 Right now, that's another thing about this gift guard game. It bothered me sometimes because I see things so clear. Yeah. Like, it's like a smooth in my head. So I just seen him just when I looked over there and it just gave me sugar. Yeah, it's crazy like that. When I seen him get killed like that, I knew that we under attack. Yeah, I knew it. Man, I kicked him in the face and everything. Yeah, yeah, we on boss talk one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gonna talk. I'm gonna ask you about Nipsey, man. Did you have some? I'm gonna ask you about Nipsey Hussle, man. He tweeted about you. This is my brother, bro. I mean, like, like, how big was that? Like, and then I know you did the prayer, you know, when he passed away. When you rap like Nipsey do, you turn your story. But just that tweet and just the way y'all, Intermingle, what was that? How was that? What is that? Mind blown. Mind blown. Give me some big details. I'm gonna tell you how I would make it even more crazy. I wouldn't know Nipsey if it wasn't for Mug. Really? Yeah, they went to the elementary together. Mug stayed on Slawson, you know, Mug and Nip went to elementary school together. Okay. I didn't even know that. Yeah, you know, Mug daddy was in the service. So when he based the base, they was like, yeah, he was out there. So when Nip was coming up, we was coming up together, you know, so we ended up getting real, real, real close. And when I seen that, like right now, that's another thing about this gift guard game. It bothered me sometimes because I see things so clear. Yeah. Like it's like a movie in my head. So I just seen him just when I looked over there and it just gave me shit. Yeah, it's crazy like that. When I seen him get killed like that, I knew that we under attack. Yeah, I knew it. Man, I kicked him in the face. Yeah, after he got shot, you know that, that was crazy, man. I took my wife over there, not after he passed away, not when they put all that stuff in the parking lot. We went over there before that, we would go frequent that shop because we have a shop, this shop been here for a long time. So him being a person who owned a business and on that block, I want to see my kids working here. So I went and seen his family, his daddy working there, Black Sam in there, I go over there. My brother, one made me go, he's like, man, Nipsey doing some stuff over there like you. You know, I'm like, yeah, I see the little nigga. I met him in Vegas, me and him talking. And I was, you know, I talked that talk. I ain't gonna lie to you, I'm just who I am, bro. I'm like, nigga, you ain't been working. You know what I'm saying? On the music, I'm messing with you. Like you gonna see, you gonna see, he would not try to get the marathon ready. Then it's like 2010, 2010. He stayed on my ass. He was working on that. And then showed me though. He brought, when I went over to his shop, I was so impressed with the way he laid it out. It was beautiful in there, man. I still got the pictures on my phone like I never took them off. Like when I was going, when he was first setting up. Then he got a hell of a business mind. I remember when he told me, man, he was like, man, I can't wait to get 5,000 a show. Really? Mm-hmm. We had just performed at House of Blues and we went to, he asked me how much I was getting at that time of show. I was like, five right? She said, that's all, I don't make them. He says, over. Said, well, he blew past that. I think it probably was getting 60, 70 points. Exactly. But I'm saying he. But at that time, that's how. That's all, I don't make them. And y'all had some hell of a conversation then if y'all talking about that. He just. Oh yeah, man, man. You stay on my ass. Last thing, I remember him telling me over the phone. He was like, man, this is us. It's all for us. He was saying, like, I'm here now. I'm what we want to be. And he was like, man, they lying to us. This is all for us. This is our shit. That's what he was telling me. Wow, he was saying that. But I'm knowing what he was saying from, our conversation, just knowing, you know, I'm knowing he was saying, what he thought, what I think, how it's gonna be, how it look up there. Like, we gonna be out of place. He was letting me know. We the one supposed to be here. That's hard, man. That's hard. And for you and him to, for you and him to have a relationship where you felt that comfortable to pick up that phone and call you and talk to you about different things. Really about insight is really what you say. It's insight. That's all we talked about. That's hard, man. Shad, shad, that knowledge with each other. That's all we talked about. We talked, he was telling me about when he started eating right now. Oh yeah, with Dr. Saban. Yeah, he told me when he quit smoking, he was so happy. What would you say is your biggest accomplishment to date? My kids. How many do you have? Three. Three? Well, I got four of my daughter in heaven. Oh, that's what I'm doing for us, yeah. How old was she when she passed? When she came into the world. Okay, complications. Felt like she was here forever though. Wow. She seemed like she was, you know. See, that's why I tell people all the time when I talk about, and this is something I came up with myself during COVID, but I tell people when you're born in this world, you're born at a job, right? And you gotta do God's bid. And whenever you're done, he'll take you away. That's how I look on death. So that has no age. So when a baby, people say, how can you say that? Because a baby who has never been born, still birth, come out from a, mom, how have they done anything? I said, you know, they probably could have touched, the mama life could have changed, the daddy life could have changed, the nurses life could have changed, friends who've seen that mama carry that baby, changed her life. You know what I mean? All of that through that one child. And I've always said that, you know, cause people always come back. Anytime you're talking about God and trying to inspire people, they come back. So what about this? What about that? People are so engulfed in their rage and hatred because of something that they asked God for and he didn't deliver it. So- I don't remember being mad at God a lot too, in my life, until I realized, you know, I just, I know God real. I'm talking about when I say that, I don't say that lightly. Like, I think I was one of the people who had to be proved too. You know, I don't think I'll still be strong with God like I am now, if I didn't know, you know. I don't even believe no more. I don't even had to. Like, I know, you know what I mean? Like, I don't even have no reason to believe it. You know, I know for a fact. Man, God is just so real, man. Like, I know cause I'm still here. And there's so many people, the people we've been naming that's gone, but you know already you left it for a legacy to try, you know, better with your kids. That's a big deal right there. Cause your kids see a reflection of, you see your kids in you and they see you in themselves. They don't realize it's subconsciously happening. They don't even think about it. It happens seamlessly. You see what I'm saying? So that's the part right there where I be trying to tap into to give me the strength I need to keep going. You know what I'm saying? That part right there, make me push all the other problems I caught so-called half out the way. I don't even think about me no more when I look at my 15 year old son, when I think about my 30 year old son, when I think about my daughter, they said Brown. Like, those are the things that make me keep going is tapping into that place where it ain't about me no more. I ain't for me to still be here. Yeah, I've been at that place, man. It ain't about me at all, man. Sometimes it feels, sometimes it can feel selfish to yourself. You know what, it is what it is, man. That's my reality. Yeah, we on boss talk, one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gon' talk.