 It's thinking about it. Are we oh, I think we are live now. Hello there. My beautiful lovely internet friends I am feeling exponentially better from surgery And I thought I'd hop on here while I'm feeling decent and just say hi also. Yeah, I did dye my hair red That's not the camera being weird. I I don't I don't know how I feel about it additionally My friends brought me back this ridiculously adorable Little sloth mug from Costa Rica. So I've been drinking like everything out of it today. Hello Dylan. Hello James. Hi Bethany Amy, thank you. Oh, hi Pat. How are you doing? Hey KM and Sean. I'm realizing as I'm talking I'm not gonna quite be a I have to stop myself from projecting like I might normally because my throat is still recovering But oh so many beautiful people. Hello. Thanks for tuning in How is everyone doing tonight? I saw a few people in the chat as I was whoops as I was starting it up Saying that they're having difficulty sleeping. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's a sleepless night for you so far Motivated one leger Thanks for being here. Hey Jasmine and Pam Alyssa tojo crash Yeah, how's your how's your guys's nights going pixie life says sloths are my marriage spirit animal. Look at him He's just so cute. I feel like Also, can you hear me? Okay, even if I'm like sitting back here I feel like sloths are like the equivalent to raccoons and I have a thing for raccoons So it's quite cozy Bethany says no good sleep for me. I'm sorry to hear that That is frustrating Sleepless nights are just difficult. Hopefully we can all hang out and chill a little bit and hopefully you'll be able to get some rest here soon Brenna says hello, Joe. How are you? I am so much better than I was I had neck surgery last week I have a crazy new scar check that out guys. You can't actually really see it in the lighting It's feeling much better. It took a solid week until I was like, okay, I think the anesthesia is out of my system Pain is manageable. All right. We're good to go So this is the first full day that I feel like I've been back to like reality I don't know if anyone else here has had surgery They always are like, you know the anesthesia is out of your system in what like two days I swear to God It takes me like a week because I feel like I'm just like floating in an alternate dimension for a very long time Daisy, thank you so much for these super chat. I appreciate that already Kalen says low-key your hair looks really nice today. Ah, thank you. Okay, so Opinions my feelings will not be hurt. I promise you maybe I shouldn't have worn red with my red hair, but um, I Made a 3 a.m. I couldn't sleep a few nights into surgery recovery By and I bought red overtone. I Feel like I'm naturally pale enough That it kind of works But I don't know if it actually works and the fact that my eyebrows aren't red really bothers me So maybe I'll have to get some like red eyebrow Jell, I don't know. I don't know what it. Oops. I don't know what it is Okay. Yeah, so honest be honest. Do we like the red or do we not like the red? Thomas, thank you so much for these super chat Thomas is driving to Denver tomorrow for the Browns Broncos game. That's awesome. I went and saw a Broncos game a few weeks ago Maybe a month and a half ago now. It's super fun. I'm glad that you'll be coming out here. Hope you have a safe drive Okay, so Madison says love it Petrol says yes red hair is cute. Okay, it totally works. Okay, awesome. Um Yeah, thank you guys. Well, I appreciate like I said I my feelings won't be hurt either way Kayleen says as a ginger digging the red on you. I saw my friend who's naturally a ginger the other day and she was like Ah, he joined the club Yeah, so we'll see I think I'll keep it for a little while and then I'm gonna try Then I'm gonna try like dark brown. I'm not sure if that's gonna make me look crazy pale But we'll see we got a little sleepy Sophie here and a little sleepy Leo over there Um, okay at a gender as be I like your username says red hair is fabulous But you have to look in the mirror. So can you live with the eyebrows? That's the question I think if I have like Eyebrow gel or whatever it's called. That's like more red Then maybe if I'm like putting myself together for like, you know If I felt like going out or in front of a camera. I might like it a little bit better a natural Irish look I am 1% Irish according to my ancestor com DNA anyone else want to guess what the rest of it is I'll give you a just shocking insight It's all super white. I'm very nor Norwegian and Swedish Daisy says love the hair Thank you Daisy Pat Have I thought about going back to pink or purple hair? Yeah, I thought about going back to purple I love having purple hair. I once did it where it's like Purple as the underlayer and then like a little bit of blue on top of that and on the blonde That was like that was peak. I really liked how that looks, but I didn't feel like doing like a fun color this time I wanted to do like a natural tone Oh gosh, but Michael says I had a lymph node biopsy surgery when I was younger too. Yeah, I hope that yours went well, too So for I didn't really talk about this publicly that much aside from like a short video before surgery, but I had a lymph node over the summer on the side of my neck that Got really swollen when I got sick and then I kept getting sick and like the swelling It was just really large and didn't go down So eventually I went to a doctor and they're like, we think it's fine. We should see a specialist I thought a specialist and he was like, I think it's fine, but we should biopsy it But then it kept getting bigger and like I felt it whenever I was swallowing And the biopsy came back okay, but he was still like because it's continuing to change and grow and is now causing His comfort we need to take it out So that's what they did. They took it out. Listen, they told me that the scar was gonna be like that. I Really appreciate my doctor. He's a great surgeon. He did an awesome job, but he's a dirty liar It's way more than that Allison thank you so much for the super chat says his good natural color absolutely wonderful and you thank you You guys are very very sweet I'm hunter says love your whole channel and vibe will shucks. Thank you. That means a lot to me Okay, so Yeah, so anyways it came back the they did full testing on it and it was just my body being weird no cancer super grateful for that I always worry because I've had so many like CT scans and so many x-rays in my life that I'm like The likelihood of me. I'm not even to speak this out loud. I'm just gonna say I'm really glad it wasn't cancer. Yay So now I just got a little bit more recovery to do and I'll be good to go Russell says What your body be weird never I wrestle Russell's a very good friend of mine in real life. Yeah I've never had to like Cancel 27 times on you because I got sick or had a migraine or anything like that I'm definitely not the most unreliable person and and My body being the main cause of that Pat says gained I think 20,000 subscribers in a hurry. Yeah in the last week They're like 20,000 new subscribers off of them What was it? I think it was off the video or my my press that it got stuck on me very briefly I like opened. I opened up YouTube and I was like, well, hello there everybody. Um, yeah, that was it was very sweet That's very nice to see. Oh Yeah, thank you a lot of us are so happy it's not cancer me too. I'm very I'm very glad Okay, I this was a question I wanted to ask people I Don't I've never cared about scars, right? I've like surgeries had it, you know, whatever I've always been like scars whatever who cares. It's cool. They tell a story This is the first one. I do not like I don't like it. I'm gonna rock it. I'm gonna rock it but it's like so So noticeable and you can't see it, but it's like puffed out that part will go away So I've heard the vitamin E. Mm-hmm vitamin E is good for Like scar healing. I've also heard that those like silicone strips are good. Does anyone have any? recommendations on that Let me know Let me know in the chat Paul says love the new hair color. Thank you. I'm impressed that I did a decent job coloring it kind of evenly when I was heavily medicated I Always I've realized now that I'm not on a ton of medication anymore. I try to keep any kind of pain medication Like I take it very sparingly, but now that it's not in my system all the time and it used to be it actually does affect me, but I don't think it's going to and So I look back at the last week and I'm like first off I remember like half of it second of all I made a lot of decisions and purchases none of which were bad, but I like half remember I'm like I need to be really cognizant of the fact that When I'm on medication now it like has an effect. So anyways, I dyed my hair While I was in that state and I did it I did a decent job, you know, it looks okay. Oh coconut oil vitamin E aloe vera good idea Also Jason how many tattoos do you have I genuinely don't know I think it's about 20 I think Which brings up another question for the chat. We'll get to that in a second Okay bio oil, okay Silicon strips work, but you have to wear them consistently for a few months, which can be a pain. Yeah I did get some of those and they don't quite stick yet because of the way that it's like puffing out I got to give it time to like properly heal. Oh Rogues rogue storyteller. I like your name says thank you for your honesty and vulnerability regarding your struggles with disability and being amputee I'm thankful for your content. Thank you so much for that That means a lot to me and also thank you for the super chat, but your kind words are just lovely. Thank you Okay, let's see here Lavender and coconut oil, okay Amy says her friend swears by silicone scar tape my friend also swears by it. She was the one who was like Joe get some of this So I did Primrose oil, I always think of Hunger Games when I hear Primrose Oscar you read my mind Oscar says yes, you should tattoo the scar. Okay Okay, I wasn't I wasn't gonna get a neck tattoo. Okay guys, and I'm probably not still but All of my tattoos are on this side, right like they end right there. I'm just saying we could expand up and Cover the scar Eventually would I be an ultimate family disappointment? Yes. Yes, I would be for having an act tattoo Could I get a real job? It's questionable, but would it look neat? Yes, um, I It is something I'm genuinely like kind of tolling with the idea I think our society is a lot more accepting of tattoo So it's not really that big of a deal and I do love them But anything like that is such a commitment. It is not one I would make quickly I would have to like think about it for a while first, you know, oh Eric, thank you so much for the super chat. I appreciate it Um, oh my gosh mark says you could like tattoo gills for it. Okay, not gonna lie. I wouldn't do that but also I Totally could and that could look badass too a little weird, but badass John says new bucks towards your velociraptor scratch neck Thank you for the super chat. Oh Velociraptors Velociraptors scratched my neck. So I haven't gone through Before surgery I asked people for suggestions of like I don't want to just say I had lymph node removal surgery boring Right, like we need an epic tale. And so I've started going through some of the responses and my personal favorite one Even though it is not the most courageous or epic Is that you know, I'm already kind of a pirate because I'm missing one leg So I got a pirate parrot and we didn't get along and so it attacked my neck. I was like that one works for me But please let me know a few of other suggestions Joe says there's a meme that says get the tattoo already you already are a disappointment to your family I've seen that meme. I think it's hilarious Brianna, I love cats. I absolutely love cats. I Can't have them because Toby's a little reactive But I miss I miss having I miss having cats Jason I am drinking peppermint tea Out of my little sloth mug here. Are you guys sipping on anything tea? Perhaps some soothing beverage Bethany, I'm sorry to hear that your scoliosis is not good. I was just talking to a friend today about her scoliosis That's really rough. I hope I hope the day gets a little easier for you tomorrow. Maybe it's a better day Okay, whoops whoops Leo was like kicking he likes kicking with his little paw there. You can't you can't kick the tea out of my hand, buddy It was zipper tattoo. I've had that I had that suggested as well I mostly I think I want something if I was gonna go that route I'd probably do something kind of floral that sort of matches the rest of things in a way and like blend it in rather than highlight it rather than like you know gills or Like a zipper. I'd want it to be like not necessarily covered but sort of hidden within a tattoo, you know I go on him. Oh, let's see here Brandon says your outfit matches my blanket. I hope it's soft and comfy as the blanket is I'm glad you have a cozy blanket Brandon and yes. Yes indeed. It is very soft and cozy I love matching PJ sets. They are my absolute favorite Oh Okay, so Paul's drinking some rosé wine delis delicious. I almost Did I say that right? It's rosé, right? Yeah, I know things Oh Glenn is drinking a pale ale with dinner delightful Eric is drinking a bloody Mary. I never understood bloody Mary's. I mean all respect But the tomato juice thing I just I can't get back. I couldn't I'm not hardcore enough. I couldn't I couldn't get behind it Rosé. Yes. Okay. The best is honey need. Oh, I've never had honey me That also sounds delightful. I had me at my friend's wedding She's very Irish and they like they brought in me. So maybe I have had honey meat actually come to think of that Okay, so as Petrel says I've always wanted to say thank you for the content that you make Oh, you're very welcome It has given me a better perspective on accessibility that I've only ever had in theory Therefore I can work into my volunteering that ah, that's awesome. I'm really glad that you do that. That's really cool And thank you for thank you for listening. Oh Eminem don't kick my don't don't kick my tea buddy says Butterflies are always nice I don't have any butterfly themed that tattoos because they Um, I have a moth one that looks like a butterfly, but it is not The parrot's name is Jeffrey the theoretical parrot that ripped my neck open because we didn't get along Yes, yes indeed Oh angel is drinking Vermont maple ginger tea That sounds so lovely Maple ginger tea, I wouldn't think of those flavors going together Pat says are the background lights new I dig them. I'm glad that you guys like them. Yes, they are I This was another thing that I I bought it like Amazon on 2am when I couldn't sleep All my like panic buys on Amazon at 2am when I'm exhausted and can't sleep or like $10 or less So like it's not a problem currently But yes, I got these and put them up I really like I really like lighting in my house, right? So I've got a little like fairy light tree there I've got these little fairy lights and I always keep them on so that every room is sort of like a little bit lit Except the one that I you know sleep in it's like dark dark Tatum says your content is Something that gets me excited when I see you post something. Ah, thank you That's you guys are very sweet. I appreciate it Oh Oscar's drinking salted water. You're all drinking so fancy things. I'm on salt salted water Is that like a thing you drink for a purpose or just because you enjoy it? Yeah, the cute the cute dog blanket is just delightful. Uh, oh pat. Thank you Thank oh ouch, hold on. Oh I really I can't move my head certain ways yet I forget that and then I move them that way and then it's painful Pat, thank you so much for the super chat says for your next 2am purchase I greatly appreciate it and I will use it Indeed my last 2am amazon purchase was drywall repair to fix the hole that sophie put in the drywall when we first moved in So it was like a practical one. Thank you. I appreciate it um B says did you ever figure out the root cause of why you kept getting sick a couple of years ago? I actually did A couple of years ago Actually, right when covet started I kept getting sick over and over and over again with similar symptoms. It was never covet what it ended up being It was uh, like there was a cyst in my sinuses That had an infection and it was like a reoccurring sinusitis on top of that So they went in they corrected a few things and it actually fixed the problem I will say This is the second surgery. I think that I've ever had that it just like went really well, right like No major complications. Everything went smoothly. It accomplished the purpose it set out for Didn't affect anything else. Healing hasn't taken too long I had a a wrist surgery years ago where it was the same thing. It was like, oh my god This was simple. My body actually responded to it the way it should Amazing And now this is number. This is the second one. This is the second one where It just went well Uh, so I'm very very very grateful for that Brandon says yay for surgeries going well. I appreciate it Oh, uh pat says did you find any new shows to watch after posting that thread? Okay. Um I did watch new shows recovering from surgery I don't remember all of them because again anesthesia plus pain meds But I started watching murder at the end of the world Which a few people suggested which I really liked but it was a little too One second It's a little bit too dark For like recovery, but I just started watching Don't judge me farmer once a wife, which is on hulu It's like a it's like a fox show. It's a dating show about four farmers who are looking for love And it's just it's just adorable and so dramatic and I'm I'm loving it Like that's the speed of show that I need right now. Has anyone else watched that? Um, it's yeah, it's ridiculous and great Um, okay, let's see here New skin scar fade is amazing It helped with my daughter. It was incredible for my daughter's cleft lip repair scar. I'm gonna make a note of that new skin Scar You know what? Thank you so much. I'm gonna look into that because I am familiar with that brand and I know that they're really good Uh, Russell says what you watch a reality TV show. No way. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that Four out of five dentists agree reality TV shows are the leading cause of brain rot and I'm here for it Harley says your pups are looking so cute. Janice is Sophie Leo looking so comfy and cozy. Aren't they though? They're so comfy and cozy It's because you're colored there. I'm so mean for waking them up. Leo has a tennis ball in his mouth He's been obsessed with this thing for days He never lets it go and so I have to watch him really closely to make sure he doesn't like choke on anything But it's this I'm gonna take it away for just a second. Okay, just a second and I'll give it right back Oh boy This Someone came awake. Here you go Would you like it back? Go boy. There you go Is my dog. Okay. Yeah, my dogs are great. They're just sleepy Um Oh serenity said why did I have surgery? I had to have a lymph node removed For my neck that was causing issues. So I got it out thank god, um The toy is moving gets any dog to wake up. It's so true So if he goes from like completely asleep to like ready to play fetch At a moment's notice. Hi, did I wake you up? I did. I woke you up. Didn't I and now he's just chomping I found these nerf tennis balls They are the best. They are the only tennis balls that my dogs have not destroyed and that is saying something Uh jay said when did you dye your hair a couple days ago? Uh by jason. Thanks for stopping by um, okay I'm realizing the more that I talk this will not be a super long live stream There's something that's different. Um To anyone who's ever done any kind of like public speaking or anything like that Or streaming it's so interesting to me because I can have a conversation with someone right now and like It doesn't mess up my neck But like any kind of like in a social setting right like when there's like more than one person around you Can have to turn on Or like streaming public speaking anything like that like that starts causing a lot of pain. I wonder if it's I mean, I imagine that naturally we we sort of like engage more muscles to like project our voices. I wonder if that's why it's like It's feeling a little tight um This has also been one of the first surgery recoveries Where I've been like, you know, the pain is uncomfortable. It's been, you know, not great in a couple moments But it's like a sign of healing, right? Like it's not a sign of Permanent issue and so I've definitely not been thankful for the pain, right? We're not going to give it that but it's kind of been like I know that it's going to move through and be okay. And so it's been so much easier to deal with and I'm I'm super grateful for that Um, oh, uh thought says did I see you in a tv advertisement? You may have there are a few that are out there Was it Was it the one on running blades or was it something else? um Let's see here Monterey says for some reason dog tennis balls and regular tennis balls are made differently some balls split and happy easier. Yeah I have found um, from my understanding Can you guys hear like the munching on the tennis ball in the mic? I sure hope so. It's great Okay, all right Oh, no. Oh, no, he dropped the tennis ball mayhem is about to occur because so if he needs it so if you come on get it Can you bring it back? Poor leo. He's too lazy to like actually go get it though. So if he come on up See she has retrieved it. She is now queen and very pleased with herself Oh natalie, thank you so much from this for the super chat. Also natalie is like one of my favorite names I think it's a beautiful name Pup cup fund from chino the greyhound who lives in australia? Thank you. So if they leo says hi say hi to chino And I will make sure that I get them pup cups Um, they haven't had any like a week and a half. So their supply is running low. I appreciate it Oh mind hunter. Also. Thank you. Thank you so much for the super chat just for being you Thank you for all the positivity. You guys are so sweet. Thank you. Thank you for all the positivity that you give me right back Um, it's been super fun to do more live streams lately I like just being able to kind of hop on and chat and you know, see everybody Oh cdl says My dad is in the hospital right now getting surgery fingers crossed. I really hope that that goes well I know it's it's super nerve-racking when someone you love is in the hospital or having surgery You know, whether it's a severe one or a routine one. It's scary I really hope things go well for him and then he comes out just fine and gets home quickly Um Brianna says so if he was just waiting for her chance. Okay, dude Sophie is only ever waiting for a chance like she looks like she relaxes sometimes. She does not her german shepard brain. It never shuts off um Any chance she has to steal a tennis ball from leo? She Leaps at it. There have been times when she'll just like walk up to him And literally take it straight out of his mouth because he's so passive Which works out very well because she is not Uh, but it is just it's super sweet It's not actually sweet. She's a big bully sometimes like not actually a bully but He's got scratches guys. I don't want the mic to get hit I should just have like dog livestreams where we just have the camera on the sleepy dogs playing with toys and stuff I feel like that would be very relaxing Oh keep kicking my hand buddy You an itchy boy um Zachary says hi, did you feel better from not noticing the button and your leg was gone? Yes, that got fixed and I was able to go to my prosthesis two days later Or maybe it was the next day and just like get the button replaced really quick. So it's super simple and easy So yes, I am getting a totally new leg made on Monday from extremity They do like the the sockets that are moldable So we're going to try to get one made in one day. We'll see how it goes. We're trying a bunch of different stuff right now Janice. Yes, Sophie is absolutely the dominant one. Alex agrees about the dog livestream Um, Pat says love the dogs, but I feel like it's better with all three of you Yeah, I mean, that's probably true. They're not very talkative. So it would just be a very quiet live stream If it was just the puppy dogs Um, okay. Do I feel better from? Hold on. Hold on my screen is blocking it um When can you get your leg off? So I can I can uh, I can now easily like put on and remove my leg because it got fixed It was a moment of panic. I did a video of my leg literally my prosthetic leg got stuck on my leg Because the button to get it off broke Now there's a way to get it off, right? Um, it could be difficult and take a while I know some people have just freaked out and gone to the ER when their prosthetic legs can't come off because it's actually a problem Also, don't go to the ER call your prosthetist or go to the ER. Don't listen to medical advice from me But um, there are ways to get it off at home and I was able to get off at home. So it turned out okay thankfully Uh, Russell says you still have all your old legs, right? Do I do anything with them? I have all of them and I'm waiting for the opportunity for like an art project or something cool, right? Um, maybe like a planter like a like a planter that has all of my sockets and feet somehow like built together I feel like that that could be kind of fun Um penultimate. Hello. Good to see you here. Uh, says my cat is totally judging me from across the room I was talking to my friend Um, onika on facetime earlier and she like panned her cat and he was just like staring at the camera judging me so hard So hard cats are the best at that Bethany, yes, I will give my dog is a cuddle for you. This is from bethany This is from bethany and the whole chat. They love you guys. Ash, what is there? Thank you so much for the super chat That's very sweet. I appreciate it um, okay Pat says not sure how you can make it work, but maybe you could make the leg lamp from a christmas story I have thought of doing that in any time Like a prosthetic version of a lamp wouldn't that be cool? I feel like they make a cool like video project to um Make an actual lamp from one of my old legs and sockets. It'd be a little weird, but it'd be very fitting for me and for my house Um, Miranda, don't tempt me. Miranda says hi. You need another dog Okay, if you say that though If you say that though, I'm gonna bring another one home I am definitely at maximum capacity for dogs um, put together they're like 160 pounds And uh, they keep me they keep me busy. They keep me busy and they are big and strong and wonderful But I recognize my limits. I'm like, okay I can effectively take care of these two dogs very well and give them a great life But if I add more in the mix right now, it might be a little bit too much Oh, uh, where did I get my earrings from jenna? I got them. I got this little cuff hearing from Amazon amazon is the theme. Um, because I've been stuck at home I really like cuff earrings lately and these are just um, they're just like gold hoops from walmart or something like that But yeah, I've been liking um I've been liking doing the ear cuffing. I think it I think it looks very like elvin and cool All I've ever wanted to be is an elf. You guys know that um Uh, lj says the thumbnail of this scar does look badass even though it's not healed yet. Why thank you that's when Okay, so I came out of surgery I and this has never happened before But there was nothing covering The incision at all like literally it was just in my neck and then stitched together Uh, because they had to use stitches instead of glue because I have an allergy Like no bandage over it. No nothing just open to the air which is actually pretty good for wound healing from my understanding So I was like, all right, cool. But I was like wheeled out with just like freaking stitches Oh That almost got my computer Hi buddy. Oh, are you joining us? Oh That was a big that was a big thump down guys. He's so tired He's so tired from a rough day of doing nothing but puppy things Israel, thank you so much for the super chat uh mannequin legs for art human legs for robot zombies also Troven like malin Oh, oh, I know what breed you're talking about. Um, they're like malinois, uh Travern, aren't they called reverends or something like that? I love those dogs. They are beautiful. Thank you for the super chat I appreciate it Um, uh, Brianna, I hope you have a lovely evening Uh Alex said have you seen the new cosmetic surgery for elf years? Sorry, what? That's a thing Um, personally, I would never I don't think that I would ever have any kind of cosmetic surgery because I've had so many real surgeries I hate them But for elf years tell me more Um, I I could totally see that being a thing In an alternate universe where surgery wasn't dangerous and didn't hurt. I would totally do that I watched uh the first lord of the rings extended edition during part of thanksgiving Israel you have a trover now Belgian troverns. Am I saying that right? They're amazing dogs um gosh, I was saying something but I don't remember what it was Because my brain is a little foggy Uh, okay, uh, Zana Tex says what breeds are your dog? They are cute. Thank you. Leo here You know, you want to pick your big head out for the camera? Look at this. He's so tired You just a tired boy He is a mastiff german shepherd mutt He's also got like 10 lab in him And he only got the lab personality Oh, Sophia. Thank you so much for the super chat Yeah, he's just a big cuddly boy uh Tiver urn Tiver urn A belgian trover urn I might be saying that wrong. Thank you for spelling it out for me though um Do I still have that funny cat pillow? So I used to have a bunch of funny pillows and I don't have them anymore because I moved up into this house And it's tiny so I have room for like nothing extra at all Uh, so I do not have the nicolas cage pillow anymore Uh, I brought like one of the squishmallows that I had Uh, so alas, I do not. Hi Hey little buddy Oh, oh look, what do we have here? Would you like to show what you have to everybody? Sophie can I have it? Thank you Okay Go on go later Oh, are you giving kisses? He's giving kisses. Thank you for like hanging out with me during live streams when mostly I'm just like talking about my dogs And talking to them and hanging out Leo, are you feeling a little a little bummed out that you lost the tennis ball? Are you feeling a little bummed out? Go lay down You want me to throw it Can I have it? This is no, but I can give you a shake Uh, Jeremy says what did you have done Joe? I had um Just like a lymph node removal surgery And I think I am just about reaching the end of what my voice can do today. I apologize that this is a shorter live stream I was hoping So hoping maybe I could make it to an hour But I am realizing it's some kind of spiking pain up and so I'm gonna try to respect my body. Would you like this? Can I have it or would you like it? She's not like when she gives me tennis balls Sometimes it's like she's not sure if she wants to give it to me or hold on to it. She wants both, you know Um, hi gray. I use thanks for helping on uh, okay. Hold on. Let's see here Um, okay. All right. Yeah, I realized my brain's getting foggy foggy my brain's getting foggy And pain is spiking a little bit. So thank you for hanging out with me for a little bit guys I really appreciate it. I will be back to making videos in the near future I'm gonna give my body a little bit more time to recover before I you know Feel like I have to do that or anything But thanks for hanging out with me for a few minutes this evening I hope you guys are taking care of yourselves wherever this finds you in the world and staying cozy I'm gonna sip the rest of my peppermint tea and Watch farmer wants a wife and go to bed here. So Love you guys and I'll see you in the next video