 I finally gave in to the fact that you get what you want and just say you know what it's true because sometimes we just don't aim high enough because once you say it I'm gonna be a program manager I'm saying oh you just and I looked at myself I'm like you know I kind of do get what I want but I don't aim high enough I'm a site manager right oh if you're a site manager here I am. So it's crazy you say that that we don't aim high enough and I think that has been the biggest lesson I personally learned in the past couple months even like afterwards and I tell people I think I'm lucky and I'm blessed that I did have Eric as my mentor because he's the one that pushes me to like stop messing with these little contracts or I am doing the contract and I'm have all these subcontractors headaches and stuff like that but then I see him having the same issues I'm like wait if I'm gonna have the same headaches for a $20,000 project and I think I'm gonna get the headaches for $4,000,000 because if it's the same thing we go through but yeah it's like now my goals are higher and if you set your goals higher that means you're going to get higher things and you're gonna do more like I think we fail as people to do that. If we have it we have it in us we just don't even know it I didn't nobody wants to believe it like you get what you want if you really look back I guarantee you probably have what you wanted you don't know it.