 It's like I heard the barrel. I didn't hear the cock-cock. I just heard the barrel right on. When I turned back, he was already there. And my instincts made me go on my toes. And so he had it to the back of my head. And when I went up, it went in right here. OK. And it came out like that. Yeah, we on boss talk, one on one. Yeah, we going to talk. I'm going to go back, like I said, to the place where you get shot, because I want to know about that. That's something that I really, I'm like, how did he end up getting shot? You know what I'm saying? I know you would something was going on. Yeah, I played hard in the street, you know, just like a lot of us do, selling drugs. And, you know, I did my fair share of wrong and to be honest, so I'm not going to try to make this super gangster or like, I know because I still don't know why I don't know why. I don't know who I can guess why and I can guess who I've guessed why and who a million times. And that got me nowhere. I could just say, whoever it was, they were square business. They weren't playing because they shot me from the back with a 12 game and then stood over me to shoot me again. Where did this happen? Don Carter's bowling alley in Fort Worth. So was it a place that was full that night? Or was it? So a lot of people was around. And who were you? You were there with friends or you were there by yourself? Well, one of my good friends just passed away right now. OK. So we were we were there drinking, you know, sell, sell it. Well, you know, not celebrating, but you know, just having a good time because he was having to turn himself in. OK. So he called a girl and some other chick that one had been trying to get at me for the longest or whatever. And so really long story short. And to sum it up, I got tricked, you know, into the conversation with the chick. And so while I was out when I went to the parking lot, kind of from what I can remember, because it's cloudy, you know, you know, you see those movies and people really don't remember. It's a real thing. That's a real thing. And and where's the camera? Did I'm all three of these? And the people that shot me know I don't remember. Yeah, they know that they know that. And they're happy about it. I mean, you know, either. But they know I don't know. But yeah, I get what you come. So it's from the back. She was talking to you right. Yeah, I was kind of kneeled down in the car, you know, talking to her. You know, you get out and put your arms up. And I remember somebody calling my name like, hey, so on, so on, so on. So when I turned, walked a couple steps toward him and he asked me if I knew if I could remember correctly, asking if I knew somebody named Kevin or something like that, or Kale or something or something like that. And I was like, no, but this particular night, I wasn't strapped. We playing a game. This is how I got work playing a game. Me and my cousin, Shannon, my best friend, Catty and my other partner that I was with, Wayne. I'm playing a game so I didn't have my strap. And when I turned back around to walk back toward the car, you know, you could pull up a 12 gauge and you can hear the barrel. It's like I heard the barrel. I didn't hear the cock. I just heard the barrel run on and turn back. He was already there and kind of went, you know, my instincts made me go on my toes, you know. And so he had it to the back of my head. And when I went up, it went in right here. OK, and it came out like that. So that's how it ends up just. Yeah, it went in here, but I went on my toes. So you I'm not going to say lucky. That was God. But I didn't know. Definitely God. That was God. Definitely God. But after that, though, OK, you know, sometimes I'm trying to figure out what your state of mind was after that because some people be like, man, I'm going to change my life because I know God trying to tell me something, blah, blah. But the other set of people be like, man, I'm on a different temperature now because I'm from the distance. So what was your temperature after something like that? You know, like I said before, I said some people get shot. And you know, you had to come to Jesus. And it was time for me to straighten up. And I was the exact opposite. I wanted who did it. I wanted him bad. And how long did it take you to heal? I want to go back to that, because I don't we kind of skipped up. OK, like when you how long did I know you're out of it? When this happened, are you are you are you stable enough to see what's going on after that? Well, I thought somebody had B for me. I thought, you know, we call it in Texas. Yeah, he did, yeah. You know, stole me. But I said it had to hit me with a bat. Yeah. That's what it felt like. Yeah. Wow. In my mind at the time, you know. So you didn't realize that part of his face was gone. Only time when I realized it is when I say my best friend ran over and he said, let's don't die. I say somebody B for me. And so I remember putting my arm up trying to get up. He said, no, lay down. Somebody shot you in the back of the head. And then when I turn my head this way, now I can see the blood pooling up. And I just said a prayer. I said, God, if you ever been with me, be with me now. Now, I'm not hurting. You know, a lot of people like, hey, it hurt real bad. It was more of a thrive, you know, how you get a headache sometime or a toothache, and you could just feel that boom. It was more of that. And just like a deep hurt like, but not like excruciating, you know, I don't know, I've never been shot with little bullets. This was a 12 gauge slug. So when I look to the side, I can see that that pool up. And that's when I kind of, you know, got a look. I didn't really get nervous. I just didn't want to die. And I think that helps that you didn't. But I was drunk. So that that helps that really helps when you get that helps because you don't be for going in the shot. Oh, and some white guy ran out and held my legs up. One of my other friends named Lucky. He was there, you know. So, you know, just, yeah. So how long did it take you when you went to the hospital? You stayed at the hospital? How long he held the process? You know, I don't want to give you false information, but I think I may have been in the hospital, you know, a couple, maybe a month or so. But it took, I was paralyzed, right? I was paralyzed on my left side. Okay. And so your right controls. I was about to say on your left side, but you got shot on your right side. Your right controls your left. Yeah. Oh. It's crazy, right? Now this shot, I'm really insecure about the shoulder, you know, because it'll lean down because as you get out, the bullet was so impactful that it shifted my spine just a little bit about a fingernail, because I grew, especially with the prison start lifting weights and growing, because I was only 19. Yeah. It shifts, you know. Wow. So that's what makes this kind of go down. So I tend to bring it up, you know, just unconsciously. Unconsciously, yeah. How long did you take for your, so it's paralyzed on that side? How long did you take to get the feeling? About six months. About six months, yeah, I got. So you couldn't move it at all or anything like that? No, I couldn't move it for probably, I'd say about a month, but then what it was is the motor skills were affected because they had to take an artery out of my thigh, put it in my neck, out of my ankle to, you know, they Frankenstein me, put it back together, you know what I mean? How many surgeries? Like two. The first surgery when I came, I'm a play sister, the doctors didn't even notice that I was paralyzed. It took her, it took Pete to see that. You couldn't move. Because she was doing like a hand, she was always grown, you know, even when it was. She wasn't even a nurse or nothing. No, she was just like, hey, feel my hand. See if you can do, you know, she gave me all the proper, yeah. So, and then she realized I couldn't do anything on the left side. They rushed me back in for another like 11 hour surgery or something like that. Wow. That's cool. Yeah, they put me back together. They put you back together. They Frankenstein me. That's hard, man. That's one of the things I wanted to ask you about. I was like, man, I gotta ask him about that because that's something that, you know what I mean? That's something that your fans, you got a lot of fans, bro. Man, it's a pleasure. You know, you was gone for a long time and people still love Twisted Black.