 Before we get into the video today, I just want to give a quick shout out to one of our sponsors, Nostik TV. Nostik TV is ancient wisdom reimagined. This is a Netflix for those who are spiritually curious and want a place to go where there is no censorship. I personally am doing a whole series on Nostik TV called The Esoteric Explorer where I am providing exclusive content to Nostik. Nostik TV is a host to all sorts of different content creators, many of whom are your old favorites. If you would like to check out Nostik TV, there is a link down in the description box below. Hello everybody, welcome back to Esoteric Atlanta. I'm so excited because I've got one of my really good friends on air and off air, Shanti, my South African Queen. On my channel today, I film so much with you on your channel that I forget to get you over all mine. Shanti, how are you this morning? Well, it's afternoon or evening for me already. It's been a great day so far. Thank you. I started off having a lovely swim in the ocean again and it's chilly and cold and just love it. Yeah, it's getting winter here now, but it's awesome. It's awesome. How are you beautiful? It is raining here in Atlanta, Georgia. We're filming this on Friday even though I know it's going to air. I was telling Shanti it's going to air next week. Yeah, we are filming it on March 1, so we're in March now and it is raining. I know. The rain today is actually kind of nice to me. Sometimes when it's raining, it's annoying, but it feels very calming today, like the rain that we're having in Georgia. We need it though. I know I've got to go to the grocery store later in the rain, but that's okay. We need it. It's calm. The dogs calm. My boyfriend's calm. It just feels like a very relaxing rainy day. So I hope for those of you. It's a good day. Yeah, I hope you guys experience in the rain in the South East. They're having that same kind of just mellow, just chill at home. Cozy rain. Exactly. I was telling you before we started filming, this is definitely a conversation that I think we've needed to have for a while because out of everybody on our little corner of the Internet, I think you and you and I have gotten probably bullied the most. Wouldn't you say? I would. I mean, I can't compare myself to anyone else because Andrew, you know, well, I mean, I have to say, Jesse gets bullied horrifically. I mean, that poor lady, what she goes through is on another level, definitely. And of course, yeah, I know. And purely because I have her on my show and have had for over three years now. She's obviously, as you guys know, has been a regular guest as well as, you know, other guests as well. But she's obviously high level. Yeah. And because she was trained for the position that she was, she is targeted hugely. And as I say, for that reason, yes, I am certainly on their sites as well. But also because, I mean, you know, Bryce, you and I have very similar viewpoints on life, on spirituality, on stuff like that. So just by the mere, for the mere fact that we believe different things and it's really not that different at the end of the day. It's actually very much the same, just looking through a different lens. But it's pretty much, you know, seeing the same thing and coming from the same source, right? But I think, you know, we've been gifted with being open-minded. And I thank God every day for that gift because I really do enjoy the fact that I am open-minded and can see things in a different way. But many people, and it never stops surprising me, many religious people. And I'm not talking about believers because there's a difference between a believer and a religious nut. You know, I always say, God requires spiritual fruit, not religious nuts, right? So you get these religious nuts who... I don't know how they can correlate the teachings of Christ to the way they apply. Because that is so not Christ-like in so many ways. I mean, I've been through... I can't tell you how many times. Recently, again, this past week, I've been through disgusting memes made of myself. Just insults, you know, ridiculous things. And like I get told, I'm wearing a scarf because I'm hiding my Adam's apple. I have no Adam's apple. They love telling me I'm a male. Because you're a tall, strong woman, does that make me a male? Listen, I had somebody call me a male, too. And literally, like, if you look at my... I mean, it's ridiculous. But I think what it is, Shantin, and I talk... You and I both have a very strong belief in a working relationship with the Creator, whether you want to call that God. We both lead our lives, we lead our lives with our spiritual practices. And over the however many years we've been filming together and become friends, that's something that you and I very much have in common, that we do lead our lives with spiritual principles. And I'm always looking towards God, if we want to call it God, whatever you want to, you know, call that the God, the Creator, for a reason and that faith that everything happens as it's supposed to, as ordained by our Creator. And so the fact that you and I have such strong beliefs in God and yet we get attacked the most by Christians is quite baffling to me. And I wanted to really... You know, I have gotten... I've never been thrown by a Hindu. I've never been thrown by a Buddhist. I've never been thrown by a Muslim. I've never been thrown by an atheist. But I have piles of emails of literal death sent to me by Christians. And very, very frequently we'll be in a live show together, Shanti, talking about something sometimes completely off-talk, a research project off-topic of spirituality and we get the Christians in the chat that want to berate us. And immediately, and I just at some point enough is enough and I wanted to bring you on to it to really... I mean, I don't really know what the answer is, but this bad behavior I titled this show Christians Behaving Badly because I have great love for the Christ. I have great love for Yeshua. I have great love for His teachings and I don't see His teachings in the Christians today. But I see more Satanic... If we talk about the research that I've done into the Dionysian cult, all that kind of stuff, yes, it is Satanic. So we're seeing the fruits of this almost Satanic teaching coming out in the... and the threats that you and I receive. We're not arguing that we love God. And I've said before, Shanti, because my faith is in God and not in religion, I'm able to look at the missing books of the Bible. I'm able to be, as you said, open-minded to other people's beliefs and hear other people's beliefs out because my faith is not in religion. It's a religious person is afraid of hell. A spiritual person is a person who's been to hell and back again. Yes, exactly, exactly. So we've been there, we've come back, we know what it's about. There's nothing to fear except fear itself. And again, I'm going to quote Gandhi who says, I really love your Christ, but I do not like your Christians for they are so unlike your Christ. And in a very large way, that is so true. And I don't, again, like you say, and we both chatted about not wanting to be judgmental and combative in this discussion, because that's not my intention at all. I don't like to be judgmental of other people and what they do and how they do it. But there are times where I have to say, I lose my sh**, I lose my cool. When I see, you know, it's like when we'll be doing chats and then, I mean, not too long ago, I mean, when I was interviewing Caleb and I had a rant on Airboy, someone said, well, this show is not Christian enough for me. I was like, ugh. You know, that was just one of those days where I just, I just flipped and I put on, I said, excuse me. And for about five minutes, I just said my say. You know, it's like, what is not being Christian enough? You know, the fact that I do not read my Bible in the way that you do, but yet I work with people all day. I mean, I work with SRA survivors. In fact, all of them free of charge. I don't charge for my time as far as that's concerned. I, you know, I come onto this platform because I care very deeply. I have courage. I have strength. I'm not fearful. I am, you know, again, last week I had come my way telling me accidents happen amongst other things. I mean, it never ceases to amaze me that people will go to those lengths. And you know, Bryce, it's very simple for me. There are believers and there are those Christian people who are open-minded and loving and kind. And I want to, I meant to say that we're not talking about all Christians. We understand that there are incredible Christians in our audience who are very supportive of our discussions and like learning. We're not talking, we're talking about the violent ones. We're talking about the ones that have, and I think Shanti, I don't even think our audience knows probably 70% of the stuff that we've been through offline because of the Christians. The times I've talked about going to the police for some occasions, but there have been times I've had to go to the police because I've gotten very serious from Christians. I've had male fundamentalist Christians contact me as a female commanding me. I thought one email was funny because he was like, I command you to shut down your channel as your authority as a male. LOL, how did that work out for you, dude? But I've also gotten other very serious emails from men in the Christian community. Harm upon me, like Old Testament style treatments because I'm a woman who's challenging their patriarchy. And that's very scary. And so I've had to go to the authorities in order to have a paper trail in case something does happen to me because of a Christian. And I think, Shanti, like, and this is what I, and you and I were not trying to be combative. We're really trying to have an open and honest and loving conversation because what was Christ? His two walls were what? Love each other as I have loved you. Love thy God with all thy heart and love each other as I have loved you. And that's how you practice your life, Shanti. That's how I practice my life, too. Off camera. Thank you, Shanti. I'm feisty. I'm not a coward. I'm brave. I like to speak my mind, but I'm also a very loving person and I give a lot of myself to a lot of people. You know, in India, I'm in the gutters pulling puppies out of the gutters. I started a foundation all on my own to try to help children in India. So I'm looking at this. I'm looking at the two rules that Christ gave. Love thy God with all your heart and love each other as I have loved you. And that is not what I'm seeing coming from these violent Christians. I'm seeing the exact opposite. I wouldn't even... The thing is for me, it's like, interestingly, I was having this morning, I want to highly recommend that the viewers watch my interview with Kerry Sainte. Kerry Sainte is amazing. We're talking this morning and the series is going to come in more than one part of what is the mark of the beast. It's not a chip. It's actually like the Sunday law and she's gone into the whole biblical teachings of what the AC is, the Antichrist is and how it's gone through the churches, etc. And of course it's the Vatican and the Catholic church, but how they bring in all the other churches in to be part of this whole thing. And you know, she quotes that. So I've been saying for a long time, the church is the infiltrate tool, right? They've used the church as to infiltrate humans, to get to humans and to brainwash them. So in many ways, the Bible that the average person is reading is flawed. Oh, absolutely. And it has nothing to do with God. No, it was written by the... And we talked about this on your channel a while ago, Shanti. The Bible we have today was written by the Freemasons under the direction of King James. And I, and people, there was a video a couple of weeks ago I did where I talked about, you know, King James was a openly and openly was a Satanist. And someone got real upset and on the comment section, I was like, I can't have on my channel people who openly support because that's what you're doing. You think he was bad? You ain't seen. Exactly. You've got to go back and look at what happened way back then. And that's the thing. So many people have been brainwashed into believing what they believe. And it's like they taught and they can paraphrase that Bible baby in a way that I mean, they can quote every Bible verse but, you know, my point is if you are throwing your Bible verses at me, then I'm not interested in having a conversation with you because it's telling me two things. A, you have not integrated the teachings of that yet. Apply the teachings of Christ. Apply them to your life because then the Bible comes alive within you. You start living. You start walking your talk. You start acting in a more Jesus like way. You start acting in a more God like way. You belong to God and you know that. And you wouldn't want to hurt another person or another creature in the same way that you know God does not want to hurt others. I'm always coming under fire before talking about the slaughter industry being the biggest satanic or blood ritual on this planet every single day. There are billions of animals slaughtered every single day in the most traumatizing way ever. And yet you have these Christian Christians that walk around eating meat and defending their right to eat it without knowing how that animal lived, what's been put into its body, how it came to its end and how it landed on your plate. You get these Christians walking around big fat, begging about shooting bears and hunting. Now, there is such a contradiction in that for me because there's no ways Jesus would want that. Now, Jesus understood or Yeshua understood what humans were. So, he met us on that level. And there's a whole we can talk about the crucifixion because as well, he met us on that level. He knew what human beings needed to learn, right? And the same thing, well, Jesus ate fish. No, Jesus did not eat fish. But he understood that human beings needed to eat fish. So, he manifested fish for them. In the missing books of the Bible, that's a corruption of the Bible. In the missing books of the Bible, he is very clear, very crystal clear that if you are to follow his teachings then you abstain from eating meat. And the on the mount when he multiplies the fish in bread well, in the real the original text, grapes, it was grapes in bread. Makes sense that it was grapes. Yeah. I'm quite okay with the Christians thinking it was fish. Because at the same time, he understood what humans needed at the time and he was not judgmental. Right. That's what I'm saying. So, he understood. So, he therefore then manifested the fish, right? And or I would definitely more go with grapes, fruit. But, you know, my point is, is that there's no ways the God I serve does not judge me, is not angry, does not want to make me feel guilty for what the things I've done and said, right? I'm born into this life and I'm created in the image of God in my own unique shunty way and I always say I'm God's favorite F-bomb child. I'll throw F-bombs here, there and everywhere. I'm not saying it's the ideal thing, but that certainly does not exclude me from being a warrior for my creator because I certainly am that. Now, am I perfect? No. Do I fuck up every day? Absolutely. And I'm okay with that. I've learned how to not judge myself for things like that and not to feel guilty for things I did 20 or 30 or 40 years ago, right? When I was in a different place. So, if I screw up I will do my best to change it. If I need to apologize, I will apologize. That for me is your repentance. And I will often ask myself in a troubled situation what would Yeshua do now? Right. And then I will sit and I will act in that way. Now does that make me think I'm God or Jesus or whatever? No. It just makes me realize that I choose to live my life in that way. I do not need to be Bible bashing anyone. I do not need to be hurling Bible verses at you. Come and sit and talk to me, human to human. Come and talk to me without all this crap with which you think you've taken so literally, you know, your Bible being your shield does not mean that you now sit and hurl all those Bible verses of people. It literally means you've understood the words. You've integrated them into your being. And you are living them. You are living them and through every day your actions will show you what you are living and how you are living. And that for me is what it is. And you know what? Do I know my Bible off path? No. I'm not at all. But I don't need to. I didn't. I mean, you don't have to be a genius to figure out that the Vatican is head of the Antichrist system. Right. Now, after I get there, the Bible explains that beautifully as Kerry St. did in her show with me today. I knew it a long time ago. It's like the Gospel of Judas, which was one of the books that takes you from point A to point B and explains how the church is going to become corrupted and how it will become that which the Christians hate. They will become that. That is what the Gospel of Judas when I cover it. I was like, damn, they are like on fire with this one. But let me tell you too, one thing too, Shanti, is like, I know for myself as someone who's very open-minded, I don't believe in a God that would... narcissistic enough to believe that my belief system is the only belief system that's going to interfere with the heaven. I'm not that narcissistic or psychopathic. I can see beauty, I see God everywhere in multiple different cultures and faiths. But here's the thing, Shanti, too, is that I think for me, especially, I'm so comfortable and confident in what I believe in my own relationship, knowing that I respect other people's beliefs too, I have my own opinions that I put on my channel, my research that I put on my channel. I'm a guest on your channel. We share a lot of the same opinions. We look at objectively at the research. I don't seek out, though. I don't go on YouTube channels of churches. I don't go on other people's channels that have differing opinions from me and start harassing them and throwing them in the comment section. I never do that. I would never do that. I would never do that to another human being. I've got so much better, more better things to fill my town. And why is it, Shanti, that why do you think it is that these fundamentalist violent, we'll call it what it is, violent Christians feel the need to come on to my channel and your channel and curl towards us. They don't agree with what we're saying. Don't watch the show. It's very simple to me, it's very simple to me, sorry to interject there. It's very simple. Because they often so brainwashed these religious nuts, it's impossible for them to reflect on their own actions. They honestly and truly believe that they have to go out there and persecute anyone who's not in their eyes or what they've been taught doing what Jesus told us to do. That's the problem. They're not looking at themselves. It's so hard for them to actually do introspection and their own shadow work. They are waiting. They've given their power away because they are waiting for this external saviour to come and save them. And I'm not saying we're not external help, but we A, have to be open to receiving that help and realise we've got to align ourselves with that help because that help comes to us in the form of inspiration, in action. What am I going to do now? Boom, act in that way. Moving, dodging a bullet stepping out of the way of the bullet at the right time. Not because some spaceship is carrying you off or in whatever however God is going to do. I think nature in many ways will probably have some more natural disasters in my opinion, if anything that will swallow up a lot of these creatures of the night and whatever. I don't think about it in that way. I just think about how we can for ourselves change the current events because we have to learn how to empower ourselves and Jesus taught us how to save ourselves. I was doing an interview with Jerry Marzinski not too long ago and he's an incredible guy he figured out that schizophrenia is not voices in the head but it really is entities that have attached themselves to people and they are demonic entities Caleb Jade will speak about how they do that using soul batteries and stuff, how they actually literally take that person's soul and they use it as a battery and he talks about especially the mental institutions and prisons being two of the greatest places where they do that and then these demonic entities literally take over and your thoughts then become but you can only do that if you've opened yourself up to doing that. Somewhere along the line you had to have given permission consciously or unconsciously for this stuff to happen. On one of the last shows I had I had a barrage of people telling Jerry Marzinski because he does the Mace Energy Method which is amazing because I'm actually looking into doing that I can't wait I'm so excited. And they were saying all you've got to do is you've got to pray in Jesus name in this and I'm sitting there and I wanted to take these people and literally shake them until some of their teeth rattle because A if all it took was prayer in Jesus name why is every Christian not walking on water? And why we wouldn't be in the state that we're in and that pisses me off too Sean do you think about all the children that are going through the that we know do you really don't think those kids are shouting out in Jesus name? How dare you how dare you be that evil sorry that f***ing evil short-sighted yes yeah exactly how that that makes me so mad I will block people who say that because I'm like this is not sorry I'm getting read because I think about all the children that have been horrifically hurt and you're arrogant enough to think that you know the magic words how funny that the church taught you that how funny that the bad guy taught you that's what works exactly common sense my friends common f***ing sense and it's so true because really at the end of the day you know when we look at the human being and I'm going to and I say this again as a healer I've healed myself from life-threatening diseases I've walked people through healing themselves from life-threatening diseases physically emotionally mentally and and also they've been those that have not lived because that they've chosen to cross over and I respect that right but the human being is made up of four spiritual emotional mental physical prayer and faith yes I do agree faith over fear that's the first leg so if that's all it took as I said why on the mental institution is not empty why the prison is not empty why is every child that's being not being set free right why have all these things continued to happen and yet the arrogance as you say of people throwing this kind of BS at us every Christian should be freaking walking on water why do you still go to the dentist as a Christian why do you still go to the doctor why do you take meds why are you on why are you PTSD you know what I'm saying and I'm not judging I'm observing there's a big difference that's the same thing if you know somebody if you know somebody is going through spiritual warfare and you tell them oh just by Jesus name but if you found out someone had cancer would you say the same thing to them no you wouldn't because you know you're going to need medical intervention or whatever healing whatever type of help that person is going through but yet for a spiritual issue you're going if it was that simple we would not be in the war that we're in right now if it was that easy to bippity bop the first step is to pray pray and have faith have that alignment then that alignment okay gets your inner being to understand that you're aligned with God and you have the power within you to resurrect or heal your own body that your body is designed to heal itself so then that's the first thing once you've aligned and understood that the spirit unlocks that consciousness in you that says it's very possible but you now have to go and look at all the blocks in your life all the blind spots that have stopped you from seeing this to begin with that's where the shadow work begins on an emotional level emotions of water right that's the water element the first is the fire or the spirit is the fire element it's like that match going on and suddenly lighting that fire where you all the light where you can see what you need to see now you're either going to sit in the room and shiver and go well God's coming to save me I'm not moving or whatever or you're going to say hey there's a door I'm getting out of here and then you're going to find the root that takes you to where you need to be so then healing resides the cells of your body and that's the emotional healing that's your fuel so then you start unlocking you start seeing the things that have stopped you from healing that have blocked you right so then we start working on that level so we unblock we unlock we unleash all the stuff that has stopped you that's step 2 step 3 then would be into the third eye the mental capacity when I suddenly boom wow I see things differently my perception around this stuff is changing my eyes are open my ears are open my heart is open I realize things about myself that I've never realized before I see the confidence I see the inner power and power is not big muscles and beating someone with a sword power is generosity confidence kindness all of that and once you've understood that then the healing moves into leg number 4 which is the physical healing in the body then you can raise your frequency we all know we created from sound frequency and vibration then you can raise your frequency above these low munching entities and energies right you raise your frequency you now understand you can your body is designed to heal itself so you know what to do so you first got to be it then you're going to do it then you're going to have it you're not going to do it first have it then and then be it we've got it all back to front and confused so that's what we need to understand prayer is but step 1 it is but step 1 and if it were that simple every Christian would be walking on water so seriously it's like to me the narrow mindedness and the arrogance around this and then we get called new age witches when we start talking about these things the narrow mindedness and the arrogance around this is actually soul destroying not for me but for them it's funny you said new age I'm like literally this is the exact same thing that Jesus or Yahshua spoke about if you're calling us a witch to because this is exactly what he talked about and if you read the missing books of the Bible and that's the thing too this is what it gets me to Shanti is a lot of the people that watch our shows that are and again I want to reiterate we're not talking about the lovely there are some lovely Christians in our audience yeah they are many they love you all you guys know who you are they resonate with what we're saying they really understand they know the church is corrupt they're willing to look at their own religion and say yeah it's corrupt but I'm you know we're not we're talking about these very violent people that come after us and just trying to have a conversation about it and here's the thing that gets me like scratching my head these people the violent ones the bullies know that everything in our world is corrupt they know every asset every corner of the world we live in has been corrupted but yet when you bring up the not the opinion but the fact that the Freemasons wrote the Bible with King James they freak out at you and they call you names and they claim and I feel I find myself saying the same thing that I say to people on the other side of this global situation that your feelings aren't facts honey your feelings are facts are facts it doesn't care about your opinion the fact that the fact the actual fact that the Freemasons wrote the Bible with King James in order to obliterate the other texts that were out there to control the masses that's the fact it doesn't matter how you feel about it it doesn't care about your views and then my next question would be why does that trigger you is your faith in the book this book or is your faith in God your faith lies in God learning that this book was written by the people you didn't think it was written by might piss you off a little bit but it's not going to trigger you this much because your faith is not in this book it's in something bigger God is not limited to a book you know I love that God is not limited to a book we should have t-shirts made you know I get push back when I started going through the missing books I started getting threatened and I would have people email me all the time being like we're really smart men have told us that these books are bad I'm like so you support censorship yeah exactly because really smart men have told us to get the Zepherty doodaws too what do you think what do you think why don't you read it's just the book read it what is going to happen to you you just read it but how clever of these group of controllers you know christianity is one of the biggest religions in the world you don't think it's compromised it is the biggest religion in the world and I mean it's any religion that has so many bloody demons yeah absolutely it's more wonder the more you're going to be hovering around with the demons the more they like whatever guy you know so my question and this is to you Shondi and I can't wait to see what our lovely audience that understands we're coming from if you get abusive in the comment section I'll just block you but where do we go from here how do we change course correct how do we deal with the bullies because I know a lot of our audience deal with it as well even our audience members who don't have YouTube channels but are in the Christian faith but have more of an open minded perspective to perspective to christianity with this harassment as well so what do you think our solution is Shondi like where how do we find commonality with our bullies at brass for me it's very simple I ignore 95% of it you know I mean I honestly I don't even engage with them mostly if there's something that I really feel I need to engage with then I'll engage with it you know I mean there are times where I respond to people and yeah but to be perfectly honest I know who I am I know what I'm about I have always been targeted because of what I represent and the gifts I have and you know living in a very conservative community so for me I've always had kind of like a bit of a target on my back so I think from a young age already I've learnt how to deal with a lot of that on this platform unless it's really serious I just mostly I just block them and I just move forward I can't control how somebody else thinks that's up to them to figure out the right way but all I can say to people and you know and this is why we do lots of like that's why I have solutions with Shanti because it's like that's the healing aspect so when you are if you for me it's a no-brainer if you are part of the team that targets somebody that tells them how bad and how evil they are etc and sends terrible memes around about them or threatens like a man I'm a man and I'm telling you from whatever you know if you are doing that you know and this is why I say invite yourself to actually say what would Jesus do now would Jesus be bullying people would Jesus be persecuting in fact he'd be doing the opposite so that's the way I deal with it mostly 80 percent 80 90 percent I don't even know it goes on I'm told people tell me there's stuff going on like whatever as long as they're having fun you know I I just honestly mostly don't even engage there are times where I do engage and sometimes I have a very sharp tongue you know I mean because our channel has been shadow banned they often remove comments I get hurled abuse at because they tell me I'm removing comments so any time I remove comments yeah the only time I remove comments is if they're a and especially to my visitors or my guests right then you but then chances are you're going to be blocked and then I get accused of removing comments and you know I get accused of the most crazy things mostly I just block the people and remove comments because it's my right to do so and I just don't feel like having that energy on my channel there's millions of people out there my channel is not that big it's growing all the time because I've been struck so many times and I'm okay with that the right people will see what they need to see and you know we just carry on so that's my point you know if people want to do that then it's on them I said to the person that threatened me I said you do understand that whatever comes out of your mouth is a spell casting and will be returned to you ten fold not because I'm threatening you that is just the way that it is and that's something Caleb was telling us you know your teeth are appetite crystals and appetite crystals will magnify things hugely your words the spelling your ideas whatever it is intentions that come out of you are magnified and I am protected there's no doubt in my mind God has shown me plenty of times how protected I am now now trying to come from in my dreams you must see often there's an attempt on me in my dreams and I'm always a few steps ahead and I choose to be that you know and I know that I am that but I didn't just get there I earned that place by understanding God's teachings in many ways and understanding what it is and as you say I don't profess to know everything I'm not stupid enough to think that everyone has to believe the way that I believe people believe in the way that they believe and that will be a good thing for them I choose what I believe in that works for me and do I get tripped up every now and again yes do I get mad at people every now and again yes absolutely but at the end of the day it's my path my journey there we have human traits we all have human conditions it's up to us how we navigate them am I deceived am I betrayed yes I am you know but that's also because I've chosen not to see the truth when I should have seen it so if I'm going to choose to turn a blind eye five or ten years ago well I'm paying the price for it now aren't I and at the end of the day that's the way it is for me I look at things like that is it easy no not all the time but you know I take responsibility for my life I choose to take responsibility I choose to carry on doing what I know I need to do I pray I meditate I take time with God I do what I need to and I am okay with who I am at the end of the day and I think Bryce if more people had that because I've been teaching this for many years in my workshops and with my students and stuff and those of us who do that see the results doesn't make life eternal easy surf not at all you're going to get dumped you're going to have to figure out you're going to have to dodge a shock or two or ten well the thing too is Shanti as you're saying that I'm sitting here thinking too I think you know common sense you and I have YouTube channels where we discuss the things we want to discuss and we go through our research and we give our opinions and we have guests that come on and give their opinions and even though I'm the same person off of YouTube than I am on YouTube as well but off of YouTube I'm not walking around standing on the corner of the park reaching what I believe you know exactly and I think people have this perception that just because we come on YouTube we're in the middle of the grocery store talking about the missing books of the bible no you know like in my life and I will say I have gotten that message of emails from people like talking to my friends and family about this and I always give the same advice I'm like just start with the softball stuff like don't go in hard don't go in like Jesus wasn't really crucified you know that's the big one start with like the softball stuff like hey you know there's these missing books they're kind of interesting you know like don't just because we go there on YouTube on our channels does not mean that that's what we're doing we're coming in that hard on our lives does that make sense like the churches on peat street street up here which is one of the main streets in Atlanta we walk up and down the street all the time I walk past all these churches all the time half the time I'm admiring how beautiful they are I'm not stopping the parishioners going into church no I'm not doing that you know like so I think there has to be some recognition that as human beings what how when we come on YouTube listen if you if I was a reality show and you got to watch me 90% of my day you'd be bored out of your mind you'd be bored out of your I'm the same you can dig it out I'm sure that probably I've tried already trying to do some digging obviously it must be really bored whoa bored I mean half the time when I'm not filming I'm sitting here studying basically researching that's not fun to watch or I'm out walking my dog or I'm I'm figuring out my class I'm going to it's not exciting so the most of our personalities come out on our shows you know and and so I think a lot of people will kind of get that but you know I am I also think Shanti like how ironic it is that the religion that that proposes to be the most peaceful the most loving has actually been one of the most violent religion and judgment so the very thing yeah the very thing that Jesus is taught us not to do is not to judge and here we go the greatest downfall I think of the religious not Christian society yeah my friend Tamara said once that when people because she gets the same she's like us and she gets the same kind of pushback sometimes and she's like oh I didn't know that God stepped down and allowed you to be the judge you know I didn't know God stepped down I didn't get that memo that you were ordained to be to be the judge of who goes where you know and um exactly it's it's um I will say I don't know if I've ever shared with you with this Shanti but when I first started going to Indiana I opened up my foundation which very small foundation because I long story just got involved in going to the slums and really got to love the people in the slums and trying to help and when I opened my foundation when I came back to the United States and I was doing some fundraising and I was like oh my God like ten dollars will help one child for a whole year you know that's how the rupee dollar exchange rates so easy and you know my goal is to always use every donation to go into the slums I have to go to India anyway and I I had two big push backs from Christians I know one Christian said to me verbatim why would I give money to a bunch of Hindu kids who are going to hell anyway talk about gut punch to me and I thought well I'm glad your mask just slipped and I saw you for who you are and I want you to say that to God because God created those little Hindu kids with as just as much love as he created you and how dare you say that about God's creation another person pushed back and said well I'll only give you money if you go there and witness teachings of Jesus to these kids and I laughed in their face and I said what a privilege existence you live if you think that's the main subject that can be spoken about trying to remove a child from the slums into a safe house because you know they're about to get picked up by some bad people yeah exactly you want me to pause and talk to them about Jesus while I got the slum lords on my back and my life at stake is well I have to have when I go into the slums I've learned this I have to have guards with me because I can very easily get pulled deeply into the slums and also for example so how privileged and arrogant are you to not be humble enough to realize how blessed you are to live in a country where that's not a threat 90% of the time exactly yeah in your existence judgmental I was horrified I was like I don't think that's the same I don't think that's what Jesus would do like absolutely let me see what I can do to help you with these kids get them to safety one thing Chaunty I just got an email the other day it was like an essay of how this person wants to save me from the new age and I'm like well new age is a term that's created by the three letter agency just like conspiracy theorists so he's already lost me there second of all the audacity seeing that I have spent 18 years of my life learning Sanskrit studying the sutras studying the texts and you've obviously never even picked the damn sutras up and read them in English exactly you can't you can't that's the thing a lot of and you know I always say people I mean the other day I had someone as well pose the question yeah of course it was a Q&A with Caleb and she posed the question do people who practice yoga or yoke as it's called in Sanskrit are we opening ourselves up to the lower realm demonic raffae and gods with the small G I'm like please more people should do yoga and let me not even start with the double lives that these people live let me not even start because I know two of them who have some seriously double lives and call themselves good Christians and the missing books in the Bible Yahshua teaches his disciples yoga so everything you judge us for everything you attack us for are things that Yahshua himself did and talked so have a think about that and that's the thing yeah I mean okay well if yoga is doing that to people then what about dance what about running what about the Superbowl what about the Superbowl that's so many millions of Americans worship many Christians I was going to say and that's the thing Shanti that hurts my heart too because I know for a fact that God was the reason why I ended up in India I know for a fact that God was with me the whole time that I was I don't know if I ever shared this story back when I was on Facebook like right before like maybe a week or a few days something like right before I was heading out to India for my first trip and I was going to obviously be there for a very long time so I was packing my apartment I had a lot of stuff out that I was taking with me and it was my first time going there so I was obviously a little nervous and anxious and it was going to be a hard work you know obviously you know you're embarking on a big time shadow work so that's nerve racking as well your own stuff and this is back when I was on Facebook and this guy that I was friends with on Facebook that I went to high school where I hadn't spoken to him since I was in high school and I got this message on Facebook back when I used to check my message I don't check messages anymore because I got too many of them and he was like hey it's been like a long time I hope you're well but I just had to reach out to you I don't know why but I'm going to cry saying this he said I was thinking about you you popped into my head why I was praying and I heard the message to let you know that God is going to be with you for whatever is going on and you're like he had no idea I was packing up to heading to India so rid only that Christians who think I'm so sinful for spending God was with me I was there for a reason and I don't know about you Shanti but I've had the most God like experiences on I'm at four o'clock in the morning when I've got my yoga pants on backwards my hair looks like Albert Einstein's hair I'm sweating and I'm on a verge of tears and I got to put my leg behind my head one more time and I'm at that place of breaking a vulnerability that's when I feel the peace of God and that's Patanjali talks about that and his sutra is about that humility is what brings us into alignment with God and that humility also comes a sense of peace humility because when you when you let ego go you let everything that all that attachment all that stuff that you hold on to your makeup your outfits your whatever it is that's all ego best stuff and at the end of the day it's just you know when it's just you and God that's the most beautiful rule I mean that's my practice isn't the kitchen with a dog bowl at four o'clock that's so true too Shanti because it's such a you know even I tell my students all the time I'm like pretty yoga practices are boring I was so much other see a sloppy yoga practice because that's what's interesting and if your practice gets pretty falling around all over the place and interesting that is what's interesting some of my favorite are my Titus students my favorite students I have this one student Shanti he cracks me up every time we do something he periodically will just stand up on his mat and just look up and it cracks me up I was like what are you doing he's like I'm just making sure God's still here yeah sweating because he's so tight and I just I love it he cracks it he's got such a good attitude and he's in it for the right reasons and I tell my students when it when your practice gets pretty it's time to crank it up because we got to dig a little deeper we got to find where it's and yeah and you know I just um so I know we're coming up on an hour Shanti um so I love the advice of just ignoring um holding your boundaries to you just yeah you know honestly brass for me there are times where I don't there are times where I retaliate as well I must say but I will not engage them I will absolutely not give them that satisfaction I will not get them give them the food of my energy on which to fodder and you know they will you know it's really just whatever you know I mean it's like okay well you know you didn't mean and you you really have very bad colors color coordination because I would never wear purple and brown together ever so can you please just get your color coordination right anyone who knows me knows I would never dress like that to begin with so the joke's on you I've done that before I've gotten a message where it says you're going to hell you you're possessive why you are going to hell and I will comment back and correct them with an answer Ari I'll correct your grammar for you you know like I've done that before too you know and I've also one of the things I've learned too an old yoga friend taught me this and I you know I'm sorry you feel that way like putting it back on them like and I've said that before I'm sorry you feel that way and I hope someday that you find the peace of God that I found because if you had the peace of God in your life you wouldn't feel the need to attack other people exactly and you wouldn't feel the need to live a life and to do dodgy things and that you need to hide behind closed doors listen I'm not living a double life I have my boyfriend I probably I mean he look he's covered in tattoos he looks like he's a skateboarder but listen we are the boringest people that you'll ever meet we sit at home all the time and just hang out with our dog you know so and that's so cool that's a beautiful life you're connected you're together and you're happy and that's what's amazing it's exciting for you you know you're doing the things that you enjoy no double life no stress no trying to hide secrets nothing's hidden everything's out in the open you know I've also gotten that because we're not married and I'm like well I don't need the government involved in my relationship as far as I'm concerned I'm in a monogamous relationship we share everything exactly I don't need the government spiritually you're more married than married people absolutely that's what I would always say when I was in my relationships and when I was in my rest assured I was very committed yes absolutely I was so committed yes we live as if we're married without the piece of paper so in my opinion that's just as valid as anybody else's marriage we just don't have the government nothing's forcing me to stay with you you know so anyways I appreciate this maybe I would love to hear from our viewers our friends watching especially our friends who are those really kind loving Christians that we love so much I know that the behavior of the bad Christians pisses you guys off too because it makes you I know it may it gives you a bad rip so I would love to hear you guys from our Christians who are very loving and open minded and kind and really live the teachings of Christ I would love to hear your suggestions like how do you deal with the ones that aren't so nice and for the non-Christians the people because I know I get a lot of people who have also been persecuted by this group and so how have you dealt with it how have you learned to put your boundaries up I'd love to hear that in the comment section as well maybe we can go back and revisit some of the comments and some people's stories and I would love to hear about that absolutely we love you guys and again I want to reiterate for the people out there that have been so supportive of both Shanti and myself and Jesse and a lot of our friends Catherine Tamara for the people who have stuck with us and have really been open minded and loving and interested in what we have to say and interested in the topics that we talk about thank you your support means the world to us Dragonfly is in my head right now because she's always always there Dragonfly is always always in the chats there's a lot of them and I love it and there's 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