 I want to challenge you with this truth. It may be uncomfortable for you to hear, but it's still the truth. Yes, God can do whatever He desires. None of us can tell Him what He can or cannot do, but what we can do is look to His Word to see His will. God will not bless your disobedience. You can plead with Him, you can try to rationalize it, you can even convince yourself that you're being obedient, but if you're in disobedience, God loves you too much to bless the mess of your disobedience. If you want His blessing, obey His Word.