 You know, I was actually sitting here at the church and just kind of dawned on me how many times God has actually forgiven me and then it dawned on me how many times I've really just said and just really just apologized. Lord, for all the times that I have misrepresented you, for all the times I've done something or said something out of my own feelings, out of my own desire to defend myself, how many times have I even just said, Lord, I'm sorry, forgive me. How many times have I come to you in spite of all the good that you've done, in spite of all the wrongs that I've done and you look past that, how many times I just said, Lord, I'm sorry, forgive me and really meant it. I thank you that you are a God who looks past my stupidity, my ignorance, my failures, my just being me and you being you, I'm sorry Lord, but because I'm such a sorry person and I can say that because I am such a sorry person and you are such a great and awesome God, I thank you even more. I love you even more.