 You know I've always wanted to publish, but I never thought that I really had the skill set to be able to do it So really to get out of the gate and to know You know know what I needed to do That was always kind of scary to me. We're really having enough confidence To know what I had enough expertise in well I've done a few projects that I actually thought might be worthwhile, but I Think there's a lack of confidence, you know, I wasn't really sure if it was journal worthy, you know when you work 100% you know, you're a full-time FTE It's really difficult to think about when you can work that in and then I've never done it before I've never had any instruction and so I Really have no idea how to even start the process my issue is I'm pretty confident in my writing ability the writing itself What I'm not confident in is the idea. It's a little bit hard as a new writer to Go to experienced people or you know professionals that you Maybe you feel like they have so much more experience and you just wonder if your ideas even a good one in the first place Part of it is that it's a very different style of writing and it there seems to be a real Code of how you do it and it's hard to know what that code is you