 You just pick them up and you just tell them every day, you're going to do this. You are worth it. Out of boot camp, he was about 190 pounds, and then he got sick and lost down to about 115 pounds. They call him a shaky jake because back in 2012, I had full body tremors. February 4, 2010 is when it all started. On the back of an M-Rap, excruciating pain, ended up being a couple kidney stones. I've had 26 today. Called mom, you know, told her, hey, I got this, I got this. Well, I didn't have it. Something inside me told me, you need to go. You need to go help them. Who's that, mom? That's mama. Doesn't matter who it is, mom's always getting new kids. He had given up and I wasn't going to let that happen. She called me up, told her I needed to pick her up and palm springs the next day. She never left my side. Mom did what she did and kind of brought me back. I'm out of somewhere, but I wasn't out there. Now go shoot some more. OK. I love you, mom. Damn it, mama. As your mother, you know that I'm very proud of you and that I would do nothing different. I would do this from now on if that's what my job is to be. Hang in there. I know you're a grown ass man, like you tell me. And we can do this together. I love you.