 Yeah. Bodies. Yes. That's really what it's all about, ironically. It's all about the body. As you know, it's as... Yeah. Each spark of infinity is one of these costumes. Wow. Then why would I ever judge another? Jesus. That just blew that one right up the gate. Yep. Why judge myself? Yeah. It's very innocent, I guess. Why commit malevolence against myself? That's the bigger question. Right. Yeah. Yeah. Why harm myself? Yeah. The logic is flawed and people are going to be waking up to that pretty rapidly. Karma can be a good pristine mirror. Yeah. Yeah. And then it's like, who am I to blame? Who am I to judge someone's dance with her at the same time? Unless I like to create funny little karma glitches for myself. And as I say this, I'm calling the ignorant part of me out that still experiences it because it's so innocent and so somehow not judging the self for judging the self at the same time. There's two core parts to what we're talking about right now that I want to hit the tennis ball back on. One of them is the top Delphic Maxim written on the Temple of Apollo or Delphi two words, know thyself. Why? Why did they pick know thyself? Well, because as we talk about how can you commit malevolence when you know your true nature? Why would you ever take this and begin hitting yourself? Stop hitting yourself. Exactly. You're hitting yourself. My cousin did that to me when I was a kid that would take my hands and hit me with them and they'd say, why are you hitting yourself? It was really frustrating because I wasn't trying to. Yeah. I didn't know. I didn't realize that they were me revealing to me a microcosmic fractal what I'm doing on a universal level until this moment. So now I'm grateful for them for their teachings even though I wish they would have done it in a nicer way. So that's their own karma to deal with making their little cousin hit himself. But at the same time, it's very innocent and who's to say that that was anyway, I'm going off on a thing. Another way to phrase it is to say that getting out of your own way is in itself both an illusion and yet it is also the psychology, the conditioning, the ego, the not knowing yourself, the ignorance being behind the valous veil and not knowing that true nature. So getting out of your own way means deconditioning yourself from your psychology, from the ego, from the behavioral patterns of self-dealing, service to self-dynamics that when you don't know your true nature that those are those cores that light up. And then the other part that I just want to mention quick is that you said the dance each one of us has our own unique dance that we're going through and could it possibly be that every single one of those dances is just already ineffable perfection and just zip and nice. It's like that, yeah. Can be. I mean there's nothing there that's the thing is like oh yeah it's all words let's call it that thing cool let's call it any word other than ineffable perfection let's play that game and see what happens and then when you realize that words are just words and it's like oh what's the word for the thing when we're not trying to like pretend we're not trying to pretend it's like oh let's dress that thing up in a let's call that one of that thing let's call that one of that thing there comes a time where it's like um what happens when we stop trying to play that game of like calling things and see what things are without words I think as a collective it's kind of like the scientific the western mind is going to have to come to a place of like okay cool we tried that game the word and then it's like a word that helps point me back to what's beneath my my human the toys the human toys of the words when I'm not playing those games it's like oh ineffable perfection works to direct me to the fact that yes any word that I call that and then call that I create automatically a gap of a gap of perceived separation in between but really there is no in between and you know call it really a lot of words but ineffable perfection works and it's also important I think to explain why we call it that because some people have a hard time with that word because they're like things are not perfect yeah because there's war and poverty and stuff like that and there's a couple components here so first is that it's mission critical to understand that the analysis of form infinity as science does is absolutely amazing and incredible and really mission critical for planetary flourishing and it's what enables us to have what we have right now in what we're doing and also at the same time it's completely not being synthesized at all with spirituality to the extent at which when it does get synthesized with spirituality at a deeper level it will understand the fundamental balance, the poignancy the very paramountness itself of awareness of consciousness and then then it will be able to become and infinity, awareness and infinity and as it does that then science and spirituality synthesized will be able to ascend together in a more harmonic way which right now is already incredibly happening but is still there's too much dissonance that's still creeping around people not knowing themselves as impersonal shared awareness or even knowing that they share the same fucking source and thinking that they're just a finite like we share the same earth let's start there yeah so it's very simple also when it goes back to where do we all come from yeah the question has to be asked, the deeper questions that's how you get to the realization you don't get to the realization via being stuck in the 9-5 economic machinery grind and then randomly out of nowhere being dropped the golden nugget of realization that it takes this seeking impulse which is literally your lifeline to the creator which you already are your seeking impulse is what is the in a sense the absolute GPS callback as Bintini Musaro has been saying and it is literally your most sacred, most divine aspect which is the self-inquiry the the very process of asking yourself what is I what am I what is my true nature and then getting yourself to these answers and what you said a moment to go around ineffable perfection is really important because you have to understand it's ineffable perfection and it's perfecting you will never be able to get away from that second part of perfecting and just say it is perfect being it's always simultaneity it's perfect being and it's perfect perfecting it's becoming that's why Heraclitus said 2,500 years ago Panta Ray everything flows while Parmenidus said all movement is an illusion and so you bring the two together and you recognize that war and poverty are yes just like the Tijit too you have the monism and you have the dualistic Yin-Yang in it so war and poverty are the creation of ourselves in order for us to have contrast in order for us to perfect away from war and poverty exactly exactly yeah ironically the more we accept what feels the most shitty as ineffable perfection the more it blossoms right no mud it's very classic one of my favorite I love this one I throw it around everywhere everyone should know it a tree cannot branch into heaven lest its roots reach into hell only to that degree and so really it's just like breaking news announcement this is a PSA for the planet earth collective it's all a paradox so like the thing of like this verse that right it's like can't it's like oh yeah that one so this has been an experiment of like oh what does that look like to pretend to like try to make this verse that and it's like oh yeah poverty war all that cool how do we remember it's all paradoxically together part of an ineffable perfection oh it already is that cool so then that keeps doing what it's doing and already and it's just more efficient so it's like really like if we all understood how efficient the process of global civilization healing you know whatever we're trying to do that our heart our heart is like hey that hurts when I see that person hurt hmm it's like oh what does that really mean oh we're one okay cool that's why I love this person right so then we can get caught up in our fight for the world but then make a bad guy out to be the thing that we have to conquer that could be cool like that's part of the ineffable perfection right that's you know somehow that's doing whatever it's doing and it's also like hey I have a theory that I've experienced miracles through applying which is that the more that we realize the underlying unity that has been forgotten in the creation of the perception of separation manifest as human suffering the way to really heal that is to come to terms with the wholeness there beyond our mental ideas of it right uplift the mental ideas within us self responsibility we cannot point the fingers outside right self responsibility so we heal that we heal that projection of the perception of separation to take in self responsibility to no longer make the world something bad that way we can approach the world as what it truly is as ourselves right all coming as all seeds coming from the same father mother universe son earth beyond even source and then like okay cool and then we become anyway you can I I made this why would I ever be a victim to what I made it's a stupid limiting belief that is being eradicated from civilization because we recognize that we designed our own fucking escape rooms we designed our own fucking labyrinth you know and so that's where like you said there's the responsibility portion of the awakening I'm the fucking designer of my own labyrinth and so it's a beautiful process for me to go through the labyrinth less labyrinth and there's also like you said the holism heels realizing the undercurrent of unity also becoming aware that creation is in fact the most efficient vehicle for intelligent infinity to play with planets and civilizations and people in costumes and the dynamics that happen between them it's the 101 the 101 it's the 101 it's like oh creation works the best perfect keep creating knowing that you are creation that's how it works it creates it's creation so want to align with it want to make it you know want to honor the creation um yeah quit pretending that you're not creation yeah want to tell me just Miss Sargatsata has this great quote he says that you are the source of infinite possibility yeah and then there's so much compassion like at the same time for where it's not doesn't feel like we're the creator right for the part of ourself that we may perceive you know the human collective that we may perceive to be not in the realization of their true nature there's such ineffable perfection and it's like so then because the whole thing is really love and relentless compassion the likes of which hardly any humans have tasted so we're bringing through a very masculine approach which I love it's because it's the mind is necessary we have to learn what the fuck our mind is doing we have to learn what our mind is doing and then we and so the real thing is just to empty it out empty the mind of like learn to trust that there is a source for our experience and any place where we are identified we're experiencing things that feel out of alignment there might be some thought we picked up along the way that has kind of lodged itself in our brain and to do the work of like the very simple work of like even here even with all these thoughts even with all these feelings I'm still ineffable perfection which kind of relaxes all these beliefs that believe there were anything else and then the brain kind of becomes empty clear which humanity is terrified of that's what the ego fears the most because it feels like existential death right the infamous death of the ego but it's only relevant you know it's also like it's part of the picture what it does in my experience is it creates an open transparent channel for more energy to be able to be experienced brought through the physical vessel more energy to be felt there's also some like feeling the immensity of human suffering involved while having enough clarity to not pretend that it's not there to pretend that we can resist it enough clarity to not pretend we can resist the immensity of what we're actually all sitting here together in and then in that is like a radical compassion that is just here to love in a very simple way at the same time love everything and be the like I did not come here to teach you I came here to love you love will teach you so there's something very humbling about the way that the feminine dimension manifests as this earth and as the body and as the human family and as this mud demands for me she humbles me she brings me to my knees and I say I'm so sorry how could I ever be so arrogant how deeply I love you yeah it's the full realization of that undercurrent of unity at the experiential degree of prana life force itself which that's the science with the mind and those are the two being merged together that's when science and spirituality also get the chance to really be able to have incredible sex is at yeah because really they 69 already but like this shirt but 69ing gets most intense with science and spirituality when they recognize that what is explained by prana the very 20,000 of these breaths per day as life force is the very incredible analysis of form infinity that we've made on the planet with science where we say that those 20,000 breaths per day literally come from the photosynthesis of phytoplankton and trees and so the level of interdependence is you cannot exist here without the insane interdependence on this beautiful feminine mother earth energy that fractal you out as a secretion for you to be able to know and experience your own creation it's fucking perfect she's so beautiful and sexy and juicy yeah yeah we've been in a drought psychically a psychological drought due to our disconnection with her like she is it oh nature is god oh everything is a miracle oh wow it's so it's so beautiful oh wow there's so much abundance here and even then when we when our perceived what we think we need we've been taught by the culture that put us in the box put us behind the screen that put us in the classroom that put us in the perceived community perceived government system etc when we kind of realize that all those things that we have been sold to believe would be really good and fulfilling to like try to get when we realize that like fuck that's not working then we grieve that I find there's like there's like confusion and then there's like the minds like trying to hold on to something right so a lot of people right now mind is confusing what do I hold on to what side do I defend what side do I go against right you know what what do I do because they don't know it's their own creation right yeah and then and then I find that it's like yeah so there's a sense of lack that were fundamentally there's a fundamental assumption of lack of I mean there is yeah and then when nothing's there and you grieve it all and you like and it's like fuck what do I do I have nothing like whatever happens whether you get crucified or fucking you lose your girlfriend that you were in love with or you know you realize that the drug addiction isn't good for you whatever it is it's like or even just a very simple who the fuck am I like okay I know who my parents are kind of like I know what people around me that grew up with are doing who the fuck am I and something happens where you like fuck that's actually the greatest gift where we realize the most abundance through the gateway of loss perceived loss and then in those moments it's like what really matters what really matters when the whole world is seemingly in a frenzy when the whole world is in war and poverty and and fighting itself and you know whatever the thing is what what is it really bringing us back to what is really really really actually important then what the fuck are we doing what are we looking for and then it's like okay the mind it's good it's good the mind let the mind keep whirling let it do its thing eventually exhaust itself and then when there's nothing to hold anymore because you realize thoughts are not real things and that all of life has been ran by a filter of thoughts making stories about reality then you realize oh wait the earth is fucking abundantly gorgeous here I am connected to her through my breath and it's so simple and I'm so abundant because I am the infinite I am alive and everything is here with me and sometimes we have to be pushed to the brink of ego freak out in order to have that ego dissolve and realize oh that was never real and it's the most beautifully heartbreaking complex deep dirty and also simple and innocent and playful thing ever all of it and that's how it works around here apparently the humor is essential too the simplicity like oh yeah the humor and I love that you know what's up with that and I'm sure you've also been through your shadows right through your journey so I'm curious could you share a bit maybe about one of those moments for you I don't know if you've already shared on this show but I love how you bring up suffering as that greatest gift the drill sergeant of awakening itself is this gateway of perceived loss like you said and that is so fundamental that we have this assumption of lack and we have this mind toiling us around back and feeling like these thought clouds are so essential and that then we become liberated as we become more of the witness and we become less absorbed in the actual thought emotion perception sensation patterns it's incredible because as we sort of take that back seat becoming aware of awareness itself we also recognize that our source is shared awareness is shared that this is but one of our creations and that we have an endless amount of exploration that we've been doing that we're going to keep doing and that's the beauty of intelligence infinity endlessly expressing itself as the the divine play and humor by the way the whole humor and causeless joy thing is something that although although I could say that a lot of my sort of Satori the sort of micro Satori was in the middle of last year and then the like macro Satori was at the end of last year and at the beginning of this year so although I could say that my like macro level Satori had happened maybe even like a month or two ago I still hadn't really tapped into the just pure causeless joy and imperturbable peace and just Gigglefest that and that's why the humor is so essential and whatnot and so people people have been messaging me the last like you know month or two and they're just like you know what's going on like okay Mr. Satori why are you so fucking serious and and that was you know my response and my response to them was that you know I really only broke through into the Gigglefest like a week ago you know because what I what I did because because what I did a week what I did a year ago people only knew how much debris that alleviates people only knew how important it was for our planet for us to laugh more yeah and the thing is is that when people look at what was the trajectory for me and they come up with that understanding of like why are you so serious well and you know in 2020 I had to go 80 hours a week nonstop hardcore on the seeking impulse for me to pierce that valous veil and to recognize my true nature and so a lot of my content around that time and even into kind of early 2021 is like has a fairly serious edge to it um and so you know humor and you know causeless joy is your true nature but in order for you to really unlock the lockless lock of that the process leverages seriousness in the form of earnestness to know your true nature yeah so that would be my little answer to that was that I would say you know earnestness was my biggest key and that's why you know Nisar Gatsdahl also says earnestness is key to harm as well that there's basically an endless supply in a sense of people that know their true nature there's a lot of people and there's a lot of direct pointings but there are very very few discipled discipline disciples and that's that's the key so a discipline disciple was the key for me and that's all the awareness is so important that we're bringing in giving the option hey here's the thing it's not really a thing it's actually the thing beneath all the things but you kind of need to make it all about the thing beneath the things to realize that there was nothing else ever to make it about and we kind of have to yes so you just so where did that earnestness come from because that's the that's the thing and also simultaneously it's the causeless joy in the bucket let's just play on earth thing at the same time and so a lot of people are overly serious about things that are not found in reality and also the way that the polarity of that swings as they therefore we love to you know we have an impulse to just play naturally in no thing land in gigafest but it's all too serious to do that right but the problem is we're not serious about the actual thing serious about the illusion of a thing when you're really serious about the actual thing then you're serious about something that is completely not serious at the same time because the seriousness that we're conditioned to think it's all about is some time-based construct of something that we have to get to and then we forget what is already always here that which is already always here which is why they call it the lidla or the play because when you're really present play is really the best word that speaks to what is happening when there's no agenda in the illusion of time and it's simultaneously to play so we're here to have fun and enjoy the earth simultaneously we can't enjoy it to the maximum capacity unless we become relentlessly earnest and real all the way with all the places within us where we forget how free we already are and and then simultaneously in the play the authentic joy the causeless joy also comes through as some authentic impulse to serve how do we serve the people experiencing war and poverty because that is the most blissful thing to do when you realize that you're the whole universe and how fun it is to co-create in love with so much to love it's like over infinity how can we remember and expand our consciousness around all the places we've resisted to other and therefore in that embrace of the whole we get to expand our infinity loveless even and realize it's inherent already infinity loveless even more but in that perceived tension of contraction that experiential tension of contraction there gets to be a really epic experience of a way to this would be a good time to also explain the little banner that people see right now which is Buddha plus Atlas which is as we've been discussing that what happens is by learning your true nature what you do is you undergo this sort of nirvanic giggle fest and there's so much energy there just waiting yeah and then and then inevitably you also as you ascend you also weave your realizations terrestrially as Atlas in the sustainable development goals and all these other types of things that we've been mentioning so and that's why they're ultimately one Buddha and Atlas are ultimately one and that going to be Buddha without being Atlas because then how well do you actually know your true nature because you know if you knew truly although all is illusion you would know also that the experience in the dream can be accelerated by your will and choice to assist the other expressions of yourself in the dream and then you can't go on the Atlas side without realization because what happens is even though you think that you're serving the sustainable development goals you're doing it from person consciousness and so you can't actually serve for bringing a billion people clean water on the planet if you don't actually know that the other people are yourself that your employees and the team are yourself that the people you're serving are yourself you're going to always have something where you feel like why don't I why do I experience suffering why am I doing something of the sustainable development goals I'm still feeling like in my relationship with my significant other that I'm feeling anger arising well that's because you don't know your true nature because you haven't studied yourself as the eternal impersonal sky of awareness watching the clouds appear and disappear but that's the core is really it's always the synthesis Buddha, Atlas, science, spirituality monism, dualism always, always, synthesis simultaneous, always that's the whole idea of the holy trinity really and so there's so much there in order to serve as fully as possible we have to become empty enough to be vessels so simultaneously the more the less it's about us the more we realize how empty everything inherently is which is something not only hard to grasp but impossible to grasp as long as we get comfortable with the discomfort and begin to kind of build some relationship of knowing this with the unknown kind of like oh okay I know I can't know there's like there's simultaneously so then it animates the humanity in service to the humanity it makes the full human be able to come online when the idea of the human is not there the full human comes online which happens to be a whole collective a whole super organism that we are all vessels for we're all vessels for this energy but in order to efficiently efficiently generate the most beneficial energy for self we must do so for the collective and vice versa I really see the vessel as just a channel for one energy right that we're all constantly symbiotically feeding the infinite 69 that's happening where we are breathing in the air we are breathing in the universe we're breathing in life, we're breathing in God simultaneously as we're doing that it's breathing out into us and then it's breathing us in but we are actually that air we are actually that life we are actually that energy and this is actually a yeah a really powerful meditation that catalyzed some good things in my body it woke energy within my as I was meditating on I'll just share this story I guess since I'm in it this is okay so I'll share about a powerful experience one of the first sparks and just so people know that when people undergo this process know that you're listening to yourself tell a story just recognize that aspect to this process that's happening right now really enjoy the nature of you telling yourself a story tune in pay attention give love and respect it's you sharing a story with yourself so just for your references as you do this process with those that are are sharing you're listening to yourself so please I'm really pumped let's do this thank you yeah so it's a beautiful thing to share a story it's a funny thing but as long as it's not victimization right so don't create the space for victimization stories create the space for stories around self-realization so the story started off in this way where I was a sophomore in high school I was curious about things so I asked about Kabbalah to my uncle he had studied Kabbalah he taught me a Kabbalistic meditation a non-dual Kabbalistic meditation where you meditate upon the God within as you breathe the God within you exhale the God without so this character this was 15 years old a sophomore in high school and I had one of those grumpy fights with my parents and totally feeling like a victim they were feeling like my parents and my mom says why don't you go in your room and calm down and meditate like you learned and I got quite triggered by that how dare you I'm very much enjoying feeling that this is all unfair not meditate no especially not because you asked but I did it oh what if I got over myself and did that, that might be a good idea so this character did that and basically as I was going into my body and feeling with consciousness right going and feeling God on the contemplation of God on the contemplation that I am God that what I am breathing in is me and you trace that down you breathe it in through your third eye all the way down the spine and you fill up the whole body with the light of the self just consciousness is designed actually to leak out outside the blame gets put on the outside as soon as consciousness turns inside there can be a contemplation a remembrance all inside everything is actually inside all we have is our own consciousness and that must be experientially realized that everything already inherently is then you don't have to really try to get to the place hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha hahahaha oh my God so long story short something as I was going down my body I felt the tingle I felt the tingle of light going down my spine and I was like holy shit this is magic this is somethings happening right the science of consciousness was revealing itself to me in the laboratory of my own beingness in body and something sparked and yeah I almost left my body I got too scared everything flashing lights around me began to leave my body didn't know it would be on the other side so I used my thoughts to bring myself back into the perception that I exist as a separate being in this body I used the weight of my thoughts I thought and I thought to bring myself back because I didn't trust the unknown I didn't know actually what would happen and usually it's good things happen when that happens and you get to realize and experience more of who you are beyond the perception of what is being experienced within the 3D vehicle that is currently being actually physiologically transformed to allow more energy through epigenetics or unlocking or going through a metamorphosis at this time into butterflies believe it or not humanity and that is something I'm very excited about because it really is the whole body the body is the universe when the body when consciousness wakes up in the body when the cells begin to wake up no longer be contracted right consciousness is brought inward we find that the body contains infinity through it we find it's a magical like thing through which it's a holographic projector device that miracles are worked through when one is abiding as the fucking relentless knowing of who the fuck they are as Christ consciousness and it's also a very tender thing to explore what the body needs so there's this aspect of the solar the solar consciousness like oh I'm actually infinite energy I'm actually the sun I'm light I'm pure light there's like this fire a fucking purification and transmutation that lights up the Kundalini whatever you want to call it that burns away what's not true that can withhold anything and only burns what we are not anything just life just scorches us and it's the purifying fire right and then there's also the medicine of the water and and it's really beautiful that there's all these self-care movements happening right wholesome means right mental health awareness there's like simultaneously nervous system regulation trauma informed work you know grief work grief work and then there's like the reclamation of like okay so how do we come out of the cave now in this day and age and embody what it means to be fucking animals playing on our big mama gaya together in a way that's very loving rather than accidentally violent due to our ignorance that we are only harming ourselves and how do we embody that through embodying the resonance of the celebration of the joy of the vibrational permission of showing the possibility of what is available without being making the other team wrong without making another team to and so yeah that's the thing we were talking about it's like the more full of truth you are the more joyful and playful you are because you realize there's only this moment that anything that's ever trying to make anything happen is not an efficient way to actually experience the best possible outcome in this reality right something deeper that already knows what it's doing that's playing through all of us and then here we are the more we play with it simultaneously when we're really enjoying it and playing with it yeah it's just a paradox that unites the paradoxes of like relentless freedom and ease and mercy and innocence and like the most badass fucking full embodied service but it's changing the way we show up to affect the world right rather than a world we have to change it's a world that's already inherently perfect that we're here to play with and let our love guide us beyond the illusion of like oh I love this person so much that I have to change them simultaneously somehow it's the love which unifies the perceived nuances of the different paradoxes of the separations and it's like how can I work with the process already happening constant perfecting itself everything and just let that happen through me so yeah I'm just laughing right now inside myself about the fucking paradox of the like relentless earnest seriousness and the complete ridiculous cosmic joke like gigglefest plus earnestness merged into one it's so real what we're doing right now I just feel such a burning you know such a burning it's a passion I feel a burning desire for the world to know what is possible now because I love my human family so much and I acknowledge that they are part of me simultaneously how can I be the medicine by embodying the unity consciousness that has been forgotten in the illusion of an external world that was really only my own creation to just fucking celebrate I like how you said in that last bit you had the cabala non-dual meditation as you were growing up is already like huge a lot of um teenagers in modernity getting access to something like that is mission critical in the global enlightenment pedagogy so you know just just a little meditation on recognizing that even right now taking our slow inhalations and exhalations and this is why so many of the mystics talked about silence being key slow everything down go all the way back to patanjali 2000 years ago go back to yogas citta vritti niruddha union with god with the absolute is simply the cessation of the fluctuations of mind itself calm it down and then use the breath and feel into the actual uniting each inhalation and exhalation with the absolute inescapable divinity that you already are and I adore that and to bring that to teenagers is perfect and I love that I love how you talked about the alchemistry that's happening the very metamorphosis that's why yohan wolfgang vangirthe said that light prismatically refracting into the visible light spectrum and the metamorphosis of the caterpillar to the butterfly those two phenomena are proof that the ultimate educational lecture belongs in the artist's sphere of work so light prismatically refracting to the visual light spectrum and metamorphosis of caterpillar to butterfly are proof that the ultimate educational lecture lies in the artist's sphere of work that in itself is motivation enough for us to realize that our nature is that process endless you will never come to the end of all of the different ways that a caterpillar becomes a butterfly and you will never come to the all of the end of the different ways that we put musical notes into a song or that we color a blank canvas with art or that we put together images into a movie or we combine food into a recipe or we vibrate vocal cords to make languages or we modulate a screen with never come to the end and so enjoy what eternity slash infinity actually is and enjoy that you are that this fire working is the absolute and just relax into the very nature of the beautiful fire working itself it's the best thing you can do for the planet I promise you I feel very passionate about the teenager thing obviously I had an awakening as a teenager which was quite challenging but also the thing that actually kept me going at like a flaming heart of purpose was born in that suffering the seed of purpose was buried in that suffering so I was born and raised in high school in Palo Alto, California in the Silicon Valley tech hub of the world supposed to be the best public schools the people there are wealthy and smart social media just became a thing I got to witness first hand what it does makes us even harder of a process to realize what is actually here in nature makes it a lot harder because we get confused we get into even anyway that's a whole another story but I got to witness the first hand effect of that on my body on my experience on my experience of disconnection from the world around me I felt completely disconnected from my environment had to turn inward because nowhere I looked for outside would give me a feeling of connection or validation or feeling seen or understood or loved so I had to learn to meditate basically and I'm so grateful but yeah it was quite challenging and now we have social media we have the internet so now we have thought spreading spreading spreading so now it's like figuring out a way to make this be revealed as simple and non-intimidating and like because it changes everything and it's so massive and yet it's so mundane and it's not the enlightened group that has it in the non-spiritual people don't get it the love that includes and makes it safe for everyone to feel somehow to communicate the true heart and the spirit of whatever this is to let children know they are loved to let the teenagers know they are loved that they are loved that they should, shall are loving creating the love and self is to be creative and I'm so passionate about that so I'm right there with you because I forgot I didn't have people around me to remind me I was loved in high school and that fucked me and it's fucked so many humans on this earth you know and it was a beautiful fucking luckily you know I was privileged and and at the same time I've experienced how difficult it is to be raised in this day and age with the onset of social media technology all the world crisis it's such an important time more than ever to really learn these practices and even deeper than pure mindfulness and yoga what is actually the root of yoga what is actually the root of meditation can we just go back for a second and just honor for a second where these teachings came from I'll be pointing to and so I'm excited to be on this journey of getting to make this less intimidating for people exactly and you mentioned that as you were going through as well I'll loop back to that in a second that you have these words like yoga which means union in Sanskrit or mysticism which again means becoming one with God or the absolute what are you uniting with in yoga with God or the absolute and so what have you forgotten you've forgotten that you are already that and so what are you doing you're just going back through this veil of veil and communing with your true perfect divine fireworky fractally nature and to be yourself is to be the art that you are and then embodied and then you mentioned this 3d to 4d in the law of one and in many of the other metaphysical maps is an understanding that if you look at the human as an evolutionary step where is the human evolving toward well the human is evolving toward going away from the limbic self-dealing finite and go at condition psychology identity form layers of onion to what it's going toward unlocking the heart shocker that forth the green the love light unity connecting point this is all one heart many hands one heart manus multi core unum so under that process e pluribus unum out of many one and out of that process what do you get you get enlightenment you get awakening that is what the traditions point to is unlocking that heart chakra recognizing one self as that firework of infinity recognizing everyone as that firework their own unique artistic embodied firework of infinity coming together as an enlightened civilization to maximize prosperity maximize abundance maximize harmony well being all of those good things and like you described there are these architectures there are these fundamental aspects to getting people from that yellow to the green from the 3D to 40 and you listed some mental health awareness stream entry trauma shadow grief work mentorship creating these little spiritual trampolines in these landing zones all this type of stuff and it has to be it has to also have a piece of self realization right like you said the Buddha and the Atlas have to be together so there's been an interesting movement around being wary of spiritual bypass and dealing with like not using spiritual ideas to dissociate more deeply and separate ourselves more deeply from our humanist and that's the piece that I love that you speak about it's like the inclusion right the true non duality true unity includes everything and includes the shit it doesn't raise itself about the shit it roots into the shit to go to fucking garden of heaven on earth and embraces our whole humanity and it is all merciful love that embraces our whole humanity and really is here to humble us I find it gets really so the infinite the way that pure nothing that is everything has the most fun it's like so it's chilling right chilling pure chill pure beyond chill and then it's like okay how do I get into the niddiest grittiest create the most nonsensical twisted illusions of separation experienced in the body and and exasperated by the suffering of the mind stories about what is felt in the body held in place as a perceived reality by the mind stories on the original impressions felt within the body the impressions of discord that is the greatest teacher of our true nature which is beyond all sensation right and then the greatest thing for that thing to do right it realizes oh I'm beyond all this and at the same time it knows this that's why it came here to forget so we can't negate the suffering it has to be an inclusion of of the whole human experience and it has to be that everywhere we are I'm already that I don't have to get anywhere right it's okay to be content and that's the greatest and I just love continuing to hammer it in that the more we allow ourselves to be content and be truly free the more efficient we can simultaneously be in helping more of the world become content because we are embodying creating that we are embodying that state of the creator knowing ourselves as a creator as creation knowing there's nothing to grasp that will make us content ever on a superficial level therefore it's the inherent satisfaction of being the creator creating knowing there's nothing to hold but everything to keep giving so there's no trying to stifle it by trying to have it all and it's the greatest satisfaction for the infinite to do is to find itself in the places that most forgot that they are that and to get into the little juicy details and so now this is the part where we're getting into the juicy details like the body and like the stories and like and how it's playing out on the human the co-created human masterpiece art project of like all the beautiful flowering expressions of different indigenous cultures and modern political spheres and technological advancements and somatic understanding and creative blossoming it just gets to be really exciting because we get to infuse into an uncover continuously uncover the unknown or pioneering the unknown we're like it's like maybe once upon a time we were like hey chillin at infinity let's go into the perception of the universe love dub love dub and then as souls we do that into the earth and now we're doing that as a collective again into the next frontier right the next dimension if you will the next stage of evolution if you will our destiny for embodiment universal realisation of what's already here beyond the perception of time which when we open up to moves moves yeah I love you bringing it back to the slowing down because it's like the paradox that the more we slow down the more we connect to godspeed more godspeed to move through us the more we tap into the place from which creation comes and then we're not wrestling with what is or creating the new that's already being created through us rather than distracting ourselves thinking we're creating something new but we're actually not embodying the place of creator realisation from which creation is already naturally happening through all of us as one creator and so yeah I'm excited to create like oh wow what happens when we create and we all realise we're creating together actually not only are we all creating together on this planet we all created together this experience we are the earth we are the sun we are the universe we are the creator we are the water we are the air we are the trees so I'm just excited for this chapter in the human evolution game and I'm like humbled by the amount of love that's calling me into and the amount of bullshit that's bringing up in me and the amount of mercy that there is in permission here within this beautiful earth in the paradox of it all I'm so excited for my life and enjoy being everyone together yes so I would take everything that was just said there and I would basically call that post realisation like you have to get up to the place where you go beyond coming and going where you go beyond creation and destruction where you go beyond everything and nothingness where you go beyond birth and death beyond that beyond that to just the ineffable perfection that that is and then you realise that truly and then only then can you really understand what's happening in terms of the creation that we're going through then you can be your unique firework but until the point that you realise that you are the absolute beyondness period and then then you can come into your cool little firework and the entire creation experience that we're going through of the mud and the lotus flower which is cool to know that first and then get to what we've been talking about post realisation is really important you are that which never comes and goes you are that which never opens and closes you know it's just one the heart and that is this this is that you know just sink in relax in as was said a moment ago just slow down stop the fluctuations of mind to the point of where you talk slower to the point of where there's more pause between the words so that each word that is delivered can be of greater God love, light, perfection when you talk too fast it is harder for it to be a precise word of God's love, light because you are talking too fast because you feel like there's something to do or something to say or something to prove or there's some lack or some need it is harder to find the right precise God's love, light, word when you are talking faster so slow yourself down to the point where you really become aware of the profundity of observation itself of witnessing itself of awareness itself recognize just like in your dream at night when you simulate out awareness and the reality this is that this is that you've simulated out awareness you've simulated out a reality for lila for the divine play endlessly you will be doing this but you are beyond doing this enjoy enjoy enjoy that's a good rap perfect beautiful first of many of these I love that tennis the tennis between the atema and atlas costume the I am really enjoyed it yeah I love we got to so many good things there was us earnestness I love that one so good so good it's so touchy I still feel the touchiness of the giggles because we have to be so serious about what's happening which is why it's very important that we giggle so we can really address it rather than at some shows and this thing we're doing when we're actually disconnected from our authentic thing that's wanting to actually honestly happen right so authenticity is a nice word also where can people find you to follow online and whatnot we'll put the link in the bio below if you have any questions please feel free to follow me my instagram is at source scribe it's such a good instagram great I'll add that in the bio and my website which I yeah I have it like fully launched but it should be good enough to go is www.adonai.com www.adonai.com hell yeah so pumper have youtube too so find me there and we'll put that link in the bio below so we have website instagram youtube also I think that we will be a good collaborative partner with one another on helping Adam's youtube channel prosper because he's looking to interview more awakened and enlightened beings and share their experiences and awaken more people around the planet create the butterfly effect let's feel free to send him DMs of recommendations by the way this platform is really good for you this is called stream yard it's so simple just like what we did literally just sending out a little right and then all you do is you just switch to this view and then you select the channels you want to broadcast to it's so simple and easy yeah so okay actually for you go ahead because you were doing a little interview show right you had simulation or you have simulation you are doing an interview thing but it came from I didn't get too into it because I've always been more into like what's deeper than the mind what's coming through me but then you have people that are like doing really cool things with the mind creativity stuff on the earth in your old simulation thing and now you're like and I've just been loving seeing this like oh cool here he goes into this thing great where are you at with how it was before and what it is now what's the objectives of simulation right now because there's been a bit of a shift of prioritization of topics it sounds like yeah it's just the caterpillar turning into the butterfly that's all it is right the four years of what this has been has turned from you know I'm going to interview you know a person a day because I want to know my true nature I need to know what's going on in science and spirituality and the nature of reality and consciousness I need to know and now it's dude I figured it out it was around my neck the whole fucking time and so now it's like I'm excited to to merge the worlds I'm excited to see you do that and to be a part of that and to see what happens all around this with that that's the anchoring terrestrially of the realizations that's what's meant by Tantra that's the atlas portion of the Buddha plus atlas so the Adibuddha the Adibuddha the Adibuddha it's the Yabbiyam it's the Buddha with his consort yeah the eternal cosmic love making masculine feminine awareness and yeah we're so grateful for this episode and we're also very grateful for our our audience we would love we would love to hear from 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