 I think I deal with shadow the same way that everyone else does, through a process of, I mean sometimes it's denial and resistance followed by a humiliating experience and a realization. But I feel like as far as like the doubt and what keeps me going and keeps me in a state of positivity and hope and action, it's really just the community around me. It's the people who remind me when I'm facing doubt of something else that's true, that people who can hold the story that I hold when I can't hold it and who remind me of who I am and why I'm here when I forget. Like, you know, just like everybody else, no individual can occupy and hold the new story all by themselves in current conditions when there's so much pulling us back into the old story. The economic system, for example. So yeah, this is, I mean this evolution is a group process. It's a community, it's a collective that is making this transition. So yeah, like I'm the same as everybody else. Like in key moments, you know, where I would just give up. I would get unexpected help in the form of, you know, it could be some person coming into my life and telling me just the right thing at just the right moment. Or I could be like in a moment where I'm thinking, you know, like I'm wasting my time, my work isn't doing any good, you know, like I'm just, this is all just like some big vanity exercise, you know, and then someone will come to me and deliver like almost, it's almost like a custom designed message of how something I said affected their life, you know, and then I'll be like, oh yeah, now I remember. And maybe the stuff I've been saying, it's true after all. Because sometimes I'm like, yeah, maybe I'm wrong about everything. That is a possibility I entertain frequently. I need, like I am not capable of knowing what's true all the time. I'm just as fallible as anybody else. So I need feedback from the world to true me. You know, using true as a verb here to keep me aligned. That's what it means in carpentry, I think. I need feedback from the world to keep me true, just like anybody else does. And I think that, you know, if more of the big change makers and power holders and solutionaries could understand that, then they would maybe be less identified with their own particular solution set. Because boy, a lot of harm has been done in the name of saving the world. You know, it's the guy who thinks he knows what the answer is for you and it's not open to being trued.