 Hello everybody, welcome back to us Oteric Atlanta. Of course, my name is Bryce and I'm here with one of my new friends Emmy who I'm going to show you guys before we get into the subject at hand her awesome channel Holistic Genie with Emmy. So you guys she's new to YouTube, but she's not new to the world of spirituality. So go ahead and give her a subscribe. I will have all of Emmy's links Down in the description box below. This is any second time on the channel with me Our friend Stephanie from spiritual perspectives of our Great Awakening has been a little bit under The weather this week. I think a lot of us have which we're going to be talking about today about what's going on And so we wish her well, but I will put a link to that episode that we did previously with Stephanie in the Description box as well for you guys. How are you doing Emmy? How are you doing today? I'm doing good. I'm doing good definitely grateful that I'm aware of what's going on spiritually and scientifically with everything With the Ascension because otherwise, I think I would just be a heap of tears I've been dealing with insomnia, which is an old issue and I can talk a little bit about that when we start Getting into the energy updates and things But yeah, how are you? I'm the same as you and I'm glad that I do know I know what's going on astrologically as well and that's kind of what we're going to talk about today There's some other readers that I put information out to but it's super important and we were talking before we started filming I know I've said this many times on my channel and Me like Emmy my my job off of YouTube now YouTube has become my main job But before YouTube I'm the only female female authorized a strong a teacher in the state of Georgia And so I've I've spent many many years working because as when you get into these healing arts the first person you have to work on is yourself yourself and I think one of the biggest misconceptions that I see off camera and shawlas and also from people who are new is When you think of spirituality a lot of times people think they're just all the sudden going to feel Bliss and peaceful and it's going to be in your music just constantly playing in the background and butterflies and rainbows That's not till the very end like you you have to get you have to go through the dark night of the soul and a lot of times We even have it and if the courses that I teach I in the manual I have a section on the ego death and how painful that can be how Really gut-wrenching that shadow work can be and astrologically that's what we're walking into as a collective And I know I said I think I said it with Catherine We have three different karmas that we're working with all of us every single human being has three different karmas We're all working with and karma isn't all karma is is cause and effect. That's all it is. It's cause and effect It's your work. You have your own personal karma your work that you Individually have to go through in this life. You have the residual karma from possibly past lives And you have your ancestral karma. So what you've inherited through your DNA Which is goes along with the Ascension as well and you have your collective karma, which is the group which We're going to talk about too because we all we are collectively Riding a roller coaster right now with Mother Earth, which you guys have said heard me say with a law of one Earth is also ascending and this is the one time Apparently allegedly in the galactic history where living beings have been able to be on a planet as it ascends Normally we have living beings humans animals whatever have to get off the planet in order for the planet to then shut its skin And ascend but this is the one time where we're riding it with Mother Earth. So with that being said there's no precedent We're the And also Before we get into it, too, you guys have heard me say many times in the law one that They're very clear that a lot of us who are here right now We're picked to be here by source by God by creator because we were actually in higher densities And we came down back into a lower density to help push Earth forward So what that means is that all y'all our majority of y'all Have already ascended before many times And so if you can sell into that uncomfortableness and realize this is not your first rodeo Then I think they'll be a little bit more of a surrender to the craziness that is going to ensue the chaos That's going to ensue but with that. I'm gonna let you take it away. I mean, okay Yeah, I will support what you just said with the fascinating charts that Your viewers and Stephanie and spears had have emailed me inquiring about aspect pattern astrology I'm working on them all. Thank you guys so much for reaching out. Please be patient. I am extremely busy Extremely busy. I will get to everyone who has emailed me, but it might be, you know, a few a few weeks but what I've noticed thus far is that everyone has these really rare Aspect patterns and it's kind of like, hmm, this is a special group of people You know, and why wouldn't they be people who watch you and and Stephanie and other truthers, you know They're probably awake and aware and like you said, this isn't our first rodeo. I don't So so I just wanted to make that known Um, so yeah, let's get into the energies so I like to Along with astrology and the spirituality of things I like to study the scientific stuff and The solar activity in the month of April was really active We had so many flares So many CMEs and for people who don't know what that mean a CME is a coronal mass ejection. It's basically a burst of cosmic particles and electromagnetic radiation, you know, burped at at Earth and it comes in to our ionosphere and This light the spiritual community calls it light the scientific community calls it photons This light comes into our bodies and interacts with our electrical fields and our our bio electric parts of our body and it comes into our cells it Interacts with our DNA And when this stuff is going on like I'm going to use an analogy so if you say you have a Cup and you've got like maybe one or two inches of really soapy water in the bottom of the cup You want to bring the soap up and out? To the surface so You put the cup under some water and you let the water run into the cup and it displaces the soap Okay, that's kind of like what's going on with the light coming down It's it's entering our bodies entering ourselves and it's pushing The crud or the soap up and out Nobody's immune. Nobody's It's a forced detox. Yes, it's a forced detox and it works on a on a cellular level with your DNA, so it's just and And that's where you can get your ascension symptoms like nausea and dizziness and headaches and the ringing in the ears and The the tiredness the fatigue the body aches all of that integration of all of the light is what is causing these symptoms And I on that note, I will say to you guys why we've talked about this on my channel before Sickness is a necessary part of ascension in the East They talk about this all the time and in my yoga school the Alba Shala. They would get excited When you got a fever you got the yoga fever that means that your body was removing old patterns Right and so and that's one thing that the the controllers the bad guys have tried to kind of manipulate You know if we get sick, what do we do? We immediately try to like put chemicals in our body to stop it Versus just letting it run out. And so and that is something that I'm so glad you and I've been I've been super dizzy Like so like to the point where I'll have to like stop for a minute and like regain Kind of my my equilibrium. I have been extremely tired I've been having really interesting sleeps And so I get that but we just you don't try to fight it Don't try to just let it to do what it needs to do because it's creating a new pattern for you And that's what we want. That's what we want. Yeah, absolutely So a little bit on the scientific side There is an index called the KP index and it's basically a scale That they use to determine the amount of Geomagnetic activity for geomagnetic storms Last month the KP index reached Seven and it goes from zero to nine So, yeah, right right right there this one There I can't I'm pointing at my Is Yeah, cuz it goes from zero to nine the nine's down here in the purple guys if you can see that like my Computer abilities only go so far So if you go over to Over two pictures this one. Yeah, that is a really really severe geomagnetic storm and No, this isn't this isn't from April. This is just an example, but right right those columns are Are the different levels green is pretty much safe yellow is moderate and red is really high Wow Yeah, April Yeah, it it reached seven Level seven which I don't believe it reached that level in About a decade and you know, don't don't take my word for that I haven't looked it up yet, but it's been a it's been a minute since it's been that high and when that happens, you know, not only can it affect satellites and You know different pieces of equipment it can also affect people with it affects our bodies You know it can affect people with heart issues or psychological or neurological issues They actually put out warnings sometimes when the KP index is elevated for a number of days They'll say, you know beware. It's a heart health hazard right now. Oh, wow Not right now, but they'll put the the message out that that's what's going on So that's a little bit about the KP index and not only was the KP index pretty high last month But there was also several periods where the photon density or the plasma Was really high Now, I'm gonna give another analogy for for people to kind of understand what plasma is so plasma density I Want you guys to think about a liquid. I know light isn't a liquid, but I'm gonna compare it to liquids if you think about water and the Let's call it thickness of water or viscosity. It's pretty runny and then if you think about motor oil It's more viscous. It's thicker. Yeah. Well when the plasma Density is elevated. It's like the thickness of the light like normally It's between one and ten. I'm not gonna give the units of measurement because most people are gonna understand But it's usually between one and ten It was upwards of 75 to 100 last month and it's like We have motor oil light coming down. I mean it is just insane Yeah, really high and I know that no you can't and I know for me I get these really weird headaches, it's almost like My head is full of mud, but at the same time it feels like it's being compressed I don't even know how to it's it's a headache that is not like any other headache. It's just weird So there's there's that as well. So we have all of this light coming down and fill in our bodies this month is Going to be the purging of all of the Crud or the soap that's coming up and out of your cells Yeah, yeah, and we're also be we're also in an eclipse sandwich. Yeah We had a partial solar eclipse on the 30th and we have a total lunar eclipse and full moon and Scorpio on the 15th and 16th So And my Yeah, my my rising is Scorpio and My husband's and it's just like, okay brace yourselves So Yes, yeah, I'm gonna get to that as well So we've got this eclipse sandwich that we're in and eclipse energies do not just stay nice and neat on the day The eclipse happens. It's like You know Yeah months, you know eclipse season the energies are Are very intense very strong and they intensify Other astrological energies and planetary alignments as well and like what Bryce was saying mercury stations retrograde on the 10th and So we've got we've got this total lunar eclipse in Scorpio and Scorpio is all about getting to The root of things like way down deep deep diving shadow work that kind of stuff mercury retrograde Also brings up that kind of stuff for people and and I think that mercury retrograde gets a bad name because You know it the planet is amazing. It has these gigantic magnetic spiraling storms that go off and You know, so it it interferes with communication it interferes with electronics with mechanical things So, you know, your car can break down your phone can mess up I used to work at a chemical plant and this is how I found out what mercury retrograde was because every time Mercury would go retrograde. We would have three weeks of non-stop issues Oh, I believe it our computers are our machines are pumps like everything would just go haywire And I started noticing this pattern and so I looked it up I'm like what is going on, you know in the environment or whatever and that's when I discovered Mercury retrograde and that's kind of when I started Diving into a little bit more of a strategy. Yeah, so Interesting for those watching I get what you're saying because mercury retrograde does get a bad rap And I will say with the technology just rules of thumb for people Don't buy a new phone or a new computer or a new car during mercury retrograde All right Just let whatever issues you're having with your old systems Just let them be for the time period once you're out of the shadow of the retrograde Then it's okay to go buy a new one But also don't get into new contracts and mercury retrograde don't but Old projects old stuff can come to completion, which is a lot of them pulling up You think about with relationships closure all that kind of stuff the the that chaotic chaotic inside that's like Starting to pull its its nasty head back up again, but it's it's uncomfortable what it's necessary. It's absolutely necessary Yes. Yes, so if you can approach this month With a mindset of embracing The stuff that's coming up because really these eclipses and the mercury retrograde is really just shining a gigantic light on what needs to be healed within you and It can be really uncomfortable because people are going to be triggered They're going to be freaking out old stuff is going to be coming up stuff that you thought you were over or that you've already dealt with It can resurface I'm gonna you're gonna have some really intense emotions to process through and So what I really encourage people to do is when that stuff happens just observe Just observe without attachment like don't attach to these really strong emotions and in fact When I started working with emotional regulation and healing myself emotionally I Had such a hard time when an uncomfortable feeling would come up I would do everything to escape it bypass that go around like I just I couldn't I had this really Illogical belief that if I allowed myself to feel these really intense feelings that I was gonna die You know, and it's just like no, that's not the case So if you have these really uncomfortable things coming up Try to lean into it like just hold it like a baby, you know, just love Everything that's coming up say, you know, thank you for this anxiety Please show me what it is that, you know, I need to heal or thank you for this anger You know, please please show me, you know, what I need to do to relieve this and then just be an observer of other people too You know hold space for them, you know, if someone lashes out at you Don't lash back even though it would be really hard not to just don't take it personally and don't take it personally don't take anything personally just really be an observer this month and Be very very gentle with yourself. Self-care is super super important So, you know, don't attach to your feelings lean in into them love them hold them like a baby and When you when you can do that and just allow yourself to sit and be uncomfortable this really beautiful thing happens It's like I imagine like a dandelion poof and you know, you blow on it and When you're able to hold these emotions and just lean into it and just allow it to flow Allow it to flow instead of stagnating it or blocking it or trying to escape it. Just allow it to flow It like there comes this point where this Like the dandelion poof it just Disappears and then the sense of relief that comes over you is just so profound. Yeah So, yeah, if you have Addictions or resentments or triggers or any kind of trauma that's coming up this month really try to Do the work the hard work and if you need help get some help. There's so many recovery programs out there for literally everything You know, you don't necessarily have to go see a professional You can educate yourself. You can read books. You can use meditation. You can get out in nature It's just gonna be a bit of a bumpy month like for me. I've had a lot of Guilt come up and I've had insomnia for the last week and So what I've been doing is using gratitude And I wake up in the middle of the night like last night I woke up at 1 o'clock and I couldn't go back to sleep until 4 30 and then I had to get up at 5 so it's like So what I'll do is when I'm laying there I'll I'll use gratitude like I'll just Feel where my body is touching the bed and you know, thank you God for this bed. Thank you God for my husband Thank you God for my animals. Thank you God for my house and then it just relieves that sense of Why am I awake right now? I'm gonna be so tired tomorrow and you know, just complaining and So if you use gratitude it kind of eases that a little bit So that's that's an example of Something that you could do and just just be aware and be gentle with yourself and with other people and We'll get through it. Nobody's immune like I said Okay to cry. Oh, yes Yeah crying and I will say like I've talked to people a lot about this concept of toxic positivity You know, I think that's another thing that's big in the spiritual world people don't understand if you are feeling Upset if you're feeling heartbroken if there's an emotion coming up in you It's an emotion that needs to be not projected Don't project it on to other people because that's another form of escapism but acknowledged And sometimes we have to go sit in the corner and cry In order to actually feel that Gross uncomfortable fee. It doesn't Pain isn't comfortable at all and this is something again I tell in my courses because with the yoga schools people in the West have this very Weird perception of yoga where they think it's about relaxation and comfort and if you go to India, it's the exact opposite We you're put into Physical postures that hurt and it's it's supposed to trigger you it's not because you're a gymnast They do it better as my teacher says no one's paying you to do it. You know, this is a it's to trigger you It's to trigger these help things in your body to start coming up. So then you can deal with it And then once you left it once you've allowed the the you know And sometimes as I tell my students to and I my trauma therapist told this to me as well I agree. We don't have to know exactly what happened to cause that emotion The important thing we do is deal with the emotion because that's what the attachment is is the feeling that you're feeling and why Why keep why am I why am I feeling this way? Keep pulling back those layers and and it's it's so uncomfortable and There might be a couple days where your eyes are puffy and swollen. Just put some ice on them. It's fine, you know But it's it's your once you start to actually I tell my students to lean into it a lot as well I use that that term a lot lean into it. The more you do that the more liberated you become Yes Yes, I was I was doing a lot of hip openers and my yoga practice and the other day I Got done with my routine and I was in puppy pose and all of a sudden This emotion welled up and I just started falling I was all and I made this big puddle of tears and snot on my yoga mat And I had the hardest time wiping it up because it's I bought this really expensive like foam yoga mat and Anyway, so now I have this like memory of this spot on my yoga mat where I had this huge emotional release I'm doing hip openers and I tell you what hip openers Well, I don't even know why I was crying but something Broke loose and came out and I just allowed it. I'm glad that nobody was home I never practice in front of anybody I'm telling you right now. I I practice by myself in the kitchen I'm not really supposed to practice in front of people anyway because there's supposed to be a boundary between you and your students But yeah, I might I'll tell you I'll roll off subject But my mat I always use man do because that's what I recommend But I've had mine, you know, they're lifetime guarantee And I only wash my mat like once a year usually after I get back from India It's like one of those iron skillets. You never wash. Yeah, it smells so bad And it's so grimy, but it's my grime. And so like that's another reason why only I practice by myself So because it's it's um, but yeah, it's very yeah the body the hips are hips are big because they're also attached to the lower back As well, that's kind of one big energy cycle and you'll notice like as a teacher like if you guys are practicing yoga anytime There's a twist that's happening, especially if it's seated or in like uttita, Trikonasana B. You'll watch people Accidentally twist into their knee and not their hip and their back because they the subconscious mind doesn't want to go into that Yucky area and so it pushes it into the knee, which is when people end up with knee issues You know and in the traditional yoga we say injuries are your teachers So when you have that issue happen, that's your body saying hey You've been using your knee and not your actual hip You need to pay attention to that because it's all around that mulladara too and that mullabunda those that root work of like I am here for a reason which a lot of us I think I was telling Stephanie if you keep pulling back the layers most Issues that people have that are uncomfortable really can be boiled down to you not feeling like you're enough Yes, yes, and you know, I think one of the hardest things about being a woman is That you're expected to work as if you don't have a home or a family or animals or children to take care of And you're supposed to take care of your home and family and children and animals like you don't work So no win situation Oh Yeah, it's it's yeah, yeah, and I feel it. Well, I don't have kids. I just have a dog, but You know, I yeah, absolutely Absolutely for sure, and I think I think there's gonna be a rebalance of the divine feminine coming into the the Jamie Slay called it earth 2.0. I like that earth 2.0. You know, yeah, we balance Yeah, so yeah hips are big ones guys and back then to I know somebody asked me on my channel the other day About back bending and all I'm gonna say to you guys make sure you find someone to help you with this because the body will Dave agree my original teacher called of the artful Dodger When you're your subconscious mind knows where it's filed everything in your body Your subconscious mind knows that and so when you start to go dig into those areas of the subconscious mind goes Oh, we don't want to touch this and then takes your body and shifts it out of alignment to artfully Dodge The the real potent stuff and so for a lot of us we do have these blind spots We're working through that and so having a teacher there to correct the blind spots and actually adjust you into it is Very beneficial very beneficial for those of you living in states that still believe in the flu Do your best to find someone But otherwise it's very beneficial to have someone actually move you Yeah Yes, I I've only had Assisted yoga a couple of times and I absolutely loved it. I really did I wish that there was I Mean there might be more stuff in my area. I just haven't looked at it, but I'm I love the routine that I do I'm kind of Attached to it. I really miss it if I don't well, that's the important thing So that's the one thing where well not the one thing. There are many things that contend for yoga gets completely wrong You need to have a set routine The old traditional systems of yoga like an awesome We have six different series that we don't deviate deviate from and that's because these postures carry an alchemic response And if you only do the posture like once a week or once in a while, it's not doing anything There's potency the more your body opens into the posture And so like I tell my students who come in to start like the primary series of a strong yoga where you start It takes about five years to really work through Before you then are start starting the second series and that gives the body that that time To really settle in the mind more and more so the mind because the mind controls the body to settle into These shapes and the alchemic response happening if you're just doing it once you're just skimming the surface and And so and you'll see that very it's very common when someone starts a practice They'll have a favorite posture and then a year later They usually hate that posture and a posture they hate they love now because the body's shifting, right? And the mind is shifting at some different pathways are starting to open and be created in the body and again with those those pathways It's like a bulldozer. It's it's but there's gonna be sensation. There's gonna be feelings and Stuff you have to kind of work through in order to continue to open those pathways Yeah, definitely Definitely Yeah, so just Everybody be so so so so so gentle on yourself. It's not a race Shadow work is not a race, you know, whatever is coming up and presenting itself to you right now or this month Just focus on that. I know when I started healing About five years ago. I wanted it all done right now. I was really impatient and That impatience kind of Prevented me or almost blocked me from moving forward, you know, it's like here I was trying to hurry up and get this done and it just doesn't work that way So, you know, whatever is presenting itself to you This month just focus on that You'll be done when you're dead basically it's constantly you're constantly and the universe does have a wonderful way when you think that you've Mastered something and you kind of get that little ego like oh, I've gone through that. Oh, then the universe comes in and goes Oh, really? Oh really my friend and like pulls the carpet out from under you So you always have to remain that remain humble in the sense that you are a human being and part of the being a human being is experiencing being a human being and all the You know and yoga we talk about a lot with my students to talk about the concept of opposing forces and In the physical practice the awesome a practice of yoga We see a lot about opposing forces where one side of the body is Creating strength while the other side of the body is opening and then it flips itself And so there's this opposing force that's happening Well, this represents this is the micro of the macro you as a human being are yourself an opposing force You are an immortal soul Your soul is never gonna die. It's eternal Living in a Shakti an expression of the soul the body that has limitations and has more Mortality to it. And so that in itself creates that friction of opposing forces But the beautiful thing about that is it's designed that way by God for you to learn yourself You have to be in these bodies that will eventually one day perish In order for us then to understand that we will never perish just because the body does You know and if the Shakti if the body is the Shakti of the soul is the expression That's why you ever watch people talk about any type of past life regressions. They recognize people by their eyes And they're hit the therapy of who they were because the soul is always going to express itself the same in Each body which is that eternal eternal, but speaking of I will say this With the light bodies that we call it that are coming in the light bodies to the activation I've noticed for me now. I'm 39. I'll be 40 in February of 2023 and The again the type of yoga that I teach in practice is a very very physically challenging a lot of leg behind the head a Lot of catching the ankle a lot of sweat Broken my sacrum my wrist. I mean there's been a lot of bruising In this traditional form of yoga Now I coming into my mid-30s. I Started to feel the effects that maybe an athlete would feel Where I was developed where I was having to slow down a little bit in some of it I had a friend who is a good bit older than me. I'm not that much older with me But she was telling me she may like 10 years older than me. She was like, oh Bryce You're getting to that point Where you're not gonna be able to really do some of these postures you did when you were younger You're gonna start to get have to get prepared for giving postures back basically And so I was I was getting ready for that like that's where my mind was kind of going which was fine I'm not a post chaser. So that was fine as long as I have a practice. I'm and I can still teach. I'm good Well, then around lockdown. I was dealing with arthritis all this stuff that you can chuck to being you know, your age Or you're all the sudden my body started to reverse. I Everything started to reverse and these last couple of years. I Feel like my body is stronger now at 39 than it was at 29 Yesterday when I was practicing I was catching postures That I haven't caught in years no problem And then I heard somebody else say that that's that that's a side effect of that's another side effect of What's happening is your body is kind of regenerating itself. Have you found that too, Emmy? I have I Think that latent parts of our DNA are being activated by all of the site like for example my hair I've always had a little bit of a natural wave But the last two years my hair has turned curly like I'll get in the shower. I'll get out I'll scrunch my hair let it air dry and it is curly like I'll put in a couple of curls with a Curling rod, you know before I come on camera, but literally like two or three. That's it so and and I've noticed that my My skin is looking younger. I'm stronger like I can do Regular push-ups. I've never been able to do regular push-ups It was either, you know up against the wall or you know on something meeting on something always always needed a little bit of help So yeah, I have noticed that too and I was joking around with my husband And I'm like, I feel like I look younger now that I did five years ago. He's like you do I'm like, that's how I'm feeling too. I feel that same way too. No, I still like I use anti You know, I have my little aging stuff I do and stuff, but I was doing I was like, oh my god these I was starting to see like the crow's feet now They're starting to go away again. It's almost like and I you know, I've always been thin. I'm bought to have always been thin but Well, I was in Florida like a few weeks ago. I put my bathing suit on and I was like My stomach's flatter now Then it was when I was 27 like what the hell is happening like what is and it's not like my my Routine has changed. I've been active for years now, you know, it's it's um, but it's like that my body is like reversing in age, but we know that Allegedly when we go into earth 2.0, we're possibly going to be living 400 years Yeah, yeah We're just whippersnappers Yeah, yeah, and so and that's like but they say that even in the Bible now, we know a lot of people that are very fundamentalist bless their hearts Think we're at the apocalypse. We're not the apocalypse guys apocalypse was the fall of Atlantis And then we had the thousand years of peace the golden age with tartaria Which is why I'm telling people be careful with past life readings because most of our past our recent past was not what we think It was it was a golden age. There was no Then the devil was released again in the late 1700s And that's when we had this takeover of the controllers the powers that be and that's when life got shortened again But if you look in the Bible, it does talk about the activation of what we call life body Which is the I believe the what we were talking about what's happening at this point and it's it's um You know, I I've heard of people that have grown a couple of inches I've been told that It and who knows but my first med bed treatment that I could be like five nine When I get out which makes sense because my dad's family is like gigantic You know and so we're seeing this this like Almost like bodies are starting to kind of like wobble back into the original templates of of where the soul wants to be to be in alignment and And but that's gonna take time guys. It's a god or the universe isn't gonna come down and just give you everything You want a silver platter? You got to work for and I heard another I don't know if you've heard this I mean, I've heard another solider say that with like the idea of the med beds You can't even use the med beds unless you're at a certain frequency Yeah, like it like it just won't work won't work. Yeah. Yeah Yeah, we've got a we've got to clear ourselves out and everybody has trauma Even if even if you've had like the the perfect life and nothing ever bad happened to you your trauma is that you don't have trauma We're all we're all social beings. We all want to be like everybody else, you know, and if you're different in any way It's a bit of a trauma. Yeah, you know, so and you can be carrying over stuff from a past existence But again, I said this with Catherine Edwards yesterday It doesn't matter what actually happened What what matters is your sensation from that event and you dealing with it now Because you aren't the person of the past you are now in this body and so you have like I used a silly example yesterday But I have a fear of rats and I don't know where this fear came from. There's no logical explanation I've had this intense fear since I was a child. I used to have like nightmares at night about rats I don't know why I mean a group in a very nice home like there was no like infiltration like Never never made sense to me. So I I'm just assuming that it's probably a past life trauma that happened Doesn't matter what happened What mattered and I was telling Catherine when I was like 20 years ago I was in South Africa and a rat ran across the floor and it was concrete floor I passed out that's how bad my fear was and I hit the concrete floor and that point even 20 years ago when I was super young I was like I have to deal with this Because rats are everywhere. I've always lived in cities. Hello Rats are all over that. I mean I live behind a restaurant I think the only reason why I've never seen a rat here is because I'm a dog But I live literally behind a restaurant in the middle of Midtown Atlanta like their restaurants everywhere And so I actively started even at that young of an age. I Actively started to work on that fear. It didn't matter to me what happened to cause that fear What mattered was what I was doing it within this life is bright So I put myself in situations very controlled situations Like when I lived in London for a little bit if anybody lives in London You know, you go to the underground and you can look down Where the tube goes by and see rats and mice and rotas just running around and So I'd force myself To go and kind of watch that and allow myself to breathe and calm the nervous system down And as I was telling Catherine yesterday, it's not like I'm probably never gonna have a pet rat but I've actively I'm actively working on that fear To to breathe through it to incorporate it to release it right like that dandelion to release it for whatever Happened to cause that situation and probably if I had to guess I was probably tortured with rats, but It wasn't the rat's fault Right through that distrust that cut, you know all that stuff that that it triggers And so that's what I want people to understand too like past lives are interesting They're fascinating all that kind of stuff, but in some ways they don't matter because right now you're here in this life What matters is what you do now With those sensations Right, that's we're gonna have memories. That's another thing about these solar flat like they're caught I'm having a lot of memories like of Atlantis actually. I know it's Atlantis We're starting to our our Akashic records are starting to release fully into our cognitive Reality because it's stored in our DNA as well And so and so that the all that information will come But sometimes it doesn't matter sometimes it doesn't matter if you remember or not You just have to work with what you have because that's what's what you what's presented to you is what's important Yes, yes Yeah, I think it can be a distraction going into past lives because you know, we're all so curious like who was I what did I do? You know, but what's really important is to heal the stuff that you carry from your past life That's what's important knowing everything that you did exactly where you lived who you were with You know, that's that's all fun and everything but it's it's a bit of a distraction and in fact past life memories were The trigger to my awakening actually two and a half years ago um, I started having memories And they were so Perfound like it was it was a sensation felt, you know here And it was so intense and so strong. I could not deny it. Yeah, I could not deny it But at the time I was still You know very much religious religiously indoctrinated and so That's when the the wrestling began with the changes in my beliefs. It's like um I Have dealt with narcissism and I've done a lot of counseling to you know reprogram my my brain because I kind of threw up with a narcissist and um, you know, it's just Really important not to gaslight yourself and I didn't want to gaslight myself like I didn't want to say You know, oh this stuff Can't be true, you know because the church teaches that we live once and you know We either go to heaven or hell depending on you know, if we know Jesus and him as our savior And so what a what what does a christian person do? With past life memories like right what do you do with that? Yeah, and so it was it was quite mind-blowing and quite shocking and Painful and lonely because the people that I chose to talk to first about it were like not the right people You know, so I I really had to go through this um period of Pulling away from the people that I was friends with and finding New people, you know to to support and in love and grow with and it was Quite a process Quite a process for sure My grandmother who my one grandparent who's actually from george and my mom's from the coast of south carolina My dad's dad is from tennessee But my my dad's mom grew up in south george on a dairy farm Uh, they heard ancestors came up through new orleans allegedly or learning that history might be wrong too because of because of tartaria, but um, you know french descent, uh, and she She would hide thank god for her because I don't know where I would be without her She's recently passed away But she would hide books on reincarnation under the bed under her side of the bed from my grandfather Because he was a presbyterian And she went to church every sunday, but she would talk to me as even as a little kid I don't know if she if my cousins are watching let me know if she talked to y'all too But she definitely talked to me a lot She would pull me aside and talk to me about reincarnation And talk to me about all these things. Um, and she was very smart woman She was a therapist for years a pianist like she Very high level of education for that time period for women and she would read all these books on the way energy works And um, I I really I mean thank god for her because I don't know if I would have felt the freedom to go off to india If I hadn't have had her because you're right when you are I mean even my family I mean my in the south there's you know, you have your fundamentalist and then you have your Your other christians which are more I mean my family was into the folklore We told ghost stories all that kind of stuff the more of the Midnight in the garden of good and evil type of family southern family not the fundamentalist But still that those those type of uh subjects like reincarnation were taboo Because that's not what you are taught in the church Which I know you're doing are you doing a series with Stephanie about taboo topics in the bible? Yeah, we were we were going to record our introductory session yesterday But like you were saying she's feeling under the weather. So we postponed it But yeah, we're gonna it's going to be titled religion versus spirituality And we're going to be talking about all kinds of different taboo Topics and I am going to tie things together Biblically and Share some really cool Old books that I discovered about astrology and how they're tied together with Bible verses. It's really fascinating. Well, they talk about reincarnation actually a lot in the bible And people don't realize it. That's what they're talking about I mean even jesus says in one of the stories like Who did they say I am and his disciples answer back they say that you were the prophet isaiah Or Isaac one of them which lived hundreds of years before jesus. So what does that tell you? That they believe the reincarnation Right, that's what that tells you in job to the book of job I don't know the book or the verse off hand right now But he says, you know, I came naked in my mother's womb and I'll come naked And I'll return naked. So he's How else do you take that you you come naked from one mother and you return naked through another exactly We've had a crew guys, but I had a teacher a yoga teacher say once What if walking into the light is you just going down the birth canal out of the vagina again? As well as people big babies come out like flicking all cameras like that was a trick You coming out the birth canal you see the light you walk into it boom all of a sudden you're out the birth canal But um, I was laughing because I was like actually Maybe I don't know But you know, it's what's interesting in my studies of tartaria They talk a lot about I know Stephanie I've talked about this how a lot of the christian faith what we see is the christian faith Is actually is actually a manipulation of the egyptian faiths And that we've been taught that like ices and osiris that these religions are bad But actually that's where yasha would mary magdal was raised was in these osiris and ices religions of egypt not in the jewish faith It was all very much like manipulated But if you look into tartaria too one of the most interesting things i found Is during tartaria because it was the thousand years of peace the golden age everyone had the same faith There was no religion. Everyone knew the same. We all knew everything About what was going on. There was no there was no controllers. There was no You know dark cults at that point They were off there was a thousand years between the fall of atlantis and where we are now Where they had to leave the planets. This is in revelation as well. That was the deal That was the deal between the light and the dark And so we knew everything there was nothing that was Taken from us as far as our we understood vibration. We understood what source was we understood the firmament We understood we you look at the graphs. They knew there was a purple sky, which a lot of people are having visions Whether they're visions or memories. I don't know of a purple sky We know the blue is the firmament And if you look at the graphs of tartaria, they had a purple sky like the prince song Thank you for the subscriber who pointed this out where in 1990 says the sky was turning purple There were people running everywhere and so When you start to look at that and in the mud floods came which was the releasing of The darkness again, which was the agreement That wiped everyone out and then at the lake in the 1700s and the people were placed back on the earth All of a sudden we have this manipulation But um, but all of that Is in our memory and I think that's another thing we're going to be accessing too is that all of a sudden We're going to understand things that we understood in tartaria We're going to start to deep deep down. No I think we already know deep down what we did then, you know, it's just moving through this amnesia Amniotic veil and yes reincarnation Because if you look at the atlantic religions, those were all the egyptian religions And so reincarnation was very much taught it was accepted And I know from my time in india like if you see an indian funeral They take the body Of the person who's past and it's almost like a it looks as an outsider looking at it's like a parade There's music playing they parade the body And then they take the body. They always burn the bodies They stop on the skull to release the spirit and then they burn the body And what I've noticed as a westerner who was taught to have all this fear Because we grew up in a church where there was heaven or hell Is in the hindu culture From my perception looking in it seems that that fear isn't really as much there Because they're taught From day one about reincarnation So what's to fear if you know that you're never going to die? What's to fear? You know and so it's a celebration of of that life and you're going to see each other again You know as far as past lives are concerned if you feel a closeness to someone Yeah, you probably did have a past with them. There probably is this old contract with them But what's important is what you do with it now not what happened then now Right Yeah, so it's exciting even though this week this month's going to be um Bit of a shit show Yeah Yeah, just just take it easy. Maybe slow down. Maybe clear as much as you can from your schedules Just Take it easy. Just slow down. Just observe yourself. Observe others. Don't attach to what's coming up Um, it's just old stuff. It's just it's the soap bubbling over the the cup Yeah, if we got any young people watching that are in the dating field right now I would definitely suggest not starting a new relationship this month Yeah, perhaps hold off a couple months on that one Unless you want to see if it'll survive a test of time. Oh, yeah Maybe until june So I know astrologically I was listening to somebody we were talking about twin planes last time I was listening to another person speak about that. I know astrologically The end of june is like the last cycle for twins to come together again astrologically until the fall So there's even astrological things around that as well And so if it doesn't happen by the if you are Someone who's on a twin flame journey and that connection doesn't happen by the end of june It's probably there's probably not going to be another window of opportunity until the fall Which is interesting Yeah, that is interesting Yeah, you know, you know, it's really interesting before I before I knew my husband and I were on a twin flame journey We got married 6 17 In gemini And it's like and this is before I even knew anything about astrology and and when I did our Our synastry chart and our union chart. It was just like mind blowing. Yeah mind blowing you know His north node and points of vertex are in my seventh house, which is marriage and relationships My north north node and points of vertex depending on how you do the houses Is in his seventh house and his 12th house, which is spirituality and endings. It's like it is insane It is insane when You're on this journey and you start to figure things out and you put things together and I started to get into astrology and I did our charts like this and I was just like What? Yeah, it already doesn't know the universe is always already working for you whether you know You know, that's dharma too. I talk a lot about dharma dharma is your divine path and there is nothing that can really shake that you can Resist it and cause issues yourself, but there's already a divine agreement that's been made before you took Your incarnation and that's the Bhagavad Gita covers that a lot about that. Um It's your dharma And dharma is powerful and so you have dharma with other people too. I love my dharmic relationships karmic relationships are interesting dharmic relationships are powerful Because you you're just a dharmic relationship is a relationship where you're just your souls are just in it And if you're a twin, it's you're the same soul that's split into two so Which is kind of it's kind of psychotic if you think about it So i'm like so do it. Well, I have memories of what he went through like, how does this work? Yeah, right Because my half has been enough I deserve enough like I don't want to have to also deal with that have to but but anyway But all right guys well I will put again all of emi's links down in the description box below Please go subscribe to her channel and if you are contacting her for any type of healing work Charts reiki just again know that yeah Running doing chart. I know doing charts takes takes a lot, but also running a channel takes a lot too So just be very very patient Um, we we all have the same amount of time in the day as everybody else does and so um Just be very patient. Uh, and you will you will you will get attended to um, just be patient So all right. Thank you so much emi. I look forward to our next one and I can't wait for you and stephanie's um series on uh the tab That's gonna be fun. Yeah So all right guys have a wonderful wonderful friday Buckle up keep your head held high and remember to breathe And one of my favorite mantras of all time is this too shall pass Hey men sister. Oh man. I said that last night about 10 My mama used to say that to us all the time this too shall pass Yeah easy does it first things first live and let live like I use these models all the time Love it. Love it. All right guys Actually down in the description or down in the comment section Let us know guys. What are some mantras that you know that you use to get you through turbulent time. So Anyway, all right. We'll talk to you soon guys. Bye. Bye