 Hey what's up you guys, welcome back to my channel, I can't do here. Hi, hello, I'm Lydia. And today I wanted to talk about something serious. Today we're just gonna be discussing homicide of thoughts. Homicide of thoughts is something I do actually deal with. I don't talk about it very much because it is a taboo subject. They're like, not many people wanna be like, hey, I have homicide of thoughts. Apparently I do, but yeah. I have homicide of thoughts. I would never act on these thoughts. I would never go through what I think. I'm not a violent person. But regardless I do have these thoughts. And I wanna talk about it because, like I said, no one does. No one talks about it. I just come through YouTube and just no one talks about it. Also if you don't know how I got my phone, it's because I've got an order. A food thing that you get here. So I've got groceries, beans delivered. But yeah, homicide of thoughts. Let's get my consultant, Lydia. These thoughts are very real and very scary to have. If I'm being completely honest with you guys, they do scare you when you have them. Because it's only in that moment you realise what you're actually capable of. It's very shocking realisation. So what kind of thoughts do I have? Let's go on this route. Say you're laying in bed at night. That's good to sleep. And you remember that one person who was just rude and horrible and funded you. You start thinking, oh I could have killed that person. It's a scary realisation. Then that moment you could have done something that could be our character. Then you start questioning why am I having these thoughts. But I said it doesn't mean I'm dangerous. It doesn't mean I'm going to act on these thoughts. It doesn't mean I've lived 21, 21, 24 years on this earth. And I've never heard another person thinking any of this crap. Having these thoughts does not make someone dangerous. What's dangerous is when someone doesn't have self-control and they have these thoughts. That's when it gets dangerous. Having homicide of thoughts does not make you a bad person. Having those thoughts does not make you an evil person. That's all I've got for this video. If you are new, subscribe. All my links to all my social medias in the description down below. Give it a follow if you want to get to know me more. Twitter is my main thing. Thanks for watching and I'll see you guys in my next one. Peace.