 I mean I'm baffled as to what there is not to like about me really but I'll make sure he soon knows that there's nothing to dislike and that I'm a phenomenal human being and he is missing out. So today me and Daisy went to cleanse our bodies and souls but nothing really got cleansed if I'm honest because the previous night she dropped that she really liked me. I really like you. Oh my god I saw it out it's alright. It's for me to just come out of nowhere and sort of realised how far a relationship would actually come. Obviously we get on like a house on fire we do and we do have really like obviously good sex and that but I don't want to ruin what we've got just like so we got together and it didn't work out then we wouldn't I'd lose a friend. Matt and I went on a lovely date lovely probably not the word to be choosing we had to waft some spiritual healthy things to open and cleanse our hearts fucking open and cleanse his heart mate I don't think he even has a heart. For me there's not a romantic side to it we don't sit there and have candle at dinners and all that shit do we we're like mates. But then why do we sleep together why don't we just like hang out as friends. All the people I sleep with I don't generally have feelings for them. I got pied the biggest custard pie I've ever had in my whole life and sucks a lot still trying to patch up my wound I cried buckets. Once we had that chat she got a bit upset which was horrible to see because the one thing I don't want to do is upset Daisy but I've come here to make sure she's alright but I can't keep going on pretending that there's a romantic side for me when there's not. You alright? Don't get upset at her. Daisy. Oi. Daisy. She was really upset so imagine if I left it another week and then dropped her out it would have just been so messy it would have ended up losing her as a friend and that's something I really don't want to do. Sorry babe. It's what it is. My master plan is to win Matthew back although you didn't hear it from me. I cried buckets. The girls, I'm boring them with my bullshit. He's just upset me and yet he says he cares about me. Unfortunately I think I cried wolf with first two boys I was cracking on with but Aaron essentially I cried wolf with Aaron and then actually when I had genuine feelings for Matthew they now won't really support me. I'm not sure I'm upset that's the last thing I fucking won but at the end of the day Have you got something to say mate? I said you caused it that's all I'm upset because of you. I was happy yesterday I'm upset because of you. Obviously any argument that us three girls, that's me, Rui, Alicia, any argument that we've had has all been because of we've tried to back Daisy. We've had your back since day dotting here. We've told you when you're wrong, when you've fucked up and then to dig me out. It's true you and one of me. I argued with the girls because they know I'm stubborn and I don't listen to a word they say I have a tantrum every single day and they're getting bored of my tantrum. We've argued with every fucking single person in this villa practically to stick up for you. So obviously now me and Daisy are just friends. I don't really want her to get in the way of me and anyone else. Obviously I'll get on really well with Nat. We've got great banter. Me and Matty it's really weird because obviously like normally he's not my type at all. Like at all he's not my type. But like I just find you really endearing like we do really really get on and I do like him. I can't say I don't because I do. I just want to cut him all the time and be all loving and like kiss him and stuff. Mate I can't do it Daisy. Like she would literally crumb me. Just take Daisy out of the situation isn't it? Yeah. She'll be fine. She'll get used to it. Mate she won't. She will. She won't honestly. I'm not going to let Daisy get in the way of me. We'll just have to see what happens. Like I'm not going to say I'm going to crack on in front of Daisy because that's definitely not fair and I definitely will not be rubbing it in her face because I wouldn't want her to do the same to me. Okay fine crack on done. Crack on. Boring. You're an asshole. She doesn't think it's a fact that Daisy's kind of been a double standard muggy little bitch. So we'll see what happens tonight. But I've got a feeling a shit storm is actually brewing.