 Yeah, we on boss talk one-on-one. Yeah, we gonna Check check check in this evening house issue boy ECO and I'm here with the lovely amazing official miss Jamaica. What's going on? No, no, you know my day will go on y'all don't forget to like subscribe follow us in all social media platforms We're on Facebook snapchat. Take talk. You name it. We're on there But definitely if you want to see our full length interviews Go check us out on patreon and on our youtube membership to see our full length interviews and thank you in advance Man, hey man. Guess what man? We got a very very special guest today. She don't really need no introduction man She been pretty much in our end out the game in out the game I seen her a few times I was so impressed with her when I first laid eyes on a man just her talent You know what I'm saying then, you know life took they took the toll I seen the video, you know, so I don't know if y'all seen a video did that video come out I don't know we about to get in all that man pink pressures in the building. What's going on? Hey, how y'all doing man? We love the fact that you came on boss talk 101 man. This is where we Really we get them early, right? Mm-hmm Yeah, so when you first come out and all that if you feel to make a buzz move This is the best place to be so every day every day there's something special about to happen, right? Yes, sir Right they talk a little shit. I talk a lot of shit. So man energies are matching man, you know You know the way we do it over here really we like to Really just let our people know who you are, right? Yeah, I get to know you a little better pink pressures in the bill We're about to get let's get it up in pressure. Where were you born erased? Shit, I was born here in Dallas, Texas Technically, I just go ahead tell the truth. I was born at Plano Presbytery. Oh, okay But you know As far as raised though all over Texas we moved a lot my people didn't have a lot So I could really claim any hood. I want to I can go anywhere. I'm good, you know I'm saying face card is everything characters everything. So I'm good everywhere, but um My grandmother's also from the Midwest like she from Detroit. So Yeah, when I was younger she moved us to Indiana. Oh, okay. Yeah, not even Detroit. We was in the ghetto country That was the ghettoist countries place. Yeah, cuz that's our country country as hell But you know, I'm saying how old were you? The first time we moved I was like young to where I can't remember like we went back and forth. Oh, okay You know, I'm saying we they got people down there or whatever case may be but then my mama and my grandma created a life here So like from there, we'll go back for them My dad and his people are here and then my mama had my old kids So it was like from there on we was from Texas So it was more like we'll visit Indiana and come back down here So you weren't raising the household with your mom and dad together. No, there was no man in our household My mama and my grandma for a little while for the most part though, you know saying my grandmother adopted me specifically So even when if her mama wasn't living together, it was always me and my grandma. Okay, my mom got four kids. I'm the oldest Okay, so why did your grandma adopt you and not arrest? Oh My mom got four kids for baby daddy. So When I was born I was the first one my mom was still young she was 17 17, okay So I think she got pregnant 16 had me at 17 So therefore when the other kids came my mom was obviously older down the line She more so was ready to be a mom. Yeah, she had so many but also me and my grandmother just always had like a Bond like no other like not to discredit my mother I you only get one mama, but my grandma really like she was like your mama. Yeah, she was I'm gonna my baby Yeah, I can a hundred percent say that so it was just like even if my mama was to move out my grandma How's the gold do home thing move somewhere else? I wanted to stay. Mm-hmm. That was my safe place Like where was your dad doing all of this? He wasn't in your life at all. Oh, no I ain't know about my daddy at first. It was kind of just like this is your daddy is I never met him till I was I'm gonna say 14 or 15 one time. I see my daddy in real life. Maybe like a Few times I take that back. I did meet him before I got diagnosed with diabetes I did meet him. That was was crazy. Like it don't run in my mom's side of family You have to go find out about daddy side. Yeah, when I went over there My daddy started mentioning a little stuff like oh, she do this. Oh, I see I noticed this and my people his daddy died from diabetes So like it was kind of random that just right around that time when I came around him and we found that out I like passed out like a couple days later and I actually found out that I had type one diabetes And I had been had it but it was not being treated because I didn't know When we was at that time we had lived in Indiana like a little smart that small little town So it was like the doctors just kept saying that nothing was wrong But as soon as I went to a doctor when we got back home to Texas like instantly like they knew they knew They was like you being like these are the signs. I was skinny as hell I was like 39 pounds and I was nine years old So they was like what's going on like y'all didn't been noticed like so those are the symptoms What is what are the symptoms of diabetes? Oh my dad had it, but um It was when he got older, so But mine is juvenile diabetes, so I got diagnosed as a kid and my pancreas don't work at all So it's different like some people can get rid of it get better. I'm never gonna Recover on some shit. You got the same thing boost. Yeah, boost. It got it. Yeah. I'm gonna die with you Yeah, yeah, but and I take insulin shots like every time I want to put some my mouth I gotta see I always wonder if you could get over because I knew growing up in Jamaica There was this kid down the street and I used to always wonder he was born with diabetes I didn't know kids could actually be born with diabetes. I'm like so in in my mind I'm like, okay, so what did the mom do? What did she eat? What did she you know what I mean? It's hereditary and also like once your pancreas shut down There's just some people if they eat too much sugar they pancreas get overworked and they can fix it by working out Eating healthy minds just don't work at all and stop working. It's just it's a chronic disease like it's an illness How the berry how the berry got it don't you I think she got it. I don't know about that. I think she do look it up I'm really sharp on this shit, but how does not having you your pancreas Pancras working. How does it affect your every day? I mean all the time in time like I said I want to put some I wasn't a regular kid kids at school Like when they passed out candy and cake for somebody birthday They'll never let me eat it because I'll have to go to the nurse take a shot I take my blood sugar do all they like I didn't get to be regular Remember on my 10th birthday because I got diagnosed when I was nine remember my 10th birthday doctor told me I can only Like during the day I can only the certain amount of sugar carbohydrates And they told me that they like have a hundred carbs, and I was turtledo It was during the taping of the television series living doll dolls in 1989 that Holly Berry lapsed in a diabetic coma She yeah shortly afterwards. She was diagnosed with diabetes And then dame dash got it too, you know, that's what I do. I'm over dame dash He's he also another one take shots. So these are people who have have made it through I'm just naming the people who really have had diabetes, but was able to maintain and be successful Dame dash Holly Berry. These are elite People yeah, there's a lot of a man and so I can't wait to see what you do with your diabetes like Lucy You know I said Lucy got shot if you got shot He still had diabetes at counseling diabetes at the same time when you want something You only nothing stop you but how did it affect you as a kid growing up because I can remember going through a certain situation medically and as a Kid you get tired of taking all this medication you get tired of you know what I mean And you might stop which when you stop you reap the repercussion because it's not really good But you know you get tired of it. Yeah, when I was younger. It was times that I Did shit that I ain't had no business doing like drinking a whole bunch of juice back to back knowing I'm not taking enough insulin to keep up with I don't have a pancreas when regular people is drinking juice and sugar and shit Y'all body is making up for it that very moment. Y'all body is correcting your mind It's not so I'm putting all this sugar in my body I'm somewhat throwing up in a pass out because it's so much sugar my body can't get out We got numb to absorb it so it was plenty times that I crashed out Or if I'm running on the field with everybody there P and I eat my little snack before and I just pass out right there Like it was plenty stuff, especially when I was pregnant to like that was just about I really didn't know my slow self I thought I was getting up to breastfeed. You know I'm saying when six months strong, you know, you know That's a flex. That's good. But um, yeah, she very healthy But um, I didn't know one day I was breastfeeding not start from life in the past. I check my blood sugar like 28 So you're not supposed to be like it the breastfeeding is the equivalent to running four miles or some crazy If you want to lose the weight quick Yes, but in the same sense they told me I don't know as I'm breastfeeding I have to be eating something like supplying what I'm putting out right and just pass out right there So especially being by myself. I was in the house alone. I discovered that shit I was scared like my baby just lay here crying. I'm trying to get the juice. I'm shaking his shit This the real though, like I really as just being having diabetes being a single mom being young just Learning and I'm still becoming a woman I'm still trying to teach myself how to be a woman and I'll say teach myself because like It's just me most of time. So you don't have no influence around you Yeah, every time I say no, like when I get off the screen then people be like Back down like so I wouldn't tell for you I wouldn't you like but it's not like that. It was just so many more times like it was just me So like I'm not trying to disrespect nobody and I won't say that it's nobody but like for the most part I'm still trying to find me and become me so in the midst of trying to teach another little young lady How to become a woman and be a woman when I'm still going towards them steps. It's kind of scary because like I chose to do that I'm not trying to get off topic. I'm sorry Because you know, I'm saying diabetes was just like the kind of the icing on the cake of it Other thing that was going through my mom when I was pregnant, but it definitely It definitely was different But everybody's journey is different and there's no books to no manual to tell you exactly what to do when to do It being a mom being having diabetes being a woman Everybody grow in their own way So you just have to just live life and pray that you do what you need to do man You you like to say it's extraordinary that you you've made it thus far And I believe that you're gonna be inspiration to a lot of young girls out there that have challenges in life And I think that's the important thing is just know that people are looking at you you're known people Know you people when I hear your name It's a known name in Dallas, you know and others other places People have spoken your name to me So I think that's live and to see who you are as a person and to get your own boss Talk 101 and be able to see the influence that you're about to have on the younger Generation that the children the young girls the people who see you the songs you put out like the one you the one that chapter 21 Just to see how you express yourself, I think that helps people what do you think? 100% I get DMs all the time from people all over the world You know I'm saying cuz we just right here in Texas, but people all the time Just girls telling me like I was scared at first to come out and say damn I went through this this and this but when you was rapping in I could listen to it and just cry I listened to it and just feel it like and I had to speak up and say it myself you know I'm saying just how the dirt be saying he the voice of the streets I feel like I'm the voice I want to say it like that But you know I'm saying the voice for just girls who you know I'm saying single mom girls who give money girls We had no mom and no daddy and no whatever grandma baby's like I just I'm just I'm the voice for a different type of girl. That's that's what I say They know how girl some it was it was some cold summers with some you know I'm saying real cold windows and Every season was cold Ain't no fucking hot girl nothing. I just feel like I'm a real I Say one man before anything real bitch for anything, but like I like the fact that this platform give me a chance also to just Kind of just be myself cuz sometimes you know people look on the internet and may see one thing or Hear one thing and just run with that but instead like I Don't know that's boss talk one-on-one y'all she said yeah y'all heard of you know This is the type of vibe We all know over here where people are really coming on and really giving people a real sense of who they are so that that they'll be able to really look into one's life and really Become transparent or also be able to grow, you know, they're brands looking at your brand So let's let's talk about that song and that just making of that video because that was a dope video for me Like when I first seen it here to be honest with you rain showed it to me It was before it even came out and I was like damn, you know when you're gonna put that out niggle You know that let's get we need this so just give me an understanding but first of all a lot of people seen the damn video before me But a lot of people seen the video before me because one thing about rain He'll never maybe be the type to do this to do that before we get it to it He'll be like can't see the video then Like that's funny that you say that cuz when we did the videos I need my baby my daughter was just a little little nugget in that video and I'm staying level one bedroom apartment Dallas so like we shot half of it at the church and stuff like that But then we just shot it, you know giving it the real like shit I had an air mattress in my living room like they showed it You know me my baby playing with the toy stuff and didn't nobody know that was my house They probably thought we was just staging it, you know, but that was really my life So it's like this is my real daughter It isn't me like I had the little dance heels and I threw them when I got in the church And it kind of just represented like you know I'm saying that I had a life And I may be even still her and there being a life, but it's like I'm looking forward to something much better because Cuz my baby was it was a prophecy if shot there. Oh, yeah, that's my nigga He's I'm the only one that he don't interview with he only comes on boss talk 101 this he came We just we bought to put the second interview out. He just left the other day He came here before he was even doing photo shoot any of that. This is his home base So I was gonna say he directed it basically the whole thing Proposy is the video man the director. He was telling the like man at all the lights He was doing everything. So, you know, I'm saying he wanted it to look real and Which it was that song was a hundred percent real. I don't do no cat rapping But that video, you know, I'm saying I just feel like it did what it was supposed to it made me get Man it did You said, you know, you want to grow But before I get into that tell me about a time where because you keep saying you you went through a lot of cold nights You know, a lot of struggle and stuff that I tell me about one time one struggle that you went through and how you overcame it I don't know. I mean the first thing that came to my head is when I first had my baby and My grandmother and my mama and they had moved to Houston a minute ago So through my whole pregnancy I was by myself for the most part Because usually like girls get most information of learning how to be deal with a baby or pretty stuff from their mama But like they was far and then it was a lot of family tension. So like I just say when I first had my baby Where was the dad? Baby that we this me and Lonnie, I don't know about nobody else I don't know this me my I carried the baby. I had the baby. I ordered the baby up Amazon We'll just say and the daddy party when I checked it. I guess they were sold out I don't know because it was no more on the shelf. Maybe not my type. So shit. It was just us So when I first had her, you know, the things they don't like to speak on this postpartum depression And she is real like real and people may be like, oh, that's not I mean, I'm a woman I'm just I is no other way to put it. It's real. So that was probably one of the toughest like Cold night cold seasons that I went through and I really the only way I got through that a hundred percent was prayer maybe some Medical edible arrangements But other than that, yeah, it was a hundred percent. I had to pray I had to sometimes I had to sit my baby down a little swing let the scream cry and I walk in the house praying Because it really wasn't nothing else there. I didn't really understand. I didn't really understand and it was nobody I could be like Why is I'm not understanding? So explain postpartum because I think everybody experiences a little bit different So how what exactly did you go through? Postpartum well y'all talk to y'all already talked about my diabetes and stuff So I was confused about a lot of stuff and it was more bodily changes that I had going on I also didn't know that like I had to change my insulin adjustments As I was pregnant I did I didn't know that I was supposed to be lowering some things and hiring some things and I didn't know that also like a year after you Still don't snap back. I usually do so like it was so much that I was discovering as also I was 19 turning 20 I turned 20 like a couple days five days before I gave birth So like I was just young I was just running while and now I'm just sitting down with a little baby And I don't know much so that was just scary to me like never I was learning so much and so much was going on and Nobody was in there but me in this little one-bedroom and I'm crying and doing this and emotions and you know when you first have a baby All emotions so yeah, like that's that's crazy. That is crazy. That's really crazy So it was just more so like a mental thing for me like telling myself that it's just this is temporary You know I'm saying you got to get through this though You chose to lay down and keep the baby has a baby make the baby you gonna take care of the baby So get your mind right and make the bottle and get back in there and wipe the bed and do what you're supposed to do Like you just that's good. You got it is more so you got to tell yourself to the like come on It's a mental thing everything everything But the reason why I asked you that because the people that I know that went through postpartum They didn't want none to do with the baby. They they're like, you know what you hold the baby You keep the baby They didn't want to breastfeed that it was a such a depression Where they couldn't even look on the baby That's the reason why I was asking you to maybe because they had that option When when you in my shoes and it ain't nothing I don't care some days. I'm sick. I'm tired I want to sleep in I got to get up for my baby. It don't matter what's going on Ain't nobody else there if she doesn't shit it on herself and it is time to get up You got to do that. I know daddy from come out through my mom may come my grandma come and I got to get up And do that she hungry you got to get up and make her breakfast She can't feel so so it wasn't maybe not to be disrespectful But maybe them people had that option to say I oh I can't do that I didn't have that even if my body maybe did feel like that there was none of it the mother the mama in me the Real bitch in me Toby We like this and they know ain't no switching up people like then they know switching up Wow, let's get into the You did a live performance Don't judge me. Don't judge me. Yeah What was that about break that down? That was more so Sometimes I just like to get on the beat event like how how I'm really feeling and don't judge me I play that a lot because that's just how I'd be feeling like It was kind of more so the title I don't know it's me and I want to give me but like Don't judge me for how was it the live performance like how was it just performing the song? Oh, yeah, that was that was cool. Um 6k half-a another cameraman. Yeah, it's forward. You know, I'm saying shot that And you know I'm saying a girl V another Dallas, you know influencer also help direct and things like that But they just wanted it to give you know real the live performance is supposed to be you rapping right then enough So That's what it was. I definitely like that man. The fact that you like said that's work I feel like work gonna win. You know what I'm saying What some of the lyrics in that chapter 21 you wrote that right like I write on my music, okay So what I'm something to just break down some of those verses for me Yeah Why would you say that like what happened to throw the shoe that give me some insight? Why was your mind I Was feeling some type of way I wrote that a long time ago that actually just drop you could see how small my daughter Video so it was a lot of emotions that she was still small. So I just had that stuff I just feel like she 18 when she won she'll be to this October. So Yeah, that was a minute ago because I was still resting. I know there was a minute ago, but um, I had a lot to say But I don't like I hate when I feed into that internet shit. That's it's a lever in me I can't help it. It's 21 to me, but that's my biggest like thing I'm trying not to feed into it, but I'm also said let me go on let me go in the booth Let me just say what I got to say in the booth instead of going on this dumb internet rain They're going and running my mouth somebody through text message Because I said something like They crucified me when I chose to keep you telling my career was over wasn't no more pressure to the pink might as well Take a seat on the bleachers, but mama said fuck all them people because it was like when I got pregnant The main people that was supposed to root for me for this music shit told me now if you don't get rid of that Hand of that You're not gonna be nobody you're not gonna go nowhere. It's gonna slow you down. It's gonna take you back but if it fucked me up because like all my Industry peers had baby mothers who was currently pregnant, but didn't nobody say They got to get rid of they should handle that that you the daddy handle that because it's not the same In which I can understand that and I could respect it to a certain extent, but as a woman Nah, I ain't really feel that I ain't really feel it from nobody I don't care who said it how they looked at it as a mother now. I see what some people were saying where it could have Did some things but there's all worth it. It's a hundred percent. I do it all over. Wow Just that that's one thing like like just really like when you did the the all-state That that shake back performance like what what was that about that might check was it a mic check? You ain't like that one. I was cool. It was cool. I I just You know me you I love the stories you tell I was about to say This is what everybody's been on lately, but it's hard for me because it's like from one direction. I'm getting old We want to hear your story wrap that real shit, but then from everybody else about not to be funny about my age They be telling me like you need to Get on that glow real of shit like you need to get on that old hype shit like catchy shit That's gonna go viral on tiktok. They wouldn't talk about twerking and it's gonna be a summer and all of this when To be honest, I love how I rap. I love I'm me at all times. Hell. Yeah, I'm 21 years old and I'm fine So of course sometimes I'm gonna get on there and rap about the shit that I did The shit that I do getting money, hustling, whatever, but Who ain't nobody like me. I ain't never heard no girls is going to be and really just Tell a story about some so personal so deep some that nobody will never go on no radio and rap No, you feel me for the world to hear like I don't I don't hear that so I'd rather be different. I'd rather just do me But all state is like I still gotta show that I got love for the life that I did live and the people who still in it I ain't shitting on nobody you feel me a little bit because uh Baby, rice and rounds and leave that pimp you feel me like I ain't shitting on nobody but I got more than just one talent. I'm not I don't just got a big old Aunt booty and can go up in the club and only shake ass to get my money I'm I'm a I'm a lyrical uh, what they be saying You feel me a lyrical art alert. Yeah lyrical beast Fuck you mean I don't it's self-explanatory. Would you tell it it's self-explanatory? So when I think about when I think about pink pressure and just your journey I seen a time when you and rainwater kind of fell back from each other in the relationship As far as him being your manager, like what was the cause of that and why what happened? I was trying to say because it It ain't no other Relationship this is my manager like and I say that because I'm not correcting you. I'm correcting a lot of shit This is the interview. So let me just go ahead and where the cameras at make that very Right here in your face that Show you don't want to go there Because if I if I just keep it so gangster me and rain have only physically met each other in person maybe like I encounter my hands how many times we've actually been around each other most time is hey I got this show lined up few go record this I'll do this feature. They send the money now Oh get it done Hang up and I go get it done and he make it happen and they go We ain't never even really been around each other. So you feel me like I don't I dare from Rain bitches look like me I don't how is that my fault? He like light skins candy bitches. I don't know like mixed-looking. Oh, I don't I'm sorry. Y'all don't cuss that much. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry He kept it for professional. He did but like it was like little weird stuff like certain interviews He did maybe the people that were interviewing them like I said y'all come in a different approach This is a grown space. There's ain't no ain't no smoking up in here. Ain't no child is she going on Can't bring a whole lot of people gotta sign that paperwork. I gotta sign that paperwork So this is serious over here So some people get on these interviews and want to be messy. They don't want to hear y'all story They want to hear they don't want to hear how you got here or where you want to go or where you Trying to get to that's not what they doing these interviews for and that's why I never did one The only other one I did was just as real as this one. So it's like I don't know more. So it was just the people or the media or Even hoes who don't like me or where I got to because of how I got to it so fast Feel like oh, she must have had the fuck away to the top Like one thing about it. I think random my mom at the same age. I'm on 39 What do I look like like I don't know like at this point y'all just playing on my top I understand strip of whatever case may be all the fans. Maybe they can see but baby It ain't never that freaky But I got real talent by at the end of the day I think you gotta block all that out because you're gonna have way more pressure than that as you elevate It's gonna always be I've heard some of the craziest stuff with some of the Dopeest females in to come on this platform There's gonna be a lot of challenges when you're dealing with this lifestyle with what you what you chose to be You know far as entertainment So at the end of the day, I just say man keep doing what you're doing But stay focused on your craft because there's a lot of people like you just said earlier That look up to you because of what you you know what you what you're doing the way that you tell your story So you can't really even be shook by nothing they say or say and and you really need that You know, you if you ain't got no haters you really ain't popping you gotta have that You know what I'm saying? That's motivation. So at the end of the day, that's my that that's what I like I love it when niggas talking at the end of the day boss talk 101 man It's not a game over like you just said so It's not at all I guess to wrap it up I'ma just say that the reason maybe why me and rain haven't got that far or can't even get so far is because It's always somebody or something and I'm not even gonna say for me because I really could give a fuck less There's always want to be something to say by the pictures I post by the music I rap Okay, like you said it did what it is to come with it But I feel like that's also holding him back to a certain extent as a man Niger you need you supposed to be a man before anything He needs to remember that it's just that that come with the business like fuck them So like maybe because it can affect his life his personal life or my personal life or whatever case may be but I mean all that you gotta understand When when you in in that seat, you know When you been dealing with rain who definitely been through a lot with the mode three passing and all that stuff That's a part of you know healing as well and I tell him that all the time I tell him he didn't give his self-time to heal actually, you know to be dealing with things Really on the forefront arguing with everybody dealing with every situation that came at him and then even to Then embrace somebody like you and try to say I'm gonna be a part of helping their career I think rain is the type of dude that he been through a lot just like a lot of these cats And they don't give their self-time to heal when they go through things We got a lot of young people dying out here. We got a lot of things that's happening daily out here And then trying to face those things and be in front of a camera and be an example to the people who expect you to be their manager There's a lot come with that on his side too But for you guys to still be together that's dope in itself Just the fact that y'all still have a relationship and that y'all and I say relationship in a working relationship So you guys are still kicking it and can do some great things together Just how was it even meeting rain and him becoming your manager? I'm blessed for every Opportunity and position, you know, the rain has put me in and things like that, but Shit If it was I didn't it didn't come easy and I feel like a lot of bitches that be up under the posts and stuff Feel like working with rain is the key to I don't I don't know what the hell they think but It's a lot of them come on this show that want to work with rain It's a lot of them come here to meet rain. It's a lot of it He do his job He do his job and he know what he's doing as far as the business aspect of things But rain is a character in itself if you dealt with three then you should already know you get you you get what you get And you don't throw a fit because he could deal with three and three could deal with him You know what I'm saying? So I know that he could deal with me and I could deal with him It's just one So we do it at a distance because rain mouth is just as smart as mine No matter how old he is then we've got a mouth on him. So it's like I don't know. We more so look past all of that. So then they got a lot of fucking kids now Then they get just posted triplets. So therefore I may have to put my little Pride to the side about whatever he said about maybe an outfit I wore some he didn't like he didn't like a song that I thought that was the hardest because it's in a day Then they got a lot of mouths to feed You know I'm saying that's one thing about three didn't play about it's feeding his kids I carry his kids something to get we got to put all that shit to the side to get to the business Let's get it because it really it ain't even really shit to put to the side He just feel like he in charge because he the manager and guess what I'm pink mother fucking pressure double p Standing on it. How the fuck is you gonna tell me? Okay, okay So you asked did you know mode three and all did you you guys it's crazy because everybody always asks me which Oh, well boohoo, you know, I'm saying like uh Not boohoo, but like they be trying to throw that in my face. I grew up someone in mckinney So it's like I know three whole family They know of me since I was a little girl like cousins and everything these niggas I grew up with day to day basis But as far as just me and three now we was in two different uh lanes at two different times We was in two different lanes at two different times. Uh I think he had already dove in the north delis when I was growing up in mckinney because he is older than me I'm 21. So, uh, we never actually just met So to say he was liking my pictures and liking my uh You know, I'm saying rap videos and stuff and even ended up telling me one of my videos was hard Like DM and me so of course, you know, I'm saying there was interactions and he had heard my name before But I did I never got a chance and I ain't gonna do no song with him So he one of my favorite rappers like real life So it kind of that hurt more than anything to know of him to know his family and to know his people I know, you know, I'm saying what type of nigga he was it's cool and everything But like he really one of my favorite rappers So I did or was still one of you know, I'm saying make that happen. That's that's a little goal of mine Yeah, I think that's that's live that you would not you know, you get to you get to hear those stories You I mean if anytime you dealing with a song you dealing with rain that same relationship you had with mode three He he pretty much is In injecting his his own mentality on what you do, you know far as from his perspective or how he feel Same way he would have done with mode three. Uh, they both was you know in that together from the stories I hear about them. So he'd be all our ass though Like he'd be like, well three want to play to me baby. See bump, you know, anybody around that's working with Ryan He he not just gonna Make, you know single nobody out everybody gonna feel like he gonna be like well three wouldn't Slip in he would have got up and he would have stayed in that studio Even if he was I mean and so you need to get on that like let's get it because he want to be a star Do you want to be a star like he'd be asking as you know, I'm saying like how bad do you really want it? You know I'm saying so I know for sure that the the business aspect And you gotta think of it people are expecting a lot a lot of people out here at all the time He'll never get another mode three. He'll never be able to do this again He'll never I hear that all the time Niggas that they call me because he'd be on my show and they'll they'll straight tell me like That nigga ain't gonna never be able to do this. Well, then when they get in the comments and be like Female three or then he say, you know, this the close thing to 30 out of hers female wise since I They give me big ass shoes to have to step up in so every move I make I feel like I gotta Watch what I'm doing or watch when I'm saying how I'm moving because they looking up to me like Shit, what you gonna do? You got the platform? You got the you know, I'm saying the audience the it's really more so uh, I guess the support like Nobody ever I could say love artists. I feel like three got a lot of love like they love their man They rhyme about their man. They're not playing about him. So it's like More so that support that I'm waiting on but But a hundred percent they give me big ass shoes to feeling that she's scary sometimes. Do you um, Who would you like to work with if you had you could pick anybody to work with? Don't have to be nobody local. It could be any middle star. It could be anybody like I guess I'll go female wise I'm a female Uh, like a boss ass, which then I looked up to when she started rapping and made her the way cash down I love me some cash down Nicki Minaj. Like the the the og when it comes to that So of course, I love to meet Nicki even Cardi, you know, I'm saying I'm not in the beef I don't know y'all. So I'm I'm Cardi and Nicki and uh cash down Love me some uh stunner girl training right now queen key I like underground females better than I do mainstream. I'ma keep it gangster life I probably just didn't say nobody, you know, there's a song inside, uh, my My koochie pink and my booty whole brown or something like what's up with that song? Who is that? That's uh, big sexy red What is uh, what I mean, uh, when you is this is this do you like that song? Let's be real Okay, boss talk 101. Yeah. Oh, yeah, you gotta keep it real. Yeah, I mean in the club if I'm drunk and I'm whiples if it Okay, I think that's where they were going off of like marketing wise Hey, she did her thing. It's viral. It's everywhere. Everybody's playing it and laughing but Talent wise the rap game is So you know, it's not something that you that was like they put chapter 21 up there and put a song up there Most people's gonna choose that song because they want to get drunk shake ass in the club. They don't want to hear Uh, uh stripper talk about being a single mom So it's like but lyrically if I broke that song down and we went bar for bar for both songs It's like there's no comparison. So how is that viral thing? But let me ask you a question for the generation that we're in right now. It's more It's not about talent. It's not not at all. So it's about that catchy who can be catchy cloud Who can funny say wow, exactly. So how do you feel about that? It's hard for me because I'm not no damn tic-tac tic-tac rapper like I tried I tried But it's more so like if I'm gonna get on the beat I want to say something that you don't remember what the fuck I said. I like double entendres I like making people think about breaking down the bars. I'm trying to Make the last two words around with the next two not just one like I'm I'm really rapping. I'm really an artist I sang two and some other stuff. So like all that tic-tac rapping slow rapping dumbing it down I'm not really into it. I'm not discrediting nobody who do it because then people make it bang Like if you know about doing both I'm just saying I try it's not really I don't know how not to rap like to not just rap and keep rapping That's hard for me to try to dumb down my lyrics when I think about the words when I sing I do I want to say some shit like I don't want to just say anything from Garfield, right All the way to pink. I'm listening to all the way to chapter 21 100 percent. What is the what is this journey? What is this thing? That's right. Well, this has been a long journey pink pressure 17 with no kids That that's what that's what I was trying to explain when I said from going from Garfield to being up in the house By myself trying to become a mama That that right there was a hardship because I was just literally just saying whatever doing whatever having the time of my life because I had no responsibilities I didn't I was literally in a new state them there every day when I was 17 18 I was just having fun. I was a rapper. I was getting to go places perform a club do this do that so There's a complete difference because now I got somebody who not only I could live for who looks up to me who I'm trying to change for and I don't know. I really didn't have a Motivation or something something to go To go hard for until until that chapter 21 hit and now I'm 21 with a one-year-old and We doing some other shit already top three artists of all time that are alive any genre Okay, y'all already know I said three like and I'm not just so he's your number one I'm not saying that just say I can't line them up. That's kind of all right because like um I would I would just say All time damn you just any genre down I said this in the interview fun. I'm like people gonna hate on me, but I love me some marriage a fly. Oh my god I'm sorry. Like that's so old school. I was raised by my grandma. She she loved marriage. I do you watch her in ghost No, I don't watch ghosts. I can get on my trail I don't watch I don't watch tv like that. I don't have my glasses right now And I'm trying to get it together. That's some righteous shit, but uh Damn, I can't believe I just put in my top three. But like I don't know the music touched me. He said mode three I can't believe I put in marriage a they go cloud me for this. Okay That's real though. She's good. What you talking about? Well, that's for the younger people. She's he an underground artist. His name tech tc. He from banrush. Like Why are you liking? When he talked, um, I saw just him as a man I like people who when you meet them they heart match their music I feel like when people met three, that's why so many his death affected so many people because when they met him His heart his smiling shit that matched his music He's saying that you can feel it when he rap when you put on a certain song They just give you chills and you can just cry to you can laugh to you can turn up to whatever case may be That's real and then they go a real artist. So, you know, I'm saying I'll just I'll have to say that I can't give a shout out to the other person that I would have put up in there Who is who what's your favorite mo three song? My favorite mo three song right now or all time all time all time Oh Damn why is that that's so hard of a choice because I play this nigga music every day all day all the songs But right now, uh I ain't a lot of second chance That shit hit me more. So like if that nigga was talking to me Like I don't know when that song come on Sometimes I'd be like tripping like this this thing up in this song like I begin chill so much and it's like Second chance just maybe was one of his greatest songs to me because word for word I'm a female too. I'm a woman. That's a man. He made a song that word for word. I felt that so like Second chance for sure. I go I like him with that. Sorry for the og fans. You know, I could have said some old shit, but Where do you see yourself in like By the end of the year Oh By the end of the year What kind of motion you want to see? I need to be really rapping and stop worshiping with myself Because I ain't know how many people believed in me like when I came on her y'all just How you know gave me my flowers like that kind of baby Pink stop playing like in rain. I ain't gonna lie right to me all the time Like in Dallas, you don't know how many people actually support you and I'm like man So I'm at the gas station pump my gas and nine o'clock in the morning looking crusty as hell and nigga like Pink hold on hold on my girl in the car. Hold on my girl. She right here in the car. She loved What's that song garfield? I'll be telling her to turn that shit off. This is it. I'm damn I'm puking my gas just right by my house and somebody know me. You feel me? So it's like All the way I was in tennessee natch, but I had a mask on corona mask a nigga seen the broken heart was like, hold on Garfield I said This was at the time, you know, but it's just like it still feel good because it's like you don't know how many people you Really touch in you really don't and I need to stop in you just you Yeah, probably over thinking Probably over thinking everything artists is they biggest critiques. They biggest critics. So like And I don't have maybe like so much of a team who just be like pink you hard man. Fuck that. Come on We're going to the studio. Get up. I gotta I don't Rain ain't been doing that as much since the love since we fell off a little bit or where the case may be and then The whole team as a whole kind of just been on some other shit. So it's like as far as just having a home base or Or Somebody just tell me like when I'm telling myself now tell me yeah, come on. You don't have that option because If me I go back to doing what I know and just Look that out that way Let me give you some advice and I'm not in music industry or anything like that I'm just saying this the same way how you talked about the things that you had to do For your baby. There was nobody but you you had to get up. You couldn't tell yourself I didn't feel like feeding her to that couldn't feel like you need to treat your your career the same way Stop being negative towards yourself. Stop being such critic to yourself Get up and say, you know what my career is also my second baby. So I got to get this for me. Wow Baby see you ever met baby. See would you like if you guys ever do anything together or would y'all ever do anything together? Yeah, that's my doll. We're gonna get on a song. We got something in the works right now Uh, we spoke we actually recorded a song on the same beat like both of us So rain was gonna try to like either let one get on the other the other but It turned out being like rainy favorite song of mine. So that went that way But yeah, for sure. Um, I respect baby see a lot because he a real father Anytime I tell baby see what you doing, you know, I'm saying you been in the studio. You just got my kids You know I'm saying just to know my kids like they didn't go real daddy And everybody a lot of artists artists. Maybe that's been on your show. I don't know Um, don't be daddy. So baby see definitely get my uh flowers out the gate for that That's big. Um, so I think I think that's about it You know, um, I just want to say how can people get a hold to you if they're trying to link up with you just trying to Get a feature or something just trying to just trying to you know, book you book you or show you love Um, my instagram is pressure p two p's on the pressure Maybe an extra e at the end. It'll pop up though or if you type in pink pressure It should pop up. It's like 38k um, if not rain He's pretty hard to get to reach but um, that's always an option because right now currently we you know, I'm saying we're still working together So you guys reach out to me through instagram. I usually go through my DMs and check as far as business I'm gonna reply. No DM me like you looking real sexy tonight Don't start like that. I did. I'm not gonna know you want a feature that you want to work But you know, if it's about business, I respond to DMs. I'm not bougie and I work while I budget So it's like You know, I'm saying I come from none. I know of a nickname. I'm not charging a thousand dollars You know, I'm saying I was god giving with this talent. I was blessed. So therefore I would like to Give back as much as I can but I do gotta pay my bill somehow some way. Hey All ready. Um, thank you so much for coming on the show. Thank you for having me I think I think you live and I can't wait to get you back on here after we kill it the next quarter You see I'm saying the next quarter in the next quarter Boom you back on boss talk 101 for the holidays, maybe Or are even we giving something away for back to school and we bring you on to bless a kid or be here for a kid It's stuff like that. That's what we do over. We grown over here at boss talk 101 Yeah, I like here. I'll let's come back. The drinks was good. I'm feeling it. You know, we at the end Man, I enjoyed it. I'm real respectful and just real. I told you I don't like that messy shit. No You is a little you be trying to jostle I'm gonna be me. 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