 The following contains strong language, nudity and scenes of a sexual nature. There's a bigger picture of this but you're still not listening. I've accepted any of the things. But this is what's triggered this bigger picture all of a sudden. This earth situation now. This bigger picture was all week, Josh. I've had an awful time. I know you have. I've had the worst time. Why can't you just come in and say something nice to us? And why, when you see that I'm upset? Can't you just apologise? Apologise for what? Saying that I'm not a fan of you, right? Oh my God, he still doesn't get it. It isn't just about my hair. I should be able to turn to Josh to make us feel better, not make us feel like shit. All I do is give, give, give to you and you just take and I get nothing back. I just get mugged off like... You don't get mugged, you get mugged. Oh sorry, I don't mean that. Like I just feel stupid. Why do you feel stupid though? Because I do, because you mean it's feel stupid. So why? What do you expect me to do? I don't want to be with someone who I'm constantly feeling like I'm having a beg for their attention or beg for them to say something to us. Like if that's the way it's going to be like forever, then I don't want to go on like that. Right, right, right. Yeah, alright then. The way that you said it... I could have gone a different way saying it. I just don't know what you want anymore. Obviously I want to be with you in that, but just to wear that around you and know you're just ridiculous. I'm sorry for not saying that I'm not a fan of your hair or whatever I've said. Sorry for that. I know it's made you upset. I've just got a feeling he doesn't really know what he's apologising for. I don't think he really understands women. How do you feel about your hair? I'm not wobble about your hair, because you're all good looking. Why don't you get a cooking? Well, that's not nice is it? And you better ask this to me, you girlfriend soon. Come here, give me a kiss. No, you give me a kiss. To Josh. That is what friends and loved ones are meant to do to you. Make you feel good about yourself. That's why I needed this night out. Sorry for that. I've got a good nose. Josh messaged me saying, with flame emojis, view of the fringe, he went, she looks fit, mate, like proper fit. Just drop to allow her heart to content and get more... Josh has planned a nice meal. I mean, it's not the most adventurous of ideas, but it'll be really nice for me and him to sit down, have some alone time and eat some good food. Now it's time for my master plan. Cue the waiter. Thank you. Cheers. Listen. I'm going to tuck you in because I don't want you to get a load of food all over you. Right? You're actually going to look in? Right, ready? You get on with my family. I think I might cry. No, don't cry, don't cry. I love how beautiful you are. Will you be like... I didn't even go one second, she was going to say no. Did any of you? Might be the most romantic I've ever had.