 What is up everybody? This is Chris from the Rewired Soul where we talk about the problem but focus on the solution and if you're new to my channel, my channel is all about mental health but most of you who are here, you're usually here. But if you're new, subscribe, hit the notification bell because I make a ton of videos. So this is a very special day. I am doing a Patreon Q&A but why does everything look different? Because I'm also going to be following a makeup tutorial. So uh yeah real quick just about the Patreon Q&A. So I have a Patreon setup. Go join it. Okay. I get a lot, a lot, a lot of questions and I get a lot of requests and saying, Chris can you make a video on this? Chris can you talk to me about that? And sometimes I can. Sometimes I can't. So every couple weeks or so I try to do a Patreon Q&A. So anybody who signed up on Patreon doesn't matter if you signed up for $1, $20, whatever it is per month, I make it a priority to sit down and answer some questions. But a while back I did a Tati Westbrook makeup tutorial and a lot of you saw it and you're like, Chris, when are you gonna do another one? And you know what? You know what I like to do? I like to kill two birds with one stone. So that's all I do. So over in our Discord server, and by the way for not in our Discord server you need to get up in there, but I asked, I asked in which, I don't know, remember what's chat, but I said who's the least problematic beauty YouTuber? And I got a lot of suggestions and I said but not Tati because I already did hers and I don't think people knew why I was asking. But anyways, it was recommended to me to do Raw Beauty Christie. That's her name, right? So Raw Beauty Christie, if you're watching this girl, check it out. I'm about to do your makeup tutorial. So today Tristan is behind the camera. Say hi. Hi guys. So Tristan is behind the camera. She's going to be reading me Patreon questions while I do my best to follow this. So, so I'm going to let you guys all know at first too, okay? When I did the Tati Westbrook one, like it was a learning experience and that was like months ago. That was like what, six, seven, eight months ago? But I think I learned some new strategy that I'm going to try to implement here. So I think it'll turn out better. And you know what kind of bums me out? You know what kind of bums me out? In the beginning, everybody said it looked good, but like months later, people like not Chris, that didn't look too good. And just be honest with me, you know, I could take it. I'm a big boy. Anyways, let's get started. Raw Beauty Christie, we are doing the Glowy Bronze Summer Glam, Jaclyn Hill, Ex-Morphy Palette, Chatty Halo Eye Tutorial. That's a long name. But hey, you got to get that algorithm to pick up your videos. I get you, Christie. All right, so let's see. Oh, there we go. Doesn't look too hard so far. Oh, I know her. I know her. Okay. So she did a, she did a video like a Shane Dawson, like, uh, yeah, like she was making fun of it and it was hilarious. All right. All right, Christie, I see you. I'm going to start off by going in with the Urban Decay Quick Fix Hydra Charge Complexion Prep Priming Spray. Priming spray. Okay. So here's the other thing. Sometimes Tristan tells me to do stuff and then sometimes she just tells me how to. Do we have priming spray? Is this priming spray? No. The setting spray. You'll need a lot of that later. Got my little basket. Why is everything in a basket? I need to see, I need to see my stuff. Okay. Okay. This, this it? Yeah. Haha. All right. Go ahead and ask me a question. While, wait, hold on. I need to see how she does this. Oh, I could do that. Do I need a mirror for this? Yeah, I could. Do I close my mouth? Yeah. Okay. What's the question? Hold on. Is that enough? What Karen asked? Oh, that's a, that's a multi-part question. All right. So let me get to the next step and I will answer that question. I'm going to go in with the It Cosmetics CC Cream in the color Medium. CC Cream? Oh, wait. She has a sponge. Hold on. Hold on, girl. What are you doing? My eye, it just, I haven't even put makeup on by my friend. Okay. There we go. Oh, yeah. This? Use that, but she's using a brush. See, it worries me. It worries me. It's like, that's why I cook because she just like goes all willy-nilly with instructions. I try to follow stuff. Okay. Okay. So to answer your question, gambling addiction, that's like process. Does this go all over my face? Okay. So gambling addiction, we call that a process addiction. So when it's not a substance, we call that process addiction and that's like something that's like without substances. So like gambling, sex, shopping, whatever. Is this enough? Where? Nose. So we call this a process addiction. And yeah, I've talked about it before. I made a video called like addiction is everywhere or something like that. And I kind of explained how anything has a potential to become psychologically addictive. And I've had a lot of people like talk about, I'm surprised too, on my Bobby Burns videos talking about how yes, weed is addictive. Like, not it is addictive, but it can become addictive. But do I think that places, oh, in Vegas, like, okay, so those of you who haven't been to Vegas, like there's, there's machines everywhere. You go into a gas station, you go into a grocery store, there's machines and something like, like bums me out is when you go into like, when like, it's everything's 24 seven and it's like six in the morning, I'm going there to get some coffee or whatever on my way to work and you see somebody and you're just like, Oh my God, you've been, you've probably been sitting in a gas station playing video poker all night long. Like, you know, that's super sad to me, right? Like Maya, Maya, before we recorded this, she said, yeah, and I was like, Oh yeah, I was just going to sit on the couch and she's losing her mind right now. Maya. But yeah. So anyways, what I'm getting at is at the, at the, uh, not itch, can I use it to itch myself, scratch myself? Okay. So at the gas stations and stuff on top, they like have these little pamphlets that are like, has the fun gone away from gambling. So like, that's the way they do it, right? It's kind of like on cigarettes when they're like, this can cause cancer. Like it's not really doing anything, but they put it there because I think like they're required to. But like, do I think it's glamorized and like movies and that was what asked, right? I don't think so. Like it's just anything else. I don't think it's glamorized anymore than drinking. You know what I mean? Did I answer all those questions? By the way, go subscribe to Karen's channel. She's been doing some mental health stuff over there and she's a filmmaker. I got you, Karen. Let's see what Rob Beauty Christie's doing. I'm already looking better. Can I just do this every day? I don't know why you're smiling. Girl, be confident. So she's talking about right now how she's only lost, she's only lost 15 or 20 pounds. If any of you watched my Garrah Watts video I made the other day, celebrate the small successes. Christie, if you see this, celebrate that girl. So you know how many people, you know, give this video a thumbs up if you would like to lose 15 or 20 pounds. All right, let's show Christie what's up with all the likes. That's like me getting likes too. And subscribe. That'll really show Christie with the notifications on. Wait, what the? Whoa, whoa, whoa, Christie. This, this is my problem with makeup tutorials. She just started putting stuff under her eyes, did not say what it was. Oh wait, no, no, no, no. It was, it was that stuff, huh? Wait, no, no, she didn't tell me. She didn't tell me, was it this? All right, Christie, hold on. Christie, quit talking and tutorial me. Okay, and then you blend. This part of my new strategy is watch the whole step. Oh, damn it, Christie, you're getting complicated. All right, what's, what's the question? What's the next question? Because after buying very expensive stuff. Yeah, that's a, that's a multi-part question as well. Like, yeah, I don't like view at all. This is, here's a quick story time. I, when I was barely making any money, and the other thing was I was, I was a people pleaser. And if you're a people pleaser who, who gets involved with a high pressure salesman, you are screwed. You're gonna want to blend that soon. Oh, soon? Oh, okay. Hold on, she put it, did you put it here too? She doesn't put something like here and there. Okay, so anyways, I got pressured into buying a truck that I couldn't afford. And thank God they realized that I didn't have the good credit, so they took it back. But yeah, that is awful. And there's something that I'm trying to teach all you guys, like, quit caring so much about what other people think. That is temporary happiness. Like, think about it, if you have friends who only hang out with you, if you buy shit, oh my God, the cats are losing their minds. Like, those people suck. And if it's like your family, they suck. Like, are you really going to, like, so many people are stressed out about the debt they're in because what if it's like college loans, right? You only did that to like make your mom happy. Like, is your mom paying your debt? No, then go pursue a career that you want. You know what I mean? I don't know. It's just to thine own self be true, baby girl. And Trisha Payness, I thought that question was going to go a different way. Like, she bought like a new Lambo or something like that. And in a video she made like the day after she was talking about how she was depressed, bought it thinking she'd be happy. And that was just like a short lived gratification. Like, that's what that's what cocaine addicts do. You know what I mean? So going back to Karen's first question about gambling, you got to realize, like, that's why I'm really trying to teach you guys to get your value system in order, because these are temporary dopamine hits that you're getting. Oh, your friend thinks it's cool that you just bought that car. Like, do you really think they're going to tell you that for the next six months? Hell no. You know what I mean? Get happy with you, baby girl. Get happy within you with this. I'm looking good, huh? How's that? Am I blended? Guide me. She's doing something right here. She like put some stuff with it. She's like- I'm powdering my face right now, then I'm going to highlight out of it. Wait, powdering your face? With what? Powder? What's powder? Powder? Powder. Oh, oh, hold on. I know. I know. Powder. She like did it really quick. I didn't see what she did. Let me give advice to any, any aspiring YouTuber out there, okay? This is something I learned with writing. Like, this is going to sound awful, but just use this as a rule of thumb. When you're giving any type of instructions or tutorial, do it like the person watching in this case or reading is the dumbest person on earth. And like in this case, it's me. So like when you skip a step, I am a mess. I am just a mess, Christie. Congratulations on the weight loss though. She's squirting something. Did she already powder though? All right. What's the next question? Do I need to powder? My face is getting sweaty. Then you better powder. Should I turn this fan on? You don't turn fans on? All right. What? Zach's going to edit that. So she didn't show me how she patted. Okay. This is old school. What are you doing? What? Is that too much? Yeah, you better. No, no, no. This is the old Tatsu's stuff. Oh, I shouldn't have done that over my computer. Oh my God. Okay. So wait, do I just kind of brush? Okay, cool. What's the, what's the question? Julia wonders, can you talk about how Article 13 could affect your channel? Oh, okay. So first off, so many people have been talking about Article 13. And if you want to learn about it, I'd say the best video to watch on it. The one that explained it to me the best is the film theorist did it. And so Article 13, I'm just going to sum it up in a very crude way. Is that YouTube, let's, let's say I held up my rock star in here. If rock star wanted to come after me, they can come after me. What Article 13 is doing is that it would come after YouTube instead of me. So in order for YouTube to cover their own butt, they just will nix anything that can be copyrighted. But one of the reasons people are freaking out is because this can be anything from memes to like, it's not just music and clips. Now a few people have asked me how it would affect my channel. I don't foresee it affecting my channel much. I don't like, and I might be very ignorant to this, but I've been trying to think, you know, this is like, you know, a moneymaker for me. Like this is how I pay bills and stuff. So I thought about it. So for me, I don't see how it affect me. Like I don't really use memes. The only thing I really use is clips from other YouTube videos. So unless the clip I use had something copy written in that. Now, what people are concerned about is that I think, I think the film theorist mentioned this. There was some kind of some other thing that passed, right? And then like what what other countries do is like the United States to look at the strictest law and rather than just having like country specific things, they're going to just find the strictest law and then do that for all the countries, right? So just because it's happening for the UK, like YouTube might implement that for the United States, even though there's no confirmation of that. So but basically a lot of people are trying to bring awareness to it. Like if you are in the UK, like go watch the film theorist video, like call people, get involved. It's kind of a big deal. They haven't passed it all the way yet. Basically there's just like one line of, there's some writing in there that needs to change is what they're saying. Like that's it. And it's in the final stages. So yeah. Oh my God, I'm itchy. Oh, oh, there we go. Oh, I'm beautiful. I'm beautiful. She she powdered and then she squirted a little thing at the top right here. Do I need to do that? That's because she missed the spot. Heck no, I didn't see what is she doing? She's putting something on her eyebrows. Christy girl, you gotta tell me what you're doing. What's she putting on her eyebrows? Yeah, but why didn't she tell me? So yeah, that's cool. So those of you who watching this about weight loss, like that's exactly why like once you get like a momentum going like, and this is what I try to talk to you guys about with mental health too. Like I just made a video talking about like, is anybody hopeless? Is anybody a lost cause or whatever? And for so many people, and that's why I keep trying to get everybody to get into the solution. For so many people, you just got to take the first step. That's why I don't try to overload you. Like I know I overload you with like videos and stuff, but I'm trying to give you so many options. So like if you just find one video and you're like, okay, I can do that. Like that's something I can do. I can journal. I can start practicing this. I can start trying to change my perception of that and seeing how I deal with this. Like if you just start doing one thing, then other things start to, it looks possible, right? Like if I relate it to my sobriety, like she's talking about her weight in this, if I relate it to my sobriety, staying sober forever sounded insane, but staying sober for a day seemed reasonable. All right. And then I stayed sober for a day and then I was like, okay, I stayed sober for a day. Maybe I can stay sober for one day, one more day, right? And then that's two days. And maybe I can stay sober for three days, right? The next thing you know, it's a week. The next thing you know, it's a month. And I'm just doing it one day at a time. So like when it comes to eating healthy and going to the gym, which is terrible because I'm not doing great in that department right now, even though a lot of you have said it, it looks like I'm losing weight. I'm trying to figure out if it's the beard trim or if it's me eating healthier, because I'll be honest, I have not been to the gym yet. I need to go. Please yell at me. But I have been trying to eat healthier and watch my calories and stuff. Tristan and I have been cooking. I've been cooking. Tristan's cooked breakfast. I will say that. But focus on doing that thing for a day. Let's talk about like meditation. You don't got to meditate forever. Just meditate today. Right? What is happening? So I got eyebrow stuff. Is this just makeup always make you feel itchy? Am I having a reaction? Oh, Lord, what? I need another camera. So you guys can see the looks that Tristan gives me. I do have big brows. Is that a compliment? Is that a compliment in the beauty world? Like, ooh, girl, you got big brows. Is that good? Or is that a sass? What's the next question? A similar question. Did I get enough on here? It's like Louise and Sherry. They both asked about how your YouTube growth is affecting you and your mental health. Sherry specifically asked, do you feel any different, the same, more important, ever get recognized? Look at that. Do you guys see this cross-arm thing I got going on? All right, let me see the next step and then I'll answer that. She said she's going to double-bronze her face. Make-up forever, pro-bronze fusion. Make-up forever, pro-bronze fusion. See, this is what I deal with. I'm broke. Okay, so I'm just doing a single bronze. Okay, so the bronzer, if I remember correctly, you just want to go on the outside where the sun is going to hit. Ooh, watching these beauty guru dramas, getting me in it. Okay, so how do you open this? Is this upside down? Yes. That? Yeah, I was like eight months ago. That's the YouTube thing growing. Changed me or affected my mental health? No, so all of you know. Business Insider Magazine interviewed me this morning, but what I'm always trying to teach you guys is to learn from other people. Like, learn. Like, since I've been on YouTube, I've been watching other people to see. Is this too much? Am I good? Well, you're about to use another browser, but I'll come with you. Okay. Maybe chill. All right, okay. We'll chill on the bronzer. Like, I'm always teaching you guys. Like, learn from other people's successes and failures, right? So what I'm always doing is I'm watching other YouTubers. I'm watching YouTubers freak out and lose their minds, and I'm sitting there. I'm like, why? Like, why? What happened, right? Like, that's what I'm listening for. So, no, it hasn't affected me negatively yet. I don't see it, but Tristan and I, we talk. Something I was talking about. Ah, itching. There's like four colors in here. Which one do I use? You swirl. So something I was talking about was, is that too much? It just doesn't seem like anything goes on it. It's that there's a lot of disconnection. As people get bigger, they disconnect from their audience. They disconnect from people. They forget, you know, they forget where they came from. They, they lack this humility. That's when the ego comes in and all these other things. So something that I try to do is stay connected with all of you. I, I don't know about other YouTubers, but you guys, I spend two to three hours minimum. In my comment section. Can I blend this? Like, it looks like I have a bruise. Yeah, you can blend it. I can blend it? You can blend anything. It hasn't affected me. Like, see, I'm, I'm fortunate to be a drug addict in recovery. Right? Like, and the reason why, you're looking at me like, it's not that great. But I'm like, okay, this is helping. Like, I'm fortunate that I'm a drug addict because I realized from recovering from my addiction that my ego is my worst enemy. And my ego will destroy me. My ego will take me out. My ego will turn me into a jerk. My ego will make Tristan leave me and will never be able to do a makeup tutorial again. So I'm constantly figuring out ways to keep my ego in check. And part of that is by staying connected with all of you, by talking and comments, replying to you guys as much as possible. I know I can't do it all the time, but I think if I stay connected with you, that's part of it. Like, I look up to people like Gary Vaynerchuk. When I see him, like that dude is a billion times bigger than me, but he like spends time with people and he talks to people and stuff. And I try to emulate that because Gary Vaynerchuk is pretty mentally healthy. So I look at people like that. Like, why hasn't Gary Vaynerchuk had a mental breakdown yet? Right? So if he's somebody who's doing all this stuff, hustling extremely hard and not having a mental breakdown, how do I emulate that? But some of you get it twisted and you're looking at these other YouTubers who are losing their minds and you're like, oh, that's a good role model. No, like find better role models. Like, what would be interesting is like doing a series on YouTubers who have yet to have a mental breakdown. Like, not everybody has had a mental breakdown. Some of them talk about, yeah, I'm a little bit stressed, but that's normal. So yeah, I think I'm in a good place. Have I been recognized? I got recognized when I was at what? Like 10, 15,000? Yeah, that was fun. Yeah, yeah, at Vegfest. Yeah, if I'm on my Instagram, like some people came up to me, okay, fun story. Fun story time. We were walking up to the vegetarian festival and there was like a guy and a woman looking at us. I'm like, what are you guys looking at? Like, usually if people are like looking at me, it's like they're gonna ask me for money or something like that. And like the dude comes up to me and he's like, hey, my wife loves your YouTube channel. I'm like, wait, what? And this was like at 10,000 subscribers and they were actually from the Bay Area in California. I was so excited. I'm like, oh my God, I got recognized. So I was like, here, get in here. And I took a picture with them. It's up on my Instagram. Anyways, yeah. All right, let's see what Christy's doing. Now I'm gonna highlight my face. I think I'm gonna spray my face with this. There's not a point system for this, but if there was, I should get added points because I have a beard or deduction because I don't have as much skin. Let's say I get extra points. Powder. What's she spraying herself with? With Vix Plus? Vix? Like an F? Yeah, but this isn't Vix Plus. This is Maybelline. Maybe, maybe, maybe I'm born with it. Maybe this is Maybelline. Okay, so. Flawless skin. 100% poreless perfection has arrived. New Dream Liquid Moose Foundation from Maybelline, New York. Rise, rise. I'm gonna go in with the Ophra and Naked Tutorials highlight in Everglow. Like, Ophra and what? We don't have that. So what am I gonna do? What's a highlight palette? This? Yep. Like, which color did you use, girl? Okay. What's the next question? Yes. If so, does the idea reflect anything that happened to you? Also, what would you say to someone who wants to be more of a supportive, positive force in other people's lives? Okay, this is a two-parter. Let's calm down. This might have been a bad idea because, like, I'm trying to focus now. Like, I'm trying to. Yeah, your eyes are gonna be very difficult. We better just do these of those. Okay, so which one? Also, that is not the brush you use. Is that brushes? No, I don't see how it's different from brushes. Okay, so which one? The one that's, like, light but kind of close to your skin maybe. Light but kind of close to my skin. That one? That one's good. The first question was about attachment styles, right? So attachment styles, that's actually something that I am not well versed on at all. I've been learning about them from my friend, Ryan Liberty. I am looking phenomenal. Look at that glow. Look at that girl. We need to go out and hit Vegas. He talks a lot about attachment styles. I was looking at it. I'm like, oh my god. Like, I think I watched some of his videos on, like, anxious attachment. And it's about, what? Is this not looking good? It looks great. He was teaching me about it. And I'm like, holy crap. Like, that's really interesting stuff. So I need to learn more about it. It's very interesting. I think people with, like, BPD could benefit from learning a little bit more about their attachment styles. I think all of you could benefit from learning about attachment styles just so you would, like, know if, like, a guy or a girl you're pursuing has an unhealthy attachment. So it's something I'm not well versed about, but please, please, please, for the love of God, go check out Ryan Liberty's channel. Like, you guys need to learn about this stuff. Like, he does a lot of stuff on relationships and stuff. What would you say to someone who wants to be more supportive, positive for us in people's lives, but is prone to communication issues and childish emotions? Got to work on that first. See, that's an issue. That is an issue, like, not you directly. This is an issue that people have, right? You, in my opinion, in my opinion, like, you should not be a teacher unless you got your emotions under control. What's even, should I say it? Yeah, I will say it. Like, because I've always told you guys, not all therapists are created equal, right? Like, if you, as a therapist, can't keep your, like, temper under control, it's difficult. So what I'm telling you is, like, this is why all of you need to stay on social media. Stay on social media. Embrace social media. Find people who disagree with you. Find them. Talk to them. Be nice to them. That is your practice ground. Because what I'm hearing from you is that you have a good heart. You want to help people. But if you can't keep your stuff together, it's very hard. Like, you guys got to understand, working in drug and alcohol treatment, I've had people come up to my face and tell me to go F myself, right? I'm trying to get monetized, so that's why I just said that. But anyways, and how do I deal with that, you know? Actually, did you ask me this question so I could plug my new book? Okay. I'm writing a new book on anger management, and I talk about some of these things. And a lot of it's like different things that I've practiced, and a lot of it has to do with like empathy, and I have different strategies in there, like one of them's like called lie to yourself. But there's a lot of different things in that book because here's the last thing I'll say about that. Something I realized a long time ago is that I cannot help people if I don't get my anger under control. If my top priority is to help people, then I need to work on the anger thing, right? So for example, if you want to be a veterinarian, but you can't stop, you know, doing like drugs, like you need to stop doing drugs so you can help animals. You know what I mean? Like you got to kind of prioritize this stuff. Okay, so she, did I get the next layer? Good, because now she's spraying again. If you have a flick technique. But blend, blend, blend. My cheek is shiny as hell. Should I be as shiny or less shiny? She's really shiny. You're just nodding. I asked, I gave you two options. She's nodding behind the camera. I'm just saying, you're following a tutorial for a reason? It really is, honestly. I'm shiny enough. She sprays so much. Like what does this do? And then she like did this. Then she did, is this what she did? She goes, it's not even doing anything. Is this what you ladies are doing? Like in the bathroom? Is this? How come I've never walked in on you doing this? Let's see what the next step is. I'm going to use the Jacqueline Hill Palette by Morphe. I got that. I got that, everybody. Jacqueline Hill. I did a body language video about Jacqueline Hill. Hold on, you guys. Like, do you guys realize how many things are in here? Why are there so many colors? Are you just going to tell me which color to use? Silk, cream, and M-F-E-O. How do you line this up? Just put the name, Jacqueline. Girl, put the name right here. Right here inside. There's space. There's space right there. And look, it's the font small enough, too. What are you doing? Okay, okay. Also a little bit of a pooter and butter. How about pooter, butter, silk, cream, and M-F-E-O? Now she showed me two, and now she's just listing things. She said, pooter and butter? So it's like here. It's like a video game code. It's like... So she's mixing four of them? She said silk, cream, M-F-E-O, and then she said, and then a little pooter and a little butter. That's four. Look at what she's doing with that little thing. Yeah, four. I'm kind of mixed mocha, rock, sand, and butter. Holy Lord. I told you it was hard. What are you pe- What? Why? You wanted it. Oh, man. Hey, let's do a makeup tutorial. I'm Chris. Any tips for dealing with ADHD? Oh, yeah. One tip. Mindfulness. Hold on. There's more to that. Is this right? I just swirled it in all four. Do they mix? Is it like paint? Okay. So ADHD. ADHD is something I... What? Isn't that what she's doing? Oh, there's a difference. So put it by my eyebrow. She's really up in there. Like in the crease? Not all the way in the crease, though. Why? So it's going to go dark, light, dark. Dark? It's going to be dark right here and light. Dark on the outside? So like here? Yeah. So ADHD is something I don't have as many videos on. But first thing is, see a doctor? But check out the channel HowToADHD. I haven't reached out to her in a while. But me and her were going to collab. Or her and I. She has a channel HowToADHD. You need to check that out. Like she's done like a TED talk. This is where everything gets messed up, everybody. Everything was going so smooth. I was feeling so confident. Here's a question nobody asked. Find someone who makes you feel confident and beautiful. I'm like. So anyways, see a doctor. Talk to them about that. So I am a recovering drug addict. I cannot take amphetamines. So there are no medications that would help me out. But mindfulness helps you. It helps train the executive functions of your brain. So like it's scientifically proven to help. Start meditating once a day. Like breathing meditations are the most boring meditations. But they're great for ADHD. Because if you're breathing, and every time a thought pops up, you go back to your breath, you're training your brain. I often say it's kind of like a dog. Like if you're training a dog when you're walking the dog, you're yanking on its leash. So it gets ahead of you, yank on it. And eventually the dog is like, okay, I'm going to walk next to you instead of ahead of you. That's what you're doing with your own mind. So that's how meditation helps with ADHD symptoms. Because it'll help you catch when your mind starts to wander, when it starts to drift, and everything like that. So that's one of my tips. The other tip I'll give is embrace it. Like one thing that unfortunately a lot of people don't, I don't know, one thing that we haven't caught up with yet is that schools often are not built for people with ADHD. And that's what sucks. So, but you should really embrace like your passions and stuff. Because what I learned about ADHD is that when you have, when there's something, it's not that you lack attention, it's that you lack attention for things that you're not interested in, right? So if you find something that you're interested in, you'll be really good at it. But unfortunately, like if you're in school and they're teaching you about like the presidents and you don't care about that, your mind's gonna wander, you're gonna, you know, be maybe hyperactive or whatever it is. So, but if you're an adult, do your thing. Like find hobbies and things like that. Find a career path and all that that caters to that. I got, I got my butter and I got my Roxanne. Oh, yes, honey. Yeah, okay. Oh, wait, are you selling that outside too? Why? Because it's looking bomb? Yeah, girl. Right. Look at that. This is, this is how you halo. Got my last one? Jacqueline, will you please send me a new palette? I don't see too much difference between me and Christie. I'm gonna halo it. See how that looks just super heavy right there? Yeah, I see. I'm just gonna run my E40 on that. E40? Tell me when to go. Wait, is there something called E40? No, that's a brush name. Oh, yeah. Around the bridge. What's up, Jeffrey? It's not looking the same. That's what I'm going for. All right, watch this. It's the same right now. I think I'm just gonna take- Me too. ...or be color obsessed. Obsessed? Which one's that? Wait, no, that's not right. Holy sh- have I been doing this whole thing wrong? Because she says, so obsessed is right here. So is it this one? Or is it over here? Because if, oh sh- have I been using the wrong ones? Oh wait, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Okay, so I take a finger. Oh, this is gonna be weird. This is gonna- Is that? Oh, yeah. Look at you, Chris. What did people do before makeup tutorials? Did you just get a palette? And it was just like, figure it out. Take a guess. Really? One whole bright neon pink shade from like my eyebrow to my eyelashes. And it was just like, that's cool. Huh, makeup's fascinating. So now we gotta get the lower lash line. Am I crying obsessed right now? What is this? I said it before in my last one. But man, you better be respected the ladies. Like, you know how guys are just like, oh, you take so long to get ready. Like, do you see what's happening right now? Do you see the stuff that I'm like, I get it. I get it. Just get ready earlier. Why? Look, that's glitter. Well, this is easy. Like, this one, it starts getting all like symmetrical. Like, it makes sense. Okay. So what am I using? This. Oh, first try. I'm trying to make sure I do it right. We're good. We're good. I'm not a perfectionist. Let's call her some Coco Lashes Risque. You said you didn't want to do lashes. No. I put mascara in there for you though. What? I put mascara. What's mascara do? Wait, am I supposed to do mascara? Am I going to kill my eyes? That? Like, where does this go? On your lashes. I can't touch my lashes. What do you mean? You did it before. You can do it again. I can't even do it. This is such a scary... Oh my God, I'm so scared. Oh, but it's worth it. Okay. Okay. That's fun. You're like, it like curls them too. Get enough on here? And then you put it right here, right? On the apples? On the apples. I remember the apples. It's just your cheek. Like, what was... Because you're not doing the apples at the moment. Okay. Yeah. I'm feeling myself. Hey, is that lipstick? I'm going to throw a little Tarte's Whisper. Wait, what am I doing? White. It's a Katy Perry on this one. Katy Perry? Maybe you're a firework. Come and tell me what. Oh, what is that? Oh, wait. This one? Yeah. Make it go. Uh, uh, uh. I forgot that song. Oh, yeah. Okay. Now you do it. I'm looking good. Let's get shiny, y'all. This is the one time having big lips as I come in here. You're like, there's so much surface area. I just... Yeah, I know. No. I feel like would that cost me more money in makeup though? Because I'm just like... Using more? Yeah. Look at that. It's kind of bottom of your face. Do I? Yeah, I know pretty well. Oh, you have to... This looks good. I think that came out pretty well. Let's see. That looks good. Would you go out with me like in public like this? Could we go to a club? What if I make this face? Right? Right? Well, we need to... So, okay everybody, here's what you need to do. The Julian and Jenna Marbles did one where like the guy... Julian like instructed her on putting makeup on and it was the funniest thing I've ever seen. So, let me know down in the comments if you would like that to happen because we're gonna... We gotta do that. I just said that and Zach's leaving it in. Anyways, thank you all who are on Patreon and you submitted your questions. If I didn't get to your question, but I think I did. But yeah, I will do more of these. And if you like... If you're somebody who has like questions that you want me to answer because I am very professional, sign up on Patreon. But again, I'm working on my anger management book which if you're at like... I can't remember, a $20 tier. You get all my books for free. So everybody at that tier, you get a free book as soon as it's launched and I think it'll be done this week. All right? Anyways, I love all of you. Let me know down in the comments if you think I look amazing. And yeah, I don't know. What else do I do during this part? I'm not sure. My face is itchy and we need to get this stuff off. I love you all so much. Like, subscribe, ring the notification bell. I'll see you next time.