 I'd often like to think of myself as solid, as strong, as faithful. I've even crafted a good story, my story, the story which I operate under. I've been told to see myself as a protagonist as if everything revolves around me, which works really well for me. But what happens when this narrative fails? What happens when people start to see my inconsistencies? What happens when the bottom really falls out? Am I still the protagonist? Is the story still about me? Am I still faithful? Am I actually steadfast?