 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope. This video I am going to be open to channel and I wanted to have a conversation with you guys as viewers. While it has been difficult for me to channel the last couple of weeks and And I feel like I'm super transparent and I want to to continue a connection that is positive, hopeful and authentic with you. And so I think it's important to share with you that even though I'm a psychic, a medium, a coach and all that, and I have sessions with awesome clients and people and I help a lot of people in a lot of different ways, I myself go through times when I don't feel all Yay, inspired awesome. You know, I know it's hard to believe like shocking, right? I think that there's something up with energy right now in the last two weeks here because I myself have been feeling more than normal. Now in my personal life at the beginning of April, a few of you are familiar with this because if you had sessions scheduled with me, you know that I had to actually for the first time in like two and a half years actually shift some schedule, make some major schedule changes because we had a very close family member that was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. This person is very close to my family, very close to my family. It's not me or my husband and it was like being thrown into hell, a big awful nightmare for a couple of weeks and as it was affecting the people that are the most important people to me and we got a miracle. So pancreatic cancer is a really tough one and the individual that was diagnosed with it, very young, mid-40s and very important person and it's been kind of odd. It's been strange and at the same time while this has been happening, there's other things energetic that have been happening, you know, if you follow astrology at all or if you follow current events at all, any of those areas or genres that you might play in, there are a lot of energetic reasons for us to not feel the best that we could possibly feel. So I layer that into my sandwich of whatever I'm dealing with personally, right? Just like you, you guys come here to this channel and I hope that when you watch some of these videos, you really get some insight. At times when I'm trying to do the channeling, it can get really depressing to talk to people who have killed themselves because the energy around the actual death, if it's something unexpected like a suicide or a murder or if it's tragic where it's somebody very young or if it's something totally unexpected like a cancer or a really difficult battle that someone fought and so many different ways, reasons, means that it can be really tough to handle and manage that energy in a channeling and I mean, most of the time I like to think that I'm pretty much a rock star and I can manage energy. I'm pretty damn good at it. Let me just say, I mean, honestly I am, but I work very hard. I recognize in my own awareness how to keep my energy in a flow state that is positive, productive, healthy. But it doesn't mean I'm always yay, you know, and that when there are things that hit me in my personal life that I need to allow myself room to process like a human being does because part of my role here on earth is to be a person and so I explain things the best I can and I translate the energy the best I can and I think it's really important for you to see behind the scenes that I'm a real person just like you guys and so I mentioned we had a miracle and that is, I mean, I can't even, it's hard to even describe how all this went down, but so there was a diagnosis of pancreatic cancer. It was unclear at what level it was at and again, not me or my husband and we there was a lot more tests and things that had to be done and there was tons of conversations that I had with this individual and trying to coordinate things and deep understandings. A lot of my past came back to me in experiences I've had in my lifetime losing people, getting divorced, all this kind of stuff that creates an energies of grief that are that feel heavier, you know, for us difficult opportunities to provide healing for us and after the surgery actually happened there were like there were two, one, two, three organs affected, two of them were removed and one was like partially taken out and after they did multiple tests on the cells that were removed, the cancer cells, it was determined after three tests so it's like a two-week period, right, a week after the, a week or so after the actual surgery happened that the cancer was considered pre-cancerous in the stage and therefore there was not a need to kind of be in the status of cancer diagnosis, so the cancer kind of diagnosis was lifted at least for now and hopefully for many, many years to come in the future so my so my children can have their dad at their wedding. Hopefully to see their kids get born and it's been really intense time, but the miracle that we got was it was considered pre-cancer and they think they got it all and so this individual's on the mend and at home healing and all the people important to this person have been with them and helping and things are trying to get back to normal, the kids are finally back in school and throughout all this I've worked as much as I could because why, well gosh, you guys I know people would totally understand if I didn't but I love what I do. I love sharing. I love channeling, but the last couple weeks it's been tough to actually channel and on my list of channeling outside from like my own healing team like angels and guides people ask me to, would you channel any, any, anything else like do you talk to angels or Jesus or what? I'm like, yeah, I just don't do that on above-life channel because that's not the purpose of above-life channel is more focused on afterlife celebrities and influential people, former human people that have a connection to us in a way where we can look at their lives and kind of see them as regular people and then as kind of sometimes on a pedestal and then trying to make sense of what their life may have really been like and learning from not their mistakes, but their their reflections like the stories that they share and the new insights that they have as they are a spirit in the afterlife regardless of how they died and it really touches a lot of people that way to connect with celebrities because they have such a platform already and so it can really help people to heal, to shift, change, clear to be inspired and that's the whole point is to inspire your spirit and and so my little list that I have of dead people that I've been wanting to channel, I have like three post-its in front of me right now, unfortunately, there are a lot of people who have killed themselves, unfortunately, and so that energy is tough to tap into and channel right away initially because the people who are viewing it or watching it or wanting to know about that person are usually curious about the death point and the transition point and because of that energy of that that's icky to me. So I have to kind of get past that I have to disconnect from whoever's watching or whoever wants that person to be channeled. I have to disconnect from the audience and then just connect with that person as an energy but I'm human and so I feel there that pain too that you guys feel for that person no matter who it is in the afterlife and so whether I knew them or not or was a fan or not doesn't matter I just I feel it as a human you know and so that laid on top of my own stuff has just been too much I just I've been like nope. I'm gonna do my bare bones I've been able to do my sessions because the sessions are awesome private one-on-one connecting So and I've done a few channels too, but I'm also planning a graduation party because I have a high school senior she's my oldest and so doing that and I also have a retreat weekend coming up where I'm traveling for five days and so a very busy human life, you know, so This particular video I would like to ask there's so many different afterlife spirits that I would chat with and I would like to ask I'm gonna just open up Kind of see what kind of insider information Asking my healing team aligned with my highest good energy of God creator source universe to align to support to bring an energy of consciousness that is supportive loving and With a connection to wisdom The wisdom with it. So my ability to receive has definitely been On the lower side right now because I'm a little the handling of the stress and stuff has been I get crabby That's what happens and then I get annoyed with people and so Like anybody like I could get to us like I could get a little snippy little snippy I know hard to believe right I seem so nice and some people are like it's so funny This lady came to one of my in-person retreats and she'd been watching my stuff and listening to my stuff for a while and She came and I'll never forget. It was kind of funny. She said, oh my gosh. You're so cool Like she says you always seem so nice and so sweet and so caring. She's like, but you're fun, you know I'm like, okay. Yeah, I could be a badass. Thanks I'm like a human I can have a drink with you and I can laugh and Bend and stuff too. It's like I am not perfect. That's not why I'm doing this if I was perfect I would never be a human person So don't let other psychics and mediums Seem like we're untouchable or we know so much more than you because that is not true and many psychics and mediums who do The work that inspires your spirit will will attest to that They will reassure you that they are not perfect and that They are not there. We don't there our job isn't to tell you what to do because we know so much. It's not it That's not the case. It's not how it works All right There are like three people that I can feel kind of in the periphery that if I invited them on I could channel right now Maybe I should do that. I should do a channeling video The suicide stuff is just tough and there's so many like here's a couple that I'm looking at channeling Mack Miller Who you might be familiar with? I think he was a rapper technically had some drug issues and Was associated with Ariana Grande. They were together for a time before he died and He suicided believe I think it was suicide. It feels like it but he makes me think like drugs are all suicide So I don't know. I don't know exactly until I chat with him and he's a little more trendy You know contemporary young for younger people Chris Cornell again a medication thing He just was very unexpected and anti-depressant related and so I've been getting lots of I've been getting multiple requests from him or to channel him and his actual Anniversary of his transition dates coming up in May so I need to do him I'd like to do that soon, but again, it's like those two together Does that really sound like a great bunch of fun to you? And if I don't really even know them or I'm not really super interested in what their music was or who they were Then it's hard for me to get interested and excited to talk to them because it has to be kind of interesting to me too You guys because it's like it's my channel Like doing stuff that I don't feel great about It's gonna show you're gonna know because I can't lie like I have no does this look like a poker face to you All right, so And then like I have some My go-tos that I enjoy talking to I like to talk to Wayne Dyer. I like to talk to Louise. Hey, I enjoy talking to David Bowie I like talking to Freddie Mercury Marilyn Monroe Robin Williams is kind of cool to talk to I have some stuff from him that I haven't shared with you yet But I'm gonna be channeling him this weekend when I am on my retreat so he's one that will be coming up for me to channel on my retreat and Who else I can't think I was thinking about doing a mom's theme like a mother's day theme and talking to moms on the other side Which would be cool. And so of course one of the major ones is Princess Diana I just shared one with her not too long ago But I'd like to do another one with her because I will be in Disney World And she went to Disney World and I know the exact hotel that she stayed at and so I'd like to stay on there and channel that would be cool and There's a lot of sweet energy You know who's been showing up to me since last week, so I've been going to counseling To help keep my head together when it comes to all of the stress and the things that are going on in life There's a lot of life changes like with my daughter graduating and trying to get off to college and all the financial stuff of that is a Nightmare you guys. Oh my gosh. Oh My gosh, it's like buying a new car, and I don't have I don't even have a new car I drive like a 2008 Honda psychic mini van, so it's not like and my husband drives like a pilot. That's like 2006 so our kids have nicer cars than we do like we have a Toyota But anyway, so that's the whole thing, you know That plus all the stuff going on With the health stuff and the kids super impacted and dealing with the school and the missing time off school and time work And then the weather's been wonky and the kids had to drive like The hospital was an hour and 15 20 minutes away and they had to drive during the bad snowstorm And I was freaking out thinking they were gonna be like in the ditch somewhere and it's been a very crazy April and Then randomly I also had somebody I was gonna tell you the two people that came to me, but I'll tell you that okay So then I'm driving back from the counselor who I love who's been with our family for like gosh like ten years You know she helps the kids she helps me She helps all of us just kind of put your head together if you don't go to counseling. There's a good chance. There's a lot wrong with you Because you need to have a sounding board that's a new to third party It's awesome, and if your health insurance covers it, then it's like coaching you know to me I mean, I think it's fabulous and so Interesting story how I met the counselor to actually I can't talk about that publicly, but it's Fascinating just saying my counselor totally understands all of this stuff and so Which I think many counselors do because you'd be surprised how many psychologists Teachers social workers Counselors therapists that I have that are clients. It's fabulous Anyway, I'm so I'm driving back from the counseling session. It's about 25 minute drive and in the card I'm randomly I was doing something else a camera brows. I think I was listening back to one of my And audio I think I did our meditation I are not a meditation and audio I did for one of my private groups I think just checking the sound quality and making sure that does this make sense Does this fit in here with the content I'm sharing this week Should I share it this week or should I hold it until two weeks from now after I do this intuition stuff or whatever? You know try and kind of thinking about that so I was working And that was done with that. I'm like I'm just gonna listen radio turn the radio like random stations And I hear under pressure David Bowie and Freddie Mercury and under pressure is a song that I remember vivid memory of being back in college in the dorm my first year in the dorm and my roommate had the tape this tape from the At that time was like Wayne's world. I think movie and it was bohemian rhapsody and there's something else Anyway, and she liked Queen so she also had the it was like a cassette tape So one side I think was I don't know if it was a real rocky. I don't know what it was But the one side was under pressure and I loved it I loved it And so I would listen to it and you could hear it just fling out the window, you know, it's just awesome So as a memory I had some like oh cuz I just was just talking about college and how to manage the finances of that and the summer and Kids are all gonna be home how you know, how is my work schedule gonna look like how I'm gonna get videos done How it's all this like thinking about the summer and my plans Because I have to release summer dates like June dates for sessions I need to release that so I people know when I'm gonna work, but I don't even know what I'm gonna work yet So I had to figure it out So I was doing that and then on the radio boom under pressure. I'm like, yeah under pressure things that I just teared up I was like, oh my gosh Okay, everything comes full circle synchronic synchronic beautiful that is connection. That's energy alignment. So it was Bowie and Freddie Mercury and then so then like that was I think like last Thursday and then like literally on Sunday I was in town for something I can't remember to pick something up and I was coming back home and I Turned on the radio. It's like it's like maybe a ten minute drive probably like a Seven or six minute drive and turn on the radio and guess what song it's on under pressure and it's Like toward the beginning. So I'm blasting it and I'm just like, oh my gosh, Freddie. I love you and Bowie David I just love you too. You guys are awesome. They're just like They like squish my shoulders and lift me up like come on Bridget. Come on Come on now. It's kind of like don't be feeling sorry for yourself. You know get your shit together I'm like, okay, they're like life. It's not that bad You just have been carrying a lot right now Just let it be and let everybody else take their own shit and you just be present show up and just Be you know, I'm like, all right All right, so I thought I'm gonna record a video and chat with you guys This is a long video. This is not a channeling video Hmm No cameos No surprise guests None of it Well, if you count Freddie Mercury David Bowie and everybody else everybody that I mentioned I literally could see them and they're all like standing kind of leaning up against the wall I was kind of watching like like we're in a staff meeting or something like they're being quiet And I'm the teacher, you know all those people and so I'm like, I'm not sure well channel I think I'm kind of feeling like I might channel now. Mm-hmm Yep, this video is actually recorded on I don't even technically know the date. Let me look Today is April 29th Started started the day with a sick kid, but now he's at school as allergy thing, but um Yeah, April 29th 2019 So you have a feel for this when I share it I think I'll share it in May probably if I do I'm sure I'm talking in circles But gosh, I think for some of you you might actually like Genuinely want to know about me as a person and I think You should understand that all psychics and mediums are real human beings too like people Like real people like we're not famous We just talk to famous people, you know, it's not about that. Like I'm not that's not my that's not my I don't know that's not my goal, you know I just I enjoy channeling because I know that it helps people like you who are watching and I know that it can Totally make a difference in your life because when I listen to somebody doing a great TED talk or a positive speech or great book on audio I just I can get so motivated and inspired by people and the ideas that they stir up in me and how they inspire me To be a better person and to really show up for life And I know that that's what channeling does it connects you to your spirit Which is a whole another aspect a great powerful resource that exists within all of us that We never really think about because it's not in the mind. It's in It's in the energy of who we are And so we have access to all these wonderful tools and it just takes some help and translation and to introduce you to them I hope that I do that And so now this is the very human side of bridget So it is nice to meet you if we haven't met before it's nice to meet you I'm glad that you are here Most of the videos are not like this most of them are channeling and you can go look at the playlists To see if there's some of your favorites or just scroll down the big list go to the main youtube my main youtube channel Click on that little icon go to the main channel and just scroll down the feed because not everybody has a playlist There are lots of people that I've interviewed and chatted with in the afterlife. I don't have playlists so Start with the playlist then look at the main feed and check it out This is bridget Thank you so much for being here at above life channel. Remember the purpose here is to inspire Your spirit to fill you up with hope because this is your life. This is your life It's yours It is yours. What a gift So go live it just live it Thanks for being here