 okay take two so I like to welcome everyone back what I did was on my last attempt I upgraded Windows Chrome and I thought that would make the difference but apparently there were a few people who said it froze up on them so I don't know I also had a couple reports that some people said everything was working fine so I don't know if this is gonna work or not but I hope it does my name is Greg Prescott from N5B Namaste everyone and today I'm going to be doing a Q&A I've got several pages of questions that I missed from the first two Facebook lives what happens is it goes by so quick that it's hard to keep track with everything and everyone and I see so many people already here that I'm there's Michelle hi Michelle Randall Lee Saunders hey brother Julia Nicole Susan Andrea Iris hello everyone namaste so grateful everybody can make it right now so the first question that I have on the list is from Desiree Lewis and she's asking if I actual project now kind of covered this once already didn't we especially with my friend Stacy LeClaire in the last one but what I'll say about that is kind of I got to the point where I kind of did and it all goes back to when I was young about 12 years old or so and I tried to learn how to actual project but I never got it back then maybe I don't know 10 15 years ago I tried doing it and I got to the point where I would lift out of my body and I came maybe four or five inches off my body and my cell phone rang which is a cartel send you always want to turn off any kind of distractions so that was telling me I'm not supposed to be doing that and I related that to other things that you're probably not supposed to be doing that you're guided to do and for me it just shows me that these are some of the abilities that we do have and that we're able to tap into another ability that I have was and I'll explain this one I'm able to see entities and the example I gave was when Michelle and I were on a cruise and she got to the room before me about an hour beforehand and when I got in there I saw her lifting up out of her body and there was a man a short man about five foot two or so wearing a fedora standing on the side of the bed watching her so I was able to see her lift out and astral travel while this this man who was probably one of her guides was watching her so I wasn't able to communicate with this guy but I've seen him myself also there's times where I'll open up the refrigerator and out of the out of the corner of my eye I'll see him standing there so he's watching me too same guy same he's got the same fedora on and but you know he always disappears quickly and like I said I'm not able to communicate with him yet but I think that everybody has these abilities and we're basically shown that we can do so much more than what we think we can do myself I'm not supposed to be astral projecting or being the one that's the communicator with spirits on the other side because basically universe gave me a large enough task to keep focused on but they also wanted me to know that okay you have all these abilities to but stay focused on what you're doing which reminds me of a message I just got from a healer and I told her I wouldn't mention her name but she contacted me yesterday and asked if it was okay if her and her group did healing on me now normally I don't partake in stuff like that but this person and I go back before time there's a handful of us that are here have been here for eons she and I go back before time and and of course I gave her permission to and she said that she did lots of work on me I was blocked I was blocked things should start flowing for you with much grace and ease your integration of the new energies will take place over the next six days ease up on the work stuff you need to drink two six ounce glasses of water with squeeze lemon and a pinch of Himalayan salt twice a day many blessings try to sleep as much as possible and get sun kisses so that was a cool message and that reminds me about this latest wave that I mentioned a couple days ago on my Facebook page I mentioned that on that particular day I actually took two naps at for a total of over five hours I was completely drained so this huge wave came through I was just curious if anyone else was feeling that so I put this quick energy update on my Greg Prescott Facebook page and I shared it and gosh hundreds of freaking responses of people that felt the same exact thing just totally wiped out and many people also ended up taking two naps so and I'm still feeling it I took a nap earlier today and I had got a decent night of sleep last night so it's a very draining energy but you know as many of you do that when we sleep we're working in the astral levels in so many different ways as multi-dimensional beings so it's an opportunity to do a lot of cleansing a lot of work and possibly you know DNA upgrades who knows what's going on on so many so many different levels so let's move on to our next question also if you guys have any questions I'm gonna try to keep paying attention to the questions on the right but I've got some questions I need to go through first so hold off on the questions for now but keep them in mind and when you're ready to ask the question start out with a question mark go into the question and end in a question mark and I'll be able to see it and I'll let you I'll give you a heads up when it's I'm just about done with these questions and we can answer some more questions then okay and I'm seeing that yeah people are commenting I felt exhausted said Peggy O'Neill Andrea I was tired and tested today and she meant rested yeah Susan Julie yeah a lot of people are feeling those energies coming in and they are very draining but rest assured that this is something positive that's happening okay so the next question is from Ivan Eva and she's asking who is Shiva she was one of the three Vedic gods and she was known as the destroyer kind of like Pluto and Capricorn the other the other gods are well Brahma I'm sorry Brahma is the first God and that's the creator and then you have Vishnu who is the preserver and then you have Shiva who's the destroyer so it's a process that comes in you know create live destroy you know and Shiva is coming in again and that's what I've been talking about with Pluto and Capricorn Pluto is known as the destroyer and Pluto will tear down everything that's not in humanity's best interests and will give us an opportunity to rebuild them in our best interest now excuse me Pluto entered Capricorn in 2008 and stays there until the year 2023 so Shiva's either on her way or she's already here she slash he so what we're gonna see and we're already seeing it is a collapse of the banking money and political systems money banking and government is basically all going to collapse the last time that Pluto was in Capricorn was during both the French and American revolutions in the 1700s and if you look around you see that revolutions are going on all around the world so this is a cyclic process you know this is what we learn from astrology that cycles repeat themselves and now she was back and she's not only back for the end of this Pluto and Capricorn she's also back for the end of this 26,000 year cycle okay so hi Anastasia she's one of our writers on in 5d and she gives us all these amazing energy updates every just about every day sometimes more than once a day our next question is kind of just a comment it's from Carolyn khaki ard and she wants me to talk about UFOs the first UFO sighting I had I'm I think it was about I was 18 years old and this was in upstate New York at a place called table rocks we actually called it on top of the world it's this plateau up by Harwood College that overlooks Franklin Mountain and we were having a keg party and there was at the time maybe seven or eight of us there we had the keg but we didn't have the tap so we weren't drinking yet we're just standing around bullshitting with each other and up over Franklin Mountain comes these three UFOs in formation two in the back one in the front they fly over the mountain they hover there and then take right off and we're all like with our jaws drop oh my god did you see that it was so cool so that was my first official UFO sighting now since then I've bought these are generation 3 night vision goggles and you can't go 10 minutes without seeing a UFO sometimes you see multiple UFOs I actually saw this huge mother ship coming off the Gulf of Mexico it was a cigar shaped mother ship the biggest one I've ever seen funny thing is when I locked in on him with the night vision goggles he disappeared maybe I wasn't supposed to see him but I did I've also had this third eye vision and if I can remember I want to talk a little about siesta key something that many people don't know about siesta key but I had this third eye vision about this mother ship flying up over siesta key and heading southwest and it went right over the green lifeguard house which is kind of why I think I'm attracted to being there when I do go to the to the main beach getting back to siesta key what a lot of people don't know is that it's one of 22 light cities in the world and if you do the numerology of Sarasota it breaks down to the number 11 I'm sorry if you do the numerology of the of Florida it breaks down to 11 Sarasota breaks down to 22 and siesta key breaks down to 33 so you have 11 22 and 33 it's very unique and as many people know we have a beach that's completely unique to any other beach on the planet that has 99.9 percent quartz crystal sand according to trip advisor siesta keys the number one beach in the United States and number five in the world and a lot of people will tell you that our energy sensitives that when you step on that sand you feel that energy and I knew as soon as I put foot on that sand that I had to live here and within a week I found a place to live and I've been here ever since even when I go on a vacation if I'm gone for longer than four days by the fifth day I'm thinking man I need to be back in siesta key so anyway that's going off the topic a little about UFOs but yeah I've seen quite a few I highly recommend night vision goggles if you can afford them they're not they're not cheap they could this pair cost me I think it was 2500 but it's it has one of the best lenses that you can have available it has has what's called an alpha lens which means there's no imperfections in it or if any it's not noticed it's not noticeable at all so okay so Lisa Smith is asking in which way are you creative music art or something else well one of my major sequences in high school was art and I do like art but I haven't done that in a while even though I did buy some oils and pastels and an easel and stuff like that just don't have the time for it music definitely I've been playing guitar since I was gosh eight years old my grandfather on my mother's side he's Spanish and he would come up from Brooklyn New York and he bring his acoustic guitar with him he'd also bring a bunch of bananas and cowboy boots for me and but yet he said he didn't have any favorites because he didn't bring anything for my sisters I was the son that he never had anyway he would he would bring his span his acoustic guitar up and he pulled out and he played that Spanish style guitar and it was just so beautiful he was like the pied piper to me so he get that guitar and I'd sit there and watch him for hours just glued to him and I was so mesmerized by his style of playing when I was 12 he bought me my first electric guitar and amp and that was really cool but he passed shortly afterwards so I never really had a chance to jam with him so later on in life I was probably in my 30s I wrote a flamenco style song on guitar in memory of my grandfather and I played it for my mother and it sounded so much like her father that it made her cry it brought tears to her eyes and every time she comes over she's like grab your guitar play that song I'm like okay I will but I think I basically channeled my grandfather because I've never played a flamenco style guitar but it was so easy to put together that composition so probably channeled it from him and there's many times that I am playing that I'll feel his presence with me so that's pretty cool. Suderowitz are you considered black magic? No I'm not considered black magic but what I do is sometimes I'll use black magic principles for the light the way I see it is if they can use it against us we can use it against them and here's a great example a lot of you know that I'm working on my DNA as we only have 20 some odd codons in our DNA activated out of 64 so if someone can figure out a way to activate the remaining codons they can do anything and that's one of the things I'm working on so what I did is one of the black magic things they do is reversals okay so what I did was reversals in a positive way so all of my codons are open reversed is Nipo Eresnodak Yinfala so I mean I'm not hurting anyone by doing that and actually a lot of people know this but those who don't know the first two things I'm going to do once all the codons in my DNA are turned on is put my hands on the planet and heal the air water and food supply of Mother Earth and then I'm going to hook my higher self up with every other higher self on the planet and if they want to be healed of anything they'll be healed instantly so those are the two things I want to do is always in humanity's greatest and highest good another thing I do with the DNA activation project I'm using myself as a guinea pig I use what are called sigils and a sigil is where you take the sentence of intention you remove all the vowels and it gets organized into a certain pattern that you can't even tell that it was a sentence to begin with it's just this little work of art and that's on my glass and it says all of my codons are open so I use a couple things that they do use in black magic for the good so no I am not a black magician if anything you know I do have several books Wicca Wicca books that have white magic in them and I dabble a little in that but I'm not a Wiccan I'm not a white magician either I just do whatever I feel guided to do in humanity's best interest and I know you guys can feel that okay Lisa Smith asks do you believe in reincarnation oh yeah many of us have been here and done this so many times as a matter of fact I've been mentioning this quite a bit we're re remembering that we've done this all before and yeah definitely I believe in reincarnation as a matter of fact there's an article on in 5d that has a fruit an mp3 on there it's free and what you do is you listen to it before you go to sleep at night and as you're drifting off it triggers your past life one of your past lives and I've only done this once and it was a fascinating past life where I was a Mayan elder during the Spanish Inquisition and the Spaniards were going through towns celebrating and they threatened to kill me if I didn't convert to Christianity and I lied to them I said I would but I lied because I wanted to pass on my knowledge to the children and the grandchildren and it's so ironic too because I am one-quarter Spanish but in the past life I was Mayan so it was my genetic lineage the Spanish coming to get my or going after my DNA lineage the Mayans talk about conflicting dreams of different cultures clashing boy anyway that's probably explains a lot of my disdain for organized religion because they were forcing me into Christianity and or threatening to kill me so much for love thy neighbor huh this water is awesome it's alkyl life it's a 10 pH alkaline water it's the best tasting water ever hands down I've had other 10 and 9 point whatever's and so on and so forth but this water is the best no I'm not getting paid no this is not a commercial it's just wonderful water if you have it in your area definitely get it it's delicious okay Craig Jones asks do you sage when cleansing a house yes I do and I use actual sage I mean when you sage a house and some some people don't use necessarily say just just the smoke and the removal of the spirit and you can use different things but yeah I use I use sage and what I do is I say I ask that all negative entities leave this house immediately only those of the highest vibration of truth love and light are welcome here because you want to welcome those friendly beings that want to visit you I mean a lot of people don't want to think about it but you have so many guides and angels around you at all times you also have friends and family and yet they're oh they're always there they're always with you and I'm sure that they will give you your privacy if you really need it and you might not want to think about them during private moments but chances are they're probably still there cheering you on but you want to welcome those at least I do you know when I see orbs in my house you know a blue orb by the bathroom or an orange orb over there I know that is friendly and benevolent so that's what I do I I do cleanse and I make sure that only those of the highest vibration of truth love and light are welcome Andrea Bernstone says that she has more night terrors than dreams why is this I think that's something it could be for several reasons but my heart and my gut are both telling me that there's something within you that needs to be purged that there's something in your it could be something in your past life it could be something in your current life some there's some kind of fear going on and you need to release that and the best way to do that is to forgive yourself but ultimately if you can figure out what the night terror is about and who's constantly involved with it you probably will need to forgive that person as well even if you don't recognize that person you can put it out there to the universe whoever is responsible for this for bringing these night terrors on I release you I forgive you and release you in the name of love okay now it could also be I don't know if you perhaps if you partake in alcohol and not and many people do in this in this drama yeah we'll have a cocktail now and then I know I do I rarely do but occasionally I do as long as your vibration is high and you you're grounded you're pretty safe pretty safe but if you're drinking a lot and you're not working on yourself then you are open to having some kind of psychic attacks or implants you know when you walk into a bar and leave a bar that's where they are many of them hang out over that doorway and they're waiting for that opportunity for you to come out and just latch on to you jump on your shoulder do you ever see those people walking around they're all hunched over I mean it's as if they're carrying like three Archons on their back you know which they probably are so I'm not saying that you necessarily do drink or don't drink but watch what you're putting into your body because that might be triggering something as well okay Christine Bradley asks can you ask and ask for this is worded incorrectly can you asked to manifest a lot of money even if you haven't got a specific purpose I guess so but I don't think universe would really come through on it you can ask it's not gonna hurt but I think the universe would pretty much want to know why do you need all this money because money's really you know who cares about that it's crap and of course we need it but if you're using it for materialistic bullshit then I don't think universe would come through on you for that honestly but maybe if you swore I'd give it all away and you know help the world you know do it and then do it give it all away and help the world try it see what happens but make sure your heart's in the right place okay John Blampide is asking can you describe what the divine feminine means to you in a couple sentences well I mentioned I believe in the last Facebook live how my daughter Brittany showed me that divine feminine in me and to me it's the acknowledgement and the willingness to accept what we already have within us everyone has the divine feminine and the divine masculine in them except as males we suppress that and we're taught as kids you know be a man take it like a man you know big boys don't cry crap like that so we end up suppressing our emotions which is really unhealthy and it's rediscovering that feminine side that we all have and a lot of guys are afraid to acknowledge that because they want to seem like less less like a man but I'll say it again you know once you accept the divine feminine and are able to express your emotions your woman's gonna love you even that much more to be able to show that soft side there's times where Michelle and I will be watching a movie I'm the one that's crying she's I mean she's getting emotional but I'm the one wiping the tears out of my eyes you know so yeah so I guess that kind of explained it you know just being open to that you know the feminine side of yourself you know we all have testosterone we all have what is the one for the woman androgen I'm not sure but um yeah gosh if somebody can help me out with that word you all know what I'm talking about it's the opposite of testosterone for women but we all have them both within us and you know just honor the masculine and the feminine within each of you okay so eugenia Ortiz is asking what kind of things do you say or do to be in 5d prayers mantras techniques gosh you know when I had that vision of actually being there and feeling what it's like of all that unconditional love and that just came to me I think but the more you place your thoughts and intentions out there you're already manifesting it and you have to keep in mind to that we've already done this before you've already been there so you try to envision yourself there and bring it to you okay and this is all what we're doing is remembering that we've already done this before so it's already been created created we've already made it through we've already graduated and moved beyond we're just waking up from the dream right now namee n a m i e show grow show grow I hear planet X is real should I not worry what if I said I heard it's not real you know you see a lot of videos out there and it can be fascinating just like the Flat Earth theory can be fascinating but I I don't think so I don't think there's anything to worry about we would know there would be more definitive proof than you know some lens flares and some CGI graphics and stuff like that not to say that there aren't other bodies that they're picking up or whatever who knows they could be mother ships for all I know that they're picking up but is it something to worry about no and what are you gonna do if it is for real say planet X is coming what are you gonna do fly and stop it yeah you know it's just gonna happen and you know there's nothing to fear death is certainly nothing to fear after facing death with a stage 3 cancer there's nothing to fear so I wouldn't I wouldn't put my time and energy into something that may or may not happen it's a waste of time and effort in my opinion just like the Flat Earth theory to me it's a distraction it might be flat might be round might be an egg shaped who knows it doesn't matter to me until a Flat Earth Earth can film another Flat Earth Earth walking off the edge and falling I don't believe it okay and they'll never prove it and until they're able to prove it it's not worth me investing my time into it so just like Planet X until I can actually see it I'm not even going to think about it it's not my reality Michelle Lynn Gill is asking do you work with crystals for grounding such as hematite not really no I don't but that reminds me I do have a crystal I want to share with you today with everyone but if you do work with crystals I highly recommend that you check out the work of Adrienne Gough we had her at an N5D conference in Texas last month and she does amazing work she can answer anything and everything about crystals you know just off the top of my head if you are going to work with lower chakra crystals try to get grounding ones like obsidian a black one you might want to grab any kind of like maybe brown crystals the grounding colored crystals or the crystals that align with your bottom three chakras red orange and yellow so if you can find any one of those crystals to associate with which whichever particular chakra you're working with go for it okay Stephen Goodine asks what do you think about the simulation theory Elon Musk says we are living in one honestly I don't know what the simulation theory is a lot of things I don't know and that's one of them I wish I could answer you I've got one more question so if you anyone does have any questions hold them off for just one minute because I want to talk about a rock after this but get them ready okay Aisha Groenfeld is asking how do you keep your vibration high if you are physically experiencing ascension symptoms that can be tough because I know that when I put out that recent energy update a lot of people were experiencing migraines along with the fatigue and physical drainage of their energy and it can be it can be difficult but to keep your vibration high I keep going back to the same thing and you see this so much with people who profess to be spiritual but they're not doing it grounding ground yourself ultimately you know sit under a tree until you feel grounded and keep doing that go out to the beach until you feel grounded and keep doing that it will go away but once you keep your once you're grounded and have a high vibration that stuff's not gonna last with you very long now I want to talk a little about this is our stone of the day this stone is really cool it's called the spirit quartz and it's got I don't know if you can kind of tell on Facebook live but it's it's like a light lavender a purplish kind of color and sparkles like snowflakes and it's so cool and I probably overpaid for it I paid like 130 bucks for this little thing but certain rocks just call you and this is one of them now this is what it says about spirit quartz spirit quartz comes from South Africa it can be clear quartz amethyst citrine or a combination of these possessing the qualities of the stones and its makeup it usually has a single point covered by hundreds of tiny sparkling colored points and anyone knows that knows me knows I like anything that's shiny and sparkly so that's one of the main reasons why I got it spirit quartz can be used to activate and cleanse other minerals a special quality of its ability is a special quality is its ability to provide insights to family or community problems it can help it hence working with groups of people by easing communication resolving differences and finding resolutions and it's just frickin cool so that's our our stone of the day spirit quartz Shakti series by bought says I bought a spirit course hanger cool very cool all right so if anyone has a question oh here's one right here Linda Hurley how does it feel to you it must have it must have been calling you definitely there's a little metaphysical store here in Sarasota called Elysian Fields and it when I saw it I knew I had to have it it was calling me it's just like certain rings opal rings they call me to but this one because it's just so shiny and sparkly I had to have it it's all the sparkles yeah so and anything shiny and sparkly will get my attention every time yeah it does look like a heart that's what Julie Rogers is saying it kind of does it looks like you can see the heart in there you know right here and up and around yeah it's pretty cool so okay please talk about time Susan Worcester please talk about timelines and when you found two bottles of Windex in your house okay well yeah that was Michelle brought that up on one of our shows together I believe and yeah we only have one bottle of Windex so I thought and I was cleaning the bathroom my the yeah there's a bathroom we have a guest bathroom and a master bed master bedroom bathroom but I was cleaning the guest bathroom and I couldn't I knew the Windex was there I cleaned it off and I I think I went back to the kitchen for some reason because I got distracted or whatever I got back into the bathroom and the Windex is gone and so I'm looking around for I'm like I knew it was here I was just using it and I go into the kitchen and I find it underneath the sink so I'm like how did this get here and I go back to the bathroom to use it and the other one appears again out of nowhere it's just sitting there right in front of me and there's no way I would have missed it the first time so it two different timelines right there were merging right in front of me and what you'll find is that you'll you'll do that you'll have a set of keys that you put in a certain spot every time but one day you're gonna come home and you're gonna look for those keys or you're gonna just look for them period and they're gonna be moved they're gonna be in a different spot that you've never put them before and you know for sure that you put them always in the same spot every time little things like this we're seeing these merging of timelines going on and that's what's creating the Mandela effect you know we're seeing all these different things about the Mandela effect that are really fascinating the latest one that I was checking out was the California Dreaming where I stopped into a church I passed along the way while I dropped down on my knees and I began to pray so we thought it was but now it's I pretend to pray and I don't ever remember that being I pretend to pray but you can even watch the video of the Mamas and Papas singing that song in the 1960s or whatever and they're saying pretend the timeline changed another one is that in the Bible and a lot of you know that I study the Bible to prove it wrong but and find out the funny there are some truths in there that are really cool but in the Bible we all know that this animal lays down next to the lamb and we all thought it was the lion until recently and now it's the wolf but the wolf where did that come from the wolf lays down next to the lamb have any of you ever heard that I mean like 10 years ago the wolf lays down next to the lamb it's crazy you know and of course one of the popular ones is that HBO show with Sarah Jessica Parker and all these other ladies sex in the city not sex and the city it was sex in the city but now it's sex and the city Mandela effect timelines are changing they're converging into what I believe is what is humanity's greatest and highest good best possible timeline for humanity that's where we're heading okay so I'm gonna scroll back and see if I missed anything oh boy thought I froze up there for a minute there's a comment here that's pretty cool by Clinton Micaela Joseph he said that he also had three a dream of three tidal waves and he lives in Hawaii that's that's awesome when you get these confirmations you know when I put that dream out there we had so many people that my dream of three tidal waves that we had so many people that were confirming yes I had the same a tidal wave wave dream and like you I didn't feel scared or it was a very positive dream because we're seeing these not necessarily as tidal waves of water but waves of energy huge waves of energy that are going on and that's what's happening right now so it's really cool and that's just another confirmation you know we've had at least 10 12 people that have had that same dream of three tidal waves which is really cool the Trinity Nicky is asking Nicky Colombo one of our writers for N5D guest writers after meditation do you feel buzzing and rumbling in your feet I don't do you know I don't I even have a pyramid a copper pyramid that has the same exact angles as the geese of plateau pyramid the main pyramid in the geese of plateau and oftentimes my dog Sammy will lay underneath it so it's really cool you can you know that it's channeling down the energy and it's a great place to meditate but I've never felt that there have been times though where I've had something that it might just be in the middle of the day or I'm just walking or whatever but there's times where I just get like this electrical charge it's not a buzzing in the feet but it's an electrical charge where it's almost like you hear this kind of sound and but it's in your head and I can't explain it but you know it doesn't hurt it's not anything that frightens me I just don't know what it is honestly okay scrolling I love the fact that you guys are able to chat with each other and I hope that you're making connections and and friending one another too I'm just so blessed that we have so many people here from all around the world I'm so humbled and grateful okay Gwendolyn Van Kiligum is asking how do you feel about soul connections people who are separated for years but the one has foresight dreams about the other I wonder what kind of foresight dreams you're having that you would be back together again I'm sure in your situation Gwendolyn that something is going on where you probably at least on a soul level are hugging each other there's that one statue I think it's at burning rock is that where it is where the two there's two people that are sitting back to back and their their legs are like this but they're inside inside the statue it's a wire statue but inside the statue there's two children just reaching out to each other saying I want to play basically so I wonder if that's similar to what you're experiencing where the adults are just like you know for whatever reasons not getting along or communicating but the inner child is still wanting to reach out or the higher self wanting to reach out and it's basically saying hey let's play so Christy Lang is saying she gets a buzzing in her feet and wonders what it means so Nikki if you can answer Christy's question that would be awesome because I have no answer for that one sorry though you know the first thing that does come to mind though is grounding you know when you when you are meditating if you if you're moving the energy you know to the from the crown chakra down and back through it sounds like you're making that connection through the feet and there's something there is some kind of connection going on so I bet it has something to do with that but outside of that I couldn't tell you here comes the sun foot chakra yes the foot chakra so I don't see any more questions oh here's one by Connie how did you get rid of cancer yes in 2007 I was diagnosed with a stage three melanoma and I had this huge scar on my back I'll show you because I'm not embarrassed about it and it was a blessing actually at the time I was going through a bad marriage with wife number two and it was manifesting as cancer it was a cancerous marriage and it manifested in the right hand side of my body if you know anything about qhht anything that happens on your right side is current life anything in the left side is past life so this was a current life manifestation that was coming through in my back of a cancerous way relationship that was in and of course it wasn't all her fault it was partially my fault half my fault may have been my might have been more than half I don't know I but I take responsibility in that failed marriage as well I have since sent her you know obviously immediately I sent her forgiveness and forgave myself for the relationship that failed between us but that's what happens it manifested as cancer and the blessing part was one of where we lived we had a community pool and in our subdivision and the woman there's a woman that was laying down next to me in the lounge chair next to me and she noticed this mole that was on my back that was raised and abnormally shaped and discolored the abc's of what you need to look for in a mole and she said you you really need to get that checked out because she had a bunch of cancer cancerous moles removed on herself and I did and sure as hell it it was it wasn't good because it had already gotten into my bloodstream a little and it affected my the glands in my under my arm and in my groin so they had to remove glands from both areas along with the cancer in my back through surgery and you know I told them there's no effin way you were doing chemo or radiation just cut it out and that's it and that's all I got done and I haven't had it relapsed since but it's really interesting to learn about and to see how certain people are guided and our place there now that woman that one of my one of my pool people that was just happened to be next to me at the pool if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here right now in 5d wouldn't exist so she basically saved my life as did many other people throughout my life and so that I'm being able to be here with you and we're all able to be together making connections with one another so I'm very grateful for that woman for saving my life okay see if I missed anything here I love this how you guys are just like all chatting amongst each other once again seriously if you're not friends already on facebook friend one another because we are all family it's beautiful okay so we're going to do another goddess card today and I'm going to pull a collective card for everyone that's tuning in right now and that's the energy I'm going to put into this that this card is going to be the ultimate message that we all need to get right now and and that includes anyone watching this on the recorded version that's interesting I just saw this card I always look at the cards that happen to fall out just for the heck of it so there we have my I'm not sure how to pronounce that naive naive cycles and rhythms honor the cycles of your body energy levels and emotions but that wasn't the one I drew it just happened to be one that popped out while I was shuffling so wouldn't be funny if I end up cutting the deck and that's the one that we end up getting so anyway okay so whatever this one is I sold okay undying love the love you have shared is eternal regardless of the situation we're going to look this one up too what a great card okay here we go I think I hope I'm pronouncing this correctly I sold I s o l t you sold I sold anyway hold this up while I'm reading it the message from I sold when it comes to matters of the heart your help is here it's all around you and also inside you your inner wisdom may seem quieted by any pain that you feel yeah be assured that that the healing your undergoing is swift and efficient and you truly are healing from the outside from the inside out first your heart must heal from its grief loneliness and any feelings of betrayal this can take some time so be patient with yourself treat yourself as you would any ailing person with caution gentleness and renderedness next get yourself out into the world not in a harsh fashion but with outings to parks forests and such the beach which are essential to lightning your outlook nature is the great healer you see that's why I'm frequently amidst the flowers and the trees although they may seem quiet on the outside they're quite talkative when you breathe and simply ingest their magical tones in conversation spend time amongst the forest and the trees as well as plants and the animals and you'll regain that foothold upon this planet you'll revive your sense of spirit and your desire to tread among among the living once again I promise that your heart will mend and that you'll also help others in this fashion along the way and some other various meanings of this card include love from your romantic partner is eternal regardless of outward appearances your healing from a breakup your healing from some other type of loss let go of an old relationship to make room for a new one the love that you send into the world is an important part of your divine purpose your deceased loved loved one is happy and sends you love so there's all sorts of messages that come out of that a lot of messages about grounding too to get out there and ground maybe not necessarily at the beach in the forest talk to the animals and the trees cool message very cool okay so i'm scrolling back seeing seeing if there are any more questions yeah i kind of like doing the uh on the facebook live i think i'll have like a a rock i'll pick out a different rock to talk about and we'll continue doing the uh oracle the goddess guidance oracle cards too to see what kind of message we we all get so amber simpson saying that she got a loud ringing in her right ear when i started reading the card that's awesome okay so i guess that'll pretty much end it for us for today the next time i'll be on who knows i kind of do these impromptu but i know michelle's coming back on monday i'm picking her up at the airport and i think we're going to do one together coming up sometime i know her schedule is kind of busy right now too but in the near future her and i will be doing one together and we'll see how that goes so i just want to once again thank everyone that showed up here i'm just so flattered humbled grateful that so many people tuned in from all around the world and that we're all making these connections and hopefully as i mentioned several times you're all friending one another and you're making new soul family with each other as we are all one until the next time namaste everyone