 Hey what's it you guys? Welcome back to my channel. I've been new here. Hi. Hello. I'm Lydia Today I want to tell you my story of addiction Six years ago I tried cocaine for the first time can't believe it's in six years I used to go out drinking every night with my partner at the time who was also a cocaine addict and Still is as far as I know. I love the high that I got But the thing is of cocaine is the high doesn't last very long But every 20 or so minutes you want to use it and set the high And that was my downfall. I had free access to whenever I Wanted up. I had to get it Well, there's a deeper side to it. I was using cocaine because I was so depressed And if you go back to that time on my channel, I was seriously depressed I Attempted to a side almost every day You know the time I didn't feel suicidal is that I had cocaine The biggest mistake that I ever made was over dosing on cocaine and release us That was the first time I tried to stop using cocaine And a few years back I moved in with someone who dealt Co-pain downfall number two Again access when and if I wanted it And the last time I used was the day before That was the last time I used cocaine There's something about it that just draws me to it. I know if I wanted to use again I could very easily find someone Supply me. I wouldn't be hard But I'm three years sober and I don't want to throw that away Like cocaine users always been to get me out of depression and to chase the high That's all I've got for this video Thanks for watching and I'll see you guys in my next one. Peace