 You can relax now, come on and let's be sweet and shy, you can relax now, understood. To pray together. Lead us all in a group prayer and then really to gratitude in our hearts. The song of thanks that we sing in our hearts and our happiness is really what is most, you might say, most pleasing to spirit is us to be happy, us to be the way we were created is the greatest, most honoring, respectful prayer that you can ever have. Your happiness is a gift to the whole universe. So I think I will lead this into prayer and then I think Francis was really feeling strongly of sharing this sense of gratitude and Francis can maybe take that off and we can pass the microphone around if anyone wants to add their voice to our prayer as we send this to the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit, thank you for giving us this opportunity to heal, to expand our awareness, the miracle and forgiveness. Thank you for guiding us with so many holy encounters and songs, movies and nature. To bask in your presence and be showered with your love. This for us is our new beginning. We have come together to be led by you, to be activated and used in the plan of awakening. We pray early on for spectacular miracles and we know that you will give us those miracles. You will perform miracles through us if we are willing. We step forward and say yes to your invitation. These days have been a time to let all emotions come to the surface and we are grateful that we have had these opportunities. Lead us in the way of miracle thinking. Lead us to all good habits of thinking with you and being your instruments and your messengers. We are at a crossroads in our mind. The journey that we have taken before is over now. Begin a new fresh determination with a strong desire to have the healing in our mind that we may bless everyone in the world. I would like to share my gratitude of the last five days. First, that Chris was very persistent in inviting us over and what a blessing it has been for the whole universe. Such a blessing. I feel I do want to share this funny story that I recently, David and I went to visit this friend that we met a couple of years ago and she started this business of working with a quantum machine and she tested out with us and she hooked it up onto me and she was doing some readings on the quantum machine. I don't know, it's just called quantum machine. It doesn't do anything. Yeah, it's just quantum. It picks up something your first time. It didn't ask me any questions though. And she said the machine picked up that you had these autistic patterns. And I was like, what is autistic? And she said, you know, close down. When you feel not safe, like a child that is autistic, they close themselves in a room instead of going out to communicate. So I thought, I've never heard that as a description of me, but ever since that I started to have all these memories come to me. Like this is a way of coping with this world that I use all throughout the lives, especially the early part where when there was intense emotions coming up, what did I do? Shut down, push people away, hide, stop communication. People that I feel I don't know how to handle, shut down communication. If I want to, if I don't know how to handle emotion in the intimate relationship, push them away, stop talking to them for a few days. You know, that's the kind of mechanism that feels safe somehow. Insanely, that feels very safe to the ego is to close down, shut down and push people away. And then you see whether you come out or not, you know. So I thought, well, I'm glad that what happened in these past few years was, you know, it's really a way of opening up in a way that is you actually started to see how I have been doing this to myself. You know, pushing people away and pushing anything away and hiding becomes very, very painful. But this is what I used to think is called life. You build a private family, a private house, a private circle of friends for what? For safety or ease of connection so that there are certain people you don't have to include because it's not really pleasant or safe. You know, I was very selective or private in the way that I deal with the world or with people and had fear of being in a large group or not knowing what to say. But what really happened was, like David was saying this morning, it wasn't that I had to let go of certain things. What was really happening is I had to find a way to include more and more and eventually the whole universe come to my world. But in doing that, I had to allow myself to step out of a very comfortable to the ego but very limited box so that I could choose to open up on a daily basis to allow people who are sent by the spirit to come to my world and allow myself to open up in that way. And that is what we have been practicing in the community because there was no way I can hold on to a grievance and hide from people and stay angry, you know, and stay closed down. It's just not able to happen that way. So it kind of really pushed me to learn to really communicate with people. In the present moment, open my heart up and really wash away all these layers and layers of attack thoughts. So today, I think especially I had a few people in the morning and at lunch brought up this topic of loneliness and I really want to say that in a way that this world, the way that we live in this world as separate individuals is what loneliness is. You know, the loneliness comes from this deep sense of we're separate and there is a way of healing this deep sense of loneliness and the way to undo that is actually very simple. It's through reaching out, reaching out. So here in this closing, I really want to say that I'm grateful for myself somehow the spirit find a way for me to reach out and I'm grateful that you also gave yourself the gift to reach out and allow yourself to be here with so many people for the, you know, 24-7 for these last five days. And you all know the gift that has been. I also heard some people ask, well, it feels good to be here, feel good to do expression sessions here, but there is no way I could feel the same way when I go back home. But I also feel, you know, even here you have all kinds of emotions come up. You have, you know, joy and trust and hard-opening experiences, and also in that you feel safe enough actually maybe anger came up, frustration, irritation, and all of those emotions were permitted to come up as well. But you feel okay to allow them to come up. You feel supported. There is a way that you can handle it here because there is a lot of support and there is a trust in the mind. So I just feel like there is no need to stop. We won't stop from here anymore, you know. We're going to continue on with this momentum of knowing how much we need each other and we're going to keep reaching out. So that's our invitation. Our email, my email, Jenny's email, and Jenny's Skype, and our website, Spreaker, put on the board. It's a huge invitation. Please write to us. You know, if you don't find anyone nearby that you can open, write to us. We're with you all the way. We're with you every step of the way. You know, we need each other. I've talked about the attitudinal healing that's already here in Holland and in Germany also, I know. And it's exactly the expression sessions as we did it here, just listening with open hearts and no comments. So if you look for a group, you look at the side of the course of miracles or from heart to heart, and there you can find a group probably next to your place. Yeah, so I thought we, you know, we can just share and leave it open as well to use the next hour and a half, perhaps, perhaps just if you have an overflowing sense of gratitude or anything that you feel that you really want to share with the whole group, we want to hear it. There is also a miracle. After the last session, a couple came up to me and shared it. They have a place here in Holland and a place in Portugal, and they would like to offer it for a retreat. So it sounds like in December we will have a week or five days or a week. We will, all the guy, all the details will come in the time to come, but in Portugal, to start with. So we will share the information about that when this is ready. Not because of that, but anyway, the name is not yet on it. Get the participant, please. The chance has never been that. He will send everybody the participant. In case you want to contact each other. Yeah, there's nothing really with this suggestion, but it can also happen with you. We can also get the information on that. Great, so everyone who wants to share an email address with each other is the paper to write it on. I think you have it for us, right? I would like to share my gratitude. I came here because I wanted to connect with people that are living the course of miracles, because for me, it has been always separate departments, in my life. Of course, the miracle of reading it, and feeling the miracles, but then stepping into my life again and having a fight with my husband is, you know, being able to read all they know more. And I found living examples in you which is really inspiring, and I'm sure it's a stone in a pond, and it will go on and on and on. And I really pray to be able to apply more in my own life, and this touches me because I found my husband, I wanted to connect, really single, and I could hear you crystal clear, and I felt love, and it was a call out of love, but also for love, and you couldn't understand me, and it's really symbolic, and I really want to transform that. I must create myself, and try to chew in Ghana, chewed on it for too long. I want to spit it out. Thank you very much for your inspiration. Excellent. When I came in, I expressed that I wanted to have a coach to face my fears, and bring them to life, and surrender to this path, and as she said, you are all... Yeah, you're so inspirational for me, and I had fears, and I faced them. One of the fears was I didn't dare speak to you, and I felt a jealousy to Swara, all you were talking to, and I sat down the next morning, and I wrote it down, and I saw what was happening, and this morning at breakfast, we talked it over with a few people, so I was also there. And then tears came, because my greatest fear, and I'm getting emotional again, is, especially with you, David, that I will be exposed, that you can see through me, and so I thought about it, and I thought, I'm afraid of my own life. That's my problem, and I'm so grateful that this came up. Yeah, there's nothing more to say than that. I'm just grateful, thank you all. Now, let me start with you again. Seven times a week, it's beyond, and I didn't have any expectation, but even if I helped them, it is beyond, beyond, beyond. In the Asian nation, the only feeling since such a long time has been confirmed, and as I expressed at the beginning of this week, is I want it all, and I give it all because there's no way back. And as usual, stronger than the beginning of this week, I really know now this is it. I want this. So I will see how my life will unfold, and try to listen to my best abilities at this moment, my Holy Spirit is guiding me through. I want my life on the singing. I even could feel the possibility of leaving my mother behind if no Holy Spirit is calling me for that. And I also know, despite I'm only child, and I've followed this debt since long, long time, I remember that she already said, if you are guided to leave me, although I'm old and sick, I will not be resisted because I know you do it for God. And I know that I will be taken care of. I suddenly remembered that. But somehow she might know intuitively that something is coming up, I don't know. But it comes with you. But anyway, there are no words. And all the love that all the people hear, I feel so rich and so empty, so connected to all of you. Thank you so much for this amazing experience. Thank you all. Thank God. It's a good thing to say what I want to say to all of you. I want to thank my Holy Spirit for being persistent in knowing that I had to be here in this space. And thank you all for sharing the beautiful mirrors of Holy Spirit. And I bless you all and you're amazing, the beautiful. Thank you so much. It was such a great week and I really can feel as if my vibration has raised the higher vibration. And I hope I can keep it. But it was really great. I had not expected it actually since we could be like this. The love you show, the love you live and the fields of love with everybody it's just so beautiful to feel connected in such a field of love. And thank you so much everyone over here and I could share this. Thank you so much. I love you. Thank you. Normally the ride we are riding this week I feel it like God is taking me by his hand so I think this is so new to me. I came in here unexpected for me myself as well. So I thank God and let's see what brings this to me. I'm so grateful. Beautiful examples of transparency love guided by spirit you really show me new ways of relating with myself and relating with God and also relating with everyone because there's also that what you said, the loneliness I feel always when I go in this world and relate to myself and now you really opened up ways for me to go further on this and be connected with Him. So I'm so grateful for that. Thank you. Thank you for knowing me. You're always in my arms. Thank you very much. Last year I was one day we were the weekend here in Holland and I came the second day and at the movies I I couldn't keep my eyes open and I thought, what are all those girls being on the stage and came for David? And I just had no reaction. So I promised myself to start all over again and a bit more open minded really. And now I'm so glad with all the girls on stage that David, you may stay. And it's what I heard before that since a few months I've really been apprehended on books inside of these all those spiritual books. I keep on doing the course but I want to live it. I want to live it now. Now it's time to start living it. And you are such examples that really I really met love on another level and it's really amazing. So precious. So precious love. More than personal love. It's a great gift. In the beginning of the retreat I thought that I was not connected to the Holy Spirit and the actual love but during the the retreat I realized that I had more contact with the Holy Spirit than I thought. And I see now all the moments how the girls called me and that I listened to this call and so it gives me self-trust in my relationships relationship with Jesus and even I listened to this call to be here because I live in the community and I was curious about how do you live the course in your lives by examples and testing content testing And I like to face it one of your communities but I don't know I think it will be Mexico. I met you last year and I met you and I immediately knew that I wanted to see you again so when I heard of this retreat I had to sign up for a very grateful to be here such lovely things about the world it made it so clear to me that I can laugh about it and just be happy it was perfect to open my heart more and well it did this week so thank you all for all your help it's really lovely thank you and express to various people my gratitude for being here and seeing living miracles the whole day this week I so strongly feel it has enhanced my dedication to the Holy Spirit to the work as I said this afternoon I don't know where I'll be next year but I'm open for everything thank you thank you very very much for your practical teaching it's really fantastic thank you I've learned this week to express myself without feeling ashamed and I'm really grateful for the way you speak about it the eco David such a lot of laughing it makes it so easy so light so yeah well it's very helpful very very helpful thank you so much thank you all it's a pleasure to speak with you I'm sorry for this it's the best way my soul is singing this whole morning I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry So now we all know that therefore we are here to walk about the life and to have a walk to eternal. And for me it was very essential that the whole week I had not one moment the idea that I was drunk. And that's new. You didn't try to change me. So I'm really sure that it's all for me. I wasn't going to say anything but I kind of might. But it's all been said before and I thank you for this week. So happy you came here close to our homes. I hope to visit you in Spain maybe soon maybe later. I'm happy that it's very close to Holland and not all the way to there. And I'm so happy to have all my new friends and all the love that was here. My heart is full of joy. Thank you so much. I was not going to say something. Thank you very much all of you for such a big inspiration. I was very glad to find out. I couldn't believe that you came to school. I was very overloaded. I thought this must have been last year. This is unknown. I signed in and it was a big gift for me. Because it's just before I go by the South Africa. I live in South Africa as well. So a couple of weeks. So I'm so grateful and happy to have all of you and especially you. And thank you for such a big inspiration from the bottom of my heart. I only want to add my confidence for your great talent in storytelling. When I met Jesus first time it was like this golden wave going from my body. And it was like it was just this pure embracing and understanding. It was just understanding. I didn't only like one year later I realized. No, not yet. Very much later I realized that it was love. Like the first time in my life I touched love or love touched me or whatever. And this non-judgmental embracement that was when I saw you on YouTube I thought that's it. That's it. And that was the story where I came here. So beautifully unfolding. It's like you push out these waves over everyone of us. It's no one can be, everyone can tell. Whatever he wants. There's no judgment. There's just love coming over. You can tell something and you trust it. The reply is always love. Yeah. And I'm just saying I'm sorry. Like for me it was like I saw the messages and I thought, wow. Beautiful. And that's also what I want to say to everyone. Everyone is amazing. That's beauty but also wisdom. Now the wisdom is really important to everyone and that's a beautiful and really quick blessing. Thank you. Thank you. Yes, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the sweetness. Really amazing. I'm really touched and really... And you know I come from the Buddhist practice so I'd love to see also besides Christ really inspiring and laughing Buddha showing movies. That was really cool to me. And yes, I enjoyed it very much to be with you all. It was a great experience and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you. I want to thank Jesus for everything that he does and being here and bringing me here. As always I didn't know why I was coming here but it's all so beautiful just to join in the healing with everybody and to be in the brotherhood is just... There's no real words for it. Just to see the healing taking place is pretty wonderful and I was just reflecting and just thinking it's so beautiful to have those beautiful reflections back at me. I'm just so grateful for everybody here and I feel really, really welcome here. Thank you so, so much, one of all. It has given me a lot of trust to find out that although I might go saying that I'm in the wrong place that I'm always on the right place. Thank you. I am very grateful when I came here that I am jealous that people are there to expose themselves on YouTube. But it's really my longing to expose myself totally to the Holy Spirit which I did and also to the brother like this exercise, one-to-one exercise and I just said it's so safe to do so. I also felt that being afraid there's no bottom when we... there's no ground when we did this exercise and my brother Holy Spirit stays there in the light. It's... I don't know how to explain but it's like it's not a bottom, not a ground I wanted but it doesn't need to be. It's just this... it's not really blank but it's not needed. I can totally trust it. And I also like to say that if anyone of you wants to continue practicing this one-to-one I'm into it on Skype. For a long time I had the longing to do a weekend or a week with you. I saw it once in Hawaii so I asked a friend oh, let's go to David. He's all the way there and so expensive so I didn't dare to do it alone. So when I saw it in here I said I have to do it, he's coming all the way to Rome and I'm so happy that I've participated. I did the question that the question about this and then David told me it's a different way like, you know, teaching, teaching and coming here it's a different way but it's so loosening up me, you know the ties, the controls and I had resistance and I made the shift from being resistant to being totally happy to participate and also the move is not to move but to see what it's done to me so I said wow, it's just it happens to me in a different way so I was really happy of and even in my dream I could see that I want structure and things and I could see it was loosening so that's what happened with me and it's just loosening this and while you were sharing Helen about your way, your road it just, I have it it just takes me in the scene that you could feel this freedom and going through it it's like, it comes in me, you know it's like, and also you with your son, with the fear and then you're going through it oh they land well, so I'm an enemy here it's just great to have you here and to experience this all and from David I saw you on the internet and this wisdom of knowing you and all these teachings it's even more, it's so deep the wisdom and I just would like to have more and more and more, you know it's true because even the movies I was thinking, how is it getting this when they say tonight, oh this is cars like the one of yesterday but you're taking more and more out of it I'm totally here it's just great to have someone like this in the person there because I want to continue you know, so maybe I'll be in how to call it in Spain and just because I really love to continue to the David base because I don't lose it anymore it's just, it has to be my David breath I'm really very happy with the way you are and the way you, for the example it's really an example for me and also the teaching went through you know, what you were telling him I'm very happy that this week that I could experience it thank you so much really thank you and thank you all the other friends thank you so much thank you so much thank you so much to represent the light light one light of the world I bless you with all my heart and I love you so much thank you all I love you so much can I say thank you again I came here to, how do you say to in life the presence of all you guys I know you through YouTube since maybe six, seven months and I must say that to meet you in real life and feeling you and watching you is amazing and a great inspiration an example of nothing through can be threatened and nothing through can be threatened and nothing really exists you were just demonstrating it to the photos thank you and another that wasn't a surprise I suppose it but it extended my my didn't meant but the big surprise for me is actually meeting all my brothers in this course because this is the first time I am together with people that seek something of what we all seek and it was a mind blowing experience to meet you all thank you I also want to say thank you just I'm faking just a few years ago I was really like a total outcast and I was a nice person and at least in my hometown and just a thought of being here and opening up and feeling at home and I want to thank Jesus for taking my hand and for the savory and the answer to everything thank you all I am very very thankful and I just want to add or to put an emphasis whether it's maybe the words that come at the moment is what is very much what helps me with my healing very much is the innocence and joy that you have the words that are there at the moment thank you I'll be thankful too because I'm so grateful to what Kenneth just said I want to thank Jesus for taking over me so like a wave of I know I've been over years I've been praying so much to maybe an instrument for your peace maybe an instrument for your love I thought well nothing's happening and when I go back people say oh thank you for organising this it looks really strange I don't really recognise why and then I say well I guess this is probably what I've been praying for you to do this so thankful you know I was having the opportunity to work with you guys it's been so special I hope I will continue doing this you never know I didn't point anything right now but we'll stay open and it's definitely been worthwhile but it was a deep wish for me to have guidance from the Holy Spirit continuously and he answered me that you are of spiritual energy love inside examples and so he gave me this specific answer and he promised me that he will be with me when I am home thank you my heart is full gratitude and it was I had so many insights and it was so inspired but now I don't go anymore do we continue one more hour with the gratitude I fell asleep I want to run out I'm so tired I can't sit still do you have an answer for me? yeah I think we're getting close to maybe going out and finding a nice open space so we can have a big group hug and I can bring my camera phone out so I can take all your smiling happy faces out in the green grass and the trees so people can be inspired by all that you shared and all that we went through so I think that's a good a good symbol that it's time for us to go out into nature and have a big hug together before we go I also just want to say thank you all and the big word I hear or see in my mind is willingness it's thank you for your willingness so we wouldn't begin without you so this is it's so beautiful and I want to just encourage everyone who also has received some nudges and inspirations from this retreat just to go for it you know go for the things that you may be a little scared of or that you may think you don't dare to do but go for the communications and the things that you have felt you're also beautiful