 record, the medals that you've won four time Paralympian. I mean, that's that's a long time to be competing at the best level there is while still winning medals. What is it that keeps you going? The buzz. Is it literally just the buzz? So yeah, what is described as the buzz because I need some of the buzz. I don't know, competing in front of like 80,000 people, it gives you a pretty pretty good feeling. I mean, I've never taken drugs, but I can probably imagine it's like feeling that kind of high