 Even at the shit that backfired on me, you know, everybody just get there cuz I did that interview with fucking One of them bloggers on the internet after you died, okay, and he twisted my story Oh, he twisted my story. He learned he made me learn how to talk and You know then into a whole thing. Well, rain has something to do with it. That was what I was here when it first On boss talk one-on-one Yeah, we gonna talk is it really a like when you look back at from that time when he got when he got killed on the interstate To now and you know already that you went through something, you know, I talked to Bobo when PMC died He didn't do an interview talk to nobody for about eight nine years That's a lot start going through my divorce Um Pimp died that's a lot then my mom got diagnosed with Diabetes and all-timers at that time with dementia at the time. So all that happened to me In that year in 2007 Wow, yeah, all all in that second quarter and then that in that four quarter of the year everything Hit me and I'm not knowing That's before people start talking about depression They are but they're not not in the black community black community But you've been out here trying to move within the situation How much did it affect you the way that you you know the way that you make the moves that you make? Do you see now like dang? I did that but I know I was in maybe in a state of depression or some kind of way It affected you in a way to where you wouldn't normally made that decision because it's hard to make decisions under that type of Circumstances like what like any whether it be with the artist whether it be with the label whether it be with the situation I believe I believe every situation that I did more through Like you count it even if the shit that backfired on me Backfired, you know, everybody just get there because I did the interview with fucking One of them bloggers on the internet after you died, okay, and he twisted my story Oh, he twisted my story. He learned he made me learn how to talk and You know, then it's a whole thing with rain has something to do with that was what I was here when it first I thought but then it you you inspired it and cleaned it around or what it really to me It really is now. I just kept it real You know I'm saying then people start realizing you're saying what was going on But you know, that was the testimony that was a test to God tested me through the whole situation How did that affect you when you heard people saying man? She made me mad to try to curse everybody out you get on the internet fighting with the right But it helped me, you know, but you know at the end of the day then they saw people stored You know, I blew up all the block YouTube live as all you came through like nobody's business getting on talking on lives Yeah, I remember. Yeah, so but it helped the music. Yeah, it made the streams go skyrocket high Then it died it kind of died. Yeah, you know saying yeah It kind of died because at the end of day even even people was even tuned in everything I say even from the Odyssey sign Yeah Okay, where they got see both read some orders and this and that people tuned into how they so, you know at the end of the day Then it kind of died. Yeah Now he can drop it out. I got 60 damn and crank it back up I mean you was challenging so many ways whether it was like like I remember at the zoo getting into argument I don't know the dude it was but it's just just it was it was just To see you going through all that and then like I say me being a person who look at a person And I look at I'm looking from a spiritual standpoint a lot of times and I'll be looking at the like damn You know, I know you just lost your homeboy but you still having to deal with everyday life circumstances with different individuals and and and it's a place where Damn, like you got you had to be tough to go through those time. That's all I'm saying Mentally cause a nigga a crash out. You know, I'm saying am I right though, but God puts God God prepared me for this Yeah You know It never got to a point where I was like I can't take this shit no more. You see what I'm saying Okay, it was challenging to me See, I'm all about challenges. I mean, you know, I play I play sports growing up. Yeah, I always wanted to be number one And I always wanted to be People around me be number one