owen came up to them she added in a tone that might have been meant to reach his ear I wish you all the luck that we can spare. About the dinner table which Effie with Miss Viner's aid garlanded the little party had an air of somewhat self-conscious festivity. In spite of flowers, champagne and a unanimous attempt at ease there were frequent lapses in the talk and moments of nervous groping for new subjects. Miss Painter alone seemed not only unaffected by the general perturbation but as tightly sealed up in her unconsciousness of it as a diver in his bell. To Darrow's strained attention even Owen's gusts of gaiety seemed to betray an inward sense of insecurity. After dinner, however, at the piano he broke into a mood of extravagant hilarity and flooded the room with a splash and ripple of his music. Darrow, sunken a sofa corner in the lee of Miss Painter's granite bulk smoked and listened in silence his eyes moving from one figure to another. Madame de Chantel in her armchair near the fire clasped her little granddaughter to her with the gesture of a drawing room niobi and Anna seated near them had fallen into one of the attitudes of vivid calm which seemed to Darrow to express her inmost quality. Sophie Weiner after moving uncertainly about the room had placed herself beyond Mrs. Leith in a chair near the piano where she sat with head thrown back and eyes attached to the musician in the same wrapped fixity of attention with which she had followed the players at the Français. The accident of her having fallen into the same attitude and of her wearing the same dress gave Darrow as he watched her a strange sense of double consciousness. To escape from it his glance turned back to Anna but at the point from which he was placed his eyes could not take in the one face without the other and that renewed the disturbing duality and impression. Suddenly Owen broke off with a crash of cords and jumped to his feet. What's the use of this with such a moon to say it for us? Behind the uncurtained window a low golden orb hung like a ripe fruit against the glass. Yes, let's go out and listen Anna answered. Owen threw open the window and with his gesture a fold of the heavy star sprinkled sky seemed to droop into the room like a drawn-in curtain. The air that entered with it had a frosty edge and Anna Bade Effie run to the hall for wraps. Darrow said, you must have one too and started toward the door but Sophie following her pupil cried back, we'll bring things for everybody. Owen had followed her and in a moment the three reappeared and the party went out on the terrace. The deep blue purity of the night was unveiled by mist and the moonlight the edges of the trees with a silver blur and blanched to unnatural whiteness the statues against their walls of shade. Darrow and Anna with Effie between them strolled to the farther corner of the terrace. Below them between the fringes of the park the lawn sloped dimly to the fields above the river. For a few minutes they stood silently side by side touched to peace beneath the trembling beauty of the sky. When they turned back Darrow saw that Owen and Sophie Weiner who had gone down the steps to the garden were also walking in the direction of the house. As they advanced Sophie paused in a patch of moonlight between the sharp shadows of the use and Darrow noticed that she had thrown over her shoulders a long cloak of some light color which suddenly evoked her image as she had entered the restaurant at his side on the night of their first dinner A moment later they were all together again on the terrace and when they re-entered the drawing room the older ladies were on their way to bed. Effie emboldened by the privileges of the evening was for coaxing Owen to round it off with a game of forfeits or some such reckless climax but Sophie resuming her professional role sounded the summons to bed. In her pupils wake she made her round of good nights but when she proffered to Anna the latter ignoring the gesture held out both arms Good night dear child she said impulsively and drew the girl to her kiss. End of Chapter 22