 Happy holidays. Y'all it is First week of December. I'm feeling I'm feeling the pressure I got my lavender oil and sweet orange oil in my little thing. No, you know It's just a lot going on girl. Put it on my titties. It's it's just a lot going on and I'm trying to stay, you know pretty mellow cuz around this time is when my for me personally I know if a lot of people my anxiety increases So I'm trying to like okay taking one day at a time because this but it's I get excited already But then when I get excited and busy that can cause anxiety. So sometimes that you even though I'm not in a oh my god I'm I I'm anxious to get stuff done. I don't know how I'm gonna do it. It's not like that for me It's a combination. Oh my god I have to get things done and I'm excited to do this and this is going on And we have Christmas you see what I mean, but that can't that's still a stressor. Okay, so I'm trying to calm down. I'm trying to break it down. So it is the first week of December Yeah, I really got to get my workout in Overall health. I'm nothing is happening. I just I'm determined now because I purchased some battle ropes and battle ropes over those long Quartered ropes that you I Found that for me I Counsel my gym membership months ago because look before when I had my big girls on I had to show Documentation that I was using alternative ways to lose the titty me, right? So Y'all I Ain't cleaning it up. It is what it is. So Chiropractor physical therapy Medication or are you losing weight? So I gave provided documentation that I was going to the gym Three to four times a week. My ass still didn't lose any weight I think I probably lost maybe five pounds the entire year, but it was fluctuating going up and down So I was maintaining the chubby this so when I saw that I'm like, what the hell am I spending at that time? I was spending $40 because I had JB on my plan too Why am I spending $40 to come up here and stay chubby? I can do that shit at home. So I Wasn't changing my eat it happens. Um, and for me also, let me get back to working out the gym for me Also, I needed to break up things. I prefer to do weights and To do kettle bells hit exercise and then to sit on the treadmill Climbing up the treadmill, you know for 30 40 minutes, but because I'm so self-conscious of my body That's what I was doing. I just checked my mail and I got these gifts in From T. Thank you so much girl. Look you have impeccable Taste and makeup. I feel like you know me like you reading my diary girl. You know me. Yes Poor this is no poor No poor blum or you okay play on words. No problem primer NYX Professional makeup liner, I think I have one of these and I do like these And I have one of these too. I like these A brow pencil and these are I'm not sure what these are or these lipsticks or Mascara, what am I whispering? Mascara are all for these mascaras? Yes And Anastasia glow kid This is very nice. Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I really do appreciate this Hey, honey child How are y'all doing? I'm giving my coffee. I'm back to drinking coffee It's cold here y'all speaking of the weather and we're gonna get into this look that you look and you see right now um Arizona is extremely Drastic and I want to tell people about it because I don't think a lot of people Realize the different seasons that we can have here in the state Um It is one of the hottest places in the US and can be extremely cold not one of the coldest places in the US Where I live in Phoenix right now, I think it's 50 degrees right now Let me see what the weather's gonna be like today actually because it rained last night. Okay, then in the I'll look at it later in the Summertime. Oh, we get triple digits 115 I've been here when it was like 115 and but it's a joy I hate meaning it feels like an oven or as Texas the South it feels like a sweat locker due to the humidity Okay, just the moisture in the air get you the point girl I read the saddest story this morning about what happened up in North, Arizona Going up towards the mountains. We have mountains here, but going toward up towards the elevation higher elevation It gets cooler. We're about two hours away from Sedona It snows in Sedona. Okay, there's flags after Grand Canyon About an elderly couple Apparently they had gotten stranded Outside of their vehicle and they proceeded to walk towards a house that had lights on During the Thanksgiving break and it's been snowing since early November and they were found dead in the snow Y'all know what made it so heartbreaking. They were they were older people too The husband I believe was 79. The wife was 73 they were found a hundred yards away from a house and The husband was found on top. They died of hyperventilation. The husband was found on top of the wife so more than likely he was trying to shield her and Warn her up. He probably died While trying to keep her warm and she's Died, you know shortly after more than likely, but that is so horrible to know that they were literally They could see help but they couldn't get to it And I read that the people who were in the house felt horrible knowing that they were having Thanksgiving dinner And there were people out there that were basically dead. Well, how would they have known? That's just such a horrible story. It just breaks my heart to hear Those type of stories around this time of the year my manager's mother-in-law died Literally the week before Thanksgiving That was just horrible. I sent her a email and it's just you know a sad deal. So Moving on to some happier things y'all. It is Sunday. We are going to church today and I think I may have found another church Tierra van goes to this church. Hey girl. Hey, but it's way out in Mesa, Tierra. We need to um You need to let me know what times you go to church so I can so I can see when you're there I don't mind driving you guys, but it depends. I would prefer to go to a church just near me But I don't drive a lot. I don't drive for work So if I need to drive if I find a good church, I will make the trip. Okay, even with the baby. I will So she she has to church and tiara van y'all is here on youtube. She's come on the curls She shared the uh facebook message a couple of days ago that she's singing. I'm like you seem to We could have been doing some collab, you know My ass don't sink I'm a background singer. Yeah, I could do some in the background, you know, whatever But I can't lead no no song. Don't don't don't let me lead. So anyway, I'm gonna check her church out It looks like it's not the nomination on Which I'm perfectly fine with as long as you are, you know As long as you sanctified. I'm okay with it. But anyway, y'all let's get into this hair. Y'all like my hair I do have a video on this. It's probably already up Um, I need to change this one Yeah, hold on y'all you could I could just easily move those up, you know to make them different Areas of my hair. Yeah I just changed it up a little bit. So my hair is in many twists I I shared some pictures on instagram. I know some of y'all don't follow me on instagram Which is perfectly fine, baby But I shared some pictures on instagram and basically was like this these are my styles from this previous year Hold on. Yeah, it's a little crooked. There we go These are my styles from the previous year, but I would not be Doing a lot of these styles. I would be putting my hair in protective styles protective styles, excuse me And at least two of you help us don't be I know more and more and more y'all don't believe me Well, at least two of you don't believe me. Tell me now. I don't think you could be let me tell you something You know, I'm playing with you, baby, but I typically before I Well, let me back up first of all I don't go into a nine or five. I don't have A workplace I need to go into so before I was really getting into styling my hair this Twist right after I wash my hair. I put my hair in twist that is it I only started styling my hair for product reviews on this channel Girl, I do not like to do my hair. I don't like to detangle my hair. I don't like to wash my hair I don't like to set my hair in style. I don't like to take down my hair I don't like doing my hair so This right here. I like doing this. Let me show you my favorite style. Hold on just a second Hold on girl I'm gonna show you My favorite style for my hair to the point I've mentioned this before when I was just at uh I went to the grocery store when I had my hair in that hot puff purr rod And people were like, oh, there's people who worked first. This is my favorite style right here Look an all bit of country, but this is it. This is how I like to wear my hair Because it's out of my face. I have to worry about it. Yeah This is how I like to wear my hair in the low bun and twist preferably. So anyway, I had my hair in that high that high perm rod set from the previous video One of my previous styles, excuse me. I'm tired. It's six o'clock here And one a couple of people were like, wow, you look really nice because again, they're used to seeing me like this the only time The only time I actually do my hair again is for youtube And every time like this is sad, but every time I've actually styled my hair, I've done a video on it Because I don't do my hair. I don't y'all. So next year will be the year of protective styling and um, even before I went natural I really didn't do weaves or wigs. No, no actually that's a lot I was doing wigs when I went natural because I shaved my head and I was doing half wigs when I was transitioning Okay, the blood in my hair But that was only like for a year. You know, I did that for a year. I guess my whole point is that I've wanted my own hair more than I've wanted fake hair So for me to put weave into my hair for protective style is not me I've had braids once and they were heavy as hell I have a big head and I have a lot of hair. So to add hair to this hair You know, I'll just weather put my hair in twists. Oh, yeah I am baby. Y'all it is we're not going to church today is cold. Hold on. Let's change this It's cold and rainy. Oh, it's cold. Y'all I bought some battle robes That I'm going to be putting out here And exercising they're pretty heavy I'm going to be attaching them to that 15 pound weight and exercising It is gray skies JB if you don't put that down Uh, we're we're going to have to get of special type of air tire thingy. Yeah, I don't know how to talk