 Hey what's new guys welcome back to my channel if you're new here hi hello I'm Lydia and I want to break some new hosting barriers. So sorry I've been crying a lot my face looks quite red. I'm only making this video because we involved you in our relationship, we're so late to come in between me and Kyle and I have to break it too that we broke up which has been devastating. I woke up Tuesday morning with a message reading our end of relationship. I wish I could tell you a reason why I can't because there wasn't anything. It just feels horrible every minute. I've been in bed all day. I was in bed yesterday after a few meetings. It's just a really emotional thing to go through. But I've got to get to the reality that it's over now. I can't believe it's possible.