 It's cold. Yeah, I heard it's I'm opening up all this makeup. I just bought I heard that What is this? Oh my neighbor gave me this. What make you think I'm gonna use the lipstick that you I Don't borrow makeup. I took it. I'm throw this away. My neighbor gave me some lipstick and she already used it Girl, I'm not trying to have your lips on me. So anyway, um Yeah Some of my makeup dried out because it had been so long since I used it I mean, I already wasn't wearing makeup. This baby's on his go-kart. I already wasn't wearing makeup and then like Lately Yeah, not happening so I'm opening up some new makeup. I just bought yeah I need to actually go through my makeup and get rid of some stuff. So y'all um It's JB's birthday. Yeah, I've been crying all day. I am such I'm an impact. First of all, y'all know this, you know me, but I cry So I was worshiping this morning and just thinking about How good God has been even though 2021 came in here and acted a fool God is so good. Yeah, he he is a comforter and You know, I was listening to a couple of songs. She's Just worshiping in the spirit and if it was poured on my heart to share that As we go to God for comfort that we still remain Or be open to comforting others and I know that could be hard sometimes Especially and I wrote this in my the community tab. I shared the post in a scripture from 2nd Corinthians um When your world is upside down when you are in the midst of the storm quote-unquote You don't want to comfort people you want to be comfort you want to be loved on but that's what we should be comforting people, okay? God sees that and so go ahead and just just do it if it's on your heart and you feel convicted to do it Please Do that. You never know how you can bless someone. Okay, girl. I mean I need to watch these these things are not gonna be dry. What time is it y'all? We're gonna go out to eat tonight. I Persuaded my husband good more ways than one, but no, I know y'all thinking. Oh, okay. No, no, no We are going to Because I'm telling y'all we have not been outside of our neighborhood God when is the last time and Months but when I tell y'all we do not go I had a girlfriend She's from she's flew in from New York and she's like if you ever on this side of town I have not been at all the East Valley In a year almost yeah, we don't go anywhere if we go we go up to Scottsville Which is 30 minutes away or Glendale, but we have not been outside of our neighborhood in a minute Unless we have unless I have an appointment somewhere. We don't do that anymore y'all, but Even with those going to pop it off. Pop it off is within 15 miles 15 minutes, so I told my husband when JV and I went last year When did we go we went a couple of months back to they had pex plexi glass Separating the booths. Oh, it's like oh, I could do that and everybody had a mask That was even people who are sitting there Waiting on their food. They still had a mask mask, which is good And it's the baby's birthday that's the only reason why we going not to eat There are so many people who was that who's that youtuber y'all that's having house parties is it bong TV? I'm a name drop. I don't care. I'm not seeing anything out of out of pocket bong TV I'm subscribed to her. She had this she have a Halloween party. She had a Halloween party. She's had a dinner party That's brave like I don't even do that in general, but Like we had The same people that we always see over for JB's y'all saw the babies that I keep That's so we didn't invite anybody new but she's had she I don't know she's still doing it And I know they are dragging her or they were dragging her on lipstick alley. She has had Several gatherings in the middle of a pandemic and I guess she's you know following protocol and it's under 10 people Like no, no, you gotta be careful. So, you know, she could do whatever she wants. She's a grown one, but So anyway y'all there's no one in Texas and I saw on pictures You know, I still of course Half of the people on my friends list on Facebook are from Texas. So I saw all the snow. Yeah, it's so cold It's cold here and Phoenix. Oh, it was on clearance at What's the name for $2? Yeah now since I'm not going anywhere now I'm back shopping and Christine told me all the stuff she bought and I'm like, okay She told my I tapped into my inner Vivian and so I said no, you didn't know don't blame me She got some stuff What is this stuff y'all they grazing hands. I don't have to wipe that off. I don't know why and I got this matte LA colors, this is old. Yeah, see, I'm gonna have to go through all my makeup and start trashing stuff Oh, this is all the stuff in here All of this stuff is new. So this is not even open. Let me open this up All right, y'all But look y'all I am concerned and so I'm gonna be pinning a comment I need for y'all to check in like there are so many subscribers of Mines I have not heard from at a long time and I'm getting concerned plush fur is one of them And I haven't heard from her unless you sis I hope you did you change your username cuz sometimes can't even do that anymore because I remember used to be able to change it plush fur there's another woman who You used to have a name and then years ago You couldn't get into that account. And so now you use your daughter's account I believe you're black latino because you watch meet you itchy. I haven't heard from her I haven't heard from Marlene G who's in Belgium. I know Belgium went on the raps I haven't heard from what is her name righteous? I need for people to check in like you don't you just say you good in The comments section y'all I need for y'all to check in and let me know. I saw chocolate cop Capricorn She's still been writing Whitney is another one Whitney. I remember you you have waist and look long hair and concerned y'all Um, I need to know how Natasha. I believe your that's your name says Um, I believe you told me that your mom was in ICU with COVID for weeks I mean, uh, yeah, I just need to know you don't have to give me all the details I just need to know how you guys are doing because just you know, right down and let me know You're okay. You're here. You don't have to do a huge, you know checking I just need to make sure y'all are okay. You know what I mean? Because we're going into a new year You don't know what happened. I have no idea. Y'all look at this. Excuse me. Hold on NYX liquid suede. What does this look like? My lips are already dark Look at that. Hell Vivian. This will look good on a white person Actually, I would use this for is this matte? Metallica matte Let me see if this will work No, I look like a crackhead. No, I look like yeah. No, that's not good Y'all speaking of so baby Like y'all look so this is something y'all don't know about me I have to listen to something every night to stay asleep and fall asleep So we don't necessarily stay asleep but fall asleep long story short yesterday My earphones went missing now honey when I lose something around the house I act like y'all remember that episode of martin when he had that fake dog and he They were recreating that scene from um New jack city and she had he had everyone dressed in black and he was throwing that dog across the table I round up everybody like that. I'm like, I know y'all know where my stuff is at. You need to find it You know, I'm not gonna do anything. I'm not gonna press charges. I'm not gonna hurt you Just find my stuff and so I I threaten them or not I know I accuse people on a weekly basis when my stuff comes up missing now Yeah, a lot of times I end up losing it but you need to find my stuff So they're used to me by now So they be talking about me My husband and jv be sitting on the couch talking about me and I hear my husband whisper He's like, oh here she go again and jv's like, what is she looking for and I look One of y'all know what my earphones are. So we're gonna be doing my makeup and we're gonna be beating the hell out my face I'm wearing black and white. Look. I did my nails black and white. Let me look them zoom in baby I took my time with this they a little messy on this side. Yeah, your president been impeached again Girl, I guess it's symbolic because he out of here in a week. Anyway, y'all phoenix is a hot mess. We were gonna go. Um went to subway Impriming my face went to subway to get a sandwich And lo and behold there was somebody that parked her huge truck is always a huge truck She had not two not three not four but five Flags she had a blue last murder flag an american flag A Flag in the she had all these flags baby trunk flex, but she had a flag in the middle that said FUCK biden with a middle finger Yeah, she walked in The entire mood changed first of all she didn't have on a mask everybody up in there had a mask and they didn't even say anything To her because they're like not today Susan not today. This is a jumbo milk pencil by um NYX I've been using this for years for my eyes I don't know one of you helpless was like I would like to see you and contacts girl contacts are over Yeah, I'm done with contacts I have the worst vision y'all my vision is so bad The kids were laughing at me the other day because I had my glasses off for a moment My vision is horrible. I have a stigmatism And when I used to drop contacts I used to have I would have to have my husband to come in and find them for me Because I couldn't find them once I drop them. It's a wrap But besides that my vision is horrible I just prefer to slap on some glasses and go about my way plus i'm not doing anything, you know I like my glasses. I like glasses on me. I know I I know I look better without glasses Please believe I know I look better without glasses. I know But I like my big old glasses and I invest in even though these are cheap But I take the time to invest in good glasses. So y'all what we're gonna do first. We're gonna do my eyes I want to do like a smoky um Girl something i'm gonna do a smoky color which is all about building up your eyes But my brushes that I need to use are dirty. I have some more. So we're just gonna use these um Honey our governor was like and this is gonna be in my blog. So some of this may be um repetitive our governor was like, um enough of this School needs to open up If your school isn't open it basically if you just doing virtual you need to open up. So these kids need to go in person I'm like, what about these teachers or what about these families like miss lory? They have to do virtual because she's high risk like three people that live in that house are high risk He's like the our governor governor. Do she is basically like if you don't open we're gonna We're gonna um look into cutting Um funding for your schools. Come on I mean, there is no right or wrong reason for this but give families options There are some families that need to continue to do virtual He's talking about the kids are suffering the kids been suffering Arizona is at the bottom when it comes to public education. We are at the bottom of the us Um education system here sucks, which is one of the reasons why we were considering homeschooling. Anyway, I was so sick of hearing people dying Oh, uh, what else is going on got jb's new curriculum Homeschooling curriculum curriculum for math and we switched over to christian light education Common core aka jb refers to it as common crap We're done with um and so yeah, I Took everything out was looking at everything. Unfortunately, we were probably Be doing well. We're gonna homeschool basically almost all year round I'm gonna give him a month break in the summer That's it because I don't want him to lose anything and also because we're going to be going back over some first grade and second Great, so he's gonna be going into third grade still with one foot in second grade and third grade as far as math goes Um, but mid year right now. I looked at the curriculum made some adjustments and going for it I expected this being at my first year homeschooling and that's fine. Y'all if it was up to me If I didn't have all these demo credit cards and student loans I would be perfectly fine. Just homeschooling jb. Hell, I would be fine with like homeschooling a bunch of kids um At home and we could do crafts together and I like that type of stuff y'all I mean the kids in the neighborhood come over to that house like I said Well, maybe y'all don't know but the kids come over in the neighborhood. They come over to um, my house They go between my house and miss lori house all week basically, but they mostly go for there amazon is delivering a package come on keisha Did I order something down All the way over see that you see how I did that Come on girl. Come on and skin it and and drop it off Go ahead. I think it just now and then there's another guy here I wanted to do this gold color all those packages went to one house That ain't fair all right Oh, that's pretty Oh, that's real pretty That's pretty Let me put some more down here though Y'all macy's is closing over 200 stores these stores Macy's is calling over closing over 200 stores. Then I heard that what is that store? Um Is it the gap or old navy? They're only by the same company. I know I believe is the gap is closing a couple of stores, right? Um, I have not been to the gap or old navy I used to always shop at the old navy old navy and college because I haven't been there since so Yeah, they're closing and one of the malls here I'm in phoenix paradise valley. The macy's is closing and that's a wrap Um, that store that mall is a dead mall anyway So yeah, it's a wrap from them. Okay. Y'all I need to blend this out now I need to just really blend and I can't see a damn thing All right. Y'all let me figure out what I'm gonna do now I'm gonna save the rest of my eyes for later on. I'm gonna go ahead and add my foundation I went to wild mart and they had this Revlon on clement for $2 and I know this is not my color. So I'm gonna mix it this mocha Is it really my color? Now I see why it's $2 the damn pump Boy watch your skirt. I shouldn't do that. Okay. It's okay. Let me open it up Girl, look at that See the enemy came to seek and destroy and he he just destroyed the pump on my Revlon. Um Um, YouTube when I want to know YouTube again, nobody Nobody is entertaining me. I did catch lovely ti video, um, just to see, you know, who's doing what but Uh, yeah, I've been too busy to be you know looking at youtubers, um You know who I need to need to follow up on to see how she's doing is What's her face? What's her name her name y'all sherry jay Not follow up her just check in on her Has she posted y'all? I don't think so Yeah, that thing was dark. You see how that made me look dark y'all man. I don't mind that Oh girl, this is like, um I'm doing brown face. Mm-hmm. It's a little too dark. You see how that's a little too dark You see how that really darkened me? I need to lighten it up. That's a little too dark It's that mocha See, this is when I need the spirit of fake evidence to come on in here and kind of brighten up my forehead. So That's it Oh, y'all my camera cut off and so now I'm done with this heavy ass makeup girl. Um, let's unravel my hair Yeah, I used that bio infusion This bio infusion product For this you can't find this I know on amazon you can't buy your infusion curl pomade I've only used this stuff twice and it's almost gone. This is a consistency And you could just do a search for this. This is very similar to Um that curl pomade by jane carter Um, so yeah, let's see what's going on with this hair girl. So let's just go ahead and unravel Or yeah, so like I said earlier girl looking at my 600 pound life y'all I'll be looking at this that stuff while eating You know why they're eating a pound of bacon like literally these people they all say why I won't eat one today but What they're eating and at one time is a massive amount of food. So back to watching that um What else did I watch? Oh, I watched this movie on netflix called dangerous lies. It was really good about this interracial couple Um, the wife cares for this old man and like scandalous stuff occurs throughout the movie. Hold on. Y'all can't really see me That's a little bit better. Okay Um, let's see. Of course in the morning while i'm watching while i'm working. I like to watch. Um Is the podcast We're doing and I think hey Yeah, that man is not cute to me. He's just okay. I mean he's handsome In my opinion, there's a difference between good looking handsome fine and cute And he's just handsome if that makes sense. Um, so anyway Watch that in the mornings while i'm working Oh, that was something that oh back to watching game of thrones, but I can't get through y'all It's it's getting stale on certain stuff. I'm just on season Three Am I on season three? No, i'm on season two episode five Yeah, and it's getting a little stale And i'm trying to stick stick with it though because I want to I want to I want to really watch it Um, let's see started at it your honor On hulu. I had to add the showtime package I started the first episode girl my heart is racing. So I had to stop. I'm like i'm getting nervous But I understand it's good I do let me pull up my netflix y'all. What are y'all watching? Oh, I added lupin. I think it's french base It is number two in the u.s right now on netflix lupin about a black um jewelry jewelry heist I added that because that looked good looked good. Excuse me, but i'm pretty sure it's french and but you can Dub it in english or whatever turn on the closed captions girl dub in english. Yeah dangerous lies was good Started to watch virgin river, but i'm like I'm gonna be able to do this What else? What else? What else? Let me go over to my hbo y'all because I think they were still on hbo It was so bad. Oh add it high note with um, what's-a-face um Uh Ice cube and tracy l ls rise ross. Oh shall we dance? Oh, i'm gonna add shall we dance on here y'all. Let me add this. I love shall we dance with um With i'm sorry with uh jennifer lopez richard gear and susan sarandon Sorry, so yeah the high note with tracy ls ross and ice cube about this star singer I'm like, okay, so you you made a movie about your mama Okay, so I started to watch step and then I got bored like I said back to watching game of thrones um Ready player one we started to watch jabby got bored. We stopped watching that Um, let's see the flight attendant. I got bored. So y'all I like that if I if you don't catch my attention within the first Child it's chubby, but i'm fell off the couch. That's why he started crying. Y'all we have horror with floors and No, you gotta be careful because i remember one time he attacked me Playing and my head hit the the ground and it hurt for a while Yeah, you gotta be careful especially with young children. So he fell off the couch and hit him hit his probably hit his head poor thing my husband's like Girl man, my husband's like, how did you fall show me how you feel you want him to he's crying You want him to reenact his? Man stop. Yeah. What were we talking about? All right girl. What am I looking at? so I would never watch primitius again. Hell no. Oh snow piercer. I'm gonna start. So yeah, those are I have a lot of shows y'all So snow piercer definitely your honor um game of thrones uh The photograph I kind of want to watch because I think that man is fine. I cannot watch for the undoing Oh, you guys I added a little princess. Do y'all remember a little princess from the woods of the 90s The early 90s where the girl went to go live at an orphan And her daddy ended up being right next door being cared for but he was like His head was wrapped wrapped or whatever. I love that movie my sister and I watched that movie I think there was one summer where we watched that movie almost every week a little princess So, you know, that's what I'm watching. I'm gonna finish getting ready and we could just talk girl. Um Oh, yeah, 2021. I don't know about this whole that Just acting the fool, but you know what? I know one thing I went through I just I'm on my last thing of tissue paper That I stopped pal from way back in july. It's time. It's time to start stop piling again Yeah, I'm I'm I'm getting the urgency to start up again So when I start going back to the stores Girl, so what was I talking about? It's time to start stop piling again Yeah, so my goal is to always have at least six to eight months worth of supplies I still have plenty of water. I haven't gone through my water. I may need to get a couple more gallons But now when I go to the grocery store since they don't have, um I don't have to be greedy, but I will make sure to get at least three packages of tissue paper whenever I go Food we're good on Actually, we may need to start stop piling food again too. Yeah, my husband thinks that He's like if we don't be careful, it's gonna it may be a civil war I'm like, please don't say that. I he's not the first person that mentioned that my good judy nick He said baby. I am too old and gay to uh for a civil war I said child Who are you telling? um So yeah, I'm not just because I feel that there's a war coming but something something is It array, you know what? I mean, but it's always good To have extra supply. So yeah, y'all store stockpiling again stockpiling. Excuse my language Um, especially on your tissue paper your paper goods I make sure you have plenty of water can't goods because you never know what's going to happen with the way that you know This election is going and the storming on the capital. I talked about that on my blog So we're gonna be talking about that here, but you just don't know what's going to happen now. It's just so America is just It's like Babylon. That's what I know Done Hair makeup. Let me show y'all my outfit I want my dress to fit in more I want this dress this dress is too big Especially since I'm losing weight All right, y'all that is it. Bye