 CHAPTER 39 RECONSILIATION Milton Hibbert arose and began his argument to the jury. It was a clear and forcible presentation of the case from his standpoint as counsel for the State. After recapitulating all the testimony that had been brought out during the course of the trial, he closed with an earnest appeal for the State against the defendant, showing conclusively that he believed the prisoner guilty. The changing expressions on the faces of the jury and among his audience showed that he was carrying them largely with him. Before he began speaking, Richard again started forward, but still Larry held him back. Let be, son. Stand by and watch the old man yonder. Hear what they have to say against Peter, Junior. I want to know what they have in their hearts. The strong dramatic appeal which the situation held for Larry was communicated through him to Richard also, and again he waited, and Milton Hibbert continued his oratory. After all, the evidence against the prisoner still stands uncontradicted. You may see that to be able to sway you as he has, to be able to stand here and make his most touching and dramatic plea directly in the face of conclusive evidence, to dare to speak thus proves the man to be a most consummate actor, your honor and gentlemen of the jury. Nothing has ever been said against the intellect or facile ability of the prisoner. The glimpses we have been shown of his boyhood even prove his skill in carrying apart and holding a power over his comrades, and here we have the talent developed in the man. He is too wise to try to deny the statements made by the witnesses of the state, but from the moment Miss Ballard was allowed to see him alone in the jail, he was able to carry the young lady with him. We do not bring any accusation against the young lady, no doubt she thinks him what he claims to be. No doubt he succeeded in persuading her, he is her former fiance, knowing well that he saw her and talked with her before he fled, believing that her innocent acceptance of his story was the true explanation of his reappearance here, and now will place him securely in the home of the man he claims is his father. That she saw Richard Kildeen and knows him to be living is his reason for reappearing here and trying this most daring plea. Is the true Peter Craig Myle Jr. dead? Then he never arise to take the place this young man is now daring to usurp. Can Richard Kildeen be proved to be living? Then is he, posing as Peter Craig Myle Jr., free from the charge of murder, even if he makes a confession here to. He returns and makes his plea because he would live the life of a free man and not that of an outcast. He has himself told you why. Now as for the proofs that he is Richard Kildeen you have heard them and know them to be unanswered. He has not the marks of Elder Craig Myle's son. You have seen how the man claims his father refuses to even look upon him. Could a father be so deceived as not to know his own son? When Peter Craig Myle Jr. disappeared he was lame and feeble. This man returns, strong and walking as well as one who never received a wound. Why, gentlemen, he stepped up here like a soldier erect as a man who is sound in every limb. In that his subtlety has failed him. He forgot to act the part. But his forgetfulness only goes to further prove the point in hand. He was so sure of his success that he forgot to act the part of the man he pretends to be. He has forgotten to tell the court how he came by the scar above his temple. Yet he makes the statement that he himself inflicted such a wound on the head of Richard Kildeen. The omission is remarkable and so clever an actor. Miss Ballard also admits having bound up that wound on the head of Richard Kildeen. But still she claims that this man is her former fiancée, Peter Craig Myle Jr., gentlemen of the jury. Is it possible that you can retire from this courtroom and not consider carefully this point? Is it not plainly to be seen that the prisoner thought to return and take the place of the man he has slain, and through the testimony of the young lady prove himself free from the thing of which he accuses himself in his confession, and so live hereafter the life of a free man without stain, and at last to marry the young girl he has loved, of whom he robbed his cousin, and for whom he killed him, and counting on the undeniable resemblance to that cousin, as proved in this court, to deceive not only the young lady herself, but also this whole community, thus making capital out of that resemblance to his own advantage, and never, never, cried a voice from the far corner of the courtroom. Instantly there was a stir all over. The elder jumped up and frowned towards the place from whence the interruption came, and Milton Hibbard lifted his voice and tried to drown the uproar that rose and filled the room, but not one word he uttered could be heard. Order was called, and the stillness which ensued seemed ominous. Someone was elbowing his way forward, and as he passed through the crowd the uproar began again. Everyone was on his feet, and although the prisoner stood and gazed toward the source of commotion he could not see the man who spoke. He looked across to the place where Betty Ballard had been sitting between her father and mother, and there he saw her standing on a chair, forgetful of the throng around her and of all the eyes that had been fixed upon her during her testimony in cold criticism. A wonderful, transfiguring light in her great grey eyes and her arms stretched out towards someone in the surging crowd who was drawing nearer to the prisoner's box. Her lips were moving. She was repeating a name over and over. He knew the name she was repeating soundlessly, with quivering lips, and his heart gave a great bound and then stopped beating, and he fell on his knees and bowed his head on his hands as they clung to the railing in front of him. Amalia, watching them all with throbbing pulses and luminous eyes, saw and understood, and her spirit was filled with a great thankfulness which she could not voice but which lifted her, serene and still, above everyone there. Now she looked only at Peter, Jr. Then a tremor crept over her and, turning, she clasped Larry's arm with shaking hands. Let me that I lean a little upon you, or I fall down. How this is beautiful! Larry put his arm about her and held her to him, supporting her gently. It's all coming right, you see. Yes, but how it is terrible for the old man! It is if lightning had fallen on him! Larry glanced at his brother-in-law, and then looked away. After all his desire to see him humbled, he felt a sense of shame in watching the old man's abject humility and remorse. Thereafter he kept his eyes fixed on his son, as he struggled with the throng, packed closely around him, and shouting now his name. Suddenly, when he could no longer progress, Richard felt himself lifted off his feet and there, born on the shoulders of men, as he had so shortly before been born in triumph, through the streets of Paris, he was carried forward, this time by men who had tramped in the same column of infantry with him. Gladly now they held him aloft and shouted his name, and the people roared it back to them as they made way, and he was set down, as he directed, in the box beside the prisoner. Had the judge tried to restore order it would have been futile. He did not try. He stood smiling, with his hand on the old elder's shoulder. Then, while the people cheered and stamped and shouted the names of the two young men, and while women wept and turned to each other, clasping hands and laughing through tears, Milton hibbard stooped and spoke in the elder's ear. I throw up the case, man, and rejoice with you and the whole town. Go down there and take back your son. The Lord has visited me heavily for the wicked pride of my heart. I have no right to joy in my son's return. He should cast me off. The old man sat there shriveled and weary, gazing straight before him, and seeing only his own foolish prejudice, like a giant despair looming over him. But fortunately for him no one saw him or noticed him, but the two at his side, for all eyes were fixed on the young men as they stood facing each other and gazed in each other's eyes. It was a moment of breathless suspense throughout the courtroom, as if the crowd by one impulse were waiting to hear the young man speak, and the judge seized the opportunity to again call for order. When order had been secured, the prisoners counsel rose and said, If your honor please, I ask leave to have the proofs opened and to be permitted to call another witness. The judge replied, I have no doubt the district attorney will consent to this request. You may call your witness. Richard Kildeen rang out the triumphant voice of Nathan Goodbody, and Richard stepped into the witness box and was sworn. The natural eloquence with which he had been endowed was increased tenfold by his intense earnestness as he stood, turning now to the judge and now to the jury, and told his story. The great audience watching him and listening breathlessly perceived the differences between the two men, a strong individuality in each, causing such diversity of character, that the words of Betty Ballard, which had so irritated the counsel, and which seemed so childish, now appealed to them as the truest wisdom, the wisdom of the child who shall lead them. It is not the same head, and it is not the same scar, it is not by their legs or their scars we know people, it is by themselves, by their souls. Betty was vindicated. Poignantly, intently, the audience felt as he wished them to feel the truth of his words, as he described the eternal vigilance of a man's own soul when he has a crime to expiate, and when he concluded by saying, it is the eye of dread that sees into the hidden recesses of the heart to the uttermost end of life that follows the sinner even into his grave until he yields to the demands of righteousness and accepts the terms of absolute truth. He carried them all with him, and again the tumult broke loose, and they shouted and laughed and wept and congratulated each other. The judge himself sat stiffly in his seat, his chin quivering with an emotion he was making a desperate effort to conceal. Finally he turned and nodded to the sheriff, who rapped loudly for order. In a moment the room was silent, everyone eager to hear what was to be the next step in the legal drama. Gentlemen of the jury, said the judge, notwithstanding what has occurred, it becomes your duty to proceed to an orderly termination of this case. If you believe the testimony of the last witness, then of course the crime charged has not been committed. The respondent is not guilty and he is entitled to your verdict. You may, if you choose, consult together where you are, and if you agree upon a verdict the court will receive it. If you prefer to retire to consider your verdict you may do so. The foreman of the jury then wrote the words, not guilty, on a piece of paper, and writing his name under it, passed it to the others. Each juror quickly signed his name under that of the foreman, and when it was returned to him he arose and said, The jury finds the accused not guilty, then for the first time everyone looked at the elder. He was seated, bowed over his clasped hands, as if he were praying, as indeed he was, a fervent prayer for forgiveness. Very quietly the people left the courtroom, filled with a reverent awe by the sight of the old man's face. It was as if he had suddenly died to the world while still sitting there before them. But at the door they gathered and waited. Larry Kildeen waited with them, until he spied Mary Ballard and Bertrand, with Betty, leaving. When he followed them and gave Amalia into their charge it was a swift and glad meeting between Larry and his old friends, and a hurried explanation. I'm coming to tell you the whole soon, but meantime I've brought this lovely lady for you to care for. Go with them, Amalia, and tell them all about yourself, for they will be father and mother and sister to you. I've found my son. I have a world to tell you, but now I must hurry back and comfort my brother-in-law a bit. He took Mary's hand in his and held at a moment, then Bertrand's, and then he relieved the situation by taking Betty's and looking into her eyes, which looked tearfully back at him, stooping as if irresistibly drawn to her. He touched her fingers with his lips, and then lightly, her hair. It was done with the grace of an old courtier, and he was gone, disappearing in the courthouse. For a good while the crowd waited around the doors, neighbor visiting with neighbor and recounting the events of the trial that had most impressed them, and telling one and another how they had all along felt that the young prisoner was no other than Peter, Jr., and laying all the blame on the elder's reckless offer of so large a reward. Nells Nelson crept sulkily back to the stable, and G.B. Stiles returned to the hotel and packed his great valise, and was taken to the station in the omnibus by Nells Nelson. As they parted, G.B. Stiles asked for the paper he had given the suede. It's no good to you or anyone now, you know. You're out nothing. I'm the only one that's out. All I've spent. Yes, but I got him. You not, all over, devourle. Devas both coming back, that's all. And so they parted. Everyone was glad and rejoiced over the return of the young men, with a sense of relief that resulted in hilarity. And no one would leave until he had had a chance to grasp the hands of the boys. The men of the jury lingered with the rest, all eager to convince their friends that they would never have found the prisoner guilty of the charge against him, and at the same time, chafing each other about their discussions and the way in which one and another had been caught by the evidence and Peter's changed appearance. At last the doors of the courthouse opened, and the judge and Milton Hibbard, Peter Jr., his father, and the lawyers, and Larry and Richard, walked out in a group, when shouting and cheering began anew. Before descending the steps, the elder, with bared head, stepped forward, and stood regarding the people in silence, and the noise of shouting and cheering stopped as suddenly as it began. The devout old man stood erect, but his words came to them brokenly. My friends and my neighbors, as you all know, I have this day been saved from committing in my blindness and my stubbornness a great crime for which the Lord be thanked. Unworthy as I am, this day my son has been restored to me, fine and strong, for which the Lord be thanked, and here the young man brought up as a brother to him, is again among you who have always loved him. He turned and took Richard by the hand, and waited a moment. Then getting control of himself once more continued, for which again I say, the Lord be thanked. And now let me present to you one whom many of you know already, who has returned to us after many years, one whom in the past I have greatly wronged. Let me here and now make confession before you all, and present him to you as a man. He turned and placed his hand on Larry's shoulder. Let me present him to you as a man who can forgive an enemy, even so far as to allow that man, who was his enemy, to claim him forever more, as brother and friend Larry killed Dean. Again, cheers burst forth, and again were held back as the elder continued. Neighbors, he has sent us back my son. He has saved me more than me from ruin and disaster. In these days when ruin is abroad in the land, how he has done it you will soon learn, for I ask you all to come round to my house this night and partake of a little collation to be prepared by Mr. Decker and sent in for this occasion. The old man's voice grew stronger as he proceeded. Just to welcome home these boys of ours, our young men, and this man, generous, and you've not been the only one to blame, Larry stepped forward and seized the elder's hand. I take my share of the sorrow, but it is past, we're friends, all of us, and will go all around to Elder Craigmile's house this night, and help him give thanks by partaking of his bounty. And now will ye lift your voices and give a cheer for Elder Craigmile, a man who has stood in this community for all that is excellent, for uprightness and advancement, for honor and purity, a man respected, admired, and true, who has stood for the good of his fellows in this town of Lovett for fifty years. Larry Kildeen lifted his hand above his head and smiled a smile that would have drawn chairs from the very paving stones. And the chairs came heartily and strongly as the four men, rugged and strong, the gray-haired and the brown-haired, passed through the crowd and across the town square and up the main street and on to the elder's home. Aaron Our had passed, all was quiet, and the small town of Lovett had taken up the even tenor of its way. After a little time, Larry Kildeen and Richard left the elder and his son by themselves and strolled away from the town on the familiar road toward the river. They talked quietly and happily if things nearest their hearts, as they had need to do, until they came to a certain fork of the road when Larry paused, standing a moment with his arm across his son's shoulder. I'll go on a piece by myself, Richard. I'm thinking you'll be wanting to make a little visit. Richard's eyes danced. Come with me. Father, come. There'll be others there for you to talk with, who'll be glad to have you there. And go to, go to. I know the ways of a man's heart as well as the next. Oh, warrant you do, Father. And Richard bounded away, taking the path he had so often trod in his boyhood. Larry stood and looked after him a moment. He was pleased to hear how readily the word father fell from the young man's lips. Yes, Richard was facile and ready. He was his own son. Mary Bellard stepped down from the open porch where Amalia and the rest of the family sat behind a screen of vines, interestingly talking, and walked along the path between the rose bushes that led to the gate. Junior Richard must be coming when she saw Betty, who sat where she could glance now and then down the road, drop her shoeing and hurry away through the house and off toward spring. As Larry knew the heart of a man, so Mary Bellard knew the heart of a girl. She said nothing, but quietly stroll along and waited with her hand on the gate. I wanted to be the first to open the gate to you, Richard. She said, as he approached her with extended arms. Silently he drew her to him and kissed her. She held him off a moment and gazed into his eyes. Yes, I'm the same boy. I think that was what you said to me when I entered the army, that I should come back to you, the same boy. I've always had it in mind. I'm the same boy. I believe you, Richard. They are all out on front porch and butchering easy with them. If you wish to see him first, and if you wish to see Betty, take the path at the side, around the house to the spring below the garden. Betty stood there back to the house, under the great bar that peer-tree. She was trembling. She would not look around. Oh no, she would wait until he asked for her. He might not ask for her. If he did not, she would not go in, not yet. But she did look around, for she felt him near her. She was sure, sure. He was near, close. Oh Richard, Richard, oh Richard, did you know that I've been calling you in my heart so hard, calling you, calling you? She was in his arms and his lips were on earth. The same little Betty, the same dear little Betty, lovelier, sweeter. You wore a white dress with little green to sprig on it. Is this a dress? Yes, no. I couldn't wear the same old one all this time. She spoke between laughing and crying. Why is this just like it? Because he held her away and gazed at her a moment. What a lovely reason. What a lovely Betty. He drew her to him again. I heard it all, there in the courtroom. I was there and heard. What a load you have borne for me, my little Betty, all this time. What a load. It was horrible, Richard. She hid her flaming face on his breast. There, before the whole town, to tell everyone, everything, I, I, I don't even know what I said. I do every word, dear little Betty. While I have been hiding like a great coward, you have been bravely bearing my terrible burden, bearing it for me. Oh, Richard, for weeks and weeks my heart has been calling you, calling you, night and day, calling you to come home. I told them he was Peter Jr., but they would not believe me. No one would believe me but Mother. Father tried to, but only Mother really did. I heard you, Betty. I had a dingy little studio up three flights of stairs in Paris, and I sat there painting one day, and I heard you. I had sent a picture to the salon, and was waiting suspense to know the result, and I heard you call. Was, was, was what made you come home, or was it because you knew you want to? She lifted her head and looked straight into his eyes. Richard left. It's the same little Betty, the same Betty with the same conscious, bigger than her head, almost bigger than her heart. I can't tell you what it was. I heard it again and again, and last time I just pepped my things and wound up matters there. I have made a success, Betty, dear, let me say that. It makes me feel just a little bit more worth your while. I thought to make a success would be sweet, but it was all worthless. I'll tell you all about it later. But it was no help, and I just followed the call and Richard, hurrying, as if I knew all about the things that was going on when really I knew nothing. Sometimes I thought it was you calling me, and sometimes I thought it was my own conscience, and sometimes I thought it was only that I could no longer bear my own thoughts. See here, Betty darling, don't. Don't ever kill anyone, for the thought that you have committed a murder is an awful thing to carry about with you. She left and hid her face again on his breast. Richard, how can you laugh when it is all been so terrible? We can't, Betty. We're crying. She looked up at him again, and surely his eyes were filled with tears. She put up her hand and lightly touched his lips with her fingers. I know. I know you've suffered, Richard. I see lines of sorrow here about your mouth, even when you smile. I saw the same in Peter Junior's face, and it was so sad. I just hugged him. I was so glad it was he. I hugged him and kissed him. Bless his heart. Somebody want to. Somebody will. She's beautiful and so fascinating. Let's go in so you can meet her. I have met her, and father has told me a great deal about her. I've had a fine talk with my father. How wonderful that Peter should have been the means of finding my father for me, and such a splendid father. I often used to think out what kind of a father I would like if I could choose one, but I never thought out just such a combination of delightful qualities as I find in him. It's like a story, isn't it, and we'll all live happily ever after. Shall we go in and see the rest, Richard? They'll be waiting to see you, too. Let's go over here and sit down. I don't want to see the rest quite yet, little one. Why, Betty? Do you suppose I can let go of you yet? No, said Betty meekly, and again Richard left. She lifted the hair from his temple and touched the old scar. Yes, it's there, Betty. I'm glad he hit me that well. I would have pushed him over, but for that I deserved it. You're not so like him. Not so like him as he used to be. No one will mistake you now. You don't look so much like yourself as you used to, and you have a lot of white in your hair. Oh, Richard. Yes, it's been pretty tough, Betty, dear. Pretty tough. Let's talk of something else. And all the time I couldn't help you even the least bit. But you were a help all the time. All the time. How, Richard? I had a clean, sweet, perfect, innocent place all over my heart where you were that kept me from caring for love the foolishness that tempts other men. It was a good, sweet, wholesome place where you sat always. When I wanted to see you sitting there, I had only to take a final little leather housewife, all worn and tied with cherry-colored hair ribbons in my hand and look at it and remember. Betty sighed alongside a contentment and sent herself closer in his arms. Yes, I was there, and God heard me praying for you. Sometimes I felt myself there. In the secret chamber of my heart, Betty, dear. Yes. They were silent for a while, one of the blessed silences which made life worse living. Then Betty lifted her head, telling about Paris, Richard, and what you did there. It was Peter who was wild to go when patting Paris, and it was you who went. That was why no one found you. They never thought that of you. But I would have thought it. I knew you had it in you. Oh, yes, after a fashion I had it in me. But you said you met with success. Did that mean you were admitted to the salon? Yes, dear. Oh, Richard, how tremendous! I've read a lot about it. Oh, Richard, did you like the old masters? Did I? Betty, I learned a thing about your father, looking at the work of some of those great old fellows. I learned that he is a better painter and a greater man than people over here know. Mother knew it all the time. Ah, yes, your mother. Would you like to go there, Betty? Then I'll take you. We'll be married right away, won't we, dear? You know, Richard, I believe I would be perfectly, absolutely, terribly happy if I could only get over being mad at your uncle. He was so stubborn. He was just wicked. I hated him. I hated him so. And now it seems as if I had got used to hating him and couldn't stop. She had been so brave and had not once given way. But now, at thought of all bitterness and the fight of her will against that of the old man, she sobbed in his arms. Her old frame shook, and he gathered her clothes and comforted her. He, he, he was always saying, saying, Never mind now what he was saying, dear. Listen, I, I, I am afraid I can never see him, or, or look at him again. I, I, I hate him so. No, no, don't hate him. Anyone would have done the same in this place who believed us firmly as he did what he believed. But he didn't need to believe it. You see, he had known through that dain man, or whoever he is, from the detective. All I told you that night. How could he help it? I believed Peter is dead. We all did. You did. He had brooded all fruit and slept up on it. No wonder he refused even to look at Peter. If you had seen Uncle Elder there in the courtroom after the people had gone. If you had seen him then, Betty, you would never hate him again. All the same, if, if you hadn't come home when he did, and love Wisconsin, a love of hanging, he would have had him, Peter Jr. He would have had his own son hanged, and business glad, glad, because he would have thought he was hanging you. I do hate, no, no. And as he very seriously said, if all that been as it seemed, and it had been me, trying to take place of Peter Jr., I would have deserved hanging. Now wouldn't I, after all the years when Uncle Elder had been good to me for his sister's sake? That's it, for his sister's sake. Not yours, always himself, and his came first. And then it wouldn't have been so. Even if it were so, it wouldn't have been so. I mean, I wouldn't have believed it, because it could have been you and been so. Darling little Irish Betty, what a fine dog you'll be to my Irish dad. Oh, my dear, my dear. But you know such a thing would have been impossible for you to do. They might have known him, too, if they'd had any sense. And that scar on Peter's head. That was a new one, and yours is an old one. If they'd had any sense, they could have seen that, too. Never any man on earth had a sweeter job than I. It's worth all I've been through to come home here and comfort you. Let's keep it up all our lives, see? You always stay mad at Uncle Elder, and I'll always comfort you, just like this. Then Betty left through her tears, and they kissed again, and then proceeded to settle all their future to Richard's heart content. Then, after a long while, the crept in where the family were all seated at supper, and instantly everything in the way of the Corum at Mills was demoralized. Everyone jumped up, and Betty and Richard were surrounded and tumbled about and hugged and kissed by all. Until it was real, Charlotte's voice reached the shout of laughter as little Jenny said, What are we all kissing Betty for? She hasn't been away, she's been here all the time. It was Peter, Jr., who broke up the route. He came in, up on them, saying he had left his father asleep, exhausted, after today's emotion, and that he had come home to the ballers to get a little supper. Then it was all to be done over again, and Peter was jumbled up among all stretched arms, and shaken and pounded and hugged, and happy he was to be shaken once more thus philosophorously into the home that had always meant so much to him. There they all were, Martha and Julian, James and Bob, as the boys were called these days, and little Jenny, and Bertrand, as joyous as a boy, and Mary, she who had always known, even as Betty said, smiling on him in the old way, and there, watching all with glowing eyes, Amalia sat at one side, waiting until Peter had her two in his arms. Quickly Martha set a place for Peter between Amalia and herself. Yes, it was all as it should be, the circle now complete, only. Where is your father, Richard? asked Mary. He went off for a walk. Isn't he a glorious father for men to fall heir to? We're all to meet at Uncle Elder's tonight, and he'll be there. Will he? I'm so glad. Yes, Mrs. Ballard. Richard looked gravely into her eyes, and from her to Bertrand. You left after the verdict. You entered the courthouse at last. It's all come right, and it's going to stay so. The meal progressed and ended amid laughter, and little later, the family all set out for the banker's home. How I wish Esther was here. I did not wish her here before, but now we want her. She looked at Peter. Yes, now we want her. We're ready for her at last. Father lives for New York tomorrow to fetch her. She's coming on the next steamship, and he'll meet her and bring her back to us all. How that is beautiful! More and more the Malia, as she walked at Peter's side. He looked down at her, and noted awareness in her manner she stroves to conceal. Come back with me a little, just a little while. I can go later to my father's, and he will excuse you, and I'll check you to him before he leaves tomorrow. Come. I think I know where we might find Larry killed in. So Peter led her away into the dusk, and they walked slowly, slowly, along the road, leading to the river Bluff, but not to the top. After a long hour, Larry came down from the eighth, where he had been communing with himself, and found them in the sweet starlight seated by the wayside, and passed them, although he knew they were Peter and Amalia. He walked lingerly, feeling himself very much alone, until he was seized by either arm and held. It is your blessing, sir, called in, we ask it. And Larry gave them the blessing they asked, and took Amalia in his arms and kissed her. I thought from the first that you might be my son, Peter, and it means no diminution in my love for you that I find you are not. It's been a great day. A great day. A great day. He said, as if to himself, and he walked on together. Yes, yes, sir called in, I am never to know again if you. I am to have new name, so strong and fine. Well, can I say it? Hear me. Peter Craigmill Jr., a strange, fine name. It is to be mine, even to me. How all this beautiful here. See the joy of heaven in my heart, like heaven, is not, Peter. Now you are here? Yes, Amalia. So have I saved you before? To love is all of heaven, and all of life is not? Peter held in his hand little crucifix. He had worn on his bosom since their parting. In the darkness he felt rather than saw it. He placed it in her hand and drew her close as they walked. Yes, Amalia, yes, you have taught me. Hatred destroys like a blast, but love, love is life itself.