 And my thing was I want to change lives. I want to affect lives. I want to be an influence in a positive manner. Okay. And just not to the detriment of me, like hurt me and my family, but if I had excess, I want to pour back. I want to give my people things that people have not given us. Show them that we can have hope because everybody's so stuck in and it ain't never going to change mentality. So you keep doing the same repetitive ass shit and you ain't coming up with no kind of solution to the problem. Everybody talking about what we need, but ain't nobody doing shit about it. So you want to create that change? Yes. So I got out there and these tastes can tell you, shout out to Longview, my hometown where I reside right now. I got along with Trillie and then my sons gave me the purpose to do what I'm doing when I came off the couch. And that was my first intention when I came on the scene. We had, this is no lie, 19 unsolved murders in the city of Longview. Wow. And I watched my husband cry in the bathroom one night because one of the kids that had got murdered was somebody he raised or hip raised. He knew that job. And all of these 19 kids were all black? Yes. All minorities. You know, so it was bad back then and that shit wasn't cool to me. I'm like y'all right here killing each other. People's families hurting. Oh, you shot my family. I'm gonna go over here and shoot your family type shit. And we just gonna keep shooting at each other, keep hurting families, keep shooting up in houses with kids and wives and you know, just women and you don't get it, but you gangsta. Wow. You're not gangsta. And I got out in the middle of the park and everybody can tell you that from East Texas. I adamantly speak on stop killing each other. The fuck you doing? Yeah. Yeah. That shit ain't cool. So they didn't have anything to do. I felt like to vent to actually get how they felt out to you know, a lot of it was a lot of a lot of young black males that don't have nurturing. They don't have people to go to that can direct them and they trying to figure it out even as young black males. A lot of black families in their heads think when a child is 18, you grown, you put your kids out there, but they don't even know still have them don't even have no direction when they get to that age. Not at all. Age does not define maturity or being ready for this life. I'm not turning my back 100% 100% on anybody that I know. Charleston, what do you what do you think about that? Oh, your children don't never stop being your children. Even when they get 28 and 30, they still go need your direction. They still go need your correction as well as your guidance, right? In your love, right? So your children never stop being your children and you never stop being a parent. Yeah. That's what got me about this event. When you told me about it, I was just going to do the promo, the promotional. Yeah. And I was kind of like you. Man, fuck them rap niggas after I need to take them. Man, I'm rapping at a niggas, man. Fuck them niggas. So, yeah, them niggas killing each other, man. Shit. Fuck them. So, yeah. So you sent me the link, right? Yeah, I did it. And I didn't look at it. But you just kept telling me why she did. You kept saying why she was doing this. So when I clicked on the link and saw that little funny looking white woman on the news talking about it, I said, oh, man, she got white folks attention. She sure got mine now. Yeah, that's true. So, yeah, niggas, she got white folks talking about it. Niggas, I perked up. Hey, let me see what she got going on. And so as the news clipping went on, and man, yeah, I said, nah, man, my spirit was convicted. That's right. So that's when you know something is righteous. It convicts you. So I said, nah, man, tell her I'm going to be there. Yeah. Yeah, I remember that. Yeah. What did you say? I'm going to be there. And so I started calling my city officials, say, man, this is woman down there. So I started sending the link. No, that's how you do it. Yeah. So I started calling my city officials saying, hey, man, this is innovative. This is, yeah, I started trying to pick the right kind of adjectives, right? Yeah, this is trailblazing. I said innovative. I said trailblazing. Yeah. And what else I said? Trend sending, right? This was set trend. Yeah. Because what she's doing, she getting all these little killing motherfuckers and they friends who doing the killing, right? And putting them all in one place and giving them a stage to be seen and to be heard and to be celebrated, to be admired, some that they typically don't get in a day to day life. And this really what they're killing behind. Yeah. Real time. I tell you, if, if, if, and I'm going to say this on air, if baby would have sat down and talked to mode three, that's all he wanted. That's all he wanted. If, if, if, if, if, if mode three could have got to perform at that show with yellow beads where he got arrested, that's all he wanted. So if they could have got mode three, yellow beads in trap war fruity, all in one place and let them perform at separate time and let the people clap, let the people, they could have saved something. Right. So when I hear her say she want to save and impact lives, that's what I got out of the spirit of, of just hearing about why she's doing this event. Wow. So yeah, I was excited to come. So I really wasn't coming to, to perform and participate. I was coming as a spectator so I can, so I can take this message back to my village and, and, and, and, you know, so we can repeat it. Wow. That's dope. And that's what, that's what everybody should want to do in their neighborhoods, in their villages, as you say. Yeah. They should want to take the message back in a way to where it can change the narrative when it comes to saving lives. Yeah, we on boss talk one-on-one. One-on-one. Yeah, we gonna