 My life's kind of boring, but I'll film it anyway. No one else for this. Oh my God, please never let me do that again. Good morning, everyone. Are we ready to see the state of me currently? It's called fashion, sweetie. This is where we are in the sickness. This is currently what I look like. These pajama pants. This old, crusty T-shirt from the Rose Bowl from a few years ago and my emotional support, teddy jacket. Today is actually one of the first days that I'm like semi-starting to feel better again. However, now Drew is getting sick. So we've taken a turn for the worst. I just really need to like get myself together. I feel like since I've been sick actually, by the time you've been seeing this, this is day seven, but I've been sick for six days. So almost a full week, I feel really behind. I took a lot of days to rest and I'm still gonna do that today, but I just need to like get my shit together. I need to get my things in order. I need to like clean the house. It makes me feel better like mentally to have my space be clean and organized. So every single room is a mess. I'm gonna be showing you some real life stuff. Kind of embarrassing, but like this is where we've arrived at since getting sick. But I will feel so much better by the end of this vlog. I just need to like get myself together. So first let's start by trying to improve this situation. It's noon, by the way. I wanted to show you, I was about to do it and I was like, oh, I guess I can show it because I haven't really updated in a while on like my DIY lash extensions at home that I do occasionally. And I've sort of found like routine that works for me. I don't have the box anymore, but this is my last set of the Flutter Habit. I think they're called the Flutter Habit sweetheart lashes. I'll link every single thing I use in the description box below, but these are the lashes that I just have that I'm gonna use up and then I also use the Flutter Habit glue that came with it. I actually use two types of glues because to me it just works. I'll explain. So I use the Flutter Habit glue. It's called Made For This, five day under lash adhesive. I get the black color and then I also do this lashify bondage. It's like a, almost like a mascara wand that has the glue on it. And to me, this doesn't work enough on its own but it's way stickier. So this has like the holding power basically, but I can never get them to like stick to my lashes really well. So I basically put this on, like on the base of my eyelashes. I'll show you. And then this I put on the actual lashes themselves. We'll get into it. But I'm also using this little tool that I saw recommended on a TikTok. So I bought it. It was very expensive and it is just like a fancy little tweezer but you can like get right under there. You can push them in, you know, whatever. I used to get lash extensions, like out of salon every two weeks. And this is just a thing that I've been doing lately to save time and it's just easier. And I save a lot of money doing it. So basically what I'm gonna do, it comes with all the lashes in like little pieces. So you take each piece of the lash off and then I'm gonna apply a small amount of glue to the base of the top of the lash, which is weird because usually when you do strip lashes typically rest them on top of your lash line like this but these ones you put underneath. I don't know. It just works. So I use four on each side. These come with four but just measure them to your eye and figure out what works. Essentially the inner corner ones I always cut in half because my eye isn't that long. So I'm gonna take these four and basically put the lash glue on top of each of the base of the lashes. All right, now that I've got all of those glued and I'm waiting for the glue to get tacky then I go in with the lashify glue which I showed before. It's like a mascara. This stuff is really hard to get off your lashes so just make sure you use it sparingly. I go in and like put it just at the very base. Like I tap it like that just at the very base of my lash. It actually only takes like a few seconds to start getting tacky like maybe 30 seconds. Just kind of tap it in like that. And I only do one side at a time so I'm just gonna wait a few more seconds. Somehow gotten all over my eye since then, that's great. So basically I take my little tweezies. This is kind of gonna be hard to see but I work from the outside in. You can do whatever works for you. This feels like a lot of product. I might take a little bit of this glue off. And then literally what I do is like open my eye really wide like this. It looks kind of crazy and I just stick it on in there. Should just like stick right on. It feels kind of weird at first especially if you're used to putting your lashes like over and then I go in and kind of like smush it like this. Kind of like stick it down and there you have it. So you repeat that all across the eye. So I'll do it for this whole eye. I just go right next to where I was before. Is that close enough? Can you see that? So I just go right under and like stick it as close to the lash line or the waterline or the tight line I think it's called as possible. Then like sometimes they'll even like go in like this and just kind of like push it along. If you can like feel it too much when you're blinking it's probably too close so you can like move it around. You can like take this and sort of like wiggle it or do whatever it is you gotta do. And this has been like when I'm not explaining what I'm doing this takes me five minutes. I've come a long way since the first time I tried it on this channel. If you remember, oh baby, your girl was struggling. Super easy and the final little inner corner one. And I just think it looks so nice. It looks like you know my eyes like I don't even do eyeliner most of the time when I wear these. And most of the time depending like sometimes I have to you know, move around or whatever but most of the time they last about a week which is pretty great. All right, gotten ourselves already and actually today is like the, well actually the last few days but especially today is the first day where I feel like my lips have like really settled down a lot in case you missed the first vlog miss I did get lip filler a couple of weeks ago. The day that I'm filming this it's been two and a half weeks ish. And I feel like I'm like, okay I actually they've settled down a lot. A lot of you told me they would even the injector told me that they would. So I'm actually like really pleased with how they've turned out. I don't think I'm gonna get them dissolved. I think I'm getting used to them. I think they look way more natural now. They really don't even look that much different than my natural lips, which again I really loved but yeah, just as a little update here's what they look like. I knew that the injector that I was working with was phenomenal. That's why I went to her. I loved her work. She's also done Botox on me before and she promised me that they would go down and I knew that they would, but I just panicked. I just panicked. So I won't be getting them dissolved. Would I do it again? Probably not. It was really like a shock to me. Like it, I felt like it changed my entire face and all of you have been so sweet about it. There were a couple of people that like left comments but all of you were just so sweet and supportive and I was curious. I mean, I wanted to know, so I found out. But yeah, this is currently what they're looking like and I'm happy with them. I think they last like around a year or so. I won't be getting them again, but it was a fun ride and I'll enjoy them while I have them. I just got myself dressed and Layla's in front of this mirror. She's taking a little nap over there. I'll show you my little lounge wear outfit of the day over here. We are going extremely casual over here. These flair, they're like a waffle. Almost like a long John's type of material flair pant. These are from Aerie. I got them in a size extra large long. So if you're taller than like five, seven, five, eight, I would recommend maybe getting a long. And then this sweater, I don't, I think it's from Thread Up actually. I'm pretty sure it's from Thread Up, but it's originally from Wild Fable and I just wanted to feel like cute and cozy kind of holidayish today. My hair is in a very strange bun up here but I need to wash my hair and like shower and stuff but I wanted to fake tan and clean and stuff first before I like shower everything off. So that is my look for today. And I'm just gonna be very honest with you. Here's the state of my house. So we have a little bit of lounging that we did yesterday on the couch. That needs to be cleaned up. We need some vacuuming. Miss girl over here has been shedding everywhere. She looks like I've never brushed her a day in her life and I spent an hour brushing her like two days ago. Or maybe it was yesterday. I can't remember. Anyways, that's just how it is with Leila. So we just have a lot of hair all over the carpet. We have clumps of it under couches. Oh, we got some crumbs it looks like. That's good. Oh, a little more here. You're getting the picture, I would assume. Yep, there we go. We have a lot to clean up here in the bathroom. Oh, never acknowledged this. She's not doing so well. So we tried to give her a nice little bath and we might actually try to move her outside. So we'll see about that. It's just, you know, it's not clean. We have a lot, a lot is happening. So I think what I'm gonna do is just go like room by room and tidy a little bit. I'm not doing like a full, full deep clean. Like I'm not getting on my hands and knees and scrubbing the baseboards or anything but we'll do a vacuum. Definitely like cleaning, sanitizing of surfaces and all of that since I've been sick even though Drew's sick now. So we'll start in here and basically these are all three boxes of returns for my main channel. I'm gonna move these to the car. I don't even wanna think about how dirty my car is. That's a whole other thing. So we'll start by moving these to the car. I need to put these back in the spots where they go. Those don't go here. This can rest here, put these away. This is my main channel camera. She goes in Drew's office in this little nightstand thing that we've had forever so she can go there in the meantime. All right, that is looking much better. Just need to vacuum in here. Now onto the living room. Basically, I just need to tidy. That's really all. And then like vacuum, obviously. Then definitely clean off this coffee table. Oh my gosh. I also normally dust everything like the TV and this TV stand and like the coffee table and all of that, but I just realized I'm out of my Swiffer dusters. I have like the stick but I'm out of like the little dusting pads so I'll have to order some more of those and we'll do without it but it's mostly just about like vacuuming. Vila has hidden a little baby over here. Did you hide your baby? You don't want him right now? Okay, he'll go back in his home with the others. I feel pretty good about that. That feels good to me. Definitely need to turn on the tree soon. Don't we? You look like a little angel next to the tree. That's so cute. While I'm cleaning, I also love to light candles because that just really sets the vibe and makes it feel extra clean. So we'll light our Christmas tree scented candles out here. Delicious. Before we start with the bathroom our hallway I just noticed had a bunch of shit like I haven't even wrapped the Stanley cups that I showed in like three vlogs ago. So I'm gonna put these over in my little area where I'm like hiding Christmas presents just so that they're all in one area. We have random, these are all clean clothes. Like I don't know how these ended up here. We have my water bottle and then this candle can stay. I'll light this one. It's pretty much done but we'll go ahead and light this. If you have any ideas for what we should do with this area, this used to be like a desk phone area back in the day like when this apartment was thriving back like a hundred years ago. And there's like some drawers and stuff in here but we were thinking maybe like putting books. Our friends suggested like a vintage phone maybe some wallpaper. I don't know. Let us know if you have any ideas. The bathroom is definitely what I'm dreading the most. We need to wash these badly. We need to mop these floors, vacuum. Oh my God. There's like lash glue in the toilet. I need to have to do the trash, wipe off the counters, transfer her to her new outdoor home on the patio. In fact, I'm going to do that first. We have a lot to do. So let's just do it. I've been avoiding it long enough. Wash them. I feel like we're definitely packed. All right. And the kitchen, yeah. We have, there's a lot going on in the kitchen. We have some dirty dishes in the sink here that need to be taken care of. We have clean dishes in the dishwasher. These are also clean and need to be put away. We had a bit of a honey pantry explosion that we need to sort out. We have some clean laundry that just needs to be folded and put away. We have a little shoe rack to put together. Just random like free pebbles, panty liners. I don't know. This package, I don't even know what to do with. Essentially this is about, I mean, I'm not kidding. The people who lived here before us have sent a package a month or maybe more to this address that they no longer live in that they haven't lived in since at least May when we looked at this place. It is now December and they are still sending packages like Amazon packages, clothes, all sorts of stuff. And I have gone back to like the FedEx store, the UPS store to like re-deliver, like to send it back like four different times already, maybe more. And like it just happened again. And I feel like if anyone has been in this situation and they continually get packages by accident for someone else, like what do you do? Cause I feel like I'm going above and beyond by like returning the package every time. Like I could, I don't know what this is. It's like a vacuum, like handheld vacuum or something, but obviously I'm going to send it back, but it's just like, bro, learn what your new address is. I don't know. I have this little shoe rack that I think I'm going to put there, but I want to wait on that until after I vacuum. So let's just like tidy up the counters. I also realized I totally forgot to show this little area. Drew and I found this like peel and stick backsplash stuff and we thought it was so cute. And it honestly turned out so adorable. We're really happy with it. So we just, I don't know, thought we'd bring a little, a little bit more color into the space. We're like little by little trying to get this place how we want it. We've just gotten so busy over the last few months. We haven't really decorated in a while. Okay, we stopped for a little lunch break, but I've since had lunch, I'm feeling much better. And the last thing to clean is just to vacuum. So I'm just going to vacuum the entire house. The bath mats and everything are in the dryer right now. I already made my bed last night. Like I put fresh sheets on my bed last night, took out the trash, took Layla outside. So we'll vacuum and then we'll be done. And I am already feeling so much better. All right, we made it. The cleaning is done. I'm going to put together this shoe rack really quick. There's only like two steps I think, so it's pretty easy. And then we got a very special delivery that I am going to go get. And I've been waiting pretty much all of December to try. And yes, if you notice the difference between my arm and my hand, I was obviously not really thinking and I had to wash my hands several times. But I will need to re-blend that with some more fake tape. But anyways, that's neither here nor there. So perfect. That is exactly what we needed. Amazing. And it was like $15. Love that. My favorite time of night when the tree is on. Okay, I'm officially done cleaning. I'm so over it. And I got a special delivery, like I said. And it is from Crumble Cookies. I ordered this by the way. I paid for this with my own money. I've been very curious about their holiday cookies. And so I ordered a delivery. The holiday cookies for this week, divine. Okay, so here are this week's holiday cookies. I know this one for sure is molten lava cake. This one is called Orange Swirl or Orange Whirl. This one is pecan pie, peanut brittle, salted toffee chocolate chip, and then their sugar cookie. So we're gonna try all of these out. And I did pay for one of these things that cuts it in perfect sections because why not? This is gonna be okay. Oh, I don't think this cookie cutter's gonna work. I think I waited too long. Let me grab a knife. So I've had crumble cookies before. I just haven't had these seasonal flavors. And I don't know if like when I went to crumble the first few times that I went there, they have them in Arizona, by the way. I don't know if they had like all of these flavors because so basically it's a cookie place that's kind of like, I don't know, polarizing. Like some people think the cookies are really good. Some people think they're gross. Definitely should have cut into these when they were warm, but I had cleaning to do, so whatever. But lately, every week they do different flavors. Like they have a bunch of different flavors. Oh, and my camera's going to die. Great, this is good. Things are going well. Let me switch cameras really quick. Okay, anyways, like I was trying to say, they, I don't know how long they've been doing this like seasonal thing, but every week they change out their flavors. So they keep like a couple flavors the same, but every week they do like different seasonal flavors. So I was like, sure, let's try it out. So we've got six different ones to try. I'm going to try like a bite of each one. I don't think I can commit to a full slice, but we'll start simple and we'll go with the salted toffee chocolate chip I think it's called. Here she is, cheers. Whoa, to me it's like straight up butterscotch. Really good. Drew's going to love that. I want to eat more of it, but I like, I get sick of sweet stuff really fast. So we will move on to sugar cookie, which I've, I'm not mistaken. I'm pretty sure their sugar cookie has almond extract in it, which like some people love like Drew, for example, loves it. I personally don't. I think it's kind of like, why would you put almond extract in a sugar cookie? I just feel like that's all I can taste and it kind of ruins it. So I don't know. Cheers, sugar cookie, let's try it. The texture looks phenomenal by the way. Wait, this is 10 out of 10. I don't taste the almond anymore, but it's really good. I'm going to eat the rest of this so bad. The texture is 10 out of 10. The flavor is 10 out of 10. This is a bomb sugar cookie. I would like it a lot without the frosting as well. I really want to keep eating this, but we'll move on. So I would say like the salted toffee is like eight out of 10. Like butterscotch isn't my favorite flavor in the world, but it's good. And then the sugar cookie, dare I say, is 10 out of 10. Okay, next we are going to try this peanut brittle. I love peanut butter. Well, lately it tastes kind of weird because I have porosmia after having COVID last year, but I'm not a big like peanut person, peanut brittle. I don't really eat peanuts. I don't even like crunchy peanut butter that much, but we are going to try it. Okay, cheers, peanut brittle. It's really delicious. Mmm. I don't know if it tastes exactly like peanut brittle because it's a little bit sweeter than that, but it does have that sort of like caramelized, like toffee-ish kind of flavor. It's actually really good. It's a really good peanut butter cookie. I bet that would be really good fresh out of the oven. Okay, next, oh, sorry, rating. I'm going to give that like still like an eight out of 10. It's really delicious. Next, we're going to do pecan pie. Like tell me that this doesn't look like a little baby slice of pecan pie. By the way, if I wasn't on camera and I was with my Southern friends, I would say pecan, but I feel like it draws too much attention before like pecan. Okay, so here it is, little miss pecan pie. Let's do it. Damn. Whoa, that's like one of the best ones yet. It's so good because the cookie underneath it isn't that sweet, but it's like really sweet on top. It has like, you know, typical pecan pie. I'm so sad that Drew isn't feeling good. He's sleeping right now. He's going through what I was just going through like a week ago. So I know he's not feeling hot. I really wanted to do this with him, but obviously like I'm going to let him be. That is phenomenal. I'm going to give that like 9.5 out of 10. I'm not like a huge pecan pie person, honestly. I'm just like not a, I'm a chocolate kind of gal. Like that's just what I like, but that is freaking amazing. Like I would eat that whole thing right now. Next we're going to do the orange one because I actually want to end it on chocolate because I think the molten chocolate cake is going to be my favorite one. So we're going to do this orange whirl, orange swirl. I don't know if it's supposed to be orange frosting or orange cookie, but we're going to find out. So cheers. A lot of flavors happening. You know what? That's really good. The orange actually isn't super strong and it has like a cream cheese frosting on the top. So it sort of like balances it out a little bit. And I really think I like it. I would definitely never like go out of my way to order it, but I'll for sure finish this cookie. Are you kidding? I'm going to give that like, again, like eight out of 10. None of these are bad at all. Okay. But last but not least, I should have like heated this up, but we're going for it. This is the molten chocolate cake or molten lava cake, which is like probably my favorite dessert in the world. So this better be good. All right. Cheers. I'm disappointed. I'm not going to lie. It's really good. It's very cocoa-y. But I think I like that because it's not like sickeningly sweet, you know? I mean, I bet you anything like warmed up with some vanilla ice cream, this would be phenomenal. And I am going to finish this quarter of it. There is like a little bit of like fudge in the middle. All of these are phenomenal. Keep your fingers crossed that Drew and I will be able to finish these over the next few days. I just wanted to do something festive for the end of this vlog because I know that you guys understand and don't care. But for me, it's like, I want to like love what I'm putting out there that I want to spend this time during vlogmas, like doing fun, holiday-ish things that I love. So this is fun, you know, kind of Christmasy. I don't know, it is holiday flavor. So I think what I'm going to do is change into my cozies. Well, first I'm going to rinse off my fake tan, wash my hair, change into my comfy clothes, watch a Christmas movie tonight. Just have like a cozy holiday night in. So thank you so much for being here. Thank you for watching. Thanks for hanging out with me while I feel like I'm like getting my life back in order. And I will see you very soon for vlogmas number six. Crazy. Merry Christmas. Happy holiday.