 Go ahead and record We'll have it as back up too, but I want people to come to your channel as well. I wanted to get get tracks right on your channel I got 16 whole new followers last night I'm still shadowban my shit's not moving so All right, let's see I got to go to live on youtube I'm gonna go to your channel So I can what I can I'll turn the volume down so it doesn't interfere with the It's making me cheese an account. Hold on. It's just It's It says setting up your meeting for youtube live This meeting is now stirring. I'm looking on your it's getting there Yeah, I'm gonna send a link once your channel pops up once it it's I'm it does say now live on your channel Just popped up the notification on my phone Telling on my hold on let me look on my Somebody tell us if we're live your meeting for youtube lives I'm hearing it. Is it I'm hearing the back. Is it that coming from your channel? How do I turn off the background noise? I think it's coming from so you got to turn the volume. You got to just turn shut down I hit the go to your still hear me. Yes. Go to your channel And go to the volume On the video you can take away the volume Oh, yeah, we are live. I see it Except so you gotta turn the volume you gotta just So yeah, just turn the volume off because I just turned the volume off of mine Go to your still hear me Yeah, go to your channel And go to the volume And you're old I see it. All right. I'm gonna go back. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna share the link to my signal group quickly So yeah, just turn the volume off. All right, let me stop. All right. Can you still hear me? Yes, I can hear you somebody let us know if you can hear me Let me um share this hold on once it. Oops my um Editor just I can't hear you brice You can't hear me Can you hear me? Donald Strickland says hello. Hi, donald. I've got your flowers right here Can you hear me? Um, can you hear me donald? Can you hear me? You can't hear me. Can you He says he can hear both of us, but I can't hear you Okay, can you hear me now? Yes Okay. All right. So you know what happened. I just learned something so I pulled up the video On on youtube On my computer and when I turn the volume off it turned the volume off. Okay, so all right cool I have it on my phone now though. So I can uh y'all just be uh, but now I'm hearing the back Okay, so I do have it playing on your computer because I can hear it Yes I can hear the so um what I've just I'm just putting it on my phone So that I it's not connected to my is that makes sense. So it's like not connected to the stream on the computer y'all We're in our 40s and 50s just be like this Can you hear me? When I turn off the sound on my computer, I can't hear anything interesting Can you hear me? I'm glad you're patient donald Can you hear me? Can't hear you price So try to turn the sound back on again and then just turn the volume down so the back so it doesn't give the back Different gonna be like or can you can you take it off? Can you can you exit out of your youtube channel? On the internet because the zoom is what's Playing and then just put it on your phone beside you so you can keep up with the with the um Back on again and just turn the volume down to the back so it doesn't give the back because um Different gonna be like yeah, I can hear the I can't I'm hearing our conversation in the back place So do you know I'm saying like can you can you shut it down on your on your on your your desktop and then just put You can see the comments on your phone. Does that make sense? Does that work? Can you guys hear me? I'm looking at the um The chat right now Oh, she's calling hold on hold on a second Yeah, donald says echo So I can't I don't want to do this And I don't even mind that we're live talking about this on the phone, but it's kind of funny So what I would say so what you so what I would suggest trying to do and if it kicks us off We can just get back on again um What I would so what's happening is the it's playing so we we're we're streaming this through zoom Right zoom is the application that's going through Google Right you have your you can teach people how to do this now if you're gonna teach me so Now what I think is happening because you have your channel also up on the screen You've got two different things happening So I think if you just shut just exit out of your channel because it's going through zoom anyway So it's already hooked to your channel And then you can just watch the chat on your phone So if you want to keep up with the chat, you can just watch it on your phone All right I've got it right here. So there's the chat that's up. You hear me. Can you hear me? Is everything good now? I can hear you. Can you hear? We did it guys. We did it Okay, so for those of you who ever want to do a live This is what this is what's happening when you're streaming zoom the zoom application is connected to here So there's the chat. That's up. Do you hear me? Oh now I can hear you. So now I can hear the back the echo Yeah, I'm turning that down. Yeah Yeah, I just turned the volume completely down on my phone So I can just keep up with the chat so we can get any questions that are coming in or any comments So Okay. Hey barbie Yo, I want to can I show my shirt? Yes I have my this is the mugshot shirt of malibu barbie. Look you guys look Oh I love it. I'm not that that you know Cool, like we're I'm like, okay. So you've got mugshot barbie and then you've got whatever this barbie is like like Tea party barbie I mean, hey barbie. Hey barbie. Hey Ken. Hey Ken. Hey Ken. Hey medj. Hey skipper. Hey allen Um I freaking allen he can fit in all of all of kin's clothes fit him. Isn't he the one? Yeah, I didn't I never dress it. I never dressed kin So when I said this on my channel when I was growing up like because I loved barbie. I absolutely loved barbie I played barbie all the time. We had the barbie dream house the 70s. So I was born in 1983 So we had the 70s style if you guys look at the history I've watched in the documentaries history of barbie My sister and I had the barbie dream house And we had barbie the the convertible the car like she had in the movie And we had this bucket of barbies and we had like three kens because kin as we'll talk about was an accessory I never dressed kin as a kid because kin's plastic freaking legs Listen kin was sporting skinny jeans Long before skinny jeans were a thing and to get those damn pants Up that doll's legs took way too much time for an eight year old It was like hipster kin hipster kin. So kin was always naked. He was always naked and barbie was dressed He had pretend accessory and that's what you know and and you know, like you've heard like trophy wives Like whatever Well, let's talk about because guys I freaking loved this movie I really did it had a very it was a very adult movie actually we we kind of spoke about that on my my channel the uh, the the underlying philosophies and themes of the movie were very adult Like I don't know if the if children would really pick up on some of the um Some of the themes of the like, you know what I'm saying like it was very velveteen rabbit Like that that very and I loved the velveteen rabbit growing up And you know so and also what the the beginning of the movie was like it gave me chill bumps the beginning So you got the baby dolls, you know And like all that and that's how I grew up and it was I could only play with baby dolls I could not play with a bar with Barbies at all And I so wanted all the Barbies and all the dream house and all that stuff and that little that car and all that I never could have any of that stuff and I had somebody gave me a Barbie Her name was Darcy doc. I think she was a doctor Barbie or something. She was a brunette Not the typical like not not stereotypical Barbie. Yeah Yeah, and I had to leave her like on her stand that she came with if on a shelf I couldn't play with her Okay, so my sister and I had madame Alexander dolls. Do you know those madame Alexander? I bought all those dolls for my daughter My oh, yeah, we had like and we we had to keep them on the stands. They were on a stand We have a ton of them still but Barbie. No, we got to be so many In the beginning of the movie guys it opens up because Because Helen Miriam is is narrating this and she talks about kind of like when Barbie came into existence And before Barbie can I didn't even think about this nor did I realize this the only dolls So dolls have been around since probably the beginning of time You know, you can look in antiquity and there were dolls that girls were playing with But before Barbie all the dolls girls had to play with were baby dolls So the only thing you could play was mommy. That was it. That was all you could play And of course many girls love being mothers. It's not saying they don't but when Barbie came around It was a different kind of doll. It wasn't a baby doll. It was a fully grown adult doll And so it it gave little girls every time I start recording that light hits me my nose starts, right? It gave little girls a um a chance to and I've said this quote before somebody said it in an interview I like that was perfect as an eight-year-old little girl playing Barbie What A little girl is doing is she is projecting onto the Barbie doll What she wants to be when she grows up to be a woman And that goes beyond being a mother and of course they had little kid Barbies like little kids So you couldn't make Barbie a mom. Yeah, they were like Kelly dolls. Yes a little Kelly dolls. I think yeah Yeah, skipper was like her little kid's sister And so what happened with Barbie is that for little girls it was a huge um You know a huge It gave little girls a chance to be more than just a mother even in their imaginations And you know, there's so many little girls that grew up playing Barbie that are just housewives at that's totally like my sister That's totally fine. But it allowed you as little girl to expand your imagination To project onto Barbie what you saw yourself being When you grow up to be a woman and and I went the first time I heard someone say that interview I was like, oh my god, that is so true And that thing seem kind of kind of covers that That all of a sudden little girls and then with the invention of Barbie In the 1950s, of course now we're in 2023 Pretty rapidly after that they created Barbies with a specific um Job like president Barbie astronaut Barbie doctor. Yeah. Yeah You know, and then of course Margot Robbie's character. She's just og Barbie So she's just like you're ordinary and she talks about that like my I'm not anything special And that comes into it at the end. She's not president Barbie. She's not um Dr. Barbie. She's just the original like basic Barbie It was like to me it made it made me think if I Paper dolls because I could play with paper dolls Yeah, but you know that you would have like just the you know just the The cut out of this paper doll and then you had all these paper clothes that you could like Yeah, and so I that's what those were my Barbies Well Barbie listen Barbie took some beatings I will say that plastic doll and I love so guys when the movie opens and they make this and this is my You know, I think sometimes like we see in the in the world a lot of times people confuse emotions for facts And there have been a lot of people in our community That have really complained about this movie because of the simplistic way Like the girl the Barbies are kind of ditzy and the kins are kind of dumb But they make it very clear at the beginning of the movie That when you see the Barbies moving around in Barbie world, they're being played with by children Yes, they make that very clear that when you see the Barbies going to the beach Going here. They're being moved around like by children. Every day is the best day ever in Barbie land, right? And um, and so and so the simplistic conversations that the Barbies are having are coming from like an eight-year-old child Like an eight-year-old child like might go to president Barbie like an eight-year-old child's not going to be playing president Barbie and having her talk about diplomatic Military complex, you know, it's going to be like all in favor of girls night every night You know, it's going to be an eight from an eight-year-old's perspective And so when the opening of the movie there's almost like this innocence Everything with with the Barbie there's an innocence there with that innocence. It's beautiful And I loved I just I just keep reiterating this you guys like when you had a uh, Barbie like my Barbie dream house did not have stairs some of them have like an elevator but my Barbie dream house did not have stairs Why is this because when a little girl if you've got Barbie in the Barbie dream house up in the Bedroom and you decide she's going to go drive somewhere you're not going to walk or you're just going to pick up and put her in the car And they show that so when you see her like floating down That is a little girl picking up the Barbie and putting her in the car And you see they don't really even drive like they sit there and wave to people like as far Listen to the indigo girls I'll never hear that song again the same way Yeah Well, and they talk about this is where the velveteen rabbit comes into it because all of a sudden like Every day is the best day ever in Barbie land and they they get to ken because ken's job is beach And I had to explain to my boyfriend. He's beaching off. He's beaching. Yeah And um, and so I had to kind of explain this to my boyfriend like why ken's job was beach because These toys these Barbies were created for girls and so a little a little girl You know It a little girl doesn't sit down to play ken. She said sound to play Barbie And so Barbie has all the jobs and ken's just the accessory So ken's job is beach like to be at the beach, right? And um, and it's like and they say ken doesn't even like matter unless barbie smiled at him Yeah, that's one of my favorite parts. He's like and ken or Helen says it's it's like Um, and ken is only happy if barbie looks at him or something like that And they talk about the history of barbie how ken was created to be Barbies like boyfriend But then at one point Barbie and ken broke up and now they're friends and and that is true Like ken was created to be an accessory of barbie the toys So like he was going to be so is as barbie started to evolve and the in the corporation of barbie Like ken was the date to the christmas dance with barbie ken was you know the date You know he would he wasn't the main character barbie was the main and and i want to say to the men who are all the The truth are men who are all pissed about this You played gi joes When you were playing gi joes, did you have a gi jane? Or were gi joes the main character? gi joe like this is a little girls I'm sorry and an eight-year-old little girl is not going to have complex thoughts when it comes to men and um You know it is barbie's dream house. It's not ken's dream house Well, what did he call it when he took it over? My boyfriend laughed so hard when he said it welcome to my mojo dojo casa house In the kingdom kingdom Um, I can't get enough of the movie really I could just have it on in the background all the time I love it. I think I might buy it. I've heard I rented it I think I might buy it because it's really really good So what happens guys pretty close to the opening so every every day is the best day ever and every night they have a party at the disco and Um margo robbie's barbie Says hey, have you guys ever thought of death of dying? They like stops the party and she's like I mean dying to dance So she's starting to have this existential crisis like all of a sudden this toy Is starting to have more complex thoughts And the next day she wakes up and like she actually feels the cold water She falls out of the house her feet go flat You know and so they tell her she's got a flat that's and they're like So all the other barbie she can finds in tell her that she's got to go talk to the sage weird barbie Again I had to explain now my boyfriend is the youngest of three children. He has two older sisters But my boyfriend was a hellion as a child. He was a skateboarder He so I don't know if he was paying attention to what his sisters were doing um Although there was a story where he was jealous that his sisters got the fancy band-aids Yeah, he thought they were fancy band-aids. You didn't know why There's mistration barbie I know well, so so I had to explain You know with with um, what was I saying? So with the with the so she we were watching the scene that create the weird barbie like that every little girl And they'll do quick flashes to girls like playing with barbies, you know And it showed weird barbie is the every little girl had a weird barbie where her hair had been cut She had been colored on she smelled like basements And her legs pulled and it showed this little like eight-year-old girl throwing or going Like Every little girl has one of those Weird barbie was um was like The sage the old old wise woman and so Margot Robbie's barbie goes to see her And she basically tells her that what's happening is the little girl that's playing with her Is having these thoughts About life and the meaning of life and that's why it's coming through to barbie So that's the velveteen rabbit that that the essence of the little girl playing with her is now rubbing off on the barbie And so in order to solve this problem to get back to every day's the best day ever She's actually got to go to the real world find them and find the little girl This has only been done once before and so She goes off to to go to the real world ken sneaks in the back That's hysterical. She's like, well, do you have your roller blades? He's like I never travel without him Oh And they they end up in the real world And um, and there's obviously comedy of errors when they're there because their toys they get arrested a bunch And they realize when they're in the real world because of barbie land It's matriarchal the the women rule everything because it's barbie barbie world But I think it's the real world. They realize that the men kind of dominate The real world so all of a sudden ken starts to go through His own existential crisis in a way where he starts to realize that he has perhaps Meaning to his life apart from barbie And so this is where it gets really adult and a complex thinking of things because ken isn't barbie and ken are just toys Like we can't take it that serious because they are toys um, but then that idea Of who you are as an individual sovereign person So anyway, is there anything you want to say about that angie? Well, it is I love it though when he gets into the real world It's like he gets he's like wow, you know, I can be I mean like ha ha ha like ego comes into it you know like I am mad And I am you know in control and I I but then you know, yeah He can't get there because he's he's he's only enough, but Yeah, yeah, and when he doesn't have like he walks in he's like i'm a man give me a high power job Like it's gonna be that easy now. You got to work for it. Yeah Yeah And so barbie and no and no little girls are playing with those ken dolls. So they're not moving and they're just sitting on the beach Yeah It's the side until barbie needs it right like he's he doesn't like like they're like where does ken live? And barbie's like I have no idea because barbie is barbie dream house. So ken's job is beach. He's just beach That's all he is So he ends up like why margo robbie is still Going in to try to find this girl to try to find that the kid Ken and ken ends up like going back to barbie land But there's one scene that made that I cried a lot during this movie But I have a scorpion moon. I cried anything anyway But there was a scene where she was sitting on the bench and she was trying to she was closing her eyes and trying to Get in touch with the little girl who's playing with her. So she's taking a moment to try to figure out where this little girl is And you see her sitting there and she starts to really process and feel human emotion. I'm going to get emotional Yeah, and the tear comes she And she looks around because she's seeing flashes of the little girl and her relationship with her mother And so she opens her eyes and she has a tear and she even mentioned something about how it hurts But it feels good at the same time like having water running down her face. Like this is a human barbie doesn't cry So she's she's expressing The way that they were the script was written was viewed very poetic in the way that they they expressed these things And she sits there for a moment and she's watching All the people in this park And she starts she sees two people two friends like laughing together and she starts to laugh with them Oh, that's happy over there. And then she stays like a sadness over here. Like, you know, yeah So you're sitting like this and she she kind of feels so she's starting to experience empathy She's starting to to feel Human a sense of being human which comes At the end of the movie they really focus on this and then she looks over at the bus and there's an old woman And you don't see old women in barbie land, right? And you're beautiful and that old woman says, I know And that's so that's so big to me like Yeah, yeah Like with the wrinkles with the, you know, the the overweight the gray here Um, she just sits there and and you know, of course barbie and can have these Ridiculous outfits on because the outfits that barbie and can are put on are obviously over the top like they have a cowboy like it's rhinestone and She's sitting there. She just starts staring at this woman and she just goes you're beautiful And the woman goes, I know She starts to laugh with the woman and she finds She goes she goes to the the middle school and finds the girl that she thinks is a little girl that was playing with her and And it is the little girl's barbie, but the little girl had grown out of barbie And and guys this is spoiler alert. So if you if you haven't watched the movie yet, you can come back You can pause it and come um and come back So she realizes that the little girl had grown out of barbie and what had happened Was her mother Who works for matel who works for barbie pulled the little girl's barbies out and started sketching For new ideas for a new barbie and she was using margot robbie And so the mother because her daughter was getting older and was starting to reject her was having these existential crises So it was the mother that was rubbing off on barbie and is there anything you want to say about that angie Sorry, I was looking at the chat for a second. So you just keep talking. I'm going to look at the chat and see if there's Anybody I need to get we need to get to so okay So so they end up she ends up going to matel She finds they they try to get her back in her box right because they don't want this catastrophe to happen And she's very confused as to why they're only men that are running matel And when she gets away, she finds the ghost of the woman who created barbie And she sits down and has tea when there's a whole conversation and the woman who created barbie the ghost She goes, you don't look the way that I I can't I'm paraphrasing what she said You don't you don't look the way that I Created you to be and she goes. I know I am mess. She goes. No, you're you're perfect She's I get emotional talking about it. It's such a profound movie She's because she sees the cracks in her that she's not just as perfect like Stereotypical barbie. No, she has she's becoming human and so That the the worry the expression in her face is starting to come alive and that imperfect in that From perfect barbie to now being slightly imperfect because she's human. There's a beauty there now And um, anyway, she ends up getting away. She she finds the mother They end up uh going back to barbie land with the mother and the daughter little daughter And she gets there and kin has completely turned barbie land upside down Because he's come back and he's told all the other kins That in the real world then rule the world and so it is a it's actually comical like I will say it's like nasty, um, I would imagine it just smelled like Like old Beer and socks. Yeah, three socks like man cave overload What has happened? kin um kin he Takes everything he sees in the real world that men are wearing and he puts it on So and he sees a statue of a man on a horse So she he becomes obsessed with horses because he thinks that horses are like an extension of man. Yes um, and so barbie land barbie comes back and It's go ahead. Sorry No, I'm just laughing because I'm looking over here at the comments and you know Like I've come a long way in my life or maybe I'm just like circling back. I don't know but I'm looking over and I seem like my High school boyfriend He's like, I can't believe I actually figured out how to get on youtube to make comments. I've won for this day I'm just saying like, okay good job. That's some energy right there. That's some energy. That's some energy. Yay So anyway, they come back to barbie land and All the barbies have been like brainwashed by the kins to be subservents subservient to them She's like, what the hell is going on? Well, it turns out she couldn't be brainwashed because she had gotten She had gotten in touch with the human part of her and so she was not able to be brainwashed So do you want do we want to talk about that for a minute? Like getting in touch with like who you are knowing who you are on the inside knowing like why we came here Like what like what like why? Yes sovereign. It's just being he was becoming somebody can rule you nobody When you have sovereign when you're sovereign when you go through and how how Apropos is that because I talk about this a lot with spirituality because that's all this really is right We think that spirituality is just walking into light and love and that's it. No, honey Spirituality is going through the darkness having that existential crisis not knowing why you why you're here fear thinking about death It's going through that shadow work and you've said this so many times like to light the match You've got to have that friction. Yes. You're never going to like that spark without it So she had gone through A bit of that and she gets worse for her and but because of that because she had faced it Because she had she went to the wise old sage the teacher Which would be in my case the teacher who said no you got to take the Birkenstock You got it. You can't you can't go you have to keep going you have to choose To do this this is going to be rough. It's going to be hard, but you have to choose to do this And so she because she did that because she went through that she was able to have discernment And because of that that human quality she was not able to be brainwashed now Let's mirror that into like the quote-unquote truth or community Because we see so many people who make certain realizations about the exterior world about the nefarious ones And they think that that's them waking up, but it's not because what then do they do? They replace cnn fox with youtube rumbled telegram So there's one devil with another devil because they haven't done the inner work Yeah, we have not they're waiting for the med bed. They're waiting for nasaara, which is not the inner work Right and so they're they're not saving themselves. They're waiting for somebody else to save them They're waiting for the fiction part of the fairy tale because Fairy tales are so much truth and fairy tales and but they're they're just like seeing the the fiction part the fun part the easy part Yeah, because they don't want to do the work. They don't want to face themselves and save themselves because it's hard It's hard to go on the initiates path. That's what barbie basically did. She went on the initiates path, right? So so um She was not able so we see a lot of people like 90 of the truth or community is still brainwashed By these fake truthers, right? They're not doing their research. They're not working on themselves They're just sitting there waiting for someone to come save them when they really when they need to realize that They have to be the ones to choose the Birkenstock the cheese the Birkenstock Yeah, choose that Birkenstock. Oh, that was funny too when her feet went flat all of a sudden her high heels shoes started to hurt her She got up to the weird barbie's house. She was like my feet hurt so bad It's because her feet got when they were in that that pointed, you know, they didn't hurt to put heels on but when they went flat it hurt So anyway, so she finds that ken has taken over her barbie dream house He calls it what did he call it the uh mojo dojo cast the house my boyfriend laughed so hard about that He had his like all his like human man stuff on like a like a like a pimp Like Yes, and like like I don't even it's like he was doing all the things. He's like rapper dude. I don't know like I watched the movie now a couple of times if you go back what what he's wearing He literally sees All these men in the real world and he takes a little bit from each man and puts it on him because he Because again, he's going through it. So ken is also going through his own existential crisis Right and he's searching for whatever where barbie went deep within herself Ken is an example of someone trying who's feeling the feelings deep within them But looking for exterior stuff to fulfill that so it's two examples So ken and barbie in this movie are two examples of what it looks like to have a existential crisis to have a meltdown, right? um, so at this point ken gets real mean to barbie and and You know because he likes her he's in love with her and she never So she has her ultimate meltdown. So this is when she's she just kind of sinks to the ground And just cries and cries and cries And she gets pulled up to weird barbie's house is weird barbie also has not been brainwashed And that's when america america ferrera I keep wanting to say america vascoochi, but that's the guy who literally explored and founded america It's vasco. It's america ferrari wrong wrong century. Um And she gives this big speech because uh, this monologue because now barbie is really hit rock bottom And this is when she starts to say I am nothing I have no ability. I'm not president barbie. I'm not teacher barbie. I'm not dr barbie. I am just plain old stereotypical barbie I am nothing And isn't that such Is that totally ball felt Yeah Like where any people you know and me too like you you go you think you got to do all these things Like to get through life and you know, you get this car this house this, you know The the husband the kids the you know all all the things the private school whatever it is whatever it is And then at the end of it you're still going to be that old lady on the on the bench and um With maybe you're just there sitting with yourself and you're you're you're just with yourself And if you have not Found yourself by then Then you're gonna be in that Yeah, it's the same. So what she's in that moment what she's expressing is exactly what ken is trying to do Validating her own self through exterior accomplishments. Mm-hmm. And that's not the essence of a person And so at that point America's character the human Says this long monologue and she goes and she talks about what it's like to be a woman And this incredible monologue And you guys will have to watch the movie to watch it all but she's some in that monologue it is exactly What it's like to be a woman 100 percent And so there's also that the barbies are also under the impression that they have like Helped girls little girls like their purpose has made little girls But but but when she goes to the real world she realized that's not necessarily true Let me stop for a second because I this may be this morning when I was getting ready for this because of course everybody I've been seeing comments about my flowers and stuff. Yes. I went out out in the yard and did all this pink stuff I was like, I got pink roses growing out there. Let me let me set it all up And um donald strick one is watching and these vases came from him. Um I just got such we've got such sweet friends here, but this is an old book that I Gosh, probably a year ago. I started reading it on youtube and I haven't finished it And I in this movie just brought it back to life for me This was a book that my mom when she was getting married Um, or maybe she was first married her mother-in-law my grandmother took her to the Baptist church albany, georgia and they did this They studied this book It's called the total woman And I just opened I was like I'm going to read something from it But I haven't even read the whole thing because I was really going to read it like you do when you read books, you know on youtube and uh I just opened at the page 69 and and it says I'm just going to start here and it's going to be really short But this is like what we're talking about like kind of with the relationship stuff says for instance Your weary man comes home from the office longing for a quiet evening You've been cooped up in the house all day and want to get out There's instant conflict with two egos each shouting me me me Or you have a little extra money. He wants that new car and you have your heart set on new carpeting Conflict he wants to go to the game saturday and you want to go shopping and so it goes Every couple has this problem helping two different egos fuse their two different opinions into one Sunda often these conflicts are resolved when the parties go their separate ways instead of growing together the biblical remedy For marital conflict is stated you wives must submit to your husband's leadership in the same way you submit to the lord God planned for a woman to be under her husband's rule. I'm just going to stop at that But you see like at all. Yeah, that's not that's according to the satanic bible you guys That's on the way ashua viewed women That's equal as equal Yeah, and and america's monologue she like goes off and she's like You have to be skinny, but you can't say you want to be skinny You have to say you want to be healthy, but you but it really means you have to be skinny You have to support women, but you also have to stand out and be a happy part of the sisterhood But you also have to be your own independent she goes and at the end of the day She goes and at the end of the day everything is always your fault as a woman. It's always your fault You know and it's just it was a beautiful Very very beautiful monologue and by her saying that one of the barbie's who's been brainwashed snaps out So it's almost like in that moment the little girl playing with that barbie That humanness that was rubbed off kind of catches that kind of catches their breath And so they go around barbie land and they basically kidnap all the barbies and get them back and then they They have to figure out because the kins are going to change the constitution and barbie land To like basically make it so barbie has no power the supreme court. Sorry. I'm just saying that like the supreme court the supreme court so um They just so so the human woman basically is like this is what you have to do which is so It's comical because it's what women have had to do since the beginning of time You're going to have to manipulate these men Yep You're going to have to use your sexuality to do it and you're going to have to pretend to be super submissive so barbie goes to her own dream house where ken is living rygosling and she knocks on the swinging doors and Because he says you're either going to be my wife bride or my long distance low-key noncommittal girlfriend Sorry, I stored The way that i mean right barbie My boyfriend was saying like you know rygosling he always does like dramas like very serious roles In this role this comedic role of ken he rocked it like he did such a good job Playing ken like he was hysterical and he looks like ken But um, so she knocks on the door And she's like i'm ready to be your long distance low-key noncommittal girlfriend And he's like I have to go think about it. Of course. He did so anyway. He goes like a cool I'm gonna she can I can I play my guitar at you for four hours or something I'm gonna play my guitar at you Which has so much it is very adult and I just but I love it because it's it's really true So true and I remember when I first started dating my boyfriend I basically sat him down and I was like listen In all of my 20s and in my early 30s. I would do shit With boys because they wanted it was so boring to me and I hated every And I was like I'm not doing that anymore I was like you my time is valuable if there is a movie you want to go see that I don't want to see You're welcome to go without me like I was very clear I'm not doing that shit anymore because when you're young you will sit there and fake smile While a boy plays a guitar at you for four hours Because you want him to like you and instead of saying no, I don't have time for this shit I learned all the grateful dead songs Some of them but she's the main like Really? I dated this guy once who was obsessed with like Alien movies like sci-fi alien. I can't stand guys even though I talk about aliens I am not a fan of sci-fi at all like I this was boring I can't watch them and I know about these things but I can't watch So I would I was in my 20s at this time I would sit every weekend in these fucking boring music alien predator movies wasting freshest time I'm not doing that shit anymore if you want to go see those movies you can go see those movies But the fact when they when they were sitting there smiling at him while they're playing all the barbies are smiling at their Kins while they're playing the same song for hours and hours. It's like oh my god I felt that like I felt that as a woman And so they played I want to read some of the comments. Can I read them for a minute? I mean you can keep talking I'm gonna look for some Thank you, katie. I love my flowers I love my yard. I love gardening and stuff. Um dragonfly says sorry. She's late She was actually watching your other video that you had posted like on your youtube and see I love What katie says america's barbie speech in case you wanted to read it And then you know I want to say america is literally impossible to be a woman You are so beautiful and so smart and it kills me that you don't think you're good I'm gonna speak a cry. That's what she said Yeah, it's really impossible to be a woman and you were so beautiful and so smart It kills me that you don't think you're you're good enough You have to lead but you can't squash other people's ideas You're supposed to love being a mother but don't talk about your kids all the damn time So true Like yeah, you have to be thin but not too thin. You can never say you want to be thin You have to say you want to be healthy But also you have to be thin you have to have money, but you can't ask for money because that's crass You have to be a boss, but you can't be mean You have to lead thank you katie. You have to lead but you can't squash others ideas. You're not yet. Yep Yep Yeah, and and my thing is I mean I don't know if I'm crazy. Am I crazy like I do so I think I do so many different things. I have so many different ideas coming at me and ex-mother-in-law told me Pick you need to can you just pick one thing? Like when I was doing songwriting I was so excited to share with her like a song I had written And with my deco like famous dude, you know, and I'm like I'm very excited about this And I actually wrote it about this land, you know, like it's pretty cool. Do you want to hear it? She's like, can't you just pick one thing like no and why should I? Yeah, you can do all these things Thank you you guys if you're watching katie's got all the um the monologue totally in the chat You're supposed to stay pretty for men But not so pretty that you tempt them too much or that you threaten other women because you're supposed to be Part of the sisterhood but always stand out always be grateful but never forget that the system is rigged So find a way to acknowledge that but also be grateful You have to never get old never be rude never show off never be selfish never fall down never fail never show fear Never get out of line. It's all too hard and I think women across the world um It's all too contradictory and nobody gives you a medal or says thank you and it turns out in fact that not only Are you doing everything wrong? But also everything is your fault and I think that monologue I watched an interview with the cast and ryan gosselin even said as a man even said something about the power of that monologue Of what that means um that that uh for women to carry that load. I kind of want to like like Put that on the wall somewhere She goes on to say i'm just so tired of watching myself and every single other woman tie herself into knots So that people will like us And if all of that is also true for a doll Just representing women then I don't even know Because even the doll that's just a representation of women It is a powerful monologue and I I um You know being a woman is definitely Difficult and there is a lot expected of you. It's it's I was watching christian walker. Uh, who is her shall walker son On I love that he's a great account to follow and he taught he was like defending stay-at-home mothers And I loved what he was saying because he was saying like you know the man will sit there and say like Oh, you don't contribute to the finances of the house. Well, no because the stay-at-home mother is running the house That's what she's contributing She's contributing to the fact that your house is clean when you come home from work That you have a meal cooked for you that the key is a manager She's a manager And so your money is also her money and when a woman does get a job when she does have a career Most of the time in a situation not only is the woman working full time outside the house, but she's also still expected To be the one at the home doing all the housework cooking all the meals where the husband's just responsible for that And I say that and I have to say I am blessed With my boyfriend because if that were to be the case, I know if we had a child He 100% he helps him with the house. I mean we both work So he we have our own things that we do like he takes care of all the floors. He takes care of all the dishes He does all the cooking I do I do all the the dust We we both deep cling together like once a week, but I do all the dusting and make the bed into the laundry So we have so I'm very blessed. I'm very very blessed to have a partner who who pitches in But I know a lot of women who are working two full-time jobs being a mom being a wife and their job and um, that's brand My friend. I mean It's so much. I can't wait for her to watch this The other um last week, um, we usually do happy hour on thursdays and she stopped by after her after work and She just I knew she was so tired. I just said sit down. Let's watch the barbie movie And that's what we did I cooked for her. I got up and I was like, I'm making you I'm I'm gonna Bring you over some food. Like you just sit you just sit here and just watch this because It's that good y'all if y'all haven't seen it That good I'm gonna say katie just said so powerful. Love you go you gals. You're always there for us with your research And i'm so glad I could help a tiny bit. Thank you katie. We love you katie Because I guys i'm recording this and I'm gonna put this on my channel like later on this week Because we want to get traffic to angie's channel because we're all we're all about the sisterhood here To your sisterhood y'all gotta help me get monetized We're close really we gotta get you you gotta look like 300 more subscribers y'all so share the shit out of angie's channel So we can get her monetized y'all y'all get her get her up there Um, so um, so i'm gonna wait for a few days before I put it on my channel So we can really get but katie because this is being being pre-recorded all the comments won't be on my channel So thank you for posting that I got to read it out loud so people who catch the replay of my channel Will hear the speech. I was very shot a few of katie's comments. I mean it's because I mean it is so powerful And uh, and dragonfly said date decent daycare is one k a month I don't have a good so you're going to work. I just don't I I don't know. I don't know. I mean I was I was a stay-at-home mom That started a pickle company in 2008, but I was still like stay at home mom like I don't know I don't know. I don't know. I mean when I think back on it and I'm like, I I'm not trying to like Prop myself up Or anything, but I really look back on it. I go. I don't know how I did it Yeah, I work so here's autopilot or something But and I work from home So I do youtube from home out of the house like one day a week teaching classes But I think about that working from home You think that would if I had a kid who would make it easier I'm more busy working from home than I ever was when I worked outside of the house Like because when I'm recording the door is shut. I can't you know, it's it's It's wild and to think like my my sister is is a stay-at-home mother She has three children and thank god my brother-in-law is amazing. My brother-in-law is so great He treats my sister with so much respect But she runs that house like she is like yes, you say she's the manager and she's picking the kids She's got two kids. My nephew. It's about to turn 11 My niece is nine and then she's got a covet baby who's two So she's got very different age groups and so she's picking kids up from school She's taking them to to their activities and she's got a two-year-old that she's still in diapers, you know She's cleaning the house. She's helping with homework. She's my sister cooks like crazy My my brother-in-law's family is italian so my sister learned a lot of the italian dishes from his family So she's she home makes their own bread, you know, they've got well Moe my my sister's dog moe just passed away. So they have one dog right now But typically they've got two dogs big dogs that need to be let out and walked. It's a full-time job And let's as a woman for in most situations Women are the primary caregiver when it comes to children And that makes sense the child came from the woman's body So there is an intuitive and I know in some houses that's different I get that there are some houses where the dad is the primary caregiver But but because the mother like when I was sick as a child when I would get sick, I didn't want my dad I wanted my mom You know There was a time when my son he used to have like croop and like asthmatic things when he was little and I was out of town I was in I was we live in Athens y'all. So I was Down in albany, georgia in the hospital room with my grandma who was in a coma And you know, we were all trying to like do shifts like staying with her through the night and stuff And so I'm sitting I'm like late at night in this hospital room. I get a phone call and it's my husband and he's like I think he needs to throw it, but he won't throw up and I'm like he doesn't need to throw up Like I know what's happening. Like he was trying to make our son like throw up because he was like oh You couldn't breathe I'm like, no, I said put him on the phone with me and I get on the phone with him I'm like, you know three and a half hours away. Yeah And I'm like He's got the whole world In his hands. He's got the whole wide world He's getting his mama And and he immediately calmed down and I said Go Get an Advil At least get that inflammation down out of his windpipe right now And then I can I can walk you through what to do next, but I mean, but that was it like I'm not trying to like You know like talk bad about you know, dad Okay, but but it is like a mama thing Yeah, my mother tells this story all the time because I was my parents first born child And I was a very fussy baby. I was born with a lot of health issues a lot of dialy had a very bad stomach So I cried a lot and my mother was exhausted. I can only imagine I know most parents when babies are newborns are exhausted And my dad said to my mom and they were like 26. They were so young I look back now like Jesus people are so young when they had kids And my dad said to my mom I will I'll sleep it because you know back back I think a lot of times kids sleep in the room with their parents on back in the day Our nurseries had our crib in like a single bed and my dad was like I will sleep in the nursery with brice So when she wakes up now this way my mom couldn't breastfeed she only breastfed me for like two weeks before she dried up So I was already on formula So it was possible that my dad would be able to feed me at night So my dad told my mom I will sleep in the nursery with brice and so when she wakes up I will deal with it so you can get a full night's sleep Well, my mom said she went to bed and then she heard me crying And she laid there and I kept crying And I kept crying And I kept crying and my mom was like, okay, lee my you know get the baby like Get the baby and I kept crying so my mom got out of bed Walked to the nursery. My father was flat asleep snoring And I was crying in my crib right beside him. Yes. Now on the flip side I have I you know my husband did, you know, he was very helpful So with my first born she was like you like she screamed For hours and nothing soothed her, you know for when she was first born And it was one night I had no sleep because I'd been doing what your mom was doing every night, you know, just with no health and then finally Thank goodness. I'm just going to be honest here. But thank goodness, you know Husband walks down the hall and looks around the corner and I'm going Oh my God, I'm holding her up. I'm like Probably sleeping, you know, and I didn't realize that I wasn't producing, you know, like of milk You know, so um anyway, he's like give her to me Hand over the screaming box, you know, at that point it was just like I don't know what to do. Yeah, because you it's it's your whole work Honestly, like I I felt like I was failing and and and you know what true story Um her when they're first born you go like every week or so like to to have these little appointments with a pediatrician And I remember going and telling him like how much she cried and how and I remember that pediatrician I hope he's not watching. He probably might be and probably his wife is but He said we'll just go home and produce more milk. Do you think we're witches? Don't they like we could just bippity boppity boop I'm serious. I'm not making this up And this is the same pediatrician that whenever my youngest my third child We're talking about my first child would go home and produce more milk So then I've had, you know, two more and then my youngest he's 17 now Um When she was in middle school, she was missing some vaccines And so we I had to take her in, you know, so she could go back to school And we go to that pediatrician and in the nurse practitioner says Oh, and she they don't look at me. I'm in the same room, you know with my daughter and they don't look at me They look over at her and they go Your mother hasn't brought you in in so long. You're not even in our system anymore And and she my daughter said I'm never sick Yeah, like I'm sorry, but anyway, I got on a tangent but the whole like go home and produce more milk Like am I a cow? I know My mother told me a story once when she was little girl She was struggling our little girl and she was a teenager She was struggling heavily with cramps like really bad cramps And her my grandmother took my mom to the doctor to see if there was something they could do To help with the cramps and the doctor said to her basically suck it up At least you don't have to shave every day So he said to her Yeah, we do I shave my legs every single day. You're welcome to my boyfriend. I shave You go to a brazilian wax place and have his balls Exactly That's awful of me to say that but it's like just like you know, like it's it's I mean, it's awful. Yeah, but that's the what's what that's what the america america ferrera's Monologue, I mean, that's it. That's what so women across the world Can like resonate with that like you're never good enough. You're never good enough. You're never Yeah, I love that you you're expected to be pretty but not too pretty that you intimidate other women You know that again takes the we see that a lot of conservative religions where It takes the responsibility away from the man. So like if a man assaults you What were you wearing? right You know and like you can't and I'm here to tell you ladies if you were raised that way Men good men can't control themselves. Trust me. They're a good man out there that will never assault you Right. So so it goes back to that. Um, should we talk about the end of the movie? Because I I bawled at the end of the movie like bawled Let me check in the comments I'm looking at comments. Yeah, um I think you fickled it all out. You have to That was interesting now. Oh, Amy Boyd says she was not interested in the movie, but now she's gotta watch it It's so good. I know Amy. It's good for all women. It's really good It's it's it's not a kid's movie at all. Like it is not a child But understand I think it's too I wouldn't take my child to see this movie No, like my 17 year old and I watched it together and we would just like look at each other about some certain things like She totally she's old enough, you know, like but it's like don't take your little Oh The funny scene at the beginning where ken before she Goes off on her journey where the party's over that night and kin standing outside and she was like you can go now But he and he was like, but I want to stay and she's like to do what? And they just kind of stand and like look at each other and he goes into like kiss her But she just smiles because they don't know they don't because they're dolls They don't know what boyfriends and girlfriends do they don't like understand that There's a little girl playing with them. Yeah, they get a kiss. That's it But they don't and and the seat my my boyfriend laughs so hard when they get into the real world They're in los angeles and they're rollerblading And they go back past these construction workers And they're like and she talks about that that was a cool scene too where people are looking at her And she talks about like her feelings of like feeling threatened And people are looking at ryan gosselin as well kin because he's wearing a ridiculous outfit But he's like no, I don't feel threatened at all You know And she turns and so she's starting to feel that as a woman like that that attention That's not necessarily wanted and uh when the men start like cattle calling her she basically she goes I don't have a vagina because because barbie's don't have barbie and kens don't have they had there They don't have any part Gentle and she goes we don't have genitals either does he and they roll a blade on it ryan gosselin goes I have all the genitals Yeah, because he's starting to become like ego like the ego of a man You know, I want to say something. I mean, I hope my friend doesn't mind So an old friend of mine from albany was at I was at a um tailgate saturday uga it gets a game cox. I thought about you because of your the brice stadium and all that um, yeah Yep, and you know, and I'm not big football and all that but so I went, you know to this tailgate which I normally don't and um anyway, so It's a sea of red solo cups and you know everywhere, right? It's red and black everything right and then It's old friend comes walking by And I'm gonna show it on the screen. He's so mad at me I may I made it into sort of a meme, but um, I'm like, um just He had the hot pink cup and I had a pink solo cup as you can see in the picture We're like we look like them when barbie and kin were like in the real world in the human world Where everybody's like doing all that like the the human they're in their bright pink stuff because it's barbie So even kin wears pink and barbie roll. Yeah, I just I had to he's gonna hate me for this but I had to do it I mean, I think it's so funny I love well, speaking of seeing that the seamers they try to put her back in the box at matel And she you know how barbie had the plastic around her wrist You know drop and she gets in she fills the The the plastic tightening around her wrist that was powerful and she reacts to it Like a doll wouldn't react to that but if you meant to feel that to to react to that restraint to all of a sudden Like realize that you you're you're being restrained Yeah in the box put in a box like in a box and that that restraint the minute those those that that Plastic goes around her wrist. She like she has that reaction which shows but it all builds up guys to the very last scene which I Bald like talk about the velveteen rabbit. So at the end They're figuring things out. I won't give too much away but You know America for error the woman just she gets a promotion. She gets like to be able to create more barbies All these people get these endings And I think it was the little girl that said but but what's barbie's ending? I think it was somebody what's barbie's ending. And so margo is standing there And everybody kind of looks and all of a sudden the ghost of the the creator barbie walks up and she goes I didn't create you to have an ending I'm gonna get emotional And so the creator of barbie and barbie walk off together and she says Humans have endings Ideas don't ideas don't I'm gonna get emotional. It's I sobbed watching this whole conversation between And then margo robbie says she she wants to be human. She's made that decision that she really wants to be a human And she asked me that reminds me of like when people Some believe in star seeds coming down like where we all come down. We chose to come here to human Human well, she asked ruth who is her creator, right? She's ruth what created barbie named after her daughter He goes I want to be human and I can't remember a paraphrasing the conversation But ruth says you don't need my permission to be human You you don't become a human You just discover that you are I mean I'm so emotional And so the whole movie this whole existential crisis that she's having Even the reaction to being restrained is her discovering that she is human Discovering that inner side of her I feel like in what i'm going through right now I don't want to get too personal that you know in my own life right now I feel like that's a whole bunch of it like even like the whole like being in the box and like just You know and like going oh and it keeps it's like we repeat it over and over and over until we just go finally We're we just we just set our own selves free. Nobody's going to set myself me free Yeah, and being human is being vulnerable You know so many so many cultures demand level perfection a level of faking it a level of making it look like I mean look at social media look like you have all your shit together But that's not human you came here to fuck up you came here to skin your knee You came here to to struggle through the aging process That's the whole point and that is why this movie is so deeply spiritual because it's following that journey Of of the darkness in order to find the light now the last scene or the very very very last scene I know some people said they didn't like the last scene. I kind of laughed the last scene. She's she's human now So Birkenstocks So she's wearing Birkenstocks and a blazer and she's she's in the car with uh, with a I actually thought also I was like, I like the Birkenstock blazer look You know Margot Robbie is gorgeous. So like anything was going on her but um, but she she's in the she's in Los Angeles She's a human now. She's in the back of the car America her daughter and her husband are dropping her off at an appointment and they're trying to To psych her out to pump her up to get her excited. She's like, okay, wish me luck And so she walks into this big building And she goes to the reception desk and this actually made me emotional too Because she gave her name And I forgot the the the last name of the person who created barbie is a handler What's the last name of Ruth? Let me look it up quickly because it was powerful because barbie is just barbie like barbie doesn't have a last name Let me look up the last name uh barbie Harold Puster says do you sponsor that I wonder why? I mean, it's a it's a power Ruth handler. So so Ruth handler is the creator of barbie Um, and so she goes into this appointment. She goes up to the reception desk And and the lady's like name, please and she's like handler comma barbie He's so excited to give her full name because she's never done that before right as barbie She actually has a surname now. She has a last name. So she is she's human and she's so excited And it turns out she what what appointment is she going to angie? Oh her gynecologist My gynecologist and I'm like, I guess she's got genitals now She can't human so she's got a vagina now and she's so excited to be doing this little human, you know And if I girl girl The funny thing is is going to the gynecologist is one of the most stressful things for a woman having a pap smear is just Very strong. I'm like, I'll only go if I'm pregnant or like, you know, I don't yeah I've I've always felt funny about I'm gonna say something about that I guess but you know, I'm still here Yeah, I know I don't I don't mess with I Been in 17 years Well, I think you're fine. Like I think yeah, I have a little feelings about that mammograms and all that kind of stuff But that's just my own So Yeah, that's funny though. I that's it said that I love that scene too. I'm like going Rewind I'm like, why is she She's a human she has a last name she has a vagina she's she's Birkenstocks she doesn't I think there's got to be a barbie movie too like Yeah, when she's can't go can't stay didn't can stay didn't oh that was a thing too. Let's back up a little bit Uh when they're still on barbie land because then you see the coming up the coming together of barbie and can they have this conversation? um Where she basically is telling him that he doesn't need her that he has to He has to find out who kin is without her Yeah, and she you know it We go awesome Yeah, and she goes but it's barbie and kin like that's how they've been told bar and she goes No, it's barbie and it's kin Yes, it's barbie and it's kin. It's not barbie and kin. It's it's barbie and maybe marriage licenses should say something like that like, um Or like when they say like um like at a wedding like um All right, you know after they kiss the bride or whatever and they turn it really going to walk back down the aisle the the you know the pastor should say something like introducing It's barbie and it's Yeah, but what a powerful lie like to be like you're not a part of me you And as you get older, especially in romantic relationships, you learn that a romantic relationship is never going to work unless both people Are sovereign and who they are as individuals. You can't rely and at the end too they bring the power back to the barbies, but The kins come to her and ask we have and they're like, okay So they start to find that balance between the masculine and the feminine in barbie world So um, so it's just an incredible movie. I really You know As the law one would state We know that there's a cult in hollywood. We know that there is a corruption in holly. We get that there's corruption everywhere though guys So nobody is everywhere But being an actor being an artist Is intuitively On the positive side. Why because people like margot robbie rank gosselin the person who created this movie They're doing it as a service to humanity. They're serving others by expressing these stories Like anytime you express yourself you're you're bringing that truth to another human and that is I would imagine that most of like the best actors actresses Are empathic because oh, absolutely To portray that like to feel and and put it out there on the screen like that and margot robbie her resume Like the she's an incredible actress The the the roles that she got if you guys are not familiar with her resume Go and look up. I mean she played she wasn't familiar at all She is amazing. She's played elizabeth queen elizabeth the first in that uh where she was amazing She's uh played tanya harding and i tanya, which was amazing like she has she is an incredible Her american accent accent never slips. She never slipped up once. She's australian. She never slipped up Um, the whole cast was i didn't know that i didn't know she was australian so australian And she never her accent never slipped She the one i can't remember name the woman who played weird barbie. She's an incredible actress as well She's got an incredible resume Yeah When i first like looked at because i was like in my kitchen cooking like you know kind of just had it Over and they didn't i looked over i'm like is that pink like you know She think about singing in a minute But you know she had that look i had well she had to cut the hair the way the hair Little girl cut the hair Yeah, I just you know and i know i know we're preaching to the choir here because i think most of our friends watching agree We know there's corruption guys. Absolutely. We know that but that doesn't mean that every person is corrupt And what's this i've just made my mind up. I'm not going to judge judge an actor or judge someone Until i have actual evidence that they are bad people And showing a picture with someone covering their eye is not evidence It's not illegal You know, there's one like one of my old face book, you know proof of pictures of whatever where i'm going like this or something Yeah Shark just can't create anything You know and it was trying to it was marketing like you know my mom used to do that to us in church You know like you shot it put it on some great a while back and they're like, oh look she's i know like Goodness, like no, that's just delusional people deranged could derangement who um Again, that's what we were talking. They're lacking that discernment because they haven't done their own work So they're easily brainwashed. They're easily manipulated and you know To paint things black or white is a sign of a mental disorder So to say that all of hollywood is bad because a few people in hollywood are bad is a mental disorder To say that all the music industry is bad because a few people are bad is a mental disorder Right. It's all you you have to judge individuals based on individuals and common sense I know common sense ain't so common anymore But let's just ground ourselves quickly and have some common what these people do the bad guys do Is so disgusting. It's so nefarious That it's a huge secret. It's not so much a secret anymore But they've kept it a secret because if everyone were to know It would have been it would have been shut down a long time ago And I lived in los angeles I've known a lot of people in these industries and they don't they're just trying to make movies. That's all they're doing They're just trying to make move. They're trying to be artists. I wonder I think I've told you the story before back in the 90s I was doing some modeling and i'm working at a bank and I was actually offered a job with dreamworks And it was like a free place to stay um And I didn't really know any details that anyway, I got married instead And I've always kind of wondered they're like what I mean, what would I have been okay? Like what I don't know But I think about that sometimes too what what you're talking about because I'm not a bad person So what if I ended up had gone out? No, and I sometimes these people so they do their work They do the movie and then they have to go market the movie they have to go and press tours and market And they're just standing in front of photographers. Yeah, and they're they're contracted to isn't our contract So the they come in the photographer the photographer might not even know why the boss told them to cover their eye Right, they're just like whatever it doesn't mean anything and I pray to god that if anybody watching this has been judging others Oh, but by the grace of god go I judge not least you be judged It's there's a huge stretch to say just because someone covers their eye in a photograph They're doing what the that's a huge leap to make huge. I mean my hair keeps falling into one eye Well, I've got that on youtube I I posted a video once I had my camera But I was filming my dog in the car and Ravi like looked to the side and looked back again and somebody accused him My dog your dog Someone's supposed to train my dog to look at a camera He's a dog like no he heard a noise he looked over and he came like are you fucking you are a sick human being If that is what you are mentally deranged you are mentally sick And that is what you're thinking and that is not but I think I said it on my live last thursday Which by the way guys, thank you so much for all of the support from that video I've gotten so much support And we actually did an eachine eachine eachine reading because I wasn't planning on doing that that was going to It was going to be Angie and me. I know i'm so sorry, but I think I was supposed to tell my story and um As proof as to why you don't judge people based on you, you know, what kim is doing Oh, and by the way, she's she's having a meltdown on telegram right now Because of my one video, um, that's the movies back in I know just we keep doing keep keep keeping you know our frequency. Hi and Yeah, it's uh, it's comical After I released my thursday live they went through on the telegram channel enough is enough and deleted A shit ton of voice messages. So nothing just goes to show you they're watching And nothing screams guilt and getting rid of evidence and I laughed i'm like we already have everything It doesn't matter what you delete. We have everything I have the thumb drives of all the voice messages. I have photo photo copies two different states have everything Right, they know the tell they've been watching that, you know, there is an investigation And um, and so of course she doubled because narcissists do that they double down They never just say, you know what? I was wrong. They just double down I just want to clarify She did say she made up a story that I had been abducted after I was born and raised by a family That isn't my family. That's a lie My family if you see my parents, they're my parents And I laughed when I saw that I was like this is she's just making shit up now. Just just making shit up um, and and so You know, I just thank everybody for the support and it's kind of comical. She's having a meltdown A semi-posted of voice recordings of her screaming at trump um, and so it's it's uh, it's it but that's an example as to why you just don't judge people based off of Of hearsay of gossip, right? You need proof you need proof and um Nothing she said about me is right and um, you know For all the people on that channel that are believing her you're just as asleep As your normie friends who believe cnn and fox news You're just as asleep as they are. Well, a lot of these people watching right now don't know anything about that group, but um But just but it all does tie in like well, you know, they're honestly, it's like For me like what's happened with me with uh with kind of a hate group It's been a few years ago, but they were all like women like women Yeah, they are the very ones probably right now that are calling themselves feminist and they probably hate the barbie movie And they probably you know, but and they got me cancelled. They think, you know, I'm like, no, I mean I think you can't cancel you actually were the friction I needed Yeah, you can't cancel a human being like that's not possible. We're human beings No, it's it's for well, I will say to and my boyfriend He's in he's he's lily in that group under a fake name And he's looked at some of these people who've been very supportive of the things that she has said and gone on Facebook and looked them up and he's like and this is gonna sound so mean But it kind of goes back to what america ferrera was saying These are older women who appear to be kind of frumpy um, I would I would imagine they probably um Don't get a lot of attention from their husbands Um, they're probably very insecure And so for them and that and that makes them perfectly vulnerable for occult Right, so you have this person That is going around saying all these things that they want to hear and telling them They're they're part of some secret military operation and they they're valuable So they're putting they're placing their value as ken was doing they're placing their value on something outside of themselves And so and I hold on one second. What does it mean on on live chats when it says message retracted? Because I saw somebody just deleted it. They just deleted Oh, okay. Okay. Hi bow or dragonfly. I saw it before you deleted it and I I'm with you girl That's the only reason why any of us were on that grape was to hear brice. That's what she was saying She's doing to hear you well When the moderators to actually told me can ever paid attention to the numbers of that channel because I I don't you guys I don't I'm very blessed to have a big platform But I don't judge people based on their numbers like I I'll do any channel Like I'll I'll go on someone's channel who has no subscribers if I like you're on my way I don't I don't judge people that way like that's there's an algorithm. There's a there's a You know, it's it's stupid and so I never and I was always willing to help people out But a moderator to tell me offline after this happened that I was responsible for for building that channel that that channel grew Yes, when I started doing those shows and so that sucks that I Was treated so poorly when I actually helped them. Well, it's a cult now like they're they're definitely That channel is definitely a cult. Um, it meets all the requirements to be a cult I got that a lie and just like locally even like people just like are like, oh If can you say this on your, you know, social media, can you say this on your face? But can you can you promote this? Can you I'm like, well, hold on. Let me let me look at it I mean, I know this is going in a completely different direction But it is kind of the same like I even have like a grocery store one time wanted me to promote some corn That they were um had gotten in from like uga And they were so excited about it when I looked it up It was all like this the excitement was because it was like a monsanto like monsanto whatever, you know GMO corn I'm like, um No, but so I try to do my research. I'm like, I know I I'm so sorry. You're a friend of mine, but I can't Anyway, but I don't know. This is like going in a different direction, but Yeah, you you did bring so many over to that channel and um, yeah Anyway, the funny thing is too and this is so I left the channel because gordon had created a lie about me And so I left I'm not going to work for free for someone who's creating horrific lies about me And then for my punishment for doing that they fair game to me just like they do in Scientology And they created even more lies about me And um, I will say they when I last time I saw kim she was like negative 70 dollars in her checking account And I sat there with her and I said well first of all can If you're really working for president trump, I don't think he would not pay you Make money I mean come on y'all like you have to make money to eat you have to make money She's like no, that's for the wrong reason like no, you're martyring yourself and that's not Nobody cares about him. I mean whoever It's so crazy Yeah, so I said, you know, I was like well you have a platform I was like I was explained to her that When you have a big platform the best way to make money is through sponsorships Um, and I was like I can you know, seah the company that sponsors me they Reach out to people like us in this community because they're they're anti The controllers too. Yeah, I said I can introduce you To the person who's ahead of the influencers If you would like to make some money because you you know, you deserve to make money And I I did the same thing for gordon as well as like let me introduce you to the head So that you could send you gordon was struggling financially I was like, you know so that you can make some money, you know And it's not going to cost your subscribers anything. They're just buying ad space basically, you know And so it will help you be able to put more shows out because somebody's paying you so you could pay your bills Um, and anyway, so then he went on this they they created a smear campaign around seah, which good luck with that guys That's a corporation. I would never want to be in a lawsuit with the corporation. Let me tell you and he was Talking shit about me for taking sponsorships. Well, honey, he's hawking golden silver He's literally doing a Ponzi scheme So sponsorships, I mean sponsorships are what tv's like when you watch a tv show And you have commercials that's sponsorship. Yeah That's why you're able to watch the tv The tv who's because the advertisers are paying for it for ad space So, um and of course the ad sense on google is so screwed up that it literally and I am so grateful I'm actually In talks with hello fresh as well. So hopefully that fingers crossed for me guys that that will go well I made a couple I made a couple of their recipes. I know I told I told my boyfriend that you made a couple of their recipes. Um, and so No, I mean like I I was like the chef like it's yeah, yeah So I I they said we were in emails right now. So hopefully hello fresh is a big one to get um for sponsorship So that would be awesome really helped me a lot to be able to continue the content So having a sea and hello fresh which we're still negotiating. So fingers say some prayers for me guys fingers crossed Um, so oh my gosh, if you get that I'm so excited because you know, I you know I'm the cook and I would I would just love to like actually And that's the funny thing because it might be easy for me to promote that I have to I have to make a commercial like I have to make commercials to put on my videos Um, the deal and they and so we were like how like how am I gonna? I can't cook for shit How am I gonna film this? He's like, well, this will be easy You can add your comedy into it because you you know show how easy they've made the recipes for someone like Doesn't who doesn't even know how to boil an egg, you know, so Um, so it's it's it's so fingers crossed guys. I don't know we'll see there's a lot in the works right now I've been offered some positions on other networks to do some shows. Um, so it's all good like she can't you can't the tree In my opinion, this is just my opinion. I believe that she is an organic portal I don't think she has her upper chakras and I think a fourth density negative Entities use organic portals and they they think they're channeling god But there's a way through your channeling god or not. Um, and so and so she's channeling I I told my boyfriend last night we were laying in bed and I was like This is hysterical. I was like the fourth density negative being that's messing with her is having a time of his life right now So it's kind of like the barbies. Yep. Oh, absolutely Somebody playing with like the kim the kim doll the kim doll. Yes and the gordon doll So, um, I actually angie do you want if we share a screen actually speaking of cults I want to promote something quickly if you don't mind you might not at all I also while we're while we're getting there my earrings. Can y'all see them? Yeah They're barbie I love it My friend owns a store here in Watkinsville, Georgia called wildflower. I'm sure she sells online And after this I'll try to link her store and website and stuff But um, yeah, I um, I curate gifts around town for like there's this like awesome dad On twitter that always like gets me to do Send a package to his daughter in states borough and then his daughter here at UGA And so I love going in her store. It's the best place ever for me to go and get like Dolly part and stuff UGA stuff and now barbie. She's so smart barbie stuff. I got my little jump in Kirby smart pin from early the other day. Like, um, I got some sequin like thing I'm gonna wear it the next game day because you know, I'm such a football fan But she's got it all and I mean, what a smart What a smart woman Yeah, that's awesome. Yeah, and and I mean, I think they were only like I want to sell like 18 bucks If you send me her link, I'll put it up on my community. Yeah, I will I will but yeah, awesome And she's right here. So locally Watkinsville, Georgia over at Market Center, but I'm sure everything is available online. Absolutely I want to answer a question here from Angela Fresh isn't selling lab meat guys. Angela. I'm a vegetarian I'm a very strict vegetarian. So I would only be promoting. Uh, hello fresh is there vegetarian meals So I'm against any type of meat lab grown meat or free range meat. I'm very against that personally I don't want to cause the suffering of us of another creature of God If you guys were around for Angela, by the way, my um, the the dishes that I made were fish Yeah Maybe I'm wrong and and I will say too like I've been using I've been using hello fresh now for a month I've been trying it because of this just to see if I like the and it's amazing Like it's really and I I only do vegetarian like you on the on the website you go and you you set up your account and you put what you want So I put vegetarian. They have a vegetarian option. They have a pescatarian option fit and healthy option So I put a vegetarian fit and healthy fine says pescatarian You know and I but the the actual and I'll try to maybe I'll find a link The natural meals that I made were oh, that'd be so cool. That'd be so cool Um, and so and so yeah, so that so and I would never even promote the the meat based anyway Because that's just against my my I mean if you eat meat you and me that's that's your choice But that's against my moral compass. So personally, so I would not yeah So anyway, and I will tell you so we've got a troll in here a project reject I've had to block that I saw that I saw that they're very fundamentalists very abusive christians So I've had two pairs and all that like yeah, they're very you know what he cares a lot Yeah Don't even block them go you do Obviously because you're here and you're a troll and that's sad for you That's pathetic for you that you're just trolling people And and yeah a lot of people care actually you should go look on my actually I blocked you from my channel so you can't see but anyway guys so speaking of cults I think I told you guys on my channel that I was contacted a few months back by cnn And I had to take my own advice First reaction about cnn was like oh shit. Oh shit because cnn is like what the clown news network But I took my own advice because not every obviously we can't paint everyone black who are Are evil who works for that, you know, and I got to know this guy pretty well He was working on a documentary about negative 48 now if you missed that live on my channel I talk about my interactions with negative 48 and it really was only for the jesus strand I separated myself after the jesus strand, but can we show do you mind angie if we show the um The uh the promo for the documentary that's coming out about negative 48 Sure. I'm sorry. I was like I was just like blocking that troll Yeah, I I yeah that person they troll me they troll aquarius rising They're one of the they're the christian army, right trying to tell us all they're very brainwashed very brainwashed by the cabal so Bless their hearts. Um, can you give me permission to share a screen so I can share this angie? Okay, do you see that You know your screen so go to share screen at the bottom There should be a bunch like beside it you allow You see One participant can share it multiple can I say multiple? Yeah multiple. Yeah. All right. All right. Here we go Okay, you guys so I'm gonna play techie I know I've had to learn this guys and I want to give a big thank you to my friend Kathy I think she was in the chat earlier. She I had this person this to my email Um, so here's the promo gotta try kachava. You all hear that? Yes, we can hear it Sunday on the come say hello I won't rosey to say hello real quick. Oh, she'll come back in a minute after this Okay. All right. Cool. Let me let back this up a little bit because this is what's coming out you guys In the whole story. Why are these people waiting for the return of jfk? You don't believe jfk is dead Antonio Sullivan goes down the rabbit hole to understand the followers I've seen that board. I saw that board. He really got to the point where he believed that he was going to save People somehow and the conspiracy theory. That's very famous apart It's true. Can you stop it for a second brice and let rosey just say something? Yeah, she's like, what am I saying? What am I saying? Where's my script? Where's your script? I'm just gonna we always just wing it. So this is my youngest daughter and we watch the barbie Maybe together rosey. Do you have your energy? Are you energized? I'm kind of You're kind of Yeah That's awesome. We've already had to watch some trolls. You want to start working for us? I'll be a moderator. You could be a moderator Those are fun, but we actually you know, the funny thing is I would say there are channels that get trolled a lot I don't get trolled that much on live shows. It's it's pretty awesome. You might my boyfriend even said something about that He was like he was like you really actually have really awesome people. So I'm super grateful But yeah, I just look at it herself. She's like Um, right statement. She cut her own hair. It was all kind of one length Um, like a week or two ago and she like did some kind of wolf cut by herself girl You cut my hair. I love you. Bye barbie. Bye barbie Bye barbie. Bye barbie space is cool. Okay. I'm sorry for interrupting but that was like just too good I mean, I haven't seen her like she just came downstairs and I'm like, I'm sure she's about to go somewhere really cool Well, they're just you could know guys on the 24th of September the negative 48 documentary will be dropping. I know it's cnn So there might be some like But you know, I know I've gotten to know the guy who is helping with it from cnn And he's a really good guy like I actually really even my boyfriend when we went to cnn So that board let me share a screaming and they show a board. I got to see that board In person. So let me back it up against you guys can see that. I'm a full story Why are these people waiting for the return of jfk? You don't believe jfk is dead now Donio Sullivan goes down the rabbit hole to understand the followers of this man Why do you think people like you so much? He really got the point where he believed that he was going to save people somehow And the conspiracy theory that's tearing families apart. It's true torture No one should know this pain the whole story with anderson cooper sunday at 8 on cnn What? Yeah, so i'll be watching it And and for what I know from what they got You know, and I will say behind the scenes the reporter from cnn when I was at his office We were talking about it. He said, you know, donio donio solovan would ask them like and I never was a huge fan of the I did some gematria shows, but I was like, oh my god. This is my head. I was thinking this is boring as shit Um, you know, they would say, you know, one two three and they would give them They would say that that gematria is the same as this gematria, which is jfk's gematria and doni would be like But what does that mean? Right and that's the question. I always had to like but what does that do for a little while too? And I'm like, oh my gosh, it was like consuming me for a little while, you know, just like See him like a a to z, you know 26 letters and and and trying to like add it all up all the time My gematria for my name is the exact same gematria for prince and diana When I was first told that I was gonna look like her I was like, but what yeah, what does that mean though? We just it's just you were on the dark outpost I remember people saying that I look like well And then so because the gematria of my name matches diana That was the first conspiracy theory about me that I was actually princess diana and that First I laughed at it, but then it fucking pissed me off Like it made me so it made my blood boil because I was like, no, there's no mask here I am not I am younger than princess william or princess william. I am younger than prince william I am in between. I am not princess diana. Stop it. My work is my work. I am not I am not my work is not Um, that you don't have to be a famous person to make a difference in this world That's what pissed me off as my my name is bricellis with watson. I was born in 1983 In south, carolina. I am not princess diana I was in a text conversation with someone about it. I was like He literally believed I was princess diana and it fucking pissed me off. I was like, I'm not I'm not her I am not her I am I'm not old enough like screw first of all screw you for thinking i'm that old I wish people were thinking i'm some kind of princess. Well, she's she's she's on stage like i'm like i'm i'm No, I mean, I just it just made me so mad. I was like, so you're saying all my hard work all the research the hours and hours and hours of research I just knew that stuff because i'm secretly princess. This is when conspiracy theories become dangerous and become junk conspiracy Anyway, it just it made me so so so so mad. Yeah, kathy just posted sunday the 24 the 8 p.m. Eastern They will run it again at 11 so, uh I guess i'll be turning into some cnn. I know right You don't even have cable. I wonder how people can watch it without about cable Amy says thinking about looking into hello fresh. Yeah, Amy just try it You can try it for like a month and you can always stop the subscription. It's not that expensive It's actually really pretty reasonable and all of so the first time we open the bag I mean, I think I can send you a A discount if you just email me a fickle chicle at gmail Well, the first time we open the bag because I put it for two people because there's only two of us my boyfriend was like Is this two servings? I was like, yeah, he goes Oh There's no waste You know, there's no there's no waste. They send you exactly what you need We made the other night. We made this like barbecue Pizza they sent it was one the best. It was so freaking good. It was one of the best pizzas I hardly ever finished my plate. I was literally that that was so good My stomach was so full and I was like must keep because it was just so good. So um, so I've done it before I think a really good um thing with like hello fresh this kind of things It's like if you're going on vacation and you're like you've you know, you got airbnb Scheduled or whatever you got the address you can have like meals shipped to those places You know like where you're going to be and you're not having to worry about like Because I know for me like when I go like on a family vacation And then we're stuck in the fridge there and I'm cooking and you know Then you got to have a cooler to bring everything back home Or you're just throwing stuff out that you didn't you ended up going out to eat instead of cooking Yeah, you know, you just there's no waste and another thing I really love about getting these kind of things when I'm on vacation is um That the boxes have like the ice packs at all. Yes. Yes And I will just go. Well, I don't have to take a cooler anywhere I save those ice packs and I still use those boxes a lot and I'll just when I go on trips I'll use I'll reuse the ice packs and I'll just put stuff in them And then whenever I'm you know, I take food to wherever I'm going and then I just you know, I can discard the box Right. I don't have to carry around like, you know, by the time I'm back home. There's nothing in my car I know cooler. No, you know, no empty cooler. No. Yeah, I love it. I mean, it's exciting like I get my I'm resourceful like that y'all See I get it's like it's like a surprise like a mystery box when you open it Yeah What they what they've actually sent you and but you know, it's gonna be like so for me I have a lot of food allergies so I can like put in there like what I do not want in my in my food And so it's it's a really I mean the produce they have sent has been really like they sent this huge pepper Like we had this huge I had never seen it. It was beautiful. So yeah, I wasn't just trying it You can always cancel it. You know, you got it. You gotta buy food anyway You're like on the app you can say like we were doing this whole hello fresh thing right now We need to like So this is So on the app because I have it, you know, it's right there Yeah, look fresh. I don't have the app. I need to get the app I'll go on and like skip skip skip skip skip skip and they'll ask you like, why are you skipping? I'll tell them my budget Like we can pause like we're gonna A couple of weeks not gonna pause it for that week so that that and you can have a different address So like if I want to like help my daughter in Brooklyn, New York Yeah, it's a it's a fun thing. I'm like, oh, she would love this menu that they're offering This week, you know, and I'll just send her like a meal and she can cook it, you know It's easy to they have really clear and you can put the level of difficulty for the so listen I mean I paid I ordered four meals for two people and I only pay 40 bucks Yeah, that's that's actually pretty cheap because you think about going out to eat if you go out to eat you're Easily spinning double that especially me because I get the wine too Now I just go to the grocery store for like just the little things like bread Drinks snacks that's it, you know, and that's you know, and Ravi we have Ravi on a raw diet We have a we have a one Catherine Edwards diet, but we found a company to mail So he gets he gets his hello fresh box too for a different company So but listen, I gotta jump off soon because I have actually have a meeting. I'm actually uh Another thing that's happening guys is I'm going to be doing some work for Gnostic TV Um, my channel is still going to continue to run as it is But I'm also going to be doing some stuff for Gnostic TV as well Which is like a Netflix for um for spirituality. So I have a meeting In a minute with them with the producer of that channel So it's all good, you know, that just goes to show you what you know, the devil can't Can't take someone down if there's if god has a purpose for them. So always remember that guys That when you're with god when you're in the light, there's nothing that anybody can do to you to destroy that I had Michelle asking like can I say my address again to get a discount for hello fresh? Yes It's fickle chickle gmail. Do you want to spell that for people? I typed it into the chat, but still because this is going to be like not, you know, all these messages will go away um, p h i c k l e c h i c k l e at gmail, so it's like pickle but with a ph so fickle chickle and um Anyway, yeah, I should I think I've got some um things there and You're welcome, Michelle. And so when I get when I get your email, I'll look and see because It I think that's the email I use for them, but um, I'll figure it out and send you send you a link Yeah, oh, yeah, and if it goes well with hello fresh guys Keep your fingers crossed. I'll be able to give you a discount code. Is it not now? I know just put it out there guys. I mean it's a big company It's it's been in the works for a little bit But you know fingers crossed that's and it's a big and they're really good to their like their rates are really good For their content creators and that is literally because listen like youtube you guys know youtube isn't the greatest I mean they they they give it and they take it then they take it away youtube like they They and and and they've done this weird thing with the so now no one's really making anything off of that sense So the sponsorships is under your control. So basically the sponsorships they're going They're going to the creator instead of going through google and so they so that's if you guys are thinking about starting channels That's like the best thing to do is sponsorships And I real quick I know like I'm trying to get monetized on this channel but I also just started another channel and because I'm trying to start a new business And um, there's no content on it y'all, but it's called giggle kitchen Oh, I'll subscribe on youtube and um, and I'm planning on putting all my recipes there because this gets kind of crazy over here Yeah So you've got people that just really want to see the food or be cooking or like a like a lifestyle kind of thing Right, and so it's called giggle kitchen or yeah, it's giggle kitchen and I yesterday even got the website for it So I'll have oh good. Yeah, so I'm excited about that I'm planning on having like people come in and cook with me and tell stories So it'll be kind of like this, you know just kind of um a good chat and learning about people But also cooking. Yeah, that's exciting. Well, send me the link and I'll put it on my community tab too Yeah, there's nothing there yet. There's nothing there yet, but I went ahead and reserve I wanted to reserve the channel and reserve the website Oh, that's awesome. That's awesome But I gotta hop off because I got a meeting in like five minutes All right, I love you. I love you guys. I love you. Angie Barbie