 I'm in bad shape. We're gonna see if our bandwidth will work today you guys Because let's have a little fun Let's talk about how it's a new week and we can all do this and you guys can look at me Just be happy that Maybe you're not having the skin problems I'm having I'm here to Well, where have you been lately? I've been wondering about you. I took my glasses off Hi, Tracy. I'm here to bring levity. I'm here to bring Come on you guys. Hi, Carrie. How are you? You know what my glasses? What did I do with my glasses? Oh my gosh, I don't think there's these things out very well, do I? but that's why I do these things because I went to my way watch your meeting again today with my leader and And She directed us to a couple places to go check out. I've been watching a little this little that Hi, Jimmy. How you doing honey? Hi, Kathy. I came in here Because I feel today since it's Sunday. I don't know why I Feel there's a lot of doom and gloom in the air and there doesn't have to be doom and gloom in the air You guys we're all cool. We're all copacetic. We're all here. We're all I have my Aerosmith shirt on that cat gave me The good news is I have the Aerosmith shirt on that cat gave me the bad news is when cat gave it to me It was a little on the large sides It's not so large anymore Kathy Jimmy Carrie Tracy. What's happening you guys? How's your Sunday going? Is everybody okay? I feel this this this need to just Cheer people up. You guys may not need cheering up, but it seems like there's some folks out there who need cheering up I guess and and what can we do about that? I had found some great new handle I'll tell when she was here. They had a tester and I tried it out It's a very sober feeling around for sure. I curled my hair. I got dressed today. Carrie You and I are both on the same page. Not only am I wearing a regular shirt, but I have jeans on That's a big freaking deal. I normally have leggings on I brushed my hair. I washed my face. I did all the stuff normally, you know, Steve and I are just here by ourselves I guess did my pajamas my robe and we sitting on my happy-ass and living when I thought no Isn't it just amazing Carrie? So what can we do to get ourselves out of the funk for one thing I Have not turned on my television today. We didn't have it on last night We listened to tunes when we did have the TV on we had a movie on I am not gonna let the hum and the drum of the outside world Take over my brain and my body. Hi Debbie I'm gonna go back to where we walked yesterday over at Corganville where it's so beautiful And then when I'm done walking there, I think I'll come home eat some lunch Then maybe go up to the park and walk up there Enjoy the fresh air. How are you guys getting some fresh air? I hope because oh man a man it makes so much difference. I Just feel like I don't know what I can do personally But I just don't want to see everybody. I don't know. I don't know what I'm trying to say and I knew that before I got on here. I thought maybe if I sometimes I get on here and somebody helps me Oh, no, it's raining and cold. We're carriers. Oh, no Okay Well, you know, it's really beautiful here today right now Steve just said though that it's supposed to start raining at about 12 or 1 So I should probably be over there, but I wanted to come in here. I don't know you guys It's just like I have this connection with you and it's like If you are my own and this is just my way where I'm able to check in and see if anybody needs any levity if anybody To talk on my walks or my Instagram or something because I don't know who's here and who's on my Instagram I am gonna go walking. I just want I Think as more time goes by people are getting I don't want you guys there I want you up. I want you Adam. I want you feeling good. Yes, either or both Okay, Carrie. Thank you. I appreciate this so much. Your input helps me to know what I can do if there's anything I can do My zoom meeting was interesting this morning was my leader I told you guys that I went to another one because I wanted to check it out. It wasn't my leader also. I'm standing Because our leader always tells us stand don't sit. So I'm standing Hi lens. I can't say it because I forgot the grandma spectacles. Are they over here? I wonder I It doesn't matter So I'm standing I had you guys set up to where I could sit down and I do have my water. Do you guys have your water? We don't have to talk about weight-watching. We don't have to talk about it. We could talk about whatever you guys want to talk about Estelle it's been like that here, too. And you know what? I think that has a lot to do with people's moods not just the world But the weather but you know I have found that when it rains and We have our fireplace on and it's just Steve and I right now because Oliver's with his other grandmother and his dad Hi, Terry Are you guys? It's like I have the fireplace on we put on our music We listen to everything from jazz to rock and roll to classical and It kind of feels like we're in our own little Cabin having our own little honeymoon because why not, right? Hi Kathy just hearing from you hopes Got the munchies any suggestions craving sweets Okay, Kathy. Let's do this. Let's let's do this lady What do you have on hand is the first question second question is are you able to go to the store third question is Is your store stocked and fourth question is would you like me to stop asking questions now? I hate questions when Steve inundates me with questions. I give them this Because what I was gonna say I have been having my Mandarin Sumos and they are big. They're plentiful. They are sweet They are juicy. They are delicious. They are expensive now my sprouts yesterday had Just tons and tons and tons of them but somebody Joan at Jones Point of Plate put on my Instagram that she wasn't able to get them Harry, aren't they just the best? Oh my gosh. Let's see. What else sweet now? Kathy, do you have any apples and maybe some PB2? Fruit no stores want chocolate Okay Well, my friend and then this is what I would say to you have some chocolate Track it and move on if that's what you want if it brings you some comfort, you know It's it's a little self-care if you you know what I had it yesterday Steve pulled out this huge bag that was in our pantry And it had all of Oliver's candy and it had Christmas candy. It had Halloween candy It had a candy from his Valentine's Party at school and He was in there digging stuff out. There's all sorts of and I took it I took a kiss out I said I'm all I'm all have a kiss and I unwrapped it And I let it sit and melt in my mouth and I tracked it and it was all I needed. It was just that taste Right Carrie Kathy have some is you have is you did you have some in the house? Do you have any in the house? If you do portion it out, I Normally don't have you know, but I have to be honest with you guys something. I just did I'm not cheering anybody up because my number keeps going down. Everybody's leaving I guess I'm not doing a very good job But at least I know I tried right and so I have this amazing husband who We all know he's amazing He's a morning person when Oliver's not here. I'm not it's just that simple. I stay in bed and I'm cozy he just came back and But more stuff, let's see what Kathy says. I'll try I think I have Hershey's kisses in the pantry. Okay Go get one try one This sounds so silly because you know, it's funny. I Hate preginess. I don't want to be preachy. Hi Cheryl So nice to see you, but it's an idea Kathy and that's try it first Just doing like I did and enjoy it but like sit in the moment. I Don't know if you're at home alone if there's people around you I don't know if you have to go in the bathroom and be by yourself Put the lid down first sit on the toilet and just enjoy it and I found Just having that one kiss and just enjoying it. I was good. I was done. It was like I didn't have that over Overwhelming feeling of failure didn't and then move along But what I started to tell you guys is Steve just came in from going to a couple different stores And he's showing me I got toothpaste. I got some toilet paper And he's cookies and I said you gotta hide get cookies out, you know to prepack your lunch Or sometimes when I walk in the kitchen and I see that Mickey cookie jar I'm just like that's it and I'm going in and if you need to have that cookie for right now to get over it You know what do it? Let's see what Debbie says finally back on track after three weeks of gaining and comfort eating Exercise yesterday some ww2 to 3 You guys I've been kind of a I've been tracking You guys all know what I've been doing but this week. I have not been stellar at getting out of my leggings Not just kind of being a couch potato. Yeah, we went for a great walk yesterday I'm gonna go my great walk today and But I'm with you. I'm with you my friend. I'm gonna do the same thing I'm gonna get this this weight that I put on I had a little conversation with myself last night and Because if any of you guys that are here right now were on my live yesterday I can't use the words that we're going through my head because this is a family channel But I was really really down on myself and then I thought Okay You've Done it before you've lost 50 pay for this is life. You're not guaranteed anything Snap out of it lady and get back to doing what you know how to do Do it get the five pounds off and then be done with it, right? Hi Barbara. I know you're bored, but I'm Spring cleaning done not eating great. Okay, that's awesome. You're getting your cleaning done now Can we talk about this cleaning thing for a second? I still says yes the three of us sat down at the table together for breakfast, which was very nice I had more points at breakfast, but the rest of the day will be okay because we are together awesome way to look Got it. See it's all how we spin it right instead of Sat down I had breakfast I had too many points and ding dang now I have to watch the rest of my points for today shoot. I'm just gonna throw it up No, it's like we were together and we sat at the table and it was lovely and okay We're gonna move along and have a good day It's good old-fashioned cocoa powder helps there you go Estelle See I think you guys It's how we spin it and all of you have had the best positive response here There's no doom and gloom from you guys right now, and I love you so much for that Here's to you ding I'm over the doom and gloom. I can't stand it My little spoiled to have a husband to make sure that I have everything I need I do and I am and I'm grateful and I will pay it forward and oh the spring cleaning thing. Okay, Debbie. Thanks for bringing Barbara How are you? I never go away. I have all the time to do this, right? So I'm just gonna be here for a few minutes and go for a walk Barbara the reason I came on is because Since I woke up this morning every avenue in which I've looked Outside my own home in the driveway On the YouTube as the kids like to say I haven't turned on the TV yet I've just had this feeling of like everybody's walking around like you or And we don't have to I mean we can We have every reason to but let's not Let's spin it and do the best we can say good morning. Honey. Hey everybody. Hey, everybody I Mean so cute. I was just telling that you just went to the store and that you have us all stocked up See that's how my guy is you guys know I have to have lemon in my juice at all times How many bottles of lemon juice do I have ready to go? Barbara saying hey sweet man Debbie saying hi Steve He's the best he he makes sure that we've got everything we need and more He probably has stuff hidden in the garage. You have stuff hidden in the garage Want to go back over to Corriganville, or am I gonna go by myself? He is the best carry He's like so the best Barbara all of us with his other grandmother and his dad Which is good because his other grandmother has an actual home on lots of land Did I do you guys know that Oliver is a beekeeper that he has his own? It's a call of honey be high Five It's over there and he's outside in the fresh air and that's the best place he could be right now I don't know if he's coming back home tonight or not So what can we talk about this spring? We can't do it right now if one more person tells me to spring clean I'm gonna spring clean their clock It's not my thing He's the best Estelle says it's called we cook find that could act pancake mix pancakes or mix some waffles Yes, friend indeed Debbie yeah his grandmother She's an equestrian that she likes to get her hands in the dirt. Well, they have a few acres over there, right babe They have horses. They have chickens to have all that stuff. Well, she decided she would like to start beekeeping She got Oliver into it too. He has his whole suit. He has his own hive and it's just It's really it's really awesome. Hi Karen. Good morning. It's almost after it's probably afternoon for you guys um It's a he she is exact opposite of what I am so he has the best of both kinds of worlds So yeah, well, I hope uh I don't know my intention was to come on here and try to get everybody to think positive and and give yourself kudos for everything that you're doing Focus on the stuff you're doing right instead of maybe the stuff you're doing that may be wrong, but there's nothing wrong You there's nothing wrong There's no bad anything um I don't know. I just want you guys to to cheer up and and you know I don't carry I don't think so I don't think so I am going to enjoy my walk. I do have a video that I need to edit today Um for collaboration that we have on wednesday And like that I have only had today. I've had a banana. I've had a mandarin orange Have you eaten yet today? You had coffee so that means he needs to eat so I need to sit down and eat with him. Hi cam What's the co-lab? I can tell you barber, but then I'd have to kill you It's just a day in the life Uh You know what I think I dreamt about you last night I've been dreaming a lot a lot a lot a lot and barber. I do think I dreamt about you last night So I'm gonna let you guys go. I want to make sure he gets something in his belly I do want to get out and walk before it rains, but you know what even if somebody watches this later Because I only have nine of you guys here right now. No, no big one's hanging out with me But sincerely I am just trying Yeah, Kim I'm gonna head out go for a walk. Um, I just want to keep spirits lifted if I can If there's anything I can do anything I can record anything you guys want to talk about on a video on a live Just let me know if you're not on my instagram come over there I'm a little more rough on my instagram than I am here because I can be Um, but it's always with a good heart. It's never meant to be offensive or you know, anything like that I'm just, you know, I'm a I'm rougher in real life than I am on here Um Anything I can do to help Please let me know even if it means Barbara you're as I encourage Thank you Barbara. You liked it. You want to see me, you know what when Steve and I go walking right now I'll talk to him about a cook with me and maybe we'll think of something And do that I care a lot about you guys and uh, so Please let me know if there's anything Oh Debbie, I'm about to sign off because I gotta go walk before it rains And again, if there's anything I can do I'm gonna stop saying it because I've already said it five times It's in your it's in your court you guys the bowels in your court. Just let me know, okay Uh The only thing I want to say before I go is turn off the news Thank you, Estelle um Take care of you. Take care of if you take care of your mental health as well as your physical health Maybe someday. I don't know what's going on with my skin. I'm not wearing makeup now that Hang in there you guys. Okay. I'll I'll uh instagram from our walk Bye